Dad, he is addicted to raising cubs
Chapter 95
Getting to know Osamu Dazai gave Xueman's regular life trajectory a brighter color than other parts.
After all, he was not a two-point transfer between the apartment and the company. He occasionally left the city and was arranged for a business trip—in other words, Xueman finally had a "nightlife".
After get off work, I come to "Disqualification in the World", sit in front of the bar and order a glass of wine, occasionally drink, and occasionally chat with Osamu Dazai. The environment is not noisy so that the two can clearly hear what each other is saying.
But Xueman's inexplicable confidence, even in a more noisy environment, he can still hear every word Dazai Osamu said.
It's just that this statement sounds inexplicably perverted.
After thinking about it for a long time, Xueman still hid this statement in his heart, not because he was afraid of scaring Dazai Osamu——During these days of getting along, Xueman had long known that there was a dark mud behind the other party's young and handsome appearance. essence.
If it were poured out, it would surely be able to submerge the entire island.
So Xueman was just shy.
Osamu Dazai, who is obviously a few years younger than him, has an unexpectedly bold character——Xueman limited edition—he is always "molested" by Osamu Dazai's words inadvertently. The superficial meaning is too pure to understand, but if you think about it a little deeper, the wheels of the speeding wheels will crush your face.
We are all adults, and the way of routine is simpler.
In front of Osamu Dazai with such a character, Yukiman inexplicably hid the existence that might become a handle.
Osamu Dazai also noticed this, but he could only shrug his shoulders and say that Xueman was doing useless work. This person inadvertently sent out so many handles that they could circle the earth three times.
He only needs to pick out the right handle at the right time and throw it out, and he can harvest a snowy man who was blocked by him, with reddish cheeks and moist pupils, which made Osamu Dazai's mood particularly turbulent, and let him Want to bully each other more.
"—Wait a minute, repeat the last sentence again."
Oda Sakunosuke swallowed, feeling thirsty for the first time in the bar.
He drank the coffee in his hand cleanly, and the brown drink in it was unconsciously emptied by Oda Sakunosuke when Osamu Dazai said to him one sentence after another, which was enough to put him in the police station.
"'I seem to like him.'"
Osamu Dazai repeated it slowly, this is his special treatment for friends, "Why, is it strange that I like someone?"
This is not an interrogative sentence.
As a good friend for many years, Oda Sakunosuke fully understands what kind of person Dazai Osamu is, and at the same time, he is not afraid of such seemingly questionable sentences, "Yes, I was shocked."
——Osamu Dazai fell in love with someone!
——The object of his liking turned out to be a human being!
For Oda, the latter was even more shocking.
"It just seems."
Osamu Dazai weighed the wine bottle in his hand, thinking about how hard he should hit it on Odasaku's face, "To be honest, I'm not too sure what I'm thinking."
Oda Sakunosuke breathed a sigh of relief, yes, this is the normal Osamu Dazai, he was not occupied by some weird things.
They are all friends who understand each other, and Osamu Dazai knows exactly what Oda is thinking.
He snorted softly, let go of this somewhat offensive reaction to him, but mixed a spoonful of devil chili powder into the next drink he made for Oda—since his friend can eat spicy food, let him He should feel better.
"Here, your special juice."
Yawning, Osamu Dazai took a small step back and leaned firmly against the edge of the counter, "How are the children you adopted recently?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Osamu Dazai felt bored for a while. He didn't know how the friend across from him adopted four children when he was in his prime and had no partners. But not knowing doesn't mean he didn't understand.
Anyway, everyone has their own life, it's not easy to live a good life, but still staring at others, how idle is it.
Dazai Osamu, who is not an idler, purely regarded this matter as a topic of chatting, without extra thoughts.
"You said them."
When mentioning his own babies, Oda Sakunosuke was full of expression, dancing and narrating. At the same time, he also took out his mobile phone and pointed to the smiling children and Dazai Osamu in the photo to introduce.
And this is exactly what Dazai wanted to see.
He doesn't need to open his mouth to speak, he only needs to hum from time to time, and then nod, Odasaku can find out what to say next for himself, and it won't be tiring to talk all afternoon at once.
Standard silly dad.
But the smile on his face is silly happiness, let him sit in the bar for a while.
Looking back at the watch on the wall, Osamu Dazai calculated the time in his mind and found that Yukiman was almost here.
"stop."
He made a pause gesture towards Oda, "Yukiman is coming—oh, that's the guy I told you before, he knew that the bar's rest day was the stocking day, and he agreed to come over to help .”
Confusion appeared on Oda Sakunosuke's face. Dazai Osamu didn't tell him about it when he was working hard to carry goods for the bar.
But he reacted quickly.
Osamu Dazai, who admired Oda's expression enough, hooked the corner of his lower lip, and pointed to the doorway, "Aren't you going home yet? Your babies are already out of school."
Sakunosuke Oda, who still wanted to talk about brotherhood with Osamu Dazai, picked up the coat and bag on the back of the chair next to him and ran out.
"Why didn't you remind me earlier." His voice was drawn into a long line in the air.
"Because you didn't tell me."
Behind Dazai Osamu, there seemed to be a devil's tail, and the end of the tail with a cute heart shape was shaking happily from side to side, "Obviously you didn't pay attention, and you blame me for not reminding..."
"Humans are indeed creatures who like to blame others for their mistakes."
And Oda Sakunosuke, who was running out, bumped into Yukiman who opened the door and wanted to come in the moment he pushed the door open.
But fortunately, neither of them is the leading actor in an idol drama, and neither of them had the idea of having an intimate contact with each other's arms. They turned to the left at the same time, avoiding it just right.
"Feel sorry."
"Excuse me."
The two who walked the cordial route to the outside world spoke at the same time, and gave apologetic eyes.
Oda intends to stay and get in touch with this person more, but time waits for no one. Compared with outsiders, his own children are more important, so he can only helplessly give up the option left behind, but this glimpse made Oda Sakunosuke remembered Yukiman.
——It seems to be the kind that is very popular.
Seeing the other party's anxiety, Xueman didn't say anything, and put the matter behind him after a little nod. He walked to the bar and saw that the other party was pouring a glass of juice with a slightly strange color into the sink.
The pungent smell that came out made him sneezed involuntarily.
"The one who rushed out just now is another partner of the bar."
Osamu Dazai took the initiative to explain, "I told him that you would come to help, but he thought it would be better for him to take care of the bar he is partnering with, so he rushed to finish all the work."
Oda Sakunosuke: I don't know if I should say MMP or not.
"Is that the gentleman?"
A trace of astonishment flashed across Xueman's face. He called up the image belonging to that person from his brain, and found that the other person had indeed shown his reliable temperament... Looking at it this way, the act of rushing to work is also understandable up.
"Then he is very responsible."
Osamu Dazai laughed in exchange for his sincere emotion. He casually put the cup on the drainer and walked out from behind the bar, "Then since there is nothing to move, let's go out and eat."
"It's just dinner time."
"I have made a reservation with the shopkeeper in advance."
