Song Chengyuan sat on the edge of the bed, with his upper body pressed against Xia Qinghe's chest, and Xia Qinghe's fast heartbeat was in his ears.

"Brother, your heart beats so fast." Song Chengyuan said in a deep voice.

The sound of my brother's heartbeat is really moving.Once, when the beating sound was weak here, he felt that the voices of the whole world were also far away from him.

He involuntarily reached out to touch Xia Qinghe's heart.

"Brother, do you remember that you often hugged me to sleep when I first came here?"

"You slept with me for a year and three months, and then you stopped sleeping with me. But at that time, you still slept in the same room as me."

"Later, I didn't even share a room with me." The voice still sounded aggrieved.

Xia Qinghe's breathing was a little short. He wanted Song Chengyuan to get rid of that clumsy hand, but his body was involuntarily attracted.

"Brother, are you listening?" Song Chengyuan squeezed Xia Qinghe mischievously.

Xia Qinghe gritted his teeth so as not to make any strange noises.His face was flushed red, let alone talking, he might gasp if he opened his mouth now.

"Brother is not serious."

Song Chengyuan stretched out his hand, pinched Xia Qinghe's chin and skillfully opened his clenched teeth.Then he heard the long-awaited beautiful syllable.

"Brother, guess when I fell in love with you."

Xia Qinghe was confessed suddenly, his heart stopped for a moment, and then beat in his chest more violently.

"Brother, I fell in love with brother after you hugged me for a week."

"Do you want to say that when I was so young, I could understand what liking is?"

"On the contrary, I think the ignorant love at that time is the purest."

"I liked my brother at that time, I just liked my brother simply. I liked the way you smiled, the way you slept, and the way you did your homework..."

"Brother, I really liked you very purely at that time, like a crystal ball in a display case, I just looked at it from a distance and felt full of happiness and joy."

"I don't know since when, this kind of love has become less pure."

"I gradually want my brother to only see me, and my joy, anger, sorrow and joy only belong to me. I hope my brother can like me like I like you."

"I am selfish, greedy, calculating, and have a very dark place in my heart. I am good to my brother. At first, I simply liked him. Later, I hoped that my brother would like me a little bit. Slowly, I hoped that my brother would like me more."

Brother can like me a little more, and later... even a little more is not enough to satisfy me, I hope to get a lot of love from my brother. "

"I'm not a person who gives generously and doesn't expect anything in return, especially for my brother. I'm so stingy that I hope my brother will respond to every look."

"But my brother is always on top and keeps a distance from everyone. My brother and I have been with each other for more than ten years, and my brother's heart is like a piece of ice that cannot be covered. For a while, I like to eavesdrop on my brother's heartbeat at night to confirm whether my brother is alive of."

"You seem to care about me the most, but I always have a feeling that if you want to leave, no one can be your bondage, not even me."

"You committed suicide to prove that my guess is correct. Brother, with your ability, there are other ways to solve Su Zhi's matter. But you chose the most harmful and unwise way."

"I don't want to admit that Su Zhi will make you give up your life for him, but the facts are right in front of you. I'm jealous of him going crazy with jealousy, and I hate you for daring to leave me behind."

"Brother, do you know what I was thinking when you were lying on the bed near death?" Song Chengyuan's voice was full of danger.

Xia Qinghe's breathing slowed down.

"What I think is, if brother dares to wake up, I will never let you run away from me again."

Song Chengyuan hooked his chin and looked into his eyes, as if he wanted to wedge his words into Xia Qinghe's life.

"I want you to know that I love you, and you have no choice but to respond and accept."

"My brother must only have me in his heart."

"If you dare to run, I'll catch you back and lock you up. If you dare to harm yourself, I'll tie you up so that you don't even have the strength to lift your hands."

"If you are alive, I will accompany you in the world. If you are dead, I will accompany you to hell."

"Brother, do you understand?" There was a smile on Song Chengyuan's lips, like the face of a Buddha in the spring breeze.

Xia Qinghe's heart was beating violently, he saw that Song Chengyuan liked him, he didn't expect to like him so much...

The heart that has been floating for a long time has finally found a place to stay.

Since being bound by the system, he has lost a lot of memory.He didn't know where he came from, nor where he was going.

He is indifferent to the people in the world because he feels that sooner or later he will leave and rush to the next world.It's always easier without too much emotional involvement.

But it's also terrifying.

Not being loved, not needed, is not indispensable in anyone's life.He comforts himself with the excuse of a tool man, but he knows that is easier said than done

.

He is alive and he has feelings.He will feel guilty for ignoring other people's kindness, he will feel disappointed when he does not participate in group activities, and he will feel sorry when he coldly rejects the person he confessed to.

He lived in a daze, like a walking dead.The goal of all his actions is self-destruction on every world.Cruel and merciless, no matter to him or to the worlds involved with him.

He should have thought of rejecting it, but it's been too long, and he doesn't remember it very clearly.

He also thought about living in a certain world for a long time, what task, what real world.Anyway, he doesn't remember it anymore, isn't it the same everywhere.

But the unwillingness and curiosity in his heart made him unable to live in a world with peace of mind.

