Ambiguous addiction

After Ye Xi opened the door of the house, Yan Qian couldn't wait to go to the bathroom to take a shower. The clothes he took off casually were thrown on the ground. Ye Xi picked them up for him, dusted them carefully before stacking them on his newly bought clothes. On the armrest of the smoky gray fabric sofa, he sat down and leaned comfortably on the back of the chair, then took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and opened WeChat.

This sofa may be stained with sweat, tears or even semen from different people in the future, but those are future things that are out of the scope of current considerations. At least people generally have a tendency to cherish new things, and Ye Xi is no exception.

This is like a new mobile phone that you buy in the first month. You have to handle it like a glass heart. If you accidentally drop your heart, you will thump and panic. No matter where I knocked, I couldn't find a sigh echoing from the bottom of my heart.

He still remembers the person who chose this sofa with him commented, "I have never heard anyone say the four words 'like the new and dislike the old' so fresh and refined."

Ye Xi considered this word for a few seconds, and couldn't help shaking his head and chuckling.

Tens of seconds later, the sound of water from the shower began to resound in the bathroom.

Yan Qian is the person who has had the closest relationship with Ye Xi in the past month. He is a bit coquettish and coquettish, and he doesn't look like a man, but he has a good face and figure, and he can let go of anything on the bed. , and it's not bad for me to be stupid and have more money, because of him, Ye Xi got 15% more commission this month.

But the most important thing to please Ye Xi is that he is obedient and doesn't pester others.

So all in all, there is nothing wrong with this person, and it is very suitable for good gatherings and good breaks.

Thinking about it carefully, Yan Qian was introduced to him by Ye Xi's former "good friend". Sometimes, the way this circle treats this aspect is really different to the point where the three views collapse.

Because it is difficult to obtain a sense of psychological security just by maintaining a relationship with the body, so I simply don't even need the sense of security, as long as the senses are pleasant.

I've slept with this guy, he's very skilled, you're my good friend, so I'll introduce you to make you feel good too?

But no one wants to seriously talk about feelings with you, what kind of three views do you want?

Ye Xi stared in the direction of the bathroom in a daze for a moment, and the phone in his hand vibrated suddenly, which brought him back to his senses.

Ryan sent a message to Ye Xi 10 minutes ago, [The weather in the Great Rot Country is always gloomy and down, probably because I'm still not used to it (frustrated). 】

At this moment, I added another sentence, 【Ye Xi ignores me, unhappy. 】

Ye Xi returned to him without thinking at all, [Little idiot, when the sun is out, sunbathe more, and let all your unhappiness go away. 】

Ryan immediately responded with a smiley expression, and the speed of replying in that second was as if he was holding his mobile phone and waiting for him for 10 minutes, [Well, I got it~ as soon as you appeared, the sun also came out.By the way, I saw someone on the street today whose back looked like you, wearing the same jacket I gave you last fall, I almost went up and hugged him and called him Ye Xi. 】

Ye Xi laughed and said to him, 【Oh, it seems that you really miss my body. ] Paused for a few seconds and added, 【Just miss my body, huh? 】

[Of course it’s more than that. People also really want it. Today I went to eat the national dish fish&chips. I went to the restaurant we went to when you came here to see me for the first time. Eating largesize alone is really exhausting Yes, it would be nice if you were here. 】

Ye Xi was very satisfied with Ryan's answer, licked his lips a little triumphantly, and replied, [Haha, greedy cat, eat a large size for one person, come and let me hug you if it's heavy. 】

Ryan acted like a baby, [Then you come over here and hug me. 】

At this time, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, Ye Xi said good night to the person on the phone who was making fun of him, then put down the phone and opened the door to enter.

A room full of water vapor and a charming atmosphere spread out, Ye Xi couldn't tell the expressions on the faces of the people inside, and when he looked up at the mirror in the bathroom, he could only see the heavy mist covering it. Can reflect the outline of a person.

I don't know who laughed first, and then Ye Xi felt a warm and moist hug, and kisses like raindrops falling on his body, and he was intoxicated and responded unknowingly.

After Lu Churan entered the room, he put aside the doubts in the elevator just now. Even if those two people are really gay, so what? It's none of my business. Make more interventions and evaluations.

