Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

It was already early autumn when Jingyang stepped into Yongning Palace.

He seemed to have forgotten that there was a man named Chu Nan somewhere in the palace.

But this is just an appearance, the fact is that he keeps himself busy every day, so that he won't have time to think about Chu Nan.Even though it was only separated by a few palace gates, it was as far away as the Milky Way to him.

He obviously told himself that that man was not worthy of him, but even though the wound on his chest was still aching, he still couldn't help thinking about him. Every morning and evening, he thought about what Anan was doing?Are you struggling like him?Every silent night, when he looked at the empty bed, there was always inexplicable sadness in his eyes... He didn't hate Anan, what he hated was his innate pride, which prevented him from bowing his head and begging for forgiveness.

After a while, after a while...it will definitely get better.After Anan calms down, he will definitely understand his good intentions. First, he put Anan under house arrest in Yongning Palace to grind his temper, and second...he actually stabbed the emperor, so he should be punished slightly.He comforted himself like this, but in fact, maybe only he himself knows what it is.

How afraid he was that Anan would disappear from now on...

When he stepped on the moss-covered steps of Yongning Hall, he was still thinking about Anping's little girl who really didn't know the heights of heaven and earth. Seeing him neglecting Anan, he thought that Anan had fallen out of favor, and she dared to covet his Anan, pestering him every day. He asked him to release Anan, he was really scared by the noise.Last night Anping begged him again, kneeling on the ground and not getting up, the ground was so cold in early autumn, he had no choice but to agree...was it because he had no choice but to agree?he does not know.He only knew that it was so cold in early autumn, would Anan be unbearable in Yongning Palace?

Anping didn't know that it was not Chu Nan but him who was always afraid of falling out of favor.

"Your majesty..." Xi'er was about to go to another hall to talk to her little sister, when she bumped into Jingyang as soon as she went out, she was frightened and froze on the spot.Although she has never seen the emperor, the man in front of her looks haggard but still handsome. Besides the emperor, who else in this palace has such a demeanor, of course, except for the young master who doesn't talk much... Xi'er felt in her heart I secretly added a sentence.

"Shh... don't talk." Jingyang put a finger to his mouth to silence, his eyes sparkling with anticipation.

Seeing this strange man, Xi'er suddenly became a little suspicious, is this man really the emperor?

Jingyang beckoned her to go out, Xi'er boldly looked at Jingyang, and suddenly she remembered the rumors in the market.

It was rumored that their emperor did not love beauties but men, and that man was the son in the palace. Does the emperor's impatient and anxious expression confirm that rumor?She rolled her eyes, and felt shivering. It's a good thing... It's a good thing that she flattered the young master many times and he ignored her, otherwise her life might be in danger!

Jing Jing didn't notice the ever-changing expression of the little maid, at this moment he just wanted to walk into this courtyard and see the figure that haunted him.

He walked into the courtyard lightly, and all he could see was the tall plane tree, and the desolate fallen leaves all over the place.This situation burned him. In the past few months, is Anan watching the falling leaves flying all over the sky like this?How desolate that is...

He stepped on the fallen leaves and slowly walked into the main hall. This Yongning Hall is the farthest hall from the Hall of Mental Cultivation. The people who lived here before were all concubines who fell out of favor, so the utensils in the hall are very ordinary. Zhang Meiren was actually cracked.

There was silence all around, except for intermittent coughing from inside, he recognized Anan's voice, is he sick?

He walked into the room quickly, only to see layers of curtains hanging down to block the bed, and he could only vaguely see a thin figure lying on the bed, with one hand covering his mouth, and the sound of uncontrollable coughing hit him. heart.

"Xi'er? I said you don't need to make medicine, you can go down." Chu Nan turned his face to the bed and didn't realize who was coming, he just thought it was Xi'er who left and came back.

Jing Jing didn't speak, but lifted the layer upon layer of curtains, and walked towards the bed step by step. As the curtains were lifted layer by layer, the blurry figure became more and more clear, and he became thinner.The knuckles of the hand covering the mouth are well defined, and the sleeves hang loosely in the crook of the arm.

Chu Nan felt that someone was watching him, which made him very uncomfortable. This Xi'er was really getting more and more out of control. Usually he knew that she was watching him in the dark, but this time he felt that gaze was behind her. .

"Xi'er, do you have anything else to do?"

There is still no sound, but the gaze is still there.

"If you have nothing to do, go out, I'm going to take a rest." Actually, it was only noon, he said this just to let Xi'er go out, after all, no girl would stare straight at a man undressing!However, he was wrong, that person remained motionless, but his eyes seemed to be deeper.Chu Nan felt that something was wrong, so he looked back... The eyes of the two were intertwined in the air, there was a beeping sound, and finally Chu Nan withdrew his gaze.He turned his head and really fell asleep, completely ignoring the existence of Jingyang.And Jingyang was also a little stunned, just now...

He actually saw hatred in Anan's eyes...

Does he hate him?

"A'nan..." Jingyang lay down next to Chu Nan, and stretched out his arms to put his arms around the skinny poor man. He had buried his face on Chu Nan's back and rubbed it carefully, but he felt that Chu Nan's body was shaking. Instantly stiffened.

