Immediately after the death of the master

Yes, for the loyalty in your mouth, for a person who doesn't care about your life or death at all, you will die.

The three days I begged for will be over soon, thinking of the future of Ji Sanqing's tragic death, my sanity is disconnected.Irrational rage swept across my sanity, I tore off the surface of gentleness, revealed the side of my untouchable background, and cursed at my unattainable expectations.

"Bullshit! Damn you, you will follow him to the death. The relationship between the king and his counselors is like that between a prostitute and a client. When the purpose is the same, going to bed every day is not a problem. You are happy, I am happy, everyone is happy; when the purpose is not the same, An actor is ruthless and a whore is meaningless. One more you is not many clients, and one less you is not many clients. The so-called master is just a pedal, a pedal that makes us mine."

Ji Sanqing let me speak angry words like a resentful woman, he smiled and looked at me, it was the pity of the superior, the attitude of a high-ranking person facing a low-ranking one.

"You're right."

A verbal assent is merely a verbal assent.

You say what I say makes sense, but have you really heard me speak?

Once again, I realized the truth with great sadness.He never put me in the same position as him. He was like a god and Buddha aloft, always ignoring me in the clouds, ignoring my struggles, and ignoring my filth.

He was willing to save me, but he never remembered me; he was gentle with me, as he was with everyone else.

When I was in Ji's mansion, there was a little book boy who had no reason for me, he picked on me all day long, insulted me with pale words, after being taught by Ji Qinghe, he promised in shame that he wanted to kill me.When his fists landed on me, when his hands grabbed my throat, he confessed his reasons for hating me.

Because of my eyes.

【Your eyes, and those high and mighty figures...】

【What's the difference. 】

In fact, that book boy was bullied before, and I saved him.Later, he took the initiative to talk to me and wanted to make friends with me.But I just looked at him with this look, and politely rejected him.

Now, I understand why he is angry and why he is going to die.

Now, I empathize with him.

The attitude of the superior, the contempt of the superior, I am like an ignorant child, and I have never been looked down upon by him.My kindness, my thoughtfulness, everything about me has never been taken seriously by him, even the sincerity I dug out of my chest is like a joke.

The still water churned, revealing the hidden waves beneath.I grabbed Ji Sanqing's collar, anger filled my whole heart, the shame of being trampled under my feet made me speak out from the bottom of my heart.

"You Ji family, one or two, why are you so arrogant! Yes, when I was young, you easily saw through me. But I saw through you, Mr. Ji. You keep saying that you want to help Wanmin, your eyes are pity, but that pity is looking down from the clouds, like the sight of a god."

"How arrogant to call yourself a god!"

"You said that you want to be like Prime Minister Ji, then you will walk down from the clouds like Prime Minister Ji, and walk into the mud of all living beings, feel their joy and hope, otherwise, you Why replace the common people? You know better than me what old Prime Minister Ji is. He has fought against his master all his life. He exercised power arbitrarily. The created multi-party containment situation was completely destroyed, almost turning the world of the Fu family into the heaven of his Ji family. Not long ago, he, together with my master, directly killed the old emperor on his 60th birthday, and then Supported your puppet master to take the throne."

I frankly tore apart the illusion of harmony between the old prime minister Ji and the old emperor. The politics of the previous dynasty was never as simple as two old men rubbing each other secretly to make trouble for each other.The old prime minister Ji and the old emperor lived in harmony for most of their lives, not because of their good relationship, nor because they were each other's best partners, nor because of the bullshit master-servant love and the kindness of knowing each other.The reason is simple, they can't kill each other.Once the opponent is killed, the world will inevitably be in chaos, and the domestic stability they carefully maintained will be wiped out in an instant.

In Ji Sanqing's eyes, the old prime minister Ji is a gentle and kind grandfather, who blows his beard and stares from time to time, and is almost apoplexy by the emperor's bewildering behavior; in the eyes of the old emperor, the old prime minister is a hyena that eats people without spit out bones No amount of meat can feed him enough, staring at his throat forever with hunger, always ready to kill the seemingly glamorous emperor on the throne.

Compared with Ji Laocheng, a guy like me who keeps making little moves can be called a loyal minister.

As Ji Sanqing's heir carefully cultivated by Prime Minister Ji, Prime Minister Ji never concealed his intentions when doing things.It's not that he doesn't know this, he's just innocent and can't be cruel to himself.

