When Shi Daizhe came in, Xuan Fu was wrapping himself in a sleeping bag.With his back to the tent door, like a freshly baked hot dog bun.

"Sleep?" The big spider asked softly from behind, as well as the slight sound of the zipper being closed.

Xuanfu felt his throat tighten and he couldn't speak.

Probably thinking that he was really asleep, Shi Daizhe didn't speak any more, but let out a long breath.

Are you sighing?Or... are you also relieved?

Xuanfu couldn't see his expression, so he couldn't discern his emotions.This made Xuan Fu feel more and more anxious.

The man behind him took out another sleeping bag and lay down beside him.The bottom of the professional-grade camping tent comes with a cushion, so even if you lie on the ground, you won't feel how harsh the gravel is.

Xuanfu curled up in the sleeping bag with his back facing him.His eyes were closed, but his ears were pricked up, listening to every move of the person behind him.

However, the man didn't do anything, just said "good night", and then turned off the small desk lamp.

The tent suddenly went dark.

The moonlight shone through the small window, obliquely, just falling on Xuan Fu's eyes.But he still didn't dare to open his eyes, feeling a strange anxiety in his heart.

He waited a long time.Until the man's even and steady breathing came from behind him, until the moon climbed from his eyes to the back of his head, the man still didn't do anything.Didn't even roll over.

are you asleep……

It was quiet in the tent, and the moonlight was as bright as night.Outside is the gurgling stream, scouring the river bed tirelessly.There are hoarse cicadas in the distance, singing a few times from time to time.

Xuan Fu's heart became more and more anxious.

He didn't know what he was expecting...he was both expecting and afraid.He had never experienced such a thing before, and he didn't know what to do now.

The funny thing is, when he felt so overwhelmed, the first thought that came to his mind was——wanted to ask that man what he should do.

He's used to asking him for help.Whether he encountered difficulties or had something he couldn't figure out, that man would help him solve it.

A grown-up, powerful monster.Known in human nature and insightful in the world, he often enlightens and guides him, teaches him how to become a better person, and how to live with a straight chest and a clear heart.

...really like a father.

But...but now...what should he do?

What should he say... He had feelings for that man that surpassed friendship and family affection...

He has lust for him.

Nothing to do with pheromones, and no deliberate temptation...he found out.Even the simple physical contact of holding hands would make his heart beat faster and his throat dry.

Sometimes it's even just a look—the man may not have that kind of meaning, but just cast a glance at him unconsciously, and he feels that the look is as if it is real, and it is lightly passing over his skin.

Not to mention that when the man stared at him... the gentle eyes almost drowned him.

but……

Xuanfu bit his lip involuntarily.The bad habit that he wanted to get rid of always came back and intensified when he was restless.

He was scared...he dared not...

He knew it wasn't right.Creatures should not be in heat with the same sex, because that would not produce offspring.Humans shouldn't be in heat with their guardians, because that's... immoral.

He and Spider-Man are the worst.Spider-Man is both his elder brother and the same gender - they're not even the same species!

God, why on earth is he...

How should he explain why he has such a bad impulse.why did he...

If it's just once or twice, you can still fool it with lies such as "holding it for too long" and "physiological instinct".But things are getting worse, getting worse.

His willpower was like a piece of repeatedly bent metal, instead of being tempered harder, it was about to break.

He's already...he's getting more and more out of control.

— even now.

Even if Big Spider just slept peacefully beside him, doing nothing.It didn't emit any pheromone, and restrained all the natural enemy's breath very considerately.

Even the sleeping bags of the two were separated by a distance.No physical contact of any kind.

Even though he was just sleeping in a tent in a very ordinary way, why would he... get excited uncontrollably?

The night was silent, and the man's breathing was steady and even.Xuan Fu turned his back to him, just listening to the sound of breathing, felt his back was hot.Like being gently caressed by an invisible hand.

...so bad.why?

This way... can't explain it at all...

No pheromones, no misleading words or touch... He even lost control once during the day!Then there is no excuse for "holding in too long"!

How should he explain...

Xuanfu bit her lip tightly, trying to suppress her increasingly unbearable breathing.While blaming himself frantically in his heart, he couldn't help but put his hand into the sleeping bag.

Don't do this, don't put it in it... It's so hot, and the sleeping bag is not ventilated.Even though he was covered in sweat, he still wrapped himself in it and hid his hands in it. What are you doing...

Don't be like this... In case he wakes up and he asks...

Xuanfu closed his eyes in despair, but at the same time felt a sinking pleasure.

Will not.

A voice from the bottom of my heart spoke excitedly and happily.

He won't wake up.He was in a deep sleep.He wouldn't think of me doing such a thing by his side.

Besides, even if he finds out, he won't blame me.

Didn't you try it last time?Even if you grab his hand and get him dirty, he won't be angry.He even hugged me, comforted me, and told me not to be afraid.

...Perhaps, even if he did something more extreme, he wouldn't...

Xuanfu closed her eyes and tilted her head slightly involuntarily.The moonlight shone on his face, making him feel dizzy in a trance.He faintly heard the sound of water, which was strange but familiar.

He rarely does this anymore.He really doesn't have time.Moreover, when that person is not around, he will not have such thoughts at all.

Thinking about it carefully, every time recently it was because of that person.In the trainee dormitory, when he kissed his ankle...

Well, actually one more time.When I was in the bathtub yesterday.

Was it because it was in his house, his usual bathtub, or because he said, "Just the two of us"?

He was doing the worst and most shameful things in the hot water that person had prepared for him, under the delicate and white foam.

He sullied that man's love for him.

Yeah, that's defilement.All that person wants is companionship, friendship, and family affection.That person wouldn't have such bad thoughts about him.

——The only bad idea that person has for him is to eat him.

Xuanfu opened his mouth slightly, breathing hard and oppressively with a choked throat.He didn't dare to take a big breath, that would wake the man up.In the double dizziness of hypoxia and excitement, he thought happily: What if he eats it?

He bit his neck and broke his wings.He was bound tightly with spider silk and could not move.Swallowed whole by him.

It must be warm in his stomach.Because his hands are also warm, and his chest is also warm.

……too weird.

Xuanfu was thinking in a trance, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, showing a psychedelic smile.

Too strange.I actually long to be eaten by natural enemies...

I really...

Thinking of this, the sticky sound in the eardrum became more and more urgent.

However, at this moment, a slightly hesitant, deep voice sounded from behind.

"Xuanfu, what are you doing?"

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