Immediately after the death of the master

We stand in the heavy rain.

Just pass by.

Looking back in front of the vermilion palace gate, the little Ji Qingshuang knelt under the great highness Chengtian, the rain slashed across the unhealed wound, bringing out scarlet blood, and dyed her snow-white filial piety red.Under the oppression of her crippled knee for two consecutive days, the blood scab burst and blood gushed out, drawing two scarlet lines along the rainwater flowing on the ground.

Seeing that he could not persuade Ji Qingshuang, the little boy knelt beside her.

Take it with her.

I took the umbrella, turned and stepped into the heavy rain.

It goes against that.

The road was long, the sky was dark, the rain continued, and thunder rumbled from the thick clouds. This was the first thunder after the Jingzhe.

Spring thunder, all things are born.

157,

The old prime minister Ji did not survive the heavy rain, and a generation of prime ministers fell completely.

Ji Qingshuang couldn't hold on either, and passed out in the heavy rain in front of Chengtian Palace. Fu Keji took her back to Ji's house and took care of her for a day and a night in undressed clothes, before Ji Qingshuang opened his eyes again.But even if Ji Qingshuang opened her eyes, her condition was not good, she had a high fever, her wound was infected, she was overly sad, and she was in a hurry.

It took a whole week before Ji Qingshuang could barely get out of bed. At this time, everything was a foregone conclusion, and she was exhausted.

Since the farewell in front of Chengtian Palace, I haven't seen Fu Keji again, and when the news about him came again, it was the news that he was leaving Beijing.

After Ji Qingshuang destroyed the Zhongshan Kingdom, the troubles of the frontier fortress have not been relieved.Zhongshan State was divided up by Li State and Yu State, and now Yu State directly borders Li State.The state of Li is several times stronger than the state of Zhongshan, so it has to be defended. The frontier is in urgent need of a new marshal.

Fu Keji volunteered to go to the frontier.

Master agrees.

Before Fu Keji left, he met me for the last time.

At that time, I was drinking in a box in the theater, the actors on the stage were babbling and singing, and two beautiful young men beside me were peeling fruits for me to eat. How happy was my life, so he just kicked open the door and came in up.

In the shadows of their clothes and temples, the gentlemen hugged the beauties and spent the rest of their lives in a world of luxury and luxury. Only Fu Keji was wearing armor and holding a sword in his hand.He abandoned the black scale armor he had been wearing for more than ten years, and replaced it with the same silver armor as Ji Qingshuang.

The young man was tall and slender, with a serious expression, and his own awe-inspiring righteousness was condensed between his brows.The extravagant life in the capital did not change him. Putting on the battle armor, the murderous aura of the battlefield reappeared on his body, accompanied by a vigorous and pure youthful spirit.

"Li Nianen."

He called me by my name, his voice was as low as a bell.

I stood up from the embrace of the feminine young man, picked up the veil, wiped the wine from the corner of my mouth, gathered up the loose skirts, and responded with a smile:

"Well—what's your business?"

Today's opera troupe sang "Night Run", I only listened to the actor singing.

[According to Longquan's blood and tears sprinkled on the gown, I hate Tianya to be wandering all over.Concentrate on throwing yourself into the water margin, looking back at the heaven.Running away in a hurry, disregarding loyalty and filial piety. 】

I looked at Fu Keji, at the Fu Keji I used to be.As I said earlier, it doesn't matter what he thinks in his heart, the situation will force him to make a choice, and fate will make him embark on the destined path.He finally grew up, learned to make choices, learned to be cunning and ruthless, and learned to be a real king.

This is his life, and it is also my life.

The young eagle will eventually soar, fight the sky, and never return.

Fu Keji held down Yuanjian with one hand, and waved the young man back with the other hand. He immediately sat beside him like a knife. He abandoned the red tape of the capital, and picked up the jug and poured it into his mouth.He drank a jug of strong wine, held the spout with his hand, and slapped the jug on the table.

Accompanied by the slapping sound, the singing continued downstairs.

[I made Huang Chao, the owner of the back.Just like a goshawk out of its cage, a cunning rabbit out of its cage, and a flood in its net.Who will punish Zhengmao when it is difficult to save the country?Gao Yao is rare in charge of punishment.It seems that the temples are burning and the luggage is empty.Going to win a fight, Gao Qi!I don't care if you call the sea boiling! 】

After the actor playing Lin Chong finished singing, Fu Keji spoke:

"Li Nianen, I thought you had changed, but you never changed."

At first I didn't understand why Fu Keji said this, until I saw Fu Keji's eyes full of hatred, I vaguely wanted to understand why Fu Keji said that.I am very familiar with this look. He has looked at me with this look for a long time.

With wolf cub-like eyes, he wished he could bite off my throat and eat my flesh and blood.