Xueman couldn't refuse Dazai Osamu's three-game set, and besides, he was already ready to eat together, so he agreed logically.But when Osamu Dazai led him to a restaurant that needed to be located one year in advance, and the address was hidden and the price was high, Xueman was slightly silent.
"The taste here is not bad."
Giving a similar evaluation to the roadside stall, Osamu Dazai took the exquisite thing next to it that didn't look like a menu, and introduced to Xueman what was in today's set meal.
The dishes in the set menu will be changed according to the changing seasons. It is the purpose of this restaurant to taste the most delicious food of this season, and the chef has also achieved this. There are not too many bells and whistles, and it was born through different cooking techniques. Delicious, unpretentious but not simple.
Just a little less.
Xueman slowed down the speed of tasting as much as possible, but the exquisite food was only two or three mouthfuls—he could probably understand why Osamu Dazai wanted to eat at this restaurant, for his appetite that is so keen on tasting, these two mouthfuls Just the right amount to get it done.
He was even ready to go to a ramen shop for a supper by himself after sending Osamu Dazai home.
"You are not full."
As if seeing Xueman's true mood, Osamu Dazai put down his chopsticks and lazily clapped his hands twice.
The half-hanging bamboo curtain by the door was pulled up. One person walked in front and quickly took away the empty dishes on the table; Put on a charcoal fire.
The last person put the quaint cooking pot in his hand on top of the small stove. The lid of the pot was half-opened. Inside was bubbling soup and a whole pot of fresh ingredients.
It can be seen that this pot is the one that the store tried to find, and it is close to the style of its own store. However, under this delicate and freehand background, this pot is like a strong man who broke in suddenly, and there is something strange everywhere.
"Crab legs, crab legs, where did my crab legs go?"
Osamu Dazai raised his chopsticks and approached Gulu's pot carefully, trying to put the tender and delicious crab legs into his bowl.
Seeing that he hadn't succeeded in pinching for a long time, Xueman couldn't bear it, and took the initiative to pinch the vegetables for Dazai Zhi.
"Eat slowly, it's hot."
He told the other party, and said with some embarrassment: "Can you ask the store to serve another bowl of rice? If you only eat vegetables, you will digest quickly."
Besides, soup with rice is the soul, and a stew pot without rice has no future.
"They'll be up in a minute."
Inviting people to dinner will of course make the guests happy. Osamu Dazai is prepared for this - he has long seen Xueman's appetite, and under the other's undressed and thin body, it is like a black hole stomach.
Do you still remember the first time Yukiman came to Osamu Dazai with something to eat?
Osamu Dazai took a bite of the food, and Xueman took all the rest. He didn't seem to be reluctant at all, and easily ate enough to be a big eater when he started a live broadcast.
I have to say that watching a person with a great appetite eating in front of me can effectively improve anorexia.Every time he ate with Yukiman, Osamu Dazai always ate more, and his body accepted the change well.
After all, Osamu Dazai ate too little in the past, and he was so thin that he could be blown away by a gust of wind.
"If it's not enough, you can let them go again."
Holding up half of his cheeks with his hands, Osamu Dazai sipped the plum wine in his hand, "Anyway, there are only two of us here, no matter how much you eat, you won't scare others."
Xueman smiled slightly, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
Xueman, who has eaten at similar places before, naturally knows how difficult it is to change the shops here. Their service attitude is top-notch and excellent, but their persistence in the dishes is stubbornness linked to excellence.
Therefore, Osamu Dazai, who can make the store change its way with a single sentence...
"Want to try tofu?"
The tip of the chopsticks cut the tofu into four small pieces, and Xueman picked up one piece and put it into his mouth without chewing. When he rubbed the tofu with his tongue against the palate, his mouth would be filled with the fragrance of beans, which is amazing , Soybean, which was originally mediocre, can also become such a delicious existence.
"Don't eat, it doesn't taste at all."
Osamu Dazai put on a disgusted face, "And it's the bottom of the clear soup... Tsk, this group of people just like to fight against me, and I clearly said that it should be spicy."
Xueman couldn't help laughing.
It's Osamu Dazai's complaining appearance, like an elementary school student whose parents don't give him pudding, his angry appearance is very cute.
"Spicy can take away the original taste of the food... well, I have to admit, it's better to eat spicy."
Shrugging his shoulders, Yukiman ate all the food that Osamu Dazai didn't want to touch, and the rice that was served decreased at the same time. In the last bit of rice, the effect of wrapping is achieved.
After getting up from the pot, Osamu Dazai didn't eat much.
The previous dishes that were just drizzle for Xueman tasted good enough for him-in fact, when the store manager found that the edible part was eaten from the removed plate, he almost shed tears of emotion.
After so many years, their picky young master Xiu Zhi, who was so picky that the chef's self-confidence was almost blown away, finally became a human being for once.
Osamu Dazai, who doesn't move his chopsticks, regards Yukiman, who keeps moving his chopsticks, as the object of observation.
"You really are different from everyone else."
Dazai murmured.
He was also obsessed with watching the big eater eat for a while, but after that period of curiosity, he just felt that he couldn't say anything - when faced with a huge amount of food, few people can maintain elegance from beginning to end, As he ate and ate, his appearance became rude.
Very blind and unappetizing.
During that time, Osamu Dazai lost five catties from his substandard weight, and was so angry that some people who had been paying attention to his health broke a lot of things.
But Xueman was different.
Osamu Dazai once had a strong idea, that is to cut open Xueman's belly to see what his stomach looks like. Why is there such a person who eats so much but doesn't get fat?If something comes out of the research, it will be the greatest news for all the people in the world who are troubled by calories.
But thinking about it again, if he really did this, Xueman would definitely be gone.
So Osamu Dazai thought about it and gave up. Compared with those that are useless to him, Xueman is more important.
Just when Dazai Zhi was wandering in the sky and didn't know what to think, Xueman ate the last mouthful of food, and the feeling of being filled with food in his stomach was extraordinarily blissful, which even made him soften a lot.
"I'm stuffed."
Xueman said with satisfaction.
Osamu Dazai held back his complaints. If he couldn't get enough to eat, then next time he would have to get a whole roasted pig and roasted cow to make Xueman happy.
"Then go for a walk."
Pointing to the small courtyard outside the bamboo curtain, Osamu Dazai stood up, "Although they are all ordinary scenery, it is still acceptable as a walk after a meal to digest food."
After Xueman stood up, Dazai took a special look at the opponent's abdomen a few more times.
——Why didn't it puff up, why why? !
—Where did all the food this man ate go?It can't be digested in an instant.
"You..." Osamu Dazai frowned, "Don't you feel overwhelmed?"
Osamu Dazai calculated the amount that the other party could eat in one meal, and he would have to eat it for at least three days, and he had to get rid of the pot of rice.
"fine?"
Xueman answered after a few seconds of deliberation, "I have been hungry faster than others since I was a child, and when I was a child, my mother despised me as a rice bucket, saying that she couldn't afford me and would give me away to others."
"I was taken aback at the time. For a while, I observed the food intake of my peers and tried to get closer to them. Finally, I fainted behind the examination room due to hunger during the exam."
