Please follow the doctor's advice

The list for returning to China has been finalized. As the date approaches, Xu Yiren's anticipation and apprehension go hand in hand, as if he had received a not-so-ideal answer sheet, but had to take it home to show to his long-lost parents.

His family's love and concern for him are naturally beyond doubt, but because of this, he couldn't bear to live up to their expectations over the years.With his parents' income, Xu Yiren has never been needed to add bricks and tiles to the family. It can be said that he does not have any financial and family burdens when he works. Not anymore.

What's more, the time he arrived in China was during the Spring Festival. In this festival that symbolizes reunion and happiness, he was not sure whether he would bring back laughter or joy in bitterness.

"Brother Xu, haven't you slept yet?" The night before the departure, the lights in Xu Yiren's room were on, and Li Chaoyue opened the door openly and came in. How long have you been walking, don't you rest early?"

Xu Yiren was worried that no one would give him a risk assessment: "Beyond, do you think I look much worse now than before?"

"Huh?" Li Chaoyue went around to look at him carefully for a while, and asked, "Can you see me?"

"can."

During this month, Xu Yiren kept his mouth shut and did not mention his little actions before. He steadily dripped the medicine and closed his eyes every day. He didn't know whether the effect of the medicine was fully exerted, or the course of treatment was over, or both. In short, his eyesight improved slightly. .He could tell that Li Chaoyue was not wearing a white coat at this time, but was wearing a pair of dark trousers, and he could still vaguely distinguish the movements of his legs when he walked over.

He took another look and said, "I just don't know."

"Well..." Li Chaoyue thought for a moment, "You were the best before, but now you are better than before."

...What kind of comparative usage is this?Isn't it contradictory?

Xu Yiren went through the words again in his mind, determined that it was a wrong sentence, and asked, "What do you mean?"

Li Chaoyue is serious: "It means literally."

"..." Xu Yiren originally wanted to ask his opinion, after all, he was the only one who had seen himself before, but now he felt that this guy was idle in the middle of the night and had nothing to do to play tricks, and if he was serious, he would lose.

Li Chaoyue asked suddenly: "Brother Xu, where will you live when you go back?"

"You said the return visit address?" Xu Yiren thought about it for a while, "I filled in my own home, which is the one you visited last time."

As soon as he said this, Xu Yiren suddenly remembered the night before Li Chaoyue's departure, and felt that the current image of himself really deserved the confusion and infatuation with Li Chaoyue at that time. For him... it should be very unpleasant Remember it.

Xu Yiren deliberately sat back, opened the distance between the two, and turned his face to the other side.

"I know, I have read the return visit materials. But your house is almost across the entire Shencheng from the Nursing College. It is inconvenient for the teacher to take care of you. Can she rest assured that you live by yourself?" It may not be possible to find a suitable one right away, I remember watching a TV series called "The Story of the Little Nanny" when I was a child, and there was a paralyzed old man in it..."

Xu Yiren interrupted him impatiently: "Am I paralyzed? I can press the door of the elevator with my eyes closed, why can't I keep it on my own?"

He hadn't planned to live by himself.As Li Chaoyue said, poor parents in the world, which mother can rest assured that her only son has vision problems and lives alone?Even if he didn't take care of him every day, he would definitely run around every now and then. How could he make his elderly mother work so hard?

Filling in the return visit address at the beginning was just a habit of independence. Since he was a child, he would not bother his parents for anything he could do by himself. Information such as leaving his address and phone number would usually be kept by himself or his work unit, so as not to disturb his parents’ life and rest.

But Li Chaoyue compared him to the TV series Li, who is still a paralyzed old man, which is very unfriendly.Although he has vision problems, he is neither paralyzed nor old, and his judgment and physical strength are still there. How can there be comparability?

The most important thing is...to let him acquiesce in front of Li Chaoyue that he doesn't even have the basic ability to take care of himself now, which is tantamount to throwing his remaining dignity into the soil.

If it weren't for the fact that what he said was reasonable and that he was indeed worried for himself, Xu Yiren really wanted to add another sentence naively: "Just wait, I will definitely be able to live well by myself."

Several large helicopters set off from the research base, carrying volunteers with different languages.Some of them were overjoyed, and some still needed a nurse to push the wheelchair. Xu Yiren couldn't hear it, and it was inconvenient to ask how far they had recovered.

After several embarrassingly lawless transfers, a small passenger plane that Xu Yiren was assigned to landed in an open space on the outskirts of Shencheng in the middle of the night.

The temperature in Shencheng is still more than ten degrees below zero, but compared with the outside of the research base, it is already warm and pleasant.

He hadn't seen Li Chaoyue since he boarded the plane, and he didn't hear that distinctive voice until he got off the plane. He didn't know whether he was assigned a different flight or a different landing location.

There was a resort hotel nearby, and Xu Yiren and his companions were checked in and checked. The next morning, Xu Yiren returned to his parents' house with only a doctor's order and a few bottles of eye drops.

