Murong paper on the snow mountain

Xie Lu's face was not even as haggard as when he was poisoned by the Gu poison.He lay quietly in the coffin, as if asleep.Even Murong Zhi, who was used to seeing corpses, always felt as if he could open his eyes again just by touching him lightly.

His fingertips were trembling slightly, and he was about to get close to the gray lips, when Yan Shuning suddenly said "Don't touch him", which was sharp, but he was pulled back by the young man in the fancy dress beside him.

Why... why can't I touch him?

Murong Zhi's chest heaved violently, and suddenly there was an unknown fire.When is it your turn to call the shots?Even though he chose you in the end, you have never heard what he said to me, what he swore to me in front of me!Why do you think he is completely yours?

Even though... even those words were just lying to me.

But...it was just lying to me.

"Why... why did you lie to me?"

With trembling lips, he looked at the man in the coffin who would never lie to him again, salty tears dripped down his ears.

"Is it so interesting to lie to me? Once, twice, you and me... Which one of the things you told me is true?"

"Xie Lv. What did I... do wrong?"

"What did I do wrong and you want to treat me like this? What did I do wrong? I don't want to... I don't want to be born like this either! I don't want to leave you in that snowy mountain where no one wants to go! Xie Lv, I gave you everything, I really, really gave you everything!"

"You always...say I'm naive. I can't figure it out, but you...just say I'm stupid, right?"

I'm stupid, I can't figure out anything obvious, no matter how many times I will fool you, right?

If you despise my stupidity, if you don’t want to be with me from the beginning, if those seemingly sweet actions are against your will, if in your heart, I have never been nothing more than a retreat for you, then why? Want to give me hope?

Why give me the illusion that happiness is possible?Let me fall from the clouds again?

What did i do wrong?It's just pampering you, you are so cruel to me.

"You said... that you would never lie to me again. You said that if you lie to me again, you would be willing to kill me! If that's the case, if this is the case—"

That being the case, get up and tell me to kill!What does it matter if you die first?coward!coward--

Furious, Murong Zhi grabbed Xie Lu by the collar, trying to drag him out of the coffin.How could I think of such a pull, I just felt that the person was lighter than I imagined, and I was shocked, and saw that the person's legs and hands were all in disarray, and they were not connected to the body at all.

His little Jiang, his most precious child in the past, unexpectedly, even the whole body...

"cough……"

Blood dripped down the corners of his lips, staining the front of the person in his arms. Murong Zhi looked back at Yan Shuning viciously, but saw that King Ning was holding on to the sleeves of the person beside him and couldn't stand still. He was crying so pitifully. He swallowed abruptly.

Heh...it's time to go.

enough.Didn't you mean to take one last look at him?Enough watching, time to go.

Getting up staggeringly, Ye Pu hurriedly stepped forward to support him: "Master, don't be too sad! You are so sad, you have hurt your heart a few days ago, and now you really can't let yourself be sad anymore!"

What's sad?Murong Zhi shook his head in a daze.

Nonsense, what can I be sad about?

The dead are gone, the past goes with the smoke, I am not sad.

From now on, I will never think of him again, and I will never feel sorry for him again.

Forget it, just forget it.

Anyway, he belongs to King Ning, so he has nothing to do with me...

"Master, master... blood..."

Murong Zhi looked at the scarlet on his front and thought it was ridiculous.He is really not sad.My heart was obviously cold and numb, and my tears could no longer fall, but...why...

Yeah, I'm probably... hating myself.

Hate myself... Why are you still so stupid until now.

"Master—! Master!"

While the world was spinning, the last thing I heard was Ye Pu's voice.For the first time in his life, Murong Zhi felt that he was going to die. This overwhelming darkness and despair, to him at this moment, was as sweet as a dream.

... forget it.Forgot all.

Forget about him in this life, in the next life, and in every lifetime.

But thinking this way, he still remembered Xie Lu kissing him that day, and said with a smile, "Ah Zhi, I owe you this whole life. I won't finish it in this life, and I will pay it back in the next life."

Heh...if there is...if there is a next life.

Xie Lv, I don't want you to give me anything back.Can you... really like me at least once?

……

Murong Zhi had a terrible dream.In the dream, Xie Lv stood in front of him with his torn body covered in blood.

A soft "Ah Zhi" made him feel heartbroken.

But in his dream, he still had the last sanity left.Whether it's a human or a ghost, if there is no destiny, why do you always come to him?

"you go."

The man covered in blood was startled when he heard the words, and looked at him with a busy face, his expression was really aggrieved.Murongzhi felt a pain in his chest, and said cruelly, "Go—!"

"Ah Zhi..." The man refused to leave, and cried out of grievance.

It's just a few tears, not worth much at all.

Murong Zhi couldn't even count the number of times this person made him suffocate in pain.But in his memory, he seemed to have never seen this person show weakness and cry in front of him like this, so when he cried, he immediately didn't know what to do.

Then, there was a strong smell of blood, and the ground was full of stumps, and that person was lying in the sea of ​​blood.

……

When Murong Zhi woke up, he saw a bamboo pavilion that had never been seen before.

The beams of the house are not the carved beams and painted buildings of Tingxue Palace, but a round roof made of opposite bamboo poles, wrapped with colorful silk threads, full of exotic customs.