For Lu Churan, paying attention to the lives of strangers is a waste of time and reduces the quality of his own life.

Live better than you and you can’t help being envious, jealous and sad, feeling that people are pretending to be forced to show their lives to attract hatred, and living worse than you can only poison your aesthetics except for a pitiful shabby sense of superiority. It's unnecessary and pointless.

As for his own life, Lu Churan has always been unwilling to share it to please others. Most of the time, he is like a bystander in life, dissociated from the tedious worldly affairs, and watching everything around him coldly.

Everyone has a need for a sense of recognition from the outside world, but seeking a sense of recognition from strangers will make you feel empty and hungry, and once you taste the sweetness brought by this vanity, you will start to forget your original intention .

That being the case, it is better not to have.

Since Lu Churan returned from abroad that year, this attitude towards life has been deeply rooted in his bones, and he has been dismissed by people close to him many times as "severe social barriers", but he still feels that there is nothing wrong with being content. .

After taking a bath, Lu Churan turned off the light in the living room, entered the room with the body heat, turned on the air conditioner, got under the quilt, leaned against the bedside, bent one leg casually, plugged in the earphones and turned on the music player.

Ethereal electronic elements added to the soothing strings and piano, delicate and emotional vocals and graphic lyrics, his ears have been completely occupied by these, so he didn't notice that there was an unknown sound coming from downstairs. sound.

Lu Churan casually flipped through the photos of the sumptuous dinner prepared by her mother in the WeChat group, and posted a rabbit thumbs up emoji to express her praise. When her father saw it, he came to ask first, [Is brother home?Have you had dinner yet? 】

Lu Churan replied honestly, 【I ate at the store tonight, grilled lamb chops, try it next time you come to the store. 】

Not long after, my mother also came, [Brother, let's go home for dinner tomorrow night. 】

Lu Churan replied, [Okay. 】

There was another person in the group who kept silent and did not speak. Lu Churan clicked on her dialog box, and a message popped up on the other side tacitly, [Brother, I went to see Avengers 2 with him today, I was so bored that I fell asleep. Got ==]

Lu Churan was amused and said helplessly, [Reunion 2 played so well and you actually said you were so bored that you fell asleep, are you sure you didn't go to the wrong set? 】

[It's so cool, I'm exhausted from fighting back and forth and smashed everywhere. ] Lu Yage retorted.

[But in the end I won the battle, the whole process was high-powered and addictive. 】

[Oh my god, brother, do you still feel overwhelmed?Is your alter ego talking to me today? 】Lu Yage returned to him,【Shouldn't this kind of movie that smashes things everywhere be one of the most annoying movie genres for your cleanliness? I still remember the earthquake when you watched "My Robot Girlfriend" with me before. It's endless and you start acting. 】

[It's okay, that one is indeed a bit exaggerated, but it's about the same as your room, and you still think others are messy. ] Lu Churan gave her a knowing blow with a blank face, and Lu Yage was so angry that he immediately sent a [Get out! 】come over.

Lu Yage just turned [-] this year, eight years younger than Lu Churan, and now he is on summer vacation after finishing his sophomore year.

During the winter vacation last year, Lu Yage clamored to work part-time in Lu Churan's coffee shop, and Lu Churan just let her come over to play and pass the time. Anyway, even if she didn't do anything, he, the older brother, would be the same Will pay her wages as pocket money.

Then one night, a middle-aged guest who was well-dressed and working as a program director came to the store to treat someone to dinner, and when he was drunk (maybe he was still pretending to be drunk), he started to pervert and wiped the middle part next to him. The breasted woman leaned next to the ear and talked with her eyes looking in, and after a while she put her arms around the sister Qi Liuhai who was wearing a short skirt and kissed the cheek and said, "We have to use foreign social etiquette, and we have to kiss first when we meet."

In fact, this kind of guest does not come once a year, but it is very unfortunate that Lu Yage happened to meet him.

After Lu Yage witnessed the whole process, the hand holding the phone trembled in fright, and the phone fell out and fell on the floor. The wretched guest just came out of the box to go to the bathroom, saw her squatting down to pick up something, and took a picture Patted her buttocks, "Why don't you ask me to help you?"

So Lu Yage paused for a few seconds to react, completely broke down and screamed, crying and looking for Lu Churan for help.