Speaking of this unbearable past, Xueman looked very natural, "No one restricted me from eating after that. In fact, the biggest reason I worked hard was to keep myself full."
"Before graduation, I thought about whether to be a big eater...but I finally found a suitable job, so I put this idea on hold."
There was something absurd about the words coming out of his mouth.
Osamu Dazai felt that his soul was in a trance for a while. Who would have thought that a person like Xueman, who was covered with elite labels all over his body, would faint because of lack of food?
What a cold joke.
"It's true." Xueman also emphasized again, "I went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor said that there is no problem-I don't think eating too much is a big problem, but compared to other people, I spend more on food. more money."
"Hmm...the Engel coefficient is relatively high?"
He tilted his head, bringing out a little innocence that only belongs to young people.
"No, eating more means good health."
Osamu Dazai retorted honestly, "Besides, you can taste more than those who will be full after eating a little. There are many people who will envy your physique."
God knows how he said that.Osamu Dazai spurned himself in his heart, but if the person who said this was not Xueman, he would not use such stupid words to comfort the other party.
No, he would never be in the same space as this kind of person.
Looking at it this way, I really like him, and I like him more than I imagined.
Osamu Dazai was thoughtful.
Xueman didn't know that in these few short sentences, Osamu Dazai had completed his self-guided strategy, received the number plate of love for himself, and waited for the other party to take it——he really took a walk, and Osamu Dazai walked around the small garden several times.
The people hiding in the shadows watched their Young Master Xiu Zhi obediently walking behind him, their eyes popped out of shock.
——This, this, this?Who is this man? !
When did the young master of their family become as well-behaved as an angel?You must know that the young master has never been so obedient since he was five years old. Shuji Tsushima's rebellious period came surprisingly early and lasted even more surprisingly long.
Anyway, there is still no sign of ending.
Osamu Dazai was very sensitive to these hidden sightlines, he picked up the angle where Xueman couldn't see his face, and threw his menacing eyes, signaling those who got in the way to get out of here and not disturb him here.
"Dazai?"
Sensing Osamu Dazai's emotional changes - this is a rather mysterious feeling, all in all, it's wonderful - Xueman turned around and called the other person's name, "Are you tired? Shall I take you home?"
Osamu Dazai: To what home?to the hotel!
But he has the heart but no guts, mainly because he is worried that he will scare Xueman. Although there are many couples who fall in love with each other immediately and then burn violently, Xueman is not this type at first glance.
Going too fast will scare people away, and Osamu Dazai is obsessed with confidence in this.
"It's too early to go home now."
Dazai Zhi looked up at the sky. At this time, it would be nine o'clock at most. Normally, Xueman would chat with him in the bar at this time.It doesn't make sense that the day off is not as good as the day at work, anyway, he won't let people go just for a meal.
"That……"
Osamu Dazai's denial gave Xueman a headache.
Xueman does not think that he is a person with a rich and colorful life. The leisure time outside of work, eating and reading, plus a fixed daily exercise time are all of his life before.
Without the books he read, Xueman would not be able to catch up with Osamu Dazai's detached thinking——Recently, Xueman placed orders to buy books very frequently, but all the books that Osamu Dazai mentioned but he hadn't read were all for purchase .
But this is the part that Dazai Osamu cannot know.
"I don't know where is more interesting, why don't you recommend it."
Xueman handed over the choice to Osamu Dazai, "Or should I ask my colleagues? They should be more familiar with it."
Osamu Dazai blinked, he was not surprised by Yukiman's answer.
"Then let's go back to the bar."
He said a compromise place, "I'll make you a new drink today, you should like it."
This is how the relationship between the two of them settled down.
The rest day of the bar is the time for the two of them to be alone. Dazai Osamu left the work to Odasaku, and he wandered around the country with Yukiman, digging out the delicious food hidden in the alleys.
If there is a store with a super-large challenge, Osamu Dazai will encourage Yukiman to participate.
Osamu Dazai: Anyway, it’s all about eating. Wouldn’t it be better to eat a large portion of food for free?
Going all the way, Xueman is about to become an urban legend.
The relationship between the two people has also become closer in this seemingly cyclical relationship. They are like two NPCs who are extremely difficult to gain favor with. No matter how hard outside players try, they will not increase a little.
But it will explode because of the existence of the other party.
——What a fairy love.
Then, on a rest day that was not much different from usual, Xueman looked at the hands of two people who had interlocked fingers at some point, and thought about confessing.
There are so many people in the world, and the number of people who pass by themselves every day is incredible.
How lucky and magical it is to meet that special one in such a vast but lonely world.
Before meeting Osamu Dazai, Xueman had never thought about matters related to feelings. Feelings——the position of this existence in his life should be ranked very low, basically after everything else was busy and forgotten. Alms a glance past the tip of the tail.
But when Osamu Dazai appeared, his relationship was finally overturned, and he rushed all the way, not responding to other beings, jumping multiple levels to come to the first place Xueman considered.
Feelings: Kangkang me!Come to Kangkang me!
Xueman didn't have the entanglement after falling in love with the same sex. After finally finding someone she likes, she pushed him away because of her gender?You know, if you miss this one, you may never meet such a person again in the future.
He didn't want Osamu Dazai to be amazed by his own time and become a photo in his memory, and he would regret it when he was old.
It was the first time for Xueman to confess.
He has a relatively passive personality, and he will be slow to accept new things when they appear - boiling frogs in warm water is best for him. If Osamu Dazai had a passionate and bold personality, Xueman would definitely not go to the bar the next day .
He is crazy to jump into the hell of passion on his own initiative.
Coincidentally, Osamu Dazai is also thinking about confessing to Yukiman.
He is a typical representative of 3-minute enthusiasm. No matter what he likes, the longest is only three months. After more than [-] days, the former love will fade away like a tide, and he will not even stretch out his hand to keep it.
——to keep?Why.
When someone discussed this matter with him, Osamu Dazai asked in this way, did he not like it?
No, he really liked it, and his heart beats faster for this kind of existence.
But who made it impossible for the other party to keep his sight?
Osamu Dazai was still puzzled.
What's more, liking is something that belongs to him alone. What he wants to like is his freedom. When he likes something, no one cares about it. Why don't he like it? Instead, a group of people jumped out to accuse him.
It's the world's problem.Osamu Dazai came to this conclusion.
But this practice, which has lasted for many years, was successfully broken by Xueman. It stands to reason that people like Xueman are not the object that Osamu Dazai would like, but he just fell on Xueman. Three months have passed. He still wants to rely on the other party. Half a year has passed, and he wants to rely on the other party forever.
Don't ask, the question is that Xueman's shoulder is too easy to lean on.
After knowing Dazai Osamu's thoughts, Oda Sakunosuke sighed silently. Maybe the fate of these two people in the previous life has continued to the present. Otherwise, with Dazai's chic and easy-going personality, he might kick Yukiman off every minute.
"It's full of snow..."
Osamu Dazai skillfully found a comfortable position on Xueman's shoulder, and put his head on it - this place has a magical attraction for him, exaggeratingly speaking, he can nest in the other's arms all day long Not getting bored, this is as difficult as the sky for Osamu Dazai who hates contact with humans.
