Empress' Marshal's Concubine

The moment you came to me from afar, I woke up laughing. "Wan Yumo's Diary"

One month after defeating the millions of coalition forces that besieged Yunhuguan, the remaining less than [-] soldiers of Yunganhan returned to regular training before the expedition.

And this month, Yun Ganhan's dream seems to be a continuous movie, each dream is different, but they are all the same, different scenes, the same self.

But there is always a deep hidden sadness in my heart.

In the dream, it was a very long staircase with no end in sight. My hand was held by a person who couldn't see his face clearly. I couldn't see that person's face clearly, but I could clearly feel the tenderness of the other person.

I have been looking at that person with a happy smile all the time, that person sometimes said something dotingly, and sometimes stopped caringly to let myself have a rest.

The two walked for a long time, and finally reached the end of the stairs. It was a very old palace. It wasn't that things were old, but that the architectural style had a long-standing atmosphere.But the grand and luxurious palace is very strange, antique and resplendent, but on the corners and ridges of the roof are not dragons, phoenixes, lions, unicorns, celestial horses, seahorses, 狻猊, Yayu, Xiezhi, bullfighting, and Xingshi. A strange beast, but a precious and rare beast that exudes a shining light and can be seen to be very ferocious just by looking at its appearance.

The man and I walked to the gate made of blood-red agate that made the palace, and I looked at the man sadly, reluctant to let go, but the man said to wait for me.

The man's words "wait for me" echoed in my ears, and I stood there looking at the ladder that could not be seen below, waiting for that man to come back.

But I don't know how long I stood there waiting, and that person never appeared again.

Finally one day, she no longer stood there aimlessly waiting for the other person to come back, she turned around and stood in front of the blood-red agate door, the door opened automatically when she stepped forward very spiritually up.

She stepped over the threshold, paved with blood-colored diamonds, and a black carpet was laid straight into the main hall. On both sides of the black carpet, there were two rows of people with different clothes on the left and right kneeling flatteringly on the road.

She couldn't hear what those people were saying when they kowtowed to themselves.

After that, the palace became bigger and bigger, and more and more people came in and out to worship him, but the ladder that he and the person whose face could not be seen clearly was covered with barriers, except for himself and that person. No one will see that road, let alone walk up that ladder.

The dream began to become very chaotic. After a while, I became a brothel singer, and I entrusted all my savings to the scholar who went to Beijing to rush for the exam. She is a wife.

The scholar rushed away for the exam, and later news came from the capital that the scholar went out and married the princess, and now he is the son-in-law.

Originally it was just a very clichéd plot, but a brothel girl fell in love with a sleazy scholar, but the brothel singer had to see it with her own eyes before giving up, so she began to appear in various halls and officials' homes.

The diva who sold herself as a performer naturally attracted the attention of many wealthy children, so she soon earned enough money to redeem herself.

Leaving the brothel where he grew up, he went to the capital with a simple change of clothes and the money left after he redeemed himself.

Before arriving in the capital, she met a team of scholars who came out to play with the princess.

Although she was born in a brothel, she always dressed plainly. The aqua blue skirt on her body made her gentle and virtuous. She saw the scholar riding on a tall horse with a high spirit at a glance, but she was not reconciled. He is no longer Qing Guan, and it is even more impossible to monopolize the oiran.

He deliberately fell beside the carriage behind the scholar, and sure enough, a gorgeously dressed young woman in the carriage opened the curtain of the carriage window to look at the side where she fell.

Asking an old lady to lift her up from the ground, seeing that she was very good at talking and chatting very well, and that she went to Beijing alone to visit relatives, the princess brought her into the mansion to be her personal maid.

When the scholar saw her, his face turned pale with fright, and he wanted his wife to drive him away, but the princess stopped him.

Seeing that the scholar was frightened day and night by her appearance, she felt very sad. She really misjudged the person.

The princess treats her like a sister, and she travels with the princess one day. When she encounters an assassin, she defends the princess with her own body. If it didn't work, before she died, she told the princess the truth about her appearance, and she would come forward to save her, not just because of her sisterhood with the princess, but also because she didn't want the scholar to be sad...

After a while, she became a killer. She failed in the assassination mission, escaped from the injury, and was rescued. That person took care of the seriously injured her every step of the way, and recuperated for several months. She had never been taken care of so tenderly by anyone, and she adored her savior. After recovering from her injury, she left and said that she would make a grass knot in the future to repay the other party for saving her life.

She went back and killed the target in the carriage, but when she was about to leave, she saw that the person being carried out of the carriage was her savior. A few days ago, she said that she would repay the person who saved her life .

She stood there in a daze, and later found out that he showed mercy to her that day and brought her back to the mansion for treatment, but after getting along with her, she fell in love with her, but she was so persistent in completing the task that she even left only one Leave a message.

