Please follow the doctor's advice

The response to the report meeting on the second day was still hot, and the rate of achievement of intentions far exceeded expectations. If there is no problem in the later negotiations, the sum of the project's investment is enough to launch several satellites into the sky.The company temporarily changed the arrangement, and we waved our sleeves with a snowflake-like contract, and moved to the next one without even participating in the free forum for the next three days.

After changing the time zone, Xu Yiren and I have a harder time cooperating. Whenever I wake up in the morning, he is probably busy. When he comes home from work in the evening, I don’t know where to have a long conversation with someone. After he hurried back to the room, he was so sleepy that only his head was exposed outside the quilt.

Although Xu Yiren only has one surgery day a week, when the Department of Chest and Heart is not fully secured, a few emergency patients will come to the emergency department, and this is not a small cold or fever that can be cured in a clinic. They all want to come to a big hospital, their hospital has a good reputation, Xu Yiren rarely has leisure time when he goes to work, and the fault tolerance rate of his work is extremely low, very low.

I also want him to have a good rest and restore his energy, and I also want to see his appearance and listen to his few words that are nothing new but satisfying to my heart—these two wishes are sincere, and it is difficult to distinguish between them. Should I call or not?

The villains of reason and emotion fought hard in my head, and in the end both of them died, and I was the only one left alive, and I sent a video request on a fluke.

After three or four beeps, Xu Yiren connected. Before the screen was connected, I first heard a rumbling noise on the other end of the phone, and then Xu Yiren appeared in my line of sight with a confused face: "Beyond?"

"Hey, it's me." I put my ear to the phone and listened for a while, "What are you looking at?"

"I'm asking for leave." Xu Yiren didn't know whether he was dreaming or waking up, so he murmured and answered irrelevant questions.

I was surprised: "Brother, are you sick?"

He shook his head lightly: "No."

Xu Yiren should have fallen asleep just now, but he hasn't put on his glasses yet, and he is holding the phone very close - the look on his face is the same as when he wakes up in the morning, his body clearly expresses that he still wants to sleep, but in his heart Another voice was urging him to get up, causing him to be in a trance and a little bit out of his body.

It hurts me to see it, but I want to hold his face in my hands and rub it. It's better to slap my mouth on his face hard, and kiss his facial features all over his face when he's not prepared.

In the struggle between mental strength and physical inertia, Xu Yiren had the upper hand.He rubbed his eyes soberly and said: "Aren't you coming back soon? I took a leave of absence and I will pick you up at the airport. If you are free, just say hello to the person who picked you up in your unit."

I was taken aback: "Huh? Are you asking for leave now?"

I've never seen Xu Yiren ask for leave. Of course, it has something to do with him not needing marriage leave, paternity leave, and the fact that his parents and I are both in good health, which makes him feel at ease. But I never expected him to ask for leave in such a ritualistic manner. Pick me up, not to mention... I said: "I don't go back until two weeks!"

Xu Yiren: "I know. It was agreed earlier that Corey would schedule the shift, and I don't need to go back if there is something urgent."

It takes three or four hours to pick up the plane and back, and our company will definitely send a car, so it's a bit extravagant for Xu Yiren to ask for leave for this purpose.But when I think about it, not only can I see him in advance, but I can also wave my hand and say, "Oh, you guys take the company car and go, goodbye! Me? I don't need it, I have family members to pick me up hahahaha" - I am bitter After so many years, it's time to enjoy it!

"Okay! Then I'll wait for you to pick me up!" I smiled and asked, "Brother, what movie did you watch?"

"You can watch old movies casually." Xu Yiren put on his glasses and watched them for a while, "It seems to be about the battle of Stalingrad."

I listened carefully for a while and asked, "It's in German? Is it easy to understand?"

"Well, it's the original sound." Xu Yiren sighed softly, "I don't quite understand, or I fell asleep."

Me: "Brother, I'm here for a meeting. I'm not an immigrant. You don't need to learn the language. I can't understand it anyway.",

"I don't want to learn." Xu Yiren retorted without sincerity, then turned off the sound of the TV, and said, "Beyond, do you want to go to my parents' house when you come back? I'm going home today, and I Mom said it’s been a long time since I saw you, and I miss you.”

I seemed to have developed a conditioned reflex, and replied without thinking: "Okay, let's go."

Xu Yiren frowned: "Do you want to go?"