"Ok?"
Xueman also relaxed his shoulders very skillfully, making the other party more comfortable to lean on. He also took the initiative to hug Dazai Zhi into his arms, and the distance between the two became closer.
Men chase women across the mountain, and women chase men through layers of gauze.The relationship between Xueman and Osamu Dazai is like a precarious layer of glutinous rice paper, fragile and thin, hazy and weak.
Osamu Dazai: Ah... I can't explain what's going on... Show off the arrogance that you usually flirt with the other party.
Softly persuading himself in his heart, the real Dazai Osamu simply closed his eyes, yawned and was about to fall asleep like this.
A question mark appeared on Xueman's head, but he was very used to this kind of conversation that only started at the beginning and then lost the rest. Recently Osamu Dazai would often do this, calling out his name suddenly, and then fell asleep.
Is it really that good to sleep?
Looking at the other shoulder that came out of the sky, Xueman just shook his head regretfully, he couldn't rest on his own shoulder, so he had to let Osamu Dazai lean on it.
Xueman's other free hand was flipping through the newly arrived book.
When he was around Xueman, Osamu Dazai always slept deeply, and the world in his dreams was no longer eccentric, with no exit or logic.
Although he couldn't remember what happened in the dream after waking up, Osamu Dazai was very satisfied with the peace of mind.
And Osamu Dazai also tested it, this is a special case that only occurs when Yukiman is around - Oda Sakunosuke, who was forced to become another tester, felt uncomfortable, and yelled at Osamu Dazai, "You are just greedy for his body "The astonishing words.
Osamu Dazai smiled and said, yes, I'm greedy for him.
But what can you do with me.
"……Well."
Osamu Dazai, who woke up, murmured confusedly. Xueman listened carefully for a long time, and found that it might be a language from an alien, so he just gave up because he couldn't understand it.
"I had a good dream."
Osamu Dazai, who was fully awake after a long time, said, "I just forgot what I dreamed now."
"It was indeed a good dream."
Xueman pointed to the corner of Dazai Osamu's mouth, "You are always smiling here."
"Alas--"
Osamu Dazai disliked himself a little, "Am I so stupid when I fell asleep?" Xueman also saw it.
"How stupid."
Xueman smiled, he thought it was quite cute.
Compared with the decadent and lazy temperament that appeared inexplicably after opening his eyes, Osamu Dazai seemed to have returned to the original state of life after falling asleep, innocent and pure, and he was completely two people in peacetime.
He doesn't favor any one style of Osamu Dazai, because every side is Osamu Dazai himself.
Rather, it is precisely because the other party is Osamu Dazai that Xueman finds his sleeping face cute.
Love Wu Jiwu, fall in love with a person, and then fall in love with everything about him.
After Xueman didn't say it, Osamu Dazai could still feel it, he tilted his head unnaturally, and the villain in his heart was rolling crazily—what kind of image is he in Xueman's mind.
Cute in sleep? !
He seemed to have only heard similar words from other people before he was five years old.
And when he grew up, especially when he was an adult, the people who had said these words did not dare to look at him again, and every time they saw him, they would lower their heads and look extremely respectful.
It made Osamu Dazai think that he was carrying a beast with him, or that there was some passive effect so that others could not look directly at him.
He didn't like this change, but those people thought it was normal and should be.
So Osamu Dazai chose to leave, and changed his name by the way.
He who no longer called himself Shuji Tsushima relaxed a lot, but put on a mask called "Osamu Dazai" again.He hoped that someone could take off the mask and see his true self, but when he really met someone who could do this, Osamu Dazai hurriedly backed away.
Tangled and repeated, changing rapidly.
Those who can't keep up with Dazai's rhythm will be taken away by him, and those who are led away by him are destined to miss Dazai.
A person like Xueman who has his own pace and will not change easily can be said to be a Noble Phantasm for Dazai.
Osamu Dazai can't deal with such a person, but he will be attracted to such a person.
Besides, Xueman is really too gentle, different from the alienation towards outsiders, when facing Osamu Dazai, he is truly as gentle as water, the lukewarm water slowly envelops Osamu Dazai.
There is no aggressiveness, but unlimited tolerance.
When Yukiman was beside him, Osamu Dazai had an illusion, no, it was probably not an illusion, no matter what he did, no matter if it was hysterical or decadent, the other party would take him into his arms gently and ask him if he was tired, Do you want to sleep on your own for a while.
Everything outside has nothing to do with them.
When hiding in Yukiman's arms, Osamu Dazai seemed to have returned to a safe shell, surrounded by the things he was most familiar with, which could bring absolute safety.
At the very beginning, Osamu Dazai would still struggle tentatively. He always felt that if he was so addicted, it would appear that his willpower was too weak, and he was a person who would fall down at the first push.
But after feeling it once...
Osamu Dazai: Fuck his strength, I am the weakest little cutie in the world.
"I'm so hungry, I want to eat."
After the villain in his heart had had enough of rolling, Osamu Dazai calmed down. He hugged a soft pillow, and his whole body was about to sink into the sofa, "My stomach is growling... I want to eat the curry I ate yesterday .”
"I saw that you specially made half a pot more!" He plausibly said, "The curry left overnight is the best. I will definitely be able to eat three bowls of rice today."
"When the rice is steamed, I'll serve you hot curry."
Xueman was helpless, what three bowls of rice?Dazai Osamu can finish a whole bowl of rice, which is not bad.
He sat down next to him, and Osamu Dazai, who was still three meters away just now, appeared beside Xueman with a "swish", and a large warm group leaned over like this.Xueman surrounded the people around him, gently gestured at the thickness of Dazai Zhi's shoulders, and squeezed the wrist that could be held with one hand, trying to make Dazai Zhi rounder.
Cough, more meat is more comfortable to hold.
Oda Sakunosuke resigned and became the new bartender in the bar. There was no way, Dazai Osamu had changed from the bar owner to Yukiman's tail, his heart was flying, and there was no time to deal with the guests in the bar.
But before Osamu Dazai left, he found the best successor for the bar he opened, and it was obvious that the toolman Odasaku went online.
"People can live upstairs."
"Business hours are free, you have more time to spend with your children."
Osamu Dazai’s persuasion accurately pointed to the pain point of Oda. Making money to support his family and accompany his children is a must. He works for the boss and does not start his own business. It is quite difficult to balance these two .
Without much effort, Odasaku agreed.
Of course, the most important thing is that this new salary is generous enough.
Facing the pressure of supporting his family, Oda Sakunosuke had to bow his head to the power of money.Although the work was a bit hard, Odasaku was still very happy. Apart from being more convenient for himself, he was more happy to see Osamu Dazai, a ship floating on the sea at will, finally found his own port.
The only hope is that Yuecheng Xueman can be blind for a lifetime.
Oda Sakunosuke prayed.
Xueman was ready to receive the blessing from Osamu Dazai's friend - he sneezed a lot, and then was suppressed by Osamu Dazai and took cold medicine.
"I just got a little rain."
Xueman doesn't want to take medicine, who doesn't like something yet, "I haven't had a cold for many years, and I definitely won't this time."