"You shouldn't come to this place." Chu Nan closed his eyes, his tone was cold.

"Are you still angry, Anan? I...I miss you." There were so many things I wanted to say at first, but after I actually met the person, they all turned into these four words. Yes, he missed him.

"Angry? Chu Nan is a prisoner, how dare he be angry, but Chu Nan stabbed the emperor boldly, and asked the emperor to punish him."

"You...can't you talk properly? You have to be so strong." Jingyang was a little sad. When did the relationship between him and Chu Nan become like this?Even talking properly has become a delusion...

speak nicely?Chu Nan almost didn't laugh. He was under house arrest in Yongning Palace for several months, and he still hoped that he could talk properly?He felt unprecedented disappointment with Jingyang, so he ignored him and just pretended to be asleep.

"A'nan... As long as you forget that incident, I'll pretend nothing happened, okay?" This was already the biggest concession he could make, and his pride no longer allowed him to compromise.

"Forget that?" Chu Nan seemed to be feeling a little bit emotional. It would be great if he could really forget, forgetting that there were two people who appeared when he was most helpless...and were killed by him...It's a pity that he couldn't do it. "Forgive me!"

"Anan..."

"You should have known this day would come from the moment you killed him, but you still did it..."

"Don't... don't talk anymore, let's not talk about these things today, okay? I can't sleep at night without you..." Jingyang's voice became more and more pleading, and finally became even breathing Voice.Chu Nan turned his body sideways and never turned around, but he could almost imagine Jingyang's peaceful sleeping face.

He must be very tired too... Suddenly his heart softened, Jingyang, is he also working hard?

But what to do?He really didn't dare to look at Jingyang's face anymore, as soon as he saw him, he would think of Murong Chenghe's innocent smiling face and Ah Jiu's sad eyes.They all died because of him...

Chu Nan kept his body stiff and didn't dare to move. Subconsciously, he didn't want to wake up Jingyang, but he became very labored after maintaining his stiff movements for a long time, and his eyelids slowly drooped...Okay Well, just let yourself sink for the last time, and after this time, leave forever... Thinking of this, Chu Nan finally turned around gently, the person in front of him seemed to have not slept well for a long time, his eye sockets were black and blue, he said no Out of haggard.

Even when he fell asleep, his arms still hugged Chu Nan without any relaxation, as if he was afraid that once he let go... he would never find him again.Chu Nan looked at the sleeping man with a smile on the corner of his mouth. This kind of Jingyang is really beautiful, without a trace of gloom, pure like a piece of rough jade.He finally hugged Jingyang tightly, feeling the temperature from his body carefully, it was the last time, after this time, maybe he would never have the chance to hug him tightly again in this lifetime.

When the sun was setting, Jingyang finally woke up from his dream. He felt very heavy, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Chu Nan laying on top of him, sleeping soundly.

Fortunately, Anan is still there.

He had a dream, a sad dream.

In the dream, Anan asked him loudly why he killed Murong Chenghe, and even pierced his heart with a sword... He really wanted to stop him, wanted to hug him, but he couldn't move, he couldn't shout, he could only watch helplessly. Watching Anan fall down in front of him, blood splashing all over him...

and after?Later, he was in a daze and only remembered that the sky was full of flames, and the dead Anan was reduced to ashes in his palace...

Does this portend something?Jingyang's heart skipped a beat for no reason.

Maybe it's time to end it all.

He touched the jade flute on Chu Nan's chest, since everything started with it, let it end with it.

It's strange that Jingyang doesn't feel so sad, maybe he has already thought about the ending on the way here, and just let himself be greedy again before the end.He had come to let him go.

He gripped the tube tightly, but he couldn't pull it out no matter what.It turned out that Chu Nan was awakened by his movement, and was holding onto Guan Xiao tightly.

"Anan, let go." Jingyang's expression has become unfamiliar, as if the person who begged him earlier was not him.

"This is mine." Chu Nan didn't know what he was going to do, but subconsciously clenched Yuxiao tightly.

This is the only thing related to Jingyang in the future.

"I gave it to you. Now, I take it back." Jingyang looked at him with determination in his eyes. "If you hate me so much, what's the use of keeping it?"

"That's my business."

"Let go."

"..." Chu Nan didn't speak anymore, but he didn't let go.

Jingyang didn't look at him, but pulled Xiao vigorously. He broke Chu Nan's clenched fingers one by one, and then threw Xiao towards the palace wall with a flick of his hand.

"Don't..." Jing Jing ran over without even putting on his shoes, but it was too late, the jade flute that had been by his side for nine years had been shattered into pieces, and only the bright red tassels trembled slightly on the ground, as if Weep silently.

He knelt down and picked up Xiao who had been broken into several pieces, as if picking up the past of the past nine years.

"Go away. I don't want to see you anymore." He almost growled the words.

Jingyang looked at Chu Nan with his back turned to him, feeling pain in his heart.

Anan, since you hate me so much, then hate me.

Better to hate than to be forgotten, right?

He originally wanted to say that someone would send you out of the palace tomorrow, but he endured it and still didn't say so, let him be greedy again, give him another three days, after these three days, he will let him go...