It is the Spring Festival.

As soon as he entered the door, Xu Yiren knew that not only his parents, but also his grandpa, nieces and nephews, the whole family was here, and his little fragility quickly went back, taking advantage of the time when he went back to the room to change his emotions. He concealed it without a trace, except that he was still blurry, and he talked with his relatives and elders as smoothly as in previous years. In the intervening year, it seemed that he just left for a while during the banquet.

Part of his attention was always on the direction where Xu Changping was sitting, fearing that a frustrated sigh would come from there at some point.

Most of the immediate or collateral relatives of the family are engaged in related work in medical institutions. Since Xu Yiren has to fulfill the confidentiality agreement, he will always lose his words. The family hardly visited relatives from the first day to the fifth day of the new year.In the past few days at home, if he moved a little bit, his mother would come up to help him get things. Xu Yiren felt that he was really treated at the level of paralysis.

"Dad, school is about to start. You don't usually come back at noon. I want to go back to my place and come over on weekends." They pay attention to the New Year's Eve after the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. Xu Yiren doesn't want to disturb his family's New Year's mood, Wait until the parents are about to return to work one after another before saying, "I want to go back to the attached courtyard..."

"Don't go." Xu Changping said in a deep voice, "I didn't see you a few times a month before, and I still don't stay at home now. Your mother talks about you every night and misses you so much that you can't sleep. Why did you go back? Ever? How do you eat? The dishes in restaurants outside, one dish can exceed your daily intake of oil and salt."

"..." Xu Yiren didn't touch the spring water with his ten fingers, he only read the books of sages and sages, and he only knew the general idea of ​​cooking, and he really didn't practice it. He said very confidently, "Use... a microwave oven to make it."

"Can you cook? You can't read a single word in big words. Can you buy vegetables and start a fire? Can you tell the difference between rapeseed and spinach? You don't even know the scale on the microwave, and the house burned down in two days!" Xu Changping Indisputable, "Don't go anywhere, stay at home."

What he said earlier was correct, but the last sentence gave Xu Yiren a chill - he was afraid that he might not see clearly in the future, and he was also afraid that his future would be bleak, but what he was most afraid of was that even those close to him would evaluate him as zero.

Is it a fan of the authorities?Is he the only one who thinks that he just has a vision problem?In the eyes of his parents and people like Li Chaoyue, he doesn't even have the ability to be independent?

Xu Yiren shook his head lightly, subconsciously pinching his palms to suppress his emotions: "Dad, people never come to meetings...I'm leaving."

The roads are crowded, and the atmosphere of the new year on the street has not faded. Xu Yiren sat in the taxi and looked at the lights and festoons on the side of the road. All the lanterns or banners and the festive lanterns that were about to be erected were just a piece of red to him.

He hasn't paid attention to the roadside scenery for many years, and he often glances at it in a hurry, and when he thinks about it, it has been demolished for an unknown amount of time.

For him, the Chinese New Year means eating a few reunion dinners in a hurry, sleeping in the duty room for a few sleeps, and then patrolling the ward from morning to night, repeatedly explaining to patients who are scheduled for elective surgery not to eat too much greasy food, or rushing between the emergency department and the hospital. Between the wards, it was still daytime when entering the building door, and it was already late night when leaving the building door.

As soon as the shadowless lamp is turned on and the gloves are put on, a traditionally said day passes on the clock.

I don't know how Li Chaoyue's new year is going?I haven't been home for so long, and going back now should be no less than a happy event for the New Year.Tsk, the young man is in his prime, so he must be a key project for the three aunts and six wives to introduce objects.

Speaking of which, after I came back, I didn't even ask him how I was. I was really ashamed of his care for the past year.

Xu Yiren found the old charger from the drawer of the apartment, and charged the old mobile phone.

The furniture and objects in the room were covered with a layer of dust, and it took a lot of effort to clean up the smog, and he couldn't tell whether he had cleaned it up after working for a long time.

After he cleaned everything that could be cleaned and took a shower, the phone was fully charged.

He picked it up and pressed it a few times, only to find that it could only stay on the boot interface.

Xu Yiren pinched the old man's mobile phone to tell the time for a year, and almost forgot that it needs to insert a card.

He put on his clothes and put on his wallet, went through the route of the supermarket and the barber shop in his mind, and prepared to go out like a normal person.

The doorbell rang.

Before going upstairs, he asked the property staff to turn on the heating valve, but he didn't expect people to come so soon during the Chinese New Year.

The weather in Shencheng is more than ten degrees below zero, and the indoor temperature is several degrees below zero even when the heating is not turned on, making it impossible to live in.

Naturally, Xu Yiren couldn't see people through cat's eyes, so he could only ask, "Who is there?"

"Bang bang bang bang—" There was an urgent knock on the door that the property staff would never make.

"Open the door, open the door, the doctor returns!"