"If you talk so full, you will be slapped in the face."
After all, he was not a two-point transfer between the apartment and the company. He occasionally left the city and was arranged for a business trip—in other words, Xueman finally had a "nightlife".
After get off work, I come to "Disqualification in the World", sit in front of the bar and order a glass of wine, occasionally drink, and occasionally chat with Osamu Dazai. The environment is not noisy so that the two can clearly hear what each other is saying.
But Xueman's inexplicable confidence, even in a more noisy environment, he can still hear every word Dazai Osamu said.
It's just that this statement sounds inexplicably perverted.
After thinking about it for a long time, Xueman still hid this statement in his heart, not because he was afraid of scaring Dazai Osamu——During these days of getting along, Xueman had long known that there was a dark mud behind the other party's young and handsome appearance. essence.
If it were poured out, it would surely be able to submerge the entire island.
So Xueman was just shy.
Osamu Dazai, who is obviously a few years younger than him, has an unexpectedly bold character——Xueman limited edition—he is always "molested" by Osamu Dazai's words inadvertently. The superficial meaning is too pure to understand, but if you think about it a little deeper, the wheels of the speeding wheels will crush your face.
We are all adults, and the way of routine is simpler.
In front of Osamu Dazai with such a character, Yukiman inexplicably hid the existence that might become a handle.
Osamu Dazai also noticed this, but he could only shrug his shoulders and say that Xueman was doing useless work. This person inadvertently sent out so many handles that they could circle the earth three times.
He only needs to pick out the right handle at the right time and throw it out, and he can harvest a snowy man who was blocked by him, with reddish cheeks and moist pupils, which made Osamu Dazai's mood particularly turbulent, and let him Want to bully each other more.
"—Wait a minute, repeat the last sentence again."
Oda Sakunosuke swallowed, feeling thirsty for the first time in the bar.
He drank the coffee in his hand cleanly, and the brown drink in it was unconsciously emptied by Oda Sakunosuke when Osamu Dazai said to him one sentence after another, which was enough to put him in the police station.
"'I seem to like him.'"
Osamu Dazai repeated it slowly, this is his special treatment for friends, "Why, is it strange that I like someone?"
This is not an interrogative sentence.
As a good friend for many years, Oda Sakunosuke fully understands what kind of person Dazai Osamu is, and at the same time, he is not afraid of such seemingly questionable sentences, "Yes, I was shocked."
——Osamu Dazai fell in love with someone!
——The object of his liking turned out to be a human being!
For Oda, the latter was even more shocking.
"It just seems."
Osamu Dazai weighed the wine bottle in his hand, thinking about how hard he should hit it on Odasaku's face, "To be honest, I'm not too sure what I'm thinking."
Oda Sakunosuke breathed a sigh of relief, yes, this is the normal Osamu Dazai, he was not occupied by some weird things.
They are all friends who understand each other, and Osamu Dazai knows exactly what Oda is thinking.
He snorted softly, let go of this somewhat offensive reaction to him, but mixed a spoonful of devil chili powder into the next drink he made for Oda—since his friend can eat spicy food, let him He should feel better.
"Here, your special juice."
Yawning, Osamu Dazai took a small step back and leaned firmly against the edge of the counter, "How are the children you adopted recently?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Osamu Dazai felt bored for a while. He didn't know how the friend across from him adopted four children when he was in his prime and had no partners. But not knowing doesn't mean he didn't understand.
Anyway, everyone has their own life, it's not easy to live a good life, but still staring at others, how idle is it.
Dazai Osamu, who is not an idler, purely regarded this matter as a topic of chatting, without extra thoughts.
"You said them."
When mentioning his own babies, Oda Sakunosuke was full of expression, dancing and narrating. At the same time, he also took out his mobile phone and pointed to the smiling children and Dazai Osamu in the photo to introduce.
And this is exactly what Dazai wanted to see.
He doesn't need to open his mouth to speak, he only needs to hum from time to time, and then nod, Odasaku can find out what to say next for himself, and it won't be tiring to talk all afternoon at once.
Standard silly dad.
But the smile on his face is silly happiness, let him sit in the bar for a while.
Looking back at the watch on the wall, Osamu Dazai calculated the time in his mind and found that Yukiman was almost here.
"stop."
He made a pause gesture towards Oda, "Yukiman is coming—oh, that's the guy I told you before, he knew that the bar's rest day was the stocking day, and he agreed to come over to help .”
Confusion appeared on Oda Sakunosuke's face. Dazai Osamu didn't tell him about it when he was working hard to carry goods for the bar.
But he reacted quickly.
Osamu Dazai, who admired Oda's expression enough, hooked the corner of his lower lip, and pointed to the doorway, "Aren't you going home yet? Your babies are already out of school."
Sakunosuke Oda, who still wanted to talk about brotherhood with Osamu Dazai, picked up the coat and bag on the back of the chair next to him and ran out.
"Why didn't you remind me earlier." His voice was drawn into a long line in the air.
"Because you didn't tell me."
Behind Dazai Osamu, there seemed to be a devil's tail, and the end of the tail with a cute heart shape was shaking happily from side to side, "Obviously you didn't pay attention, and you blame me for not reminding..."
"Humans are indeed creatures who like to blame others for their mistakes."
And Oda Sakunosuke, who was running out, bumped into Yukiman who opened the door and wanted to come in the moment he pushed the door open.
But fortunately, neither of them is the leading actor in an idol drama, and neither of them had the idea of having an intimate contact with each other's arms. They turned to the left at the same time, avoiding it just right.
"Feel sorry."
"Excuse me."
The two who walked the cordial route to the outside world spoke at the same time, and gave apologetic eyes.
Oda intends to stay and get in touch with this person more, but time waits for no one. Compared with outsiders, his own children are more important, so he can only helplessly give up the option left behind, but this glimpse made Oda Sakunosuke remembered Yukiman.
——It seems to be the kind that is very popular.
Seeing the other party's anxiety, Xueman didn't say anything, and put the matter behind him after a little nod. He walked to the bar and saw that the other party was pouring a glass of juice with a slightly strange color into the sink.
The pungent smell that came out made him sneezed involuntarily.
"The one who rushed out just now is another partner of the bar."
Osamu Dazai took the initiative to explain, "I told him that you would come to help, but he thought it would be better for him to take care of the bar he is partnering with, so he rushed to finish all the work."
Oda Sakunosuke: I don't know if I should say MMP or not.
"Is that the gentleman?"
A trace of astonishment flashed across Xueman's face. He called up the image belonging to that person from his brain, and found that the other person had indeed shown his reliable temperament... Looking at it this way, the act of rushing to work is also understandable up.
"Then he is very responsible."
Osamu Dazai laughed in exchange for his sincere emotion. He casually put the cup on the drainer and walked out from behind the bar, "Then since there is nothing to move, let's go out and eat."
"It's just dinner time."
"I have made a reservation with the shopkeeper in advance."
Xueman couldn't refuse Dazai Osamu's three-game set, and besides, he was already ready to eat together, so he agreed logically.But when Osamu Dazai led him to a restaurant that needed to be located one year in advance, and the address was hidden and the price was high, Xueman was slightly silent.