"Of course I want to," I slapped my thighs, blinking and smiling brightly as if answering the leader's call to work overtime, "Your home is my home, and your parents are my parents."

Xu Yiren looked at me without saying a word, my smile was still frozen on the screen, looking at it this way, I also felt that my smile was a bit fake.

I should usually lay a good foundation and take the initiative to bring up the matter of going home, otherwise he would ask casually, but I would give such an exaggerated and excessive response as if I had been expecting it for a long time, which undoubtedly betrayed my psychology.

His parents' house is not my parents' house.

My parents’ house doesn’t have previous students who come to greet me on holidays, and they don’t start from the first place on the left hand side of my father to report their thoughts, study and work one by one, and then go around and report to the right hand side, and they don’t smile hypocritically. Talk about how their children are not good enough, let alone ask Xu Yiren "why haven't seniors/brothers found a partner yet?"

Xu Yiren's father also has a study room, which is not very big in terms of square footage, and the furnishings are simple, but every time I approach it, I feel inexplicable pressure.

On one wall of the study room are written by Xu Yiren and paintings by his father. On the other wall is a cabinet with a glass door. There are so many certificates of honor inside that it is impossible to open them one by one and put them outwards. The bookshelves are stacked like ordinary books, and there is a display cabinet next to it. There are pennants that cannot be hung at the bottom, and there is a lacquered wooden pole on the top of the red velvet that can be hung. , The upper half of the cabinet is a display rack, inside are the trophies and medals of their family of three, there are all kinds of items, you and I are very lively, as if they also have a place in this family, they are a kind of common currency.

In fact, I have all these things, and the sum is not necessarily less than his family's, but I have never been treated so preciously, and I can't help but feel that all the certificates I got are fake.

But Xu Yiren's everything is true, and his whole body exudes the taste of being genuine and innocent. I even think that the small apartment he lived in before can not be called his "home", only his parents' house. Only the furnishings and atmosphere can match his temperament.

I also tried to transform the room we live in into that pattern: you can hang a picture here and write a few words, and we will reflect on it every day when we come back; ; Let’s set up a tea table again, Maojian Longjing Biluochun smokes it to fill the room with the fragrance of tea... But Xu Yiren doesn’t call arty, and always says flatly, “Where you have time to watch those, you are not enough.”

What can I do when he says that?He could only be so moved that he pounced on him and dragged him into the bed. After the excessive torture, he woke up the next day and saw that the surroundings were still resplendent and vulgar as usual, only Xu Yiren was pulling his collar hard to try to cover up the weirdness. s things.

For a family like his, it would be impossible to say that he never had a little wish for him to start a family. I dragged him down and made him never be able to meet his parents' expectations.

——The son who has worked so hard for more than [-] years, suddenly one day he bent without a notice, and even his life style was lowered along with the taste of the culprit... I dare not look at his father directly Eye.

Xu Yiren looked at me for a while, and said in a discussing tone: "My mother won't ask too many questions about your work, she just wants to see you, as long as you are good, she will be at ease."

What I'm afraid of is just the opposite. If the teacher's wife really wants to ask me those questions, I can answer them fluently, but I'm afraid of the silent stare.Especially when Xu Yiren was waiting to sit next to me, his parents looked at him and then at me, and there were thousands of words in their eyes that I could easily imagine, but they couldn't speak because Xu Yiren was beside me.

Xu Yiren: "To go is to go for a while, sit down and have a meal."

Only then did I realize that I had been stiff for a long time, and I hurriedly said, "Look at what you said, okay, I'll go."

Xu Yiren: "Don't force it, it's fine if you don't want to go."

Me: "Why, I've already said I'm going, I'm not forcing, not at all."

Xu Yiren seemed to regret bringing this up: "Okay, I won't go, I'll just say you're busy with work."

"What, it's too late for me to be happy..." I wanted to say hilariously to confuse the public, but Xu Yiren's eyes sparkled at me, and my words seemed to have changed.

"I'll ask you a question, don't feel pressured, you can answer, it doesn't matter if you don't answer, or you can just nod or shake your head." Xu Yiren said softly as if asking something unspeakable, "Why don't you want to go? The answer is anonymous, and I will not harass and retaliate if I give a bad review."

He asked cautiously, staring at the screen for a moment and waiting for my answer. I really couldn't bear to talk about him.

