Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

After more than two months, Chu Nan and his party finally returned to that small town that night.

Along the way, they hid in Tibet and were in a state of distress. At this time, they were relieved to see the familiar town of Ah Jiu. As soon as they put Murong Chenghe down, they sat down in that inn and panted.

"Ah, why are you guys?" The shopkeeper was surprised when he saw Murong Chenghe's face, it was no wonder that he had such an expression, after all, he hadn't been here for almost a year.

"Shopkeeper, prepare two rooms and three barrels of hot water for us." Chu Nan's face was full of dust, and at this moment he just wanted to lie down and have a good sleep, and put aside all the messy things in his mind.

"Okay, little six, go prepare hot water for the miracle doctor." The shopkeeper greeted them while calling Xiao Er.

Ah Jiu left the stool with a look of reluctance, knowing that he hadn't sat down so well for a long, long time.

Finally, after taking a bath, Chu Nan felt exhausted, his eyelids were heavy, and his mind was even more chaotic.Originally thought that he could let go of leaving the palace without seeing him again, but he really underestimated Jingyang's position in his heart.

When he was eating, he felt that Jingyang was sitting opposite him and looking at him. When he was on the road, Jingyang seemed to be following him. Even in his dream, Jingyang was always with him.

How can I stop thinking about him?

Chu Nan threw himself on the soft bed and covered his face with the quilt. There seemed to be a strong wind blowing outside the window, making the window creak, and the bean-sized lamps were also going out. At this moment, Chu Nan suddenly Feeling bleak and lonely like never before.

The kind of loneliness that can't be dispelled even in the crowd, like a lone eagle flying over thousands of mountains and rivers alone at night, hoarsely singing the sadness that only he can understand.

"Tuk tuk tuk" the sudden knock on the door woke him up from his imagination, and he suddenly remembered that the night of Jingyang's big wedding was the same knock on the door, and he was so panic-stricken that he ran away without his shoes on. Behind the door, but standing behind the door for a long time, he dared not reach out to open the door that was close at hand, he was afraid that the disappointment would surround him like a tide, and then drown him.

"Tu Tuk Tuk..." The people outside the door didn't get a response, they stopped for a while and then knocked stubbornly.

"Who?...Who is it?" Whose voice was full of trembling and anticipation.

"I'm Xiaoliuzi, here to deliver supper." The voice of Xiaoer came from outside the door.

"No need, I didn't want to have supper." While taking a breath, the deep loneliness has quietly gathered, silently drowning the people inside the door.

"Our shopkeeper said that the miraculous doctor has saved so many people in our town, and this is for free."

"No need, I'm very tired and I'm already asleep." Chu Nan walked back to the bed in a nonchalant manner, like a puppet that suddenly lost its support.However, until the dead of night, when the whole town was silent, Chu Nan still stared blankly at the darkness with his eyes wide open. Insomnia swept him like every night before.

On the second day, Ah Jiu felt the crisis as soon as he opened his eyes. This was the experience he had accumulated during his wanderings in the rivers and lakes.He turned over and sat up on the bed, put on his shoes, went to the door, opened the door, and looked around. The early spring morning sunshine filled the town without hesitation, but at a glance, there was no one in the corridor. No, he shook his head and smiled wryly, maybe he had been away from the rivers and lakes for too long, and after hiding in hiding for the past two months, he also started to feel uneasy, always in doubt.

Looking back at Murong Chenghe who was still sleeping soundly on the other bed, Ah Jiu's eyes could not help but soften.

He was indeed tired in the past two months, but he felt unprecedented happiness, because Chu Nan was in a really bad mood, so every day Murong Chenghe would lie on his back and talk to him, his warm breath blowing Into his ear, brought him a strange throbbing.

"Chenghe, wake up." He walked to the bed and kissed Murong Chenghe's face greedily before calling softly.These days, he no longer calls him son, but calls him Chenghe like Chu Nan, and he thinks this is a kind of intimacy.

"Hmm... what's the matter? Are you going on your way again?" Murong Chenghe yawned loudly, and asked with sleepy eyes.This kind of Murong Chenghe is really cute, one can only wish to hold him in his arms.

"No, we'll be home soon." Medicine King Gu was not his home at all, but because he fell in love with Murong Chenghe, from now on the place where Murong Chenghe was was Yan Shuanglong's home.

"Go home?" Murong Chenghe woke up all of a sudden, jumping for joy. "Yes, you can go home soon."

His happiness also infected Ah Jiu. Ah Jiu helped him put on his clothes and shoes and squatted down in front of him.

"Uh... the weather is so good today, just push it away, you are tired too, it's time to rest." Murong Chenghe looked at the dazzling Chaoyang outside the window and said to Ah Jiu.

Ah Jiu squatted in front of him in the morning light and couldn't see his expression. His broad back gave him a sense of security all the time. Over the past few years, no matter the wind or rain, this person has never left by his side, giving him a sense of security. There was a different kind of warmth that he had never felt before. Murong Chenghe actually had an unknown throbbing when he thought that he had been lying on his back for so many days.