"The taste here is not bad."
Giving a similar evaluation to the roadside stall, Osamu Dazai took the exquisite thing next to it that didn't look like a menu, and introduced to Xueman what was in today's set meal.
The dishes in the set menu will be changed according to the changing seasons. It is the purpose of this restaurant to taste the most delicious food of this season, and the chef has also achieved this. There are not too many bells and whistles, and it was born through different cooking techniques. Delicious, unpretentious but not simple.
Just a little less.
Xueman slowed down the speed of tasting as much as possible, but the exquisite food was only two or three mouthfuls—he could probably understand why Osamu Dazai wanted to eat at this restaurant, for his appetite that is so keen on tasting, these two mouthfuls Just the right amount to get it done.
He was even ready to go to a ramen shop for a supper by himself after sending Osamu Dazai home.
"You are not full."
As if seeing Xueman's true mood, Osamu Dazai put down his chopsticks and lazily clapped his hands twice.
The half-hanging bamboo curtain by the door was pulled up. One person walked in front and quickly took away the empty dishes on the table; Put on a charcoal fire.
The last person put the quaint cooking pot in his hand on top of the small stove. The lid of the pot was half-opened. Inside was bubbling soup and a whole pot of fresh ingredients.
It can be seen that this pot is the one that the store tried to find, and it is close to the style of its own store. However, under this delicate and freehand background, this pot is like a strong man who broke in suddenly, and there is something strange everywhere.
"Crab legs, crab legs, where did my crab legs go?"
Osamu Dazai raised his chopsticks and approached Gulu's pot carefully, trying to put the tender and delicious crab legs into his bowl.
Seeing that he hadn't succeeded in pinching for a long time, Xueman couldn't bear it, and took the initiative to pinch the vegetables for Dazai Zhi.
"Eat slowly, it's hot."
He told the other party, and said with some embarrassment: "Can you ask the store to serve another bowl of rice? If you only eat vegetables, you will digest quickly."
Besides, soup with rice is the soul, and a stew pot without rice has no future.
"They'll be up in a minute."
Inviting people to dinner will of course make the guests happy. Osamu Dazai is prepared for this - he has long seen Xueman's appetite, and under the other's undressed and thin body, it is like a black hole stomach.
Do you still remember the first time Yukiman came to Osamu Dazai with something to eat?
Osamu Dazai took a bite of the food, and Xueman took all the rest. He didn't seem to be reluctant at all, and easily ate enough to be a big eater when he started a live broadcast.
I have to say that watching a person with a great appetite eating in front of me can effectively improve anorexia.Every time he ate with Yukiman, Osamu Dazai always ate more, and his body accepted the change well.
After all, Osamu Dazai ate too little in the past, and he was so thin that he could be blown away by a gust of wind.
"If it's not enough, you can let them go again."
Holding up half of his cheeks with his hands, Osamu Dazai sipped the plum wine in his hand, "Anyway, there are only two of us here, no matter how much you eat, you won't scare others."
Xueman smiled slightly, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
Xueman, who has eaten at similar places before, naturally knows how difficult it is to change the shops here. Their service attitude is top-notch and excellent, but their persistence in the dishes is stubbornness linked to excellence.
Therefore, Osamu Dazai, who can make the store change its way with a single sentence...
"Want to try tofu?"
The tip of the chopsticks cut the tofu into four small pieces, and Xueman picked up one piece and put it into his mouth without chewing. When he rubbed the tofu with his tongue against the palate, his mouth would be filled with the fragrance of beans, which is amazing , Soybean, which was originally mediocre, can also become such a delicious existence.
"Don't eat, it doesn't taste at all."
Osamu Dazai put on a disgusted face, "And it's the bottom of the clear soup... Tsk, this group of people just like to fight against me, and I clearly said that it should be spicy."
Xueman couldn't help laughing.
It's Osamu Dazai's complaining appearance, like an elementary school student whose parents don't give him pudding, his angry appearance is very cute.
"Spicy can take away the original taste of the food... well, I have to admit, it's better to eat spicy."
Shrugging his shoulders, Yukiman ate all the food that Osamu Dazai didn't want to touch, and the rice that was served decreased at the same time. In the last bit of rice, the effect of wrapping is achieved.
After getting up from the pot, Osamu Dazai didn't eat much.
The previous dishes that were just drizzle for Xueman tasted good enough for him-in fact, when the store manager found that the edible part was eaten from the removed plate, he almost shed tears of emotion.
After so many years, their picky young master Xiu Zhi, who was so picky that the chef's self-confidence was almost blown away, finally became a human being for once.
Osamu Dazai, who doesn't move his chopsticks, regards Yukiman, who keeps moving his chopsticks, as the object of observation.
"You really are different from everyone else."
Dazai murmured.
He was also obsessed with watching the big eater eat for a while, but after that period of curiosity, he just felt that he couldn't say anything - when faced with a huge amount of food, few people can maintain elegance from beginning to end, As he ate and ate, his appearance became rude.
Very blind and unappetizing.
During that time, Osamu Dazai lost five catties from his substandard weight, and was so angry that some people who had been paying attention to his health broke a lot of things.
But Xueman was different.
Osamu Dazai once had a strong idea, that is to cut open Xueman's belly to see what his stomach looks like. Why is there such a person who eats so much but doesn't get fat?If something comes out of the research, it will be the greatest news for all the people in the world who are troubled by calories.
But thinking about it again, if he really did this, Xueman would definitely be gone.
So Osamu Dazai thought about it and gave up. Compared with those that are useless to him, Xueman is more important.
Just when Dazai Zhi was wandering in the sky and didn't know what to think, Xueman ate the last mouthful of food, and the feeling of being filled with food in his stomach was extraordinarily blissful, which even made him soften a lot.
"I'm stuffed."
Xueman said with satisfaction.
Osamu Dazai held back his complaints. If he couldn't get enough to eat, then next time he would have to get a whole roasted pig and roasted cow to make Xueman happy.
"Then go for a walk."
Pointing to the small courtyard outside the bamboo curtain, Osamu Dazai stood up, "Although they are all ordinary scenery, it is still acceptable as a walk after a meal to digest food."
After Xueman stood up, Dazai took a special look at the opponent's abdomen a few more times.
——Why didn't it puff up, why why? !
—Where did all the food this man ate go?It can't be digested in an instant.
"You..." Osamu Dazai frowned, "Don't you feel overwhelmed?"
Osamu Dazai calculated the amount that the other party could eat in one meal, and he would have to eat it for at least three days, and he had to get rid of the pot of rice.
"fine?"
Xueman answered after a few seconds of deliberation, "I have been hungry faster than others since I was a child, and when I was a child, my mother despised me as a rice bucket, saying that she couldn't afford me and would give me away to others."
"I was taken aback at the time. For a while, I observed the food intake of my peers and tried to get closer to them. Finally, I fainted behind the examination room due to hunger during the exam."
Speaking of this unbearable past, Xueman looked very natural, "No one restricted me from eating after that. In fact, the biggest reason I worked hard was to keep myself full."