I don't want to embarrass Xu Yiren, I don't want to see him facing his dearest parents with a defensive posture in front of me, ready to protect me at any time.But I can entertain relatives with colorful clothes, and I can lie on the ice and beg carp, but the only thing I can't change is the fact that I'm a big man, what can I do?

I sighed: "Brother, it's not that I don't want to go. I mainly don't want to see you in the middle, especially my dad, who keeps staring at me."

Xu Yiren listened to my complaint with bated breath, waited for a while and saw that there was nothing to say, and asked, "Staring at you?"

Me: "Yeah, actually it's okay to stare at me. The key is that I'm there. I'm afraid that you both won't be able to eat well and feel unhappy. Then I might as well not go, do you think so?"

"Did my dad stare at you?" Xu Yiren thought for a while in confusion, "It should be attention, why can't you tell the difference."

I hid from the camera with a guilty conscience, only showing one eye and asked: "Is that attention? I stare at the food? I don't even look at the food, just look at me?"

Xu Yiren nodded solemnly: "You have wronged him a bit. My dad likes you very much. He is afraid that you will be embarrassed to bring food when you see outsiders. Last time I went home, he even mobilized me to cook for you and asked me to cook for you. You...supervise you brushing your teeth."

I quickly bared my teeth at the camera: "My teeth are quite white."

Xu Yiren: "Well... Today he asked me what meeting you were having outside. I thought I didn't discuss it with you, so I didn't say it. If he knew about your situation, he would be very happy."

Me: "Then you just say it and make our dad happy."

Just as Xu Yiren was about to nod, he hesitated for a moment: "Forget it, don't talk about it, otherwise he will think that you are in a high-ranking position, and he will have strict requirements on you unconsciously, and he will really stare at you then."

At my age, I am not a child, nor have I never been glared at by him.I said: "It's okay, my dad can worry about me, and I'm also happy to stare at me twice."

Xu Yiren was about to nod again, but stopped halfway: "Let's talk about it yourself when you come back."

Me: "what's the matter?"

Xu Yiren looked at me with dark eyes: "If you're not here, he should stare at me."

Me: "..." How could he have the nerve to say that when he was almost thirty?

But when he really said it, there was a kind of back-to-basics and cuteness, as if this little thought that ran counter to the years was not ashamed to tell me.He treats me sincerely like a piece of transparent jade, no matter whether there are impurities or not, he can see through the light at a glance, and it is clear whether it is good or bad.

In contrast, my 揠miao Zhuchang seems so eager for quick success, neither trusting himself nor him and his family, just like the ballpoint pen in the ink painting, the MP3 in the orchestral rhythm, self-defeating and self-righteous.

Xu Yiren looked at me and suddenly smiled.

I asked: "What's wrong? What are you laughing at?"

Xu Yiren said happily, "It's okay, just smile casually."

Whenever I have something on my mind, it is difficult for me to show the same comfortable expression as he usually does, so I asked worriedly: "Brother, how are you doing recently?"

Xu Yiren replied cheerfully: "I'm fine, how about you?"

Me: "Didn't we do it before we left... Did you feel uncomfortable after that?"

"What's... uncomfortable?" Xu Yiren was puzzled, and asked curiously, "Why did you ask me? I should ask you this."

Me: "Then is there anything unusual about you, I suspect it's a side effect?"

"Side effects?" Xu Yiren didn't seem to hear clearly, didn't understand, suspected that he had heard wrong, looked at me for a long time, and asked, "What side effects?"

Me: "Some medicines are dependent..."

Xu Yiren's expression turned cold in an instant, and his black eyes were not as round as before: "Do I need it?"

Me: "Hehehehe, of course I know you don't need it, but could it be that you ate something strange before? Or you said before, wait, wait, what happened that day..."

Xu Yiren frowned, his face flushed slightly: "Why do you say?"

I asked earnestly: "So let me ask you, are you affected by the earth's magnetic field or some kind of magical ability? Do you feel uncomfortable or feel weird? For example, you feel that you have suffered a loss, regretted... something?"

Xu Yiren shook his head, covered his mouth and yawned a little: "Sleep."

Asking this topic again in the future will definitely attract doubts. I need to figure it out once: "Is there? Is there no? Go to sleep after you finish talking."

Xu Yiren acted as if I didn't pay the registration fee and he didn't want to talk to me: "You'll know when you come back."