Alternative Rival

Xi Xian finally failed to make it.

He planned to finish his last shift at the school hospital, but was caught off guard by the distress message sent by Lin Jian. The principal happened to be with him, and decisively took the two people who were confronting each other back to the hospital one by one.

"Calm down one person at a time." Xi Xian ordered with a dark face.

The nurse quickly brought a box of sedatives, took out two, and injected them separately. The rapidly jumping lines on the instrument finally calmed down. Zhao Qingge and Bo Jue tilted their heads and fell asleep motionless.

"Put them on the same bed first, and separate before the effect of the sedative wears off," Xi Xian pressed his temples wearily, "They are still in a state of disorder, and their condition has just improved a little bit, and this is happening again, which is really worrying .”

A pair of big hands pressed on the top of his head.

The principal said: "Go to Zhao Qingge tomorrow and explain this matter clearly, and I will talk to Bo Jue."

Zhao Qingge was lying on the same hospital bed as last time, his eyes were still white when he opened his eyes, the instruments next to his ears were working in an orderly manner, and there were wire strips attached to his temples, a gentle male voice came in: "You are awake."

Zhao Qingge sat up with his elbows propped up: "Doctor Xi?"

"Are there any discomforts?"

"No, I'm fine."

"What happened last night..."

Zhao Qingge turned his head: "I don't want to hear this."

"I know you have resentment in your heart, but there is a reason for this incident. Bo Jue is in the chaotic period of owner ownership establishment, just like you were dominated by emotions that don't belong to you in the past three days. You understand that feeling very well. It's all involuntary. Yes, I'm not interceding for her, I'm just telling you the truth, and I don't want you to misunderstand her."

"During the past few days, I thought I could accept this fact. It is never the so-called genes that determine my destiny. I believe that I can change it with my own power. Except for the first day, even if I was controlled by hormones, I did not I have thought about death again, the soul is eternal, but the consciousness is unique, in this life, there will be nothing after death, and I am not willing to end my life where it started.”

Xi Xian: "As long as you get through this period of time..."

"Yes, I also thought that as long as I survived this period of time, everything would be fine. I have worked hard to survive this period of time." Zhao Qingge suddenly raised his head, tears flashed in his eyes, "But Doctor Xi, after being contracted Do you know what it feels like to be dominated by the Lord at that moment? It’s as if the series of psychological constructions I’ve done before are all a joke. is in the shadow, isn't it?"

She lowered her eyes: "I still don't want to die, and I don't want to fall short, but I also don't want to be with her. It's best to stay far away, away from her control. If she asks me, you can answer like this."

Xi Xian opened his mouth.

Zhao Qingge turned his back: "I'm tired and want to rest."

Xi Xian just tucked her quilt and pushed the door to go out. The principal just came out of another ward at the end of the corridor. Xi Xian pursed his lips, waved to the principal, and went to the office together.

"Shen Heng, try to dominate me once." Xi Xian said.

headmaster:"……"

Resolutely refused: "No."

"I'm serious, I want to feel if it's really that scary."

The principal thought about it, and gave a warning shot in advance: "The agreement is just an experiment, and it's none of my business. Don't drive me to sleep on the sofa."

"I promise."

"Which one do you want to try?"

"Whatever you want."

As soon as Xi Xian finished these words, his knees softened, and he fell to his knees, as if an invisible mountain was pressing on his back, and his elbows were firmly on the ground to prevent him from lying down Going down, the slender body bent into a shrimp, the bean-sized beads of sweat almost immediately covered the cheeks, and hit the ground in front of the eyes along the thin chin.

What's more terrible is the boundless fear that surges from my heart, and there is nowhere to escape.He shook his head hard, his eyes blurred with sweat.

The principal quickly withdrew his mind control, helped him up, and leaned against the sofa.

"I told you not to try it, but it hurts me so much."

Xi Xian fell into the principal's arms with sore hands and feet, panting and said: "I finally understand, if you come to me for this from time to time, I will fight you hard."

The principal said, "I love you so much, if I hurt myself, I won't hurt you."

"You'd better sleep on the sofa tonight."

"Didn't you want to try it yourself? I just picked a more serious situation for you to feel."

"You sleep on the sofa."

"No."

Xi Xian said angrily: "Then you control me."