"Before graduation, I thought about whether to be a big eater...but I finally found a suitable job, so I put this idea on hold."
There was something absurd about the words coming out of his mouth.
Osamu Dazai felt that his soul was in a trance for a while. Who would have thought that a person like Xueman, who was covered with elite labels all over his body, would faint because of lack of food?
What a cold joke.
"It's true." Xueman also emphasized again, "I went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor said that there is no problem-I don't think eating too much is a big problem, but compared to other people, I spend more on food. more money."
"Hmm...the Engel coefficient is relatively high?"
He tilted his head, bringing out a little innocence that only belongs to young people.
"No, eating more means good health."
Osamu Dazai retorted honestly, "Besides, you can taste more than those who will be full after eating a little. There are many people who will envy your physique."
God knows how he said that.Osamu Dazai spurned himself in his heart, but if the person who said this was not Xueman, he would not use such stupid words to comfort the other party.
No, he would never be in the same space as this kind of person.
Looking at it this way, I really like him, and I like him more than I imagined.
Osamu Dazai was thoughtful.
Xueman didn't know that in these few short sentences, Osamu Dazai had completed his self-guided strategy, received the number plate of love for himself, and waited for the other party to take it——he really took a walk, and Osamu Dazai walked around the small garden several times.
The people hiding in the shadows watched their Young Master Xiu Zhi obediently walking behind him, their eyes popped out of shock.
——This, this, this?Who is this man? !
When did the young master of their family become as well-behaved as an angel?You must know that the young master has never been so obedient since he was five years old. Shuji Tsushima's rebellious period came surprisingly early and lasted even more surprisingly long.
Anyway, there is still no sign of ending.
Osamu Dazai was very sensitive to these hidden sightlines, he picked up the angle where Xueman couldn't see his face, and threw his menacing eyes, signaling those who got in the way to get out of here and not disturb him here.
"Dazai?"
Sensing Osamu Dazai's emotional changes - this is a rather mysterious feeling, all in all, it's wonderful - Xueman turned around and called the other person's name, "Are you tired? Shall I take you home?"
Osamu Dazai: To what home?to the hotel!
But he has the heart but no guts, mainly because he is worried that he will scare Xueman. Although there are many couples who fall in love with each other immediately and then burn violently, Xueman is not this type at first glance.
Going too fast will scare people away, and Osamu Dazai is obsessed with confidence in this.
"It's too early to go home now."
Dazai Zhi looked up at the sky. At this time, it would be nine o'clock at most. Normally, Xueman would chat with him in the bar at this time.It doesn't make sense that the day off is not as good as the day at work, anyway, he won't let people go just for a meal.
"That……"
Osamu Dazai's denial gave Xueman a headache.
Xueman does not think that he is a person with a rich and colorful life. The leisure time outside of work, eating and reading, plus a fixed daily exercise time are all of his life before.
Without the books he read, Xueman would not be able to catch up with Osamu Dazai's detached thinking——Recently, Xueman placed orders to buy books very frequently, but all the books that Osamu Dazai mentioned but he hadn't read were all for purchase .
But this is the part that Dazai Osamu cannot know.
"I don't know where is more interesting, why don't you recommend it."
Xueman handed over the choice to Osamu Dazai, "Or should I ask my colleagues? They should be more familiar with it."
Osamu Dazai blinked, he was not surprised by Yukiman's answer.
"Then let's go back to the bar."
He said a compromise place, "I'll make you a new drink today, you should like it."
This is how the relationship between the two of them settled down.
The rest day of the bar is the time for the two of them to be alone. Dazai Osamu left the work to Odasaku, and he wandered around the country with Yukiman, digging out the delicious food hidden in the alleys.
If there is a store with a super-large challenge, Osamu Dazai will encourage Yukiman to participate.
Osamu Dazai: Anyway, it’s all about eating. Wouldn’t it be better to eat a large portion of food for free?
Going all the way, Xueman is about to become an urban legend.
The relationship between the two people has also become closer in this seemingly cyclical relationship. They are like two NPCs who are extremely difficult to gain favor with. No matter how hard outside players try, they will not increase a little.
But it will explode because of the existence of the other party.
——What a fairy love.
Then, on a rest day that was not much different from usual, Xueman looked at the hands of two people who had interlocked fingers at some point, and thought about confessing.
There are so many people in the world, and the number of people who pass by themselves every day is incredible.
How lucky and magical it is to meet that special one in such a vast but lonely world.
Before meeting Osamu Dazai, Xueman had never thought about matters related to feelings. Feelings——the position of this existence in his life should be ranked very low, basically after everything else was busy and forgotten. Alms a glance past the tip of the tail.
But when Osamu Dazai appeared, his relationship was finally overturned, and he rushed all the way, not responding to other beings, jumping multiple levels to come to the first place Xueman considered.
Feelings: Kangkang me!Come to Kangkang me!
Xueman didn't have the entanglement after falling in love with the same sex. After finally finding someone she likes, she pushed him away because of her gender?You know, if you miss this one, you may never meet such a person again in the future.
He didn't want Osamu Dazai to be amazed by his own time and become a photo in his memory, and he would regret it when he was old.
It was the first time for Xueman to confess.
He has a relatively passive personality, and he will be slow to accept new things when they appear - boiling frogs in warm water is best for him. If Osamu Dazai had a passionate and bold personality, Xueman would definitely not go to the bar the next day .
He is crazy to jump into the hell of passion on his own initiative.
Coincidentally, Osamu Dazai is also thinking about confessing to Yukiman.
He is a typical representative of 3-minute enthusiasm. No matter what he likes, the longest is only three months. After more than [-] days, the former love will fade away like a tide, and he will not even stretch out his hand to keep it.
——to keep?Why.
When someone discussed this matter with him, Osamu Dazai asked in this way, did he not like it?
No, he really liked it, and his heart beats faster for this kind of existence.
But who made it impossible for the other party to keep his sight?
Osamu Dazai was still puzzled.
What's more, liking is something that belongs to him alone. What he wants to like is his freedom. When he likes something, no one cares about it. Why don't he like it? Instead, a group of people jumped out to accuse him.
It's the world's problem.Osamu Dazai came to this conclusion.
But this practice, which has lasted for many years, was successfully broken by Xueman. It stands to reason that people like Xueman are not the object that Osamu Dazai would like, but he just fell on Xueman. Three months have passed. He still wants to rely on the other party. Half a year has passed, and he wants to rely on the other party forever.
Don't ask, the question is that Xueman's shoulder is too easy to lean on.
After knowing Dazai Osamu's thoughts, Oda Sakunosuke sighed silently. Maybe the fate of these two people in the previous life has continued to the present. Otherwise, with Dazai's chic and easy-going personality, he might kick Yukiman off every minute.
"It's full of snow..."
Osamu Dazai skillfully found a comfortable position on Xueman's shoulder, and put his head on it - this place has a magical attraction for him, exaggeratingly speaking, he can nest in the other's arms all day long Not getting bored, this is as difficult as the sky for Osamu Dazai who hates contact with humans.
"Ok?"