He wanted to see her again, so he swaggered through the market, but he didn't expect that this side would really be their last.

Knowing the truth, she couldn't bear the blow, she was dressed in coarse linen, and kept mourning for him in front of the grave...

a while

, that time her parents were killed, the house was set on fire and she was rescued.

That person was stern and extraordinary, tall, mature and stable, and looked seven or eight years older than her. He took her home to go through the adoption procedures, sent her to school, taught her to play the piano, paint, and play chess.

She wanted to find out the truth about the murder of her parents, so she applied for the police.

There are always unknown and mysterious informants who give her accurate information to help her solve the case.

Her promotion exam went very well, it can be said that her life was too smooth.

Finally, the higher-ups sent her a big case, asking her to catch a mysterious gangster.

She led people to search around, and finally found out that the mysterious gangster was the one who ruined her family back then.

And this person is the one who saved her, adopted her, and gave her everything now.

Although she found out the other party's identity, she knew that she couldn't shake him at all.

The other party can give her everything, which means that the other party can easily get everything back.

The man she was a benefactor, the idol she admired secretly liked, turned out to be the chief culprit who killed her parents and burned her home.

Unable to face this reality, she resigned and went abroad for further studies.

She blamed herself deeply for not being able to avenge her parents, but she also knew that she was really powerless for revenge.

The man has been watching in the dark the girl who was almost silenced by him back then. Because of her strong and stubborn eyes, he kept her by his side and took care of her personally.

Give her the best education, watch her grow up, I don't know when she started, she is no longer just a relative to him...

He couldn't see her sad, and he didn't want her to suffer.

If not, no matter what she did, she would not know the truth of the year.

On her 30th birthday, he came to celebrate her birthday, and the birthday gift he gave her was his life.

They had a romantic and warm dinner together, sent her home, and then at the door of her house, grabbed her, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and put a cold dagger into her hand Here, the blade pointed at his heart, and his big hand wrapped around her small hand, piercing the dagger hard into his heart.

She couldn't believe what happened so fast. Ever since she found out the truth, she had been thinking about revenge and wanted to kill him day and night.

But now that he was really killed by her own hands, her heart was empty and aching.

She didn't stay in a daze for too long, someone came to clean up the scene, and brought her and his body back to the man and her home, the villa where she had been living since she was adopted by the man.

The man's subordinates took away the man's body according to the man's explanation before his death, and found a doctor to give her deep hypnosis.

She no longer remembers the man, but only remembers that her parents have avenged their revenge and left her a large inheritance.

She took care of the business left by the man with her heart, and always felt that she had forgotten something very important, but she couldn't remember what it was, and her heart felt empty...

What she remembers the most is that that time she became a young girl who had just begun to fall in love. Since she was a child, she liked her childhood sweetheart and took good care of her deskmate. On her birthday, she decided to confess.

When she excitedly ran downstairs to his house, she saw her friend hugging her tablemate and didn't know what to say, she couldn't straighten up laughing.

At that moment, she knew that her tablemate was the one her best friend said she liked.

So she hid this love in her heart, and she hid it for 20 years.

She has always been single and has rejected confessions of love from men and women.

Her best friend also got married at the age of 27, but the person who married was not her tablemate.

Her tablemate has always been good buddies with her, and both of them have always been single. They had agreed that if neither of them got married at the age of 30, they would get married.

Long-term not eating on time caused her to suffer from stomach cancer. When she was discovered, it was already in the terminal stage and she only had half a year to live.

For the last six months, her deskmate took care of her, and she felt uncomfortable, maybe she was going to die, and many things became clear.

She thought that if she died, he would not be alone, he was so good and handsome.

Finally, the life tossed by the pain of stomach cancer came to an end. The man who held her hand had tears in his eyes and said to her, I like you. All these years, I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, it would destroy our relationship, but now you Got to go……

She smiled as she closed her eyes, happy and content.

It turns out that I have been happy these years, and being cherished and cared by the people I like is enough.

It's a pity that she no longer has the strength to tell him that she actually liked him a long time ago.

……

In the dream, she became a variety of people of different ages and identities, but none of them had a good result, either powerless or doomed to miss...

It seems that no matter what time it is, I am subconsciously looking for the person who told me to wait for me, but couldn't see the face clearly, and everyone who gave their sincerity, more or less, walked with the person who led me through the road. People who can't see the stairs at the end are somewhat similar...

No matter how hard he tried, Yun Ganhan couldn't see clearly who was holding his hand in his dream...

Every time she wakes up, she sits on the bed and repeats, who are you, do you know how many years I have been standing there waiting for you...

Yun Ganhan didn't know how many years the person in the dream had been waiting for, but she vaguely knew that the person in the dream was herself. In order not to miss the return of the person who couldn't see his face clearly, she stood there and waited stupidly. For a long, long time, until I was discouraged and refused to believe that that person really wouldn't come back to find me, I left...