After Fu Keji came to Prince Yu's Mansion, the person who really took care of her was the wet nurse of the Third Prince. She gave up the leisurely life in the Three Princes' Mansion and went to the unfamiliar place of Prince Yu's Mansion to take care of a bear child.

We all call her old mother, she is a very nice person.She has a strict appearance, she will spank Fu Keji severely when he makes a mistake, and she will point and criticize my work.She is extremely defensive, when Fu Keji can't beat the servant's child, she will roll up her sleeves to bully the younger, and when the master hits me, she will stick her neck in front of the master, so that he dare not strike.She is soft inside. She will cook chicken soup for us in the cold winter and prepare iced mung bean soup for us in the hot summer. She will also teach us how to read, read and treat people.

The old mother has no reservations about us, she protects us under her wings, and protects us both to grow up healthily.In her, we two children who were abandoned by their mother found the lost maternal love, which is strict but soft, harsh and indulgent.

But I killed her with my own hands.

After the Three Kings Rebellion, more than a hundred people in the Three Kings' Mansion were killed, from the elderly stewards to the children of servants.Because the old mother came to Yuwang Mansion very early, she was not found out for a while, but under the search efforts at that time, it was only a matter of time before the incident happened.

Unlike me, who wholeheartedly wants to keep my old mother, the master cares about another person——Fu Keji.

At that time, the master's mind was either the mother concubine or the third prince. For the sake of his two favorite relatives, knowing that Fu Keji was the son of the third prince and that the old emperor could not leave this disaster behind, he still planned to take the risk of hiding it. Fu Keji.

I object vehemently.

"Master, Fu Keji can't stay. The old prince has worked so hard to save you. Once Fu Keji's identity is exposed, all the efforts of the old prince will be in vain!"

I carried the old prince out, and the master's expression was slightly shaken, but in the master's heart, the old prince was still no match for the third prince, and he wanted to take risks for his elder brother.

In this way, the old mother became the biggest obstacle.

The identity of the old mother will be discovered sooner or later. Once she is caught, under torture, the identity of Fu Keji will likely be revealed. At that time, the only flesh and blood of the Third Prince will be lost.

The master couldn't accept such an ending, so he pulled out the dagger in his sleeve and was about to kill the old mother.Although I like Fu Keji very much, I love my old mother even more. I will never accept the ending of my old mother dying for Fu Keji.In order to protect my old mother, I fought against the blade with my flesh and blood, and raised my fist against my only master.

During the two years in Prince Yu's Mansion, I never openly disobeyed my master again, but for the sake of my old mother, I gave up my principles, mustered up a solitary courage, and risked my life.

I rushed forward and wrestled with my master. Relying on my reckless fighting style, I bullied my master for not practicing martial arts well, snatched the dagger from his hand abruptly, and beat him black and blue.

The master's hands were tied by me, and he could only be helpless and furious:

"Li Nianen, let me go!"

"I won't let you go, unless you promise me, you won't touch the old mother!"

Committing such a treasonous crime, the master will definitely not forgive me afterwards. After breaking the jar, I don't care about my consequences at all.

Seeing that I was stubborn, the master was so angry that he bumped his head against me, and I sat on him in a fit of anger. He was pressed hard by me, writhing like a worm, struggling and yelling at me:

"Except for her, everyone in the mansion thinks that Fu Keji is my illegitimate child. She must die before she is caught, so that no one will know that Fu Keji is my third brother's child!"

"So what, the old mother just can't die!"

There is a stalemate between the two of us, he only cares about Fu Keji, I only care about the old mother, in order to protect one of them, the other has to be sacrificed, the master and I are not willing to give in.

But the deadlock did not last long, the old mother took the initiative to break the deadlock.

The old mother came to me with the snacks she made, and frowned when she saw the messy scene in my house and the indecent image of me and my master:

"What happened to you?"

I had some scruples, but the master didn't care so much, and told the old mother what should be said and what should not be said, so angry that I wanted to stuff his mouth with a rag.

After listening to the master's words, the old mother's frown deepened, and she fell into deep thought. Her carefree expression was replaced by sorrow and entanglement. The wrinkles were as deep as wood grains, and the white hair on her temples made her already old.

I looked at my old mother nervously, worried that she would not be able to think about it.

From the very beginning, the old mother came to Prince Yu's Mansion because of Fu Keji. She came here to take care of the third prince's only heir. Her excessive attention to me was also due to Fu Keji's inexplicable dependence on me.I knew from the very beginning that I was a despicable thief who stole the maternal love that the old mother should have given to Fu Keji.

I have never been able to compare with Fu Keji, whether it is in the heart of the master or in the heart of the old mother, I don't want to compete with him, I just hope that the old mother will value herself more and respect her own life more.

But unfortunately, my wish, my effort to change my destiny, failed again, and all the people I have loved