Xueman also relaxed his shoulders very skillfully, making the other party more comfortable to lean on. He also took the initiative to hug Dazai Zhi into his arms, and the distance between the two became closer.
Men chase women across the mountain, and women chase men through layers of gauze.The relationship between Xueman and Osamu Dazai is like a precarious layer of glutinous rice paper, fragile and thin, hazy and weak.
Osamu Dazai: Ah... I can't explain what's going on... Show off the arrogance that you usually flirt with the other party.
Softly persuading himself in his heart, the real Dazai Osamu simply closed his eyes, yawned and was about to fall asleep like this.
A question mark appeared on Xueman's head, but he was very used to this kind of conversation that only started at the beginning and then lost the rest. Recently Osamu Dazai would often do this, calling out his name suddenly, and then fell asleep.
Is it really that good to sleep?
Looking at the other shoulder that came out of the sky, Xueman just shook his head regretfully, he couldn't rest on his own shoulder, so he had to let Osamu Dazai lean on it.
Xueman's other free hand was flipping through the newly arrived book.
When he was around Xueman, Osamu Dazai always slept deeply, and the world in his dreams was no longer eccentric, with no exit or logic.
Although he couldn't remember what happened in the dream after waking up, Osamu Dazai was very satisfied with the peace of mind.
And Osamu Dazai also tested it, this is a special case that only occurs when Yukiman is around - Oda Sakunosuke, who was forced to become another tester, felt uncomfortable, and yelled at Osamu Dazai, "You are just greedy for his body "The astonishing words.
Osamu Dazai smiled and said, yes, I'm greedy for him.
But what can you do with me.
"……Well."
Osamu Dazai, who woke up, murmured confusedly. Xueman listened carefully for a long time, and found that it might be a language from an alien, so he just gave up because he couldn't understand it.
"I had a good dream."
Osamu Dazai, who was fully awake after a long time, said, "I just forgot what I dreamed now."
"It was indeed a good dream."
Xueman pointed to the corner of Dazai Osamu's mouth, "You are always smiling here."
"Alas--"
Osamu Dazai disliked himself a little, "Am I so stupid when I fell asleep?" Xueman also saw it.
"How stupid."
Xueman smiled, he thought it was quite cute.
Compared with the decadent and lazy temperament that appeared inexplicably after opening his eyes, Osamu Dazai seemed to have returned to the original state of life after falling asleep, innocent and pure, and he was completely two people in peacetime.
He doesn't favor any one style of Osamu Dazai, because every side is Osamu Dazai himself.
Rather, it is precisely because the other party is Osamu Dazai that Xueman finds his sleeping face cute.
Love Wu Jiwu, fall in love with a person, and then fall in love with everything about him.
After Xueman didn't say it, Osamu Dazai could still feel it, he tilted his head unnaturally, and the villain in his heart was rolling crazily—what kind of image is he in Xueman's mind.
Cute in sleep? !
He seemed to have only heard similar words from other people before he was five years old.
And when he grew up, especially when he was an adult, the people who had said these words did not dare to look at him again, and every time they saw him, they would lower their heads and look extremely respectful.
It made Osamu Dazai think that he was carrying a beast with him, or that there was some passive effect so that others could not look directly at him.
He didn't like this change, but those people thought it was normal and should be.
So Osamu Dazai chose to leave, and changed his name by the way.
He who no longer called himself Shuji Tsushima relaxed a lot, but put on a mask called "Osamu Dazai" again.He hoped that someone could take off the mask and see his true self, but when he really met someone who could do this, Osamu Dazai hurriedly backed away.
Tangled and repeated, changing rapidly.
Those who can't keep up with Dazai's rhythm will be taken away by him, and those who are led away by him are destined to miss Dazai.
A person like Xueman who has his own pace and will not change easily can be said to be a Noble Phantasm for Dazai.
Osamu Dazai can't deal with such a person, but he will be attracted to such a person.
Besides, Xueman is really too gentle, different from the alienation towards outsiders, when facing Osamu Dazai, he is truly as gentle as water, the lukewarm water slowly envelops Osamu Dazai.
There is no aggressiveness, but unlimited tolerance.
When Yukiman was beside him, Osamu Dazai had an illusion, no, it was probably not an illusion, no matter what he did, no matter if it was hysterical or decadent, the other party would take him into his arms gently and ask him if he was tired, Do you want to sleep on your own for a while.
Everything outside has nothing to do with them.
When hiding in Yukiman's arms, Osamu Dazai seemed to have returned to a safe shell, surrounded by the things he was most familiar with, which could bring absolute safety.
At the very beginning, Osamu Dazai would still struggle tentatively. He always felt that if he was so addicted, it would appear that his willpower was too weak, and he was a person who would fall down at the first push.
But after feeling it once...
Osamu Dazai: Fuck his strength, I am the weakest little cutie in the world.
"I'm so hungry, I want to eat."
After the villain in his heart had had enough of rolling, Osamu Dazai calmed down. He hugged a soft pillow, and his whole body was about to sink into the sofa, "My stomach is growling... I want to eat the curry I ate yesterday .”
"I saw that you specially made half a pot more!" He plausibly said, "The curry left overnight is the best. I will definitely be able to eat three bowls of rice today."
"When the rice is steamed, I'll serve you hot curry."
Xueman was helpless, what three bowls of rice?Dazai Osamu can finish a whole bowl of rice, which is not bad.
He sat down next to him, and Osamu Dazai, who was still three meters away just now, appeared beside Xueman with a "swish", and a large warm group leaned over like this.Xueman surrounded the people around him, gently gestured at the thickness of Dazai Zhi's shoulders, and squeezed the wrist that could be held with one hand, trying to make Dazai Zhi rounder.
Cough, more meat is more comfortable to hold.
Oda Sakunosuke resigned and became the new bartender in the bar. There was no way, Dazai Osamu had changed from the bar owner to Yukiman's tail, his heart was flying, and there was no time to deal with the guests in the bar.
But before Osamu Dazai left, he found the best successor for the bar he opened, and it was obvious that the toolman Odasaku went online.
"People can live upstairs."
"Business hours are free, you have more time to spend with your children."
Osamu Dazai’s persuasion accurately pointed to the pain point of Oda. Making money to support his family and accompany his children is a must. He works for the boss and does not start his own business. It is quite difficult to balance these two .
Without much effort, Odasaku agreed.
Of course, the most important thing is that this new salary is generous enough.
Facing the pressure of supporting his family, Oda Sakunosuke had to bow his head to the power of money.Although the work was a bit hard, Odasaku was still very happy. Apart from being more convenient for himself, he was more happy to see Osamu Dazai, a ship floating on the sea at will, finally found his own port.
The only hope is that Yuecheng Xueman can be blind for a lifetime.
Oda Sakunosuke prayed.
Xueman was ready to receive the blessing from Osamu Dazai's friend - he sneezed a lot, and then was suppressed by Osamu Dazai and took cold medicine.
"I just got a little rain."
Xueman doesn't want to take medicine, who doesn't like something yet, "I haven't had a cold for many years, and I definitely won't this time."
"If you talk so full, you will be slapped in the face."
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