Ji Sanqing could not betray his grandfather for the sake of the prince, nor could he part with his grandfather for the sake of the prince. He could not part with both, struggling between the two forces, almost torn apart.

But he has to make a choice.

I hope he chooses Prime Minister Ji Lao.

"Ji Sanqing, if you want to learn from Prime Minister Ji, you have to learn to the end. You learn from others' political ideals, why don't you learn from others' political consciousness, why don't you learn to be a political animal? You keep saying that all living beings are equal. This Very good, Prime Minister Ji also often said this sentence. Seven years ago, 30 refugees came under the gate of the capital. In order to survive for these 30 refugees, Prime Minister Ji encouraged the third prince who he had supported for more than ten years , and directly intervened in the third prince’s plan to force the palace. Afterwards, if it wasn’t for Ji Laocheng’s direct disciples to take the blame, and the old prince intervened, Ji Laocheng would have died seven years ago. At that time, where were you? Dedicated to protecting His Royal Highness Young Master Ji?"

Seven years ago, Dayu Kingdom suffered floods in the north and drought in the south. The flooded fields could not grow food, and all the seedlings scorched by the sun died. The farmers in the north and south had almost no harvest for two consecutive years.The extremely hungry people left their homes and wandered all the way, fleeing their hometowns shrouded in famine.Refugees want to find a place that can accept them, but the production reduction is nationwide, and no state or county has any surplus food to distribute to the refugees. Facing the surging refugees, all the cities are closed. Form a private army to prevent the influx of refugees into your own state.

On the way to escape from the famine, the people had nowhere to go and no one took them in. In the end, the refugees from the south and the north gathered together, forming a huge refugee wave of 30 people, and they came to the capital city in a mighty way.Their idea is very simple, the capital is the richest city in the country, located at the foot of the emperor, it is still possible to get a bite to eat.

Unfortunately, no matter how rich the capital is, it cannot afford to support the extra 30 people.The relief food in the capital is controlled by the Gu family. Taking advantage of the country's crisis, the food supply is soaring, the Gu family resells the relief food and made a huge sum of money for the country. They are not willing to provide the food that is in short supply to the refugees for free.For the sake of security and stability, the old emperor was unwilling to let refugees enter the city.There are not 30 defenders in the capital, and [-] hungry and thirsty people gathered outside the capital. No one knows what will happen if these guys are let in, and no one can take the responsibility.No matter how benevolent the aristocratic families in the capital are, they only care about their own interest groups in essence. This group of aristocratic families that rule the Dayu Kingdom only want their own safety in the face of catastrophe. They unite to put pressure on the officials. The old emperor turned a blind eye, and the words of the imperial decree were ambiguous, and the gate of the capital could never be opened to the refugees.

In the end, just at the feet of the emperor, outside the imperial capital, seven out of ten refugees starved to death, and 30 meek people starved to death just to beg for a bite.

My master and I witnessed that hell and couldn't do anything, or because we tried to change, we lost everything.

"You can see and tell. These are not skills. What really matters is what you did. Seven years ago, you sacrificed the lives of 30 people for the prince. Seven years later, you have to do it for the prince again." Did His Highness kill these [-] people?"

"All living beings are equal, 20 lives are not as good as the prince's life?"

The refugee seven years ago was the eternal pain in Ji Sanqing's heart, and it became a nightmare that he could never wake up from. Ji Qingshuang told me that because of what happened seven years ago, Ji Sanqing spent the rest of his life blaming himself among.

I admit that I just stabbed Ji Sanqing in the heart, I just wanted to goug out his wound that never healed, and force him to dig out his bloody understanding from the pain of the past.

Ji Sanqing, reality is not like books, and the world is not the one you expected.If you are high in the temple, you cannot see the real world. If you are not far away from the rivers and lakes, you will never understand where those ignorant and crazy choices come from.

Ji Sanqing's mood was fluctuating violently, and only by relying on Xiaozhu could he support his exhausted body.I am self-aware of my eloquence. I know that I neither persuaded Ji Sanqing nor awakened him. I just exposed his self-deception.

I made him inescapable, face his heart, and face his choice.

He wanted to use death to escape from what had been tormenting him, and he wanted to use simple death to free himself from the painful struggle once and for all.But I won't allow it, I'm a selfish man, I want him to live.

So, this is my last chance to give him a choice.

King and people.