way of being a concubine

After making up her mind not to go, Yue Fuyu slept alone in the Zen courtyard for a few more days.

Being alone is the time to torture yourself the most.

I haven't seen Zhao Yungui for many days, but Yue Fuyu's mood is more anxious than before.In recent days, she has been falling asleep frequently, and she has remembered that she loves to compose lyrics with rhymes before she wears books, and she also likes to play the piano to startle the heart. She even vaguely remembered that she used to love the old-fashioned books about wits and beauties written by literati.

Zhao Yungui seems to like this too?

Inexplicably, an image of Zhao Yungui peeking at the script in Yanyuan popped up in Yue Fuyu's mind.Although Yue Fuyu didn't remember that it was written in the masterpiece, she really remembered it clearly.

And because of this, Yue Fuyu missed Zhao Yungui more and more.

The love is so deep that you think about it even when you sleep, you think about it when you wake up, you think about it when you eat, you think about it when you drink it.But the person who thinks about it is so close to the end of the world.

Holding the jade pillow, Yue Fuyu turned over on the couch, thinking that life in Baizhang Temple was more difficult than in Kyoto.

Yue Fuyu also knew in her heart that in all fairness, life is not difficult if served with good water and tea.The sad thing is that Yun Gui never came to look for her.According to Yue Fuyu's disposition, she should be patient.But ever since she had the sporadic memories before she passed through the book, the wildness lurking in the depths of Yue Fuyu's temperament is ready to move.

Wildness calls Yue Fuyu to break through the barriers of reason to reflect on some things that he has turned a blind eye to.

The human heart is like the withered grass on the wilderness in autumn, as long as a little smoke seedlings can start a prairie fire.As soon as Yue Fuyu realized that she was interested in Zhao Yungui, her thoughts were flooded.

She has always been a proactive person...

Based on the fact that she chose to wear books in her consciousness, Yue Fuyu can have an accurate analysis of her personality.She's not one to be intimidated.But why would she do so many timid things?

Relying on the few thoughts, Yue Fuyu draws her own conclusion: she has forgotten her past.

Past experience is a guide to action.As a person who has lost her past experience, all she can use for Yue Fuyu is the extremely vague masterpiece in her memory.

Thinking that the meaning of God's work on her was to remind her to beware of Shen Hanwei, Yue Fuyu realized that she had already misused the role of God.Divine work has long been a tool for her to get close to Yungui, hasn't it?

Although subjectively, Yue Fuyu never thought of this, but judging from the results, she seemed to have succeeded.She managed to live in Yungui's Buddhist monastery, and successfully squeezed out Mei Qijun... But is this enough?Having tasted the sweetness, will Yue Fuyu still be someone who is willing to live a hard life?

of course not.

The night is dark.Yue Fuyu can feel the expansion of her desire from her heart.She can't seem to take it anymore.The long chase seems to have twisted her life into three words 'Zhao Yungui'.Zhao Yungui was in her eyes, tongue, and mind. She wanted to chase Yungui from the bottom of her heart, just like a sunflower chasing the sun...

How could this be so?

She just penetrated her own heart... How could she be given so many desires?

Yue Fuyu looked up at the bright moon outside the window, her eyes shining with yearning.

Since the mountain cannot come over, she will go over.

Siding, Yue Fuyu took advantage of the darkness and went to Zhao Yungui's room.

Zhao Yungui's current living room is smaller than Yue Fuyu's.But also because of its small size, Yue Fuyu can hear the melodious sound of the piano as soon as it gets close to the wall.

"Master, it's time to go to rest..." Lan Ze in Yu Yungui's room dutifully reminded Zhao Yungui late at night.

Yue Fuyu, who was separated by a wall, aroused a bit of jealousy for no reason.

She doesn't like Lanze a little now, Lanze should be in her courtyard so late.

However, hearing the sound of Lanze pouring tea, Yue Fuyu felt that Lanze could not be without Yungui.Without Lan Ze, it would be inconvenient for Yun Gui to drink tea in the middle of the night.

Recalling that there is no word for Lan Ze in the masterpiece, Yue Fuyu wildly wanted to fill Yun Gui with someone who could replace Lan Ze, also known as righteous and obedient, and not a slave.

As soon as the word 'Fu Lang' came to mind, Yue Fuyu couldn't help but dream about it.Thinking of the beginning of the spring breeze, the beginning of the spring water, Yun Gui playing the piano with ten fingers, and she was serving tea and pouring water on the side as a husband...

Yue Fuyu's eyes narrowed.

If there is a moment when a dream comes true, how happy it would be?

Go away on a whim, and turn back on a whim.After hearing the sound of Lan Ze collecting the piano, Yue Fuyu stood outside the wall for a long time, and then slowly left after hearing Lan Ze's footsteps.

Lan Ze moved, Yun Gui must have fallen asleep.

After Yue Fuyu left, the sound of the piano played again in the living room, melodious and melodious, unexpectedly a little more joyful than before.

"Since the master is caring about the princess, why didn't you go out just now?" Lan Ze stood by Zhao Yungui's side, watching her jade finger move lightly, feeling puzzled.

"Because... I'm sick..." Zhao Yungui closed his eyes and allowed his fingers to stroke the strings freely, "This disease, if you don't see her, or if it's not fatal, you won't know if you see her..."

"Why?" Lan Ze didn't understand what happened to her master. It seemed that since she told her a fairy story that night, she could no longer guess what the master was thinking. "Didn't the master still say yesterday that the county Is the Lord a good man?"

"Yeah... Yu'er is a good person..."