Then he was stunned to find that he was wearing a white coat and immersed in a red pool.He is very familiar with the medicinal fragrance in the water, it smells like the red medicinal pond.

But this is clearly not the Red Medicine Pond of Tingxue Palace, nor the side of Maple Leaf Villa.Here, what is here...

"Master, Master, you finally woke up!"

Ye Pu pushed the door open and entered, his eyes were full of joy.His attire is very strange—hair is loose and loose, with intricately woven ivy ropes tied on his forehead, two coats of green mud are painted on his face, his clothes are opened double-breasted, the linen weaving is rough, and he is wearing a tied thong underneath. The knee-length trousers, under the trousers are a pair of straw sandals?

"Don't blame Master, these are the clothes of our Tu people."

"Tu people?"

Ye Pu nodded: "Master is now in the Tu village in Chonghuaze in southern Xinjiang."

Murong Zhi was taken aback for a moment, thinking that I, shouldn't I be in the Prince Ying's Mansion in Hannan City?How did you arrive in southern Xinjiang in the blink of an eye?

Then, King Ning, who was completely naked, and Xie Lu's torn body flashed through his mind.For a while in the black lacquered coffin of the King's Mansion, and for a while in the dreamland of corpses and sea of ​​blood.Murong Zhi's body trembled slightly, his pupils constricted, and he felt that everything seemed like a world away, completely unreal.

"I...I want to take him away."

The coldness swept over his limbs, he bent his body, and murmured: "Take him away, I have to take him away."

"And... and Zhaozhao, and Zhaozhao is also mine! I want to bring him back, and I can't let him stay in Prince Ning's mansion—"

Staggering up from the pool of red medicine, Murong Zhi walked out with his whole body wet.Ye Pu couldn't stop him, outside the bamboo gate, the sun was extremely glaring, Murong Zhi only felt a flash of bright light in front of him, and when he calmed down, he felt the world spinning.

Everything around him is completely unrecognizable.

The lush tall and ancient trees that cover the sky, the tall bamboo buildings on stilts tied with ribbons, the people who are similar to Ye Pu's costumes and look at him with surprised eyes, and the foreign language that they can't understand at all...

"Master, Master!"

Taking a step back, he pressed against Ye Pu's chest.The young man behind him held his shoulders: "Master, don't think too much. You have been in a coma for more than ten days, and your body has not recovered yet. You should cultivate more."

"But, but..."

"Although Zhaozhao is still in King Ning's hands, Master, don't worry. Ye Pu swears that he will bring the child back to Master intact in a short time. As for General Zhenyuan... Now that he is buried in the ground, Master will forget about him as soon as possible." Bar."

"..." To be buried in peace?Murong Zhi shook his head slowly.

How...how could he be buried in the ground like that?Wouldn't that be too cheap for him?

As I once said, since you don't want to be with me in life, then after death, let him stay with me every step of the way.See where he can escape, see where he can go—!

I won't just let you go.

Xie Lv, don't think I'll let you go.

"Father... Master!"

"Master—!"

The glare of the sun suddenly burned his eyes again.Murong Zhi was in a trance, with one hand covering his painful eyes, surrounded by the fragrance of medicine on Ye Pu's body.

"Master, you just... listen to Ye Pu's persuasion."

"Don't be attached to your heart anymore. Didn't you mean to forget him? Since his heart is no longer with Master, why should Master keep it in vain. After all, it belongs to someone else, and he will never be willing to follow him carefully. Master's."

"As for me, I will accompany and take care of Master for the rest of my life, and I will never leave her."

"..."

"So, master, you can stay in southern Xinjiang with peace of mind. There are some things that Ye Pu didn't dare to say in the past, because he knew that only that person was in Master's eyes, and because he knew that he was incompetent and could not protect Master."

"But now, at least in Chonghua Ze, at least among the Tu people, with me here, absolutely no one dares to bully Master!"

"What he can give Master, I can give you better; what he can't give Master, I will bring it to Master one by one. I will make you forget him, Master, I will not force you, I will You can wait."

Feeling that the whole body in his arms was stiff, Ye Pu smiled slightly, leaned into Murong Zhi's ear and said, "Master, do you know how much effort Ye Pu spent...to bring you out of Luonan City and come to Nannan City? Xinjiang?"

"It's not that Ye Pu didn't want to rescue Zhaozhao by the way. It's just that Master doesn't know yet. We just left, and the situation in Pingjia City has changed suddenly. King Cheng and King Ning have torn their faces. Now Hannan, Luojing, Pinjia and even the entire Yunsheng Prefecture have been reduced to a sea of ​​flames on the battlefield. Only my southern border is still a piece of ethereal and pure land."

"Central Plains... It's hard to go back. Master will stay here and live with peace of mind. All the past, just treat it as a nightmare, forget about it."

"Forget about that person. He spent only a few years with Master, but he hurt Master's heart for more than ten years; Ye Pu was able to stay with Master for the rest of his life, and Ye Pu swore to Master , for the rest of my life, I will never let Master feel sad in the slightest."

"Master, in this world... there must be no one who knows how to cherish you more than Ye Pu."