When Lu Churan heard the words, he was so angry that his EQ went offline, he went up and broke three ribs of the guest, and vomited all over the floor of disgusting things mixed with food, wine and blood.

He later paid the customer a large amount of medical expenses for this. The two parties reconciled privately and no one was held criminally responsible. After all, the customer molested his sister first, and there are surveillance cameras in the store to testify.

Lu Churan has been guilty of this matter for a long time, and it is not a big deal for him to fight and lose money, but the fact that Lu Yage was hurt under his nose despite being close to him made it hard for him to let go.

He also knows that it is unrealistic to let his sister live innocently all day long, calling out for love and hope in the center of the world, but he still wants to protect her as much as possible, and prevent her from encountering the less beautiful side of life. You don't have to know ugliness the way you experience ugliness.

However, the result is not too bad, at least after learning the lesson, Lu Yage never argued about going out to work part-time to experience life.

Students should look like a student, try to learn something they are interested in, accumulate some new skills and discover more possibilities for themselves, these can also enrich their understanding and value-added themselves.

I am too busy to work now, but when I leave campus and enter the society, I will be forced to do it even if I don’t want to.

After a while, Lu Churan asked, 【Aren't you going to play with friends when you're on vacation? 】

Lu Yage said, 【I won’t go for the time being, let’s take a break this month. At the end of last semester, things got together and I was too busy. I suffered from hormonal imbalance and acne, and the school arranged an internship next month, so I couldn’t leave. Let's go play again in early September. 】

Lu Churan asked, 【Who are you going with? 】

Lu Yage captured his voice-over, [I'm not going with him, don't worry, I'm going with Wang Xinyu, brother, why do you react to Mom, am I such an irrational person? 】

【Is not it? 】Lu Churan makes up the knife without a trace.

[You are so annoying, Lu Churan, will you be suffocated to death if you don't use the taunting skill for a day? ] Lu Yage decisively ignored his words and changed the subject, [Let me tell you, my circle of friends after the holiday is full of people who don’t like the gucci bag I just bought xxxx, who in chocolate can buy enough for me xxxx? I want a seal. Today, a student from U helped us write a chairman statement of the International Monetary Fund. Our grouppretopic has prepared all the references, which are mixed with Chinese and English. Every star dad wants to take pictures to show off. Two people who have lost weight for two years and are still 70kg+ go to the gym to check in every day.God, why is my living environment so impetuous...]

Lu Churan said, 【It's really impetuous.My circle of friends is also some kids who are about your age, eating, drinking, taking selfies and traveling, people’s lifestyles come and go, that’s all. It’s just that everyone tries to show their superiority, which leads to the devaluation of superiority. 】

Lu Yage said, 【It's time for the philosopher Lu Churan, a socially disabled teacher again, hahaha, I think that in fact, casual acquaintances don't care about the process of other people's work at all, and people who are truly realistic and fulfilling don't even have time to show off themselves. 】

【you are right.Go to bed early, bad night, good night. 】

[Okay sleep, good night, see you tomorrow. 】

Early the next morning, the sky was still light blue like ink, and the morning light was as harmless as a piece of soft bread.

Lu Churan had a very strange dream, but he was not woken up by the dream. To be precise, he was woken up by a dream-like cry that lasted for a long time, because he didn't have headphones like last night barrier.

He has lived here for more than three years and this is the first time he was woken up by this kind of sound. He knows what it is. He has heard it in many pornographic films, both men and women, but the live version is still the first after all. once.

Lu Churan frowned, feeling a little awkward and confused in his heart. It was clearly a man's voice. Although the tone was raised and a little sticky, it was still a bit too high-pitched, and it was as tragic as a dystocia. It doesn't have the beauty and sound of pornographic films.

He hasn't pulled out of the state of just waking up, and he even has a little bit of waking up gas that is about to explode.

Lu Churan was confused. Subconsciously, he boiled hot water to test the temperature and twisted the lid to scoop up the honey. The stirred honey water was almost cold before he drank it blankly. The embarrassing sound was still echoing in his ears.

At this time, Lu Churan didn't realize that this was just a small beginning of his new life.

The author has something to say: for the ambiguous dialogue part, I would like to thank Susu for providing reference content orz.I am also gaining knowledge while writing this article.