"Then why is the master avoiding her?"

"A good person may not be a good person..."

"Master repeated... Lanze remembers that you held Lanze's hand a few days ago, and you are a good match for the princess's mansion. You are going to the princess's mansion to replace the night watchman as a female official..."

"Hmm..." As soon as Lan Ze finished speaking, Zhao Yungui was stunned for a while.He didn't whisper until he made a wrong note on his hand, "This moment, that moment..."

At that time, she hadn't seen herself yearning for Yue Fuyu.

At that time, she didn't know that Yue Fuyu yearned for her.

At that time, she was only relying on the secret revealed by the night watchman - Fu Yu was pleasing to her.

It is not the words of the parties that cannot be fully believed.Therefore, she used this to avoid her own marriage, but she and the night watchman took what they needed, and because of the sisterhood between her and Fu Yu in the previous life, she would naturally not treat Fu Yu lightly after she entered the princess' mansion.

But at this time, it is still not the case.The words of the night watch nun not only disturbed her heart, but also understood her meaning.If there hadn't been a word from the night watchman to persuade her to marry, she might still not be able to figure out why she didn't want to marry.The reason for her reluctance to marry is not because she can't get used to the old rituals of women in the country of poetry, but because she is unwilling to let go of a person who is so dependent on her.

Although it is so shameful not to be able to tell the difference between the past life and the present life, Zhao Yungui couldn't escape the fact that when Xu Shi passed away in the previous life, she had entrusted her heart without knowing it.

It is too ignorant to pursue love even after death.After all, the lights go out when people die.

But God still treated Zhao Yungui favorably.Before she was about to die, God, through Shen Hanwei's mouth, explained Fu Yu's intentions for her.

Others may not know Fu Yu's talent, but Zhao Yungui remembered that before she died, Shen Han said that Fu Yu asked her to bring a message to him when she was dying. How can it be day and night.

It's ridiculous, but she forgot about her reincarnation.Thinking that when she first woke up, she couldn't wait to go to Yanyuan to see Fu Yu, it was because of her previous relationship... It's ridiculous, she actually forgot.

Thinking that he had forgotten the most important thing in his previous life in this life, Zhao Yungui could not help but make a high note with a wry smile.

Xindao, Yun Gui, it's in vain for you to be conceited and smart, but you are just a cowardly little girl.Cowardly enough, even if the two are in love, they dare not cross the barrier.

After getting annoyed with himself, Yun Gui felt a little regretful about Yue Fu Yu's identity.

It would be great if Fu Yu wasn't the princess... If Fu Yu wasn't the princess, then they only need to find a husband who is seriously ill, and they can live together.

Alas... there are thousands of words in a poem, but only love can grind people.

With a sigh, Zhao Yungui ordered Lan Ze to put away the piano and go to bed.

She was really tired.

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Yue Fuyu originally thought that after visiting Zhao Yungui at night, she would be able to cure her suffering.But when her footsteps involuntarily approached Zhao Yungui's courtyard again and again, Yue Fuyu smiled wryly.

She was really under Zhao Yungui's spell.

Forget it, do whatever you want.

Yue Fuyu thought that she was a visitor from another world, and that she had come here for Zhao Yungui, and she was relieved of some shackles.Or is everything in this world fake?Is she just in a dream?

While paralyzing herself with words, while flying moths to the flame... Yue Fuyu secretly felt that she was already crazy.

In recent days, I don't know whether it was Yungui's deliberate action or Lanze's big heart. When Yue Fuyu went to Yungui's courtyard alone, he often went unimpeded, and even Zhao Yungui's missing copy of calligraphy was not pursued by anyone.

Therefore, Yue Fuyu has also acquired some bad habits that gentlemen despise in recent days, such as taking a sheep by hand, taking away a few square handkerchiefs embroidered with Zhao Yungui's name, such as peeping through the window to see Yungui playing the piano...

What's more, when Yue Fuyu occasionally feels itchy, he will take advantage of people's unpreparedness and steal jade and incense when Yungui is taking a nap.It is said to be stealing fragrance and jade, but in fact it is not as fragrant as the words say.It's just trying to get closer to the person who cares about it.

At this moment, Yue Fuyu was on tiptoe, leaning against the wall, and slowly slipped into Zhao Yungui's courtyard.

The small courtyard is refreshing and elegant, and the orchids placed in the corner show the temperament of the owner of the courtyard.

Yue Fu leaned over to the window in a familiar manner, looking at Zhao Yungui who was resting on the table in the courtyard.

Zhao Yungui fell asleep so deeply that Yue Fuyu stretched out his fingers and touched Zhao Yungui's shoulder, but Zhao Yungui didn't respond.

Seeing that Zhao Yungui did not respond, Yue Fuyu became more courageous in an instant.Secretly looking for a pure white hair brush from the pen holder on Zhao Yungui's case, and passed out after drinking tea... Yue Fuyu secretly slipped the tip of the pen along Yungui's lips for a week with the feeling of being a thief.

The succulent tea flows along the lips, embellished with a charming luster.

"Hmm..." The sleeping person trembled slightly, and Yue Fuyu was so startled that he flicked his wrist and walked away with a pen.

Seeing Yue Fuyu left, Lan Ze quietly walked to Zhao Yungui's side from behind the door.

"Master, are you just spoiling her like this?" Lan Ze couldn't help frowning as he looked at the pen hanging missing a pen.

"Isn't it good?" The person who was still lying on the table just now sat up and looked at Lan Ze with a smile, "Don't feel sorry for that pen..."

"Hmph... the master is biased..."