He couldn't die with a secret in mind.Thinking about it carefully, the reason why he is willing to obey the system's arrangement is because he thinks his secret is more important than the small world.If you want to say selfish, he is the most selfish person.He does not give sincerity, but expects others.

He completes the tasks as required, and after a long time, people will become truly cold-hearted, dull and numb at a certain moment.When he realized it later, it would stir up his self-loathing.

He was waiting, he didn't know before, he thought he was waiting for the final result after all the worlds ended.Now he understands that he is waiting for someone to pull him out of the quagmire of self-struggle.

He wants someone to tell him, I love you, and I am willing to exchange all my love for your love.I need you so much, I can't do without you.

He lives in chaos, he is waiting for his world.

"Brother, why are you crying?"

Song Chengyuan put his hands on those eyes, Xia Qinghe seldom cried.The only time Xia Qinghe shed tears in his memory was at the funeral of the Xia family couple.

Xia Qinghe didn't cry like he was sad, nor like he was crying with joy, he had a dull face and no emotion.Tears rolled out of his beautiful eyes like beans, and fell into his eyes accidentally like rain from the sky.

Song Chengyuan couldn't help but kissed her, Xia Qinghe closed her eyes obediently, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

Song Chengyuan was deeply moved by Xia Qinghe's meekness, and he whispered "brother" in Xia Qinghe's ear.

He was a little dissatisfied and said, "brother, didn't you respond?"

"I know my brother likes me too, but I want to hear my brother say it himself."

Xia Qinghe didn't hesitate: "I like you."

Song Chengyuan didn't expect Xia Qinghe to be so obedient, those words were like auditory hallucinations.

"Brother, what did you just say?" He suppressed the tension in his voice.

Excited and proud.

"I like you." Xia Qinghe blushed and repeated again, "If you don't hear it again, forget it."

Song Chengyuan kissed him deeply, from the corner of his lips to his earlobe.

"Brother, I want you so much."

Xia Qinghe's heart shrank tightly, and his ears were burning hot.It's too embarrassing for him to appear flustered about this kind of thing in front of someone five years younger than him, let alone that person is Song Chengyuan.He tried to keep his voice calm.

"I see, you... let me go first."

"Brother, do you mean you agree?" Song Chengyuan's eyes lit up, and he stared at Xia Qinghe in surprise.

"If you don't agree, you won't do it?"

"If you don't agree, do it until your brother agrees."

Xia Qinghe: Then you don't need to ask.

With Xia Qinghe's consent, Song Chengyuan was ready to act.

Xia Qinghe: "Can you let me go first?"

"No, I want my husband to cook the rice and then help my brother loosen it, lest my brother go back on his word."

……

Song Chengyuan tossed him into the afternoon, Xia Qinghe suspected that Song Chengyuan's heartfelt confession was actually to make him willingly get killed.

Xia Qinghe didn't even have any strength left, and the coldness on his face before disappeared without a trace.The eye circles are red, obviously tormented by lust. She looks miserable, but her face is about to stiffen, making herself look fierce.

"Song Chengyuan, let... um... let me go! I want to go down!"

He stared and gritted his teeth, really fierce.The fierce one, like a kitten.

"What do you want to go down, brother, I will help you."

Xia Qinghe gritted his teeth and said nothing, he would only fall into Song Chengyuan's trick again if he was stupid.

He said he wanted to go to the toilet, Song Chengyuan carried him there, not just hugging him, but also doing it himself.

He said he wanted to drink water, Song Chengyuan hugged him, and even kissed him after drinking water.

He said he wanted to eat, and Song Chengyuan hugged him again, but with Song Chengyuan's wolf-like eyes staring at him, no matter how hungry he was, he couldn't eat a few bites.

"You let me go down." Xia Qinghe insisted, if Song Chengyuan continued to torment him like this, he would die in bed tonight without waiting for tomorrow.

He is only five years older than Song Chengyuan, how big is the physical gap?

"I won't let my brother go if I don't tell you the reason, and of course I won't let him go if I say so."

"Is my brother not full just now? Let me feed my brother something else."

"Brother, I like you so much."

"My brother looks so good when he cries, so cry more."

"Why did the tears wet my brother's eyelashes, I will lick them for my brother."

……

Before Xia Qinghe passed out, there was only one sentence in his mind: dead pervert.

the next morning.

When Xia Qinghe woke up, he saw Song Chengyuan's magnified face, looking at him with those dark eyes.

"You're awake, why don't you get up when you're awake." Xia Qinghe's voice was so hoarse that it didn't look like his.

Thinking of who the culprit was, he couldn't help but glared at Song Chengyuan.

Song Chengyuan had a happy smile on his face, his eyes were curved, he was cute and harmless: "This is the first time with my brother, I want to see my brother wake up by my side."

Xia Qinghe wanted to say that this was the nth time for them, and Song Chengyuan should stop pretending to be pure for the first time.

The author has something to say: I am so envious of Riwan's wife QAQ, my useless hands.I will update another chapter later, and I will hit the sun tomorrow, I will definitely be able to!

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