"Ah Jiu, I just saved your life, and you have already given me too much. Why...why are you so kind to me?" Murong Chenghe had already uttered these words before he had time to stop himself, He smacked his lips secretly, his cheeks were slightly red.

Why are you so nice to you?Ah Jiu's back suddenly became stiff, how should I tell you?I tell you that every cold night I worry about whether your body can bear it, and I worry that you will get wet and get sick when I am not with you on a rainy day. When you look at Anan obsessively, you still have heartache and encouragement... Tell you how I, Yan Shuanglong, have loved you for so many years.

"Because Chenghe is a good person, a good person deserves to be treated well by others." Is it his illusion?Why did he feel that Ah Jiu's voice was trembling.

"Is it just because of this? Or...is it sympathy?" Murong Chenghe didn't know why he wanted to know this answer so urgently. Maybe it was because he was actually inferior in his heart, and because he was born with a disability, he was afraid of being sympathized by others. despise.

"Sympathy... Hehe, Ah Jiu is not worthy of a healthy Chenghe." It's just that this made him feel ashamed.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little weird, and there was a trace of ambiguity floating in the air, yes, it was ambiguity.Murong Chenghe thought so.

"Okay, let's not talk about these things, let's call Anan, come up quickly, carrying is much faster than pushing, I miss Yaowanggu very much." Finally, Ah Jiu pretended to go around briskly. Opened the topic.

"That's right, then I'll come up. I don't know if Brother Chu has woken up. Everyone has been exhausted for the past two months." Murong Chenghe also broke the embarrassment with a smile.

Ah Jiu carried Murong Chenghe on his back and walked out the door. The sunshine in the spring gradually warmed up, making it hard to keep one's eyes open.

Murong Chenghe lay on Ah Jiu's back and looked at the shadows of the two on the door beside him. One was so tall, the other was so weak, so close, so intimate, just like...just like he imagined, except The person he imagined was Big Brother Chu.

The two rooms are not far apart, and they arrived in a short while.Ah Jiu put one arm around Murong Chenghe and knocked on the door with one hand, but no one answered, he knocked again, and after waiting for a while, there was still silence.

"Brother Chu must have been too tired and overslept." Murong Chenghe muttered.

"A'nan, am I coming in?" As soon as Ah Jiu pushed the door open, he walked in but found that the room was empty and the bedding was neatly folded, as if Chu Nan had never been here before.

"Has Brother Chu gone out?" Murong Chenghe asked softly.

"It should be, let's go down and ask the shopkeeper." Ah Jiu suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and softly comforted Murong Chenghe.

When I got downstairs, several guests had already come to the inn, and the shopkeeper was very busy.

"Shopkeeper, where did the person who came with us last night go? Did he go out? Did he tell you?" Murong Chenghe already felt that something was wrong and kept asking.

"It's a genius doctor, did you sleep well last night? Are you satisfied with the supper I asked the little six to bring up?" The shopkeeper saw Murong Chenghe rushing to the class.

"Where is that friend of mine? Where has he gone?" Murong Chenghe, who never gets angry, is like a beast that chooses to eat people at this moment, showing his fangs with tears in his eyes, but Ah Jiu still silent.

"You mean that young man? He left early this morning and paid the rent. I said that the miracle doctor saved so many of our fellow villagers so I don't want the money, but he left the money and left." The shopkeeper hadn't noticed what Murong Chenghe was doing wrong, and he was still babbling non-stop.

"Brother Chu is gone... Ah Jiu, did you hear that Brother Chu is gone... how could he go alone..." Murong Chenghe seemed to have lost all his strength, and lay on Ah Jiu's shoulder Sobbed silently.

"Then did he leave anything behind, or what did he say? For example, where should we find him?" Ah Jiu knew very well that Chu Nan would definitely not let them go.

"I'm not too sure about this, it was Little Six who sent him out," the shopkeeper said with a dry smile. "Little Six, Little Six, did any young master ask you to bring anything this morning?"

Xiao Liuzi was cleaning the table for a guest, he seemed to have remembered something.

"The young man asked me to tell the genius doctor, saying that he should not look for him anymore, and tell the genius doctor to go back to the Valley of the Medicine King." The little six scratched his head for a long time before he remembered Chu Nan's explanation, and suddenly he took out a piece of paper from his sleeve. Folded stationery. "By the way, he also left you a letter."

At this time, Ah Jiu had already put Murong Chenghe down, and he strode over to pick up the letter, his face was cloudy and uncertain, he was sure that Chu Nan must be afraid of hurting them, so after sending them to the door Then drift away.

"What did Big Brother Chu say? Show me quickly." Murong Chenghe said hastily.

Ah Jiu handed the letter to him, and Murong Chenghe's eyes turned red after just reading it.

Brother Chenghe, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, I still violated our agreement in the end,

The road ahead is long, and the mountains and rivers will be high and the water will be far away. No matter where we are in the future, when the night wind blows, Chu Nan will look in the direction of Yaowang Valley and wish you a glass of wine. I hope my brother is healthy. Healthy, find someone who understands you as soon as possible.

I have always had a limited time, and it is easy to lose my soul after a leisurely parting.

The mountains and rivers are full of empty