The principal sneered: "No, anyway, you are reluctant to let me sleep on the sofa."

"Am I really free?" Xi Xian said suddenly after being silent for a while.

"You are free."

Xi Xian looked at the principal: "But you gave it to me. If you don't want to give it to me, I won't be free."

The principal asked back: "So do you think I am free?"

"You are free."

"No, I'm not free either. Abandoning my own system, I love you is not free. Think about sharing your life with another person, and worrying about your emotions and sorrows on another person. Is it freedom? "

Xi Xian was puzzled and said, "I don't understand."

The principal smiled: "I don't understand either."

Xi Xian said: "Then you still have a set."

The principal tightened his arms around him: "But I understand that I love you, and Bo Jue will understand too. Finding the greatest fairness in an unfair system is the motivation for every generation of Tianxiu people to work hard for it. I believe that this world will definitely It's moving in a good direction, even if I can't prove it. Someday, maybe future generations like you and me will be able to see a truly equal land."

Seohyun said, "When the time comes, you'll be with someone else."

The headmaster rubbed his soft short hair and sighed: "You will be with others too."

Xi Xian put his arms around the principal's neck and said firmly, "Then live this life well."

……

On the night of the fourth day of the disorder, the two spent time in the hospital.

At noon on the fifth day of the disorder period, Zhao Qingge left the hospital and returned to Bo Jue's dormitory late at night. Bo Jue fell asleep lying on the bed with his back to the door. On the other side of the bed, Bo Jue remained motionless.

When Zhao Qingge's side was completely quiet, Bo Jue quietly turned around, carefully put the wrist around her waist, pressed her chest against her back, and did not move.

Zhao Qingge opened his eyes in the dark night, and then closed them silently.

The sixth day, the seventh day, the eighth day, the ninth day, the last day of the disorder period passed in a blink of an eye.

No.11 When he woke up in the morning, Zhao Qingge clearly felt a great change in his body and mind. The soul and body finally joined together perfectly.

The air in the playground after the new rain was extraordinarily fresh. After doing the basic warm-up training, she added ten more laps, and she didn't feel tired at all, as if her limbs were filled with inexhaustible strength.

Bo Jue walked in from the entrance of the playground, carrying a bottle of water in his hand, put it under the horizontal bar, and jumped up by himself.

She put her hands on the horizontal bar, looked at the clouds for a while, and looked at the young people joking outside the playground for a while, and occasionally fell on Zhao Qingge who was running on the playground. She was usually a person who couldn't sit still, but now she sat still straight.

——If you are willing to donate your heart and soul, I can consider it.

Cold facial features, sudden smile, ambiguous tone of voice, the passing wind wrinkled the lake of memory together.

Bo Jue blinked and looked up at the vast sky.

I don't know how long it took, Zhao Qingge walked straight towards her, bent over to pick up the water on the ground, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a small sip, then sat next to Bo Jue, separated by a distance of one foot, the wind blowing with her hair.

Zhao Qingge looked straight ahead, and said: "I thought about it, maybe we could become good friends, and I also thought about it, if this accident hadn't happened, with my attention to you that is different from ordinary people, in time, would I really leave? together."

This is the first communication between them in the past few days.

Bo Jue looked at her profile, and said quietly: "But there's already been an accident, hasn't it?"

"That's right," Zhao Qingge sighed softly, "Until now, I don't hate you, what I hate is your status as my contractor, if..."

It would be fine if you were not my patron.

She shook her head and smiled bitterly, "Forget it."

Bo Jue tacitly stopped asking questions, but her mood was extraordinarily calm, not the kind of grandeur disguised under the calm appearance, but the tranquility from the inside out, she said: "I know it all."

"I want to solemnly apologize to you for what happened a few days ago. I haven't had a chance for so long."

"I accept."

"There's one thing I've always wanted to tell you."

"You said."

"I like you, it's been a long time, since I didn't realize it myself."

Zhao Qingge turned to look at her without saying a word.

"I say now that I don't need your response, nor am I kidnapping you. It's an explanation to myself." Bo Jue smiled relievedly, "There is one last thing."

The headmaster's words from that morning came to her mind.

——A person who cannot control his emotions is not qualified to be the owner of the contract.

Clutching the horizontal bar tightly with his palm, Bo Jue took a breath of the damp and choking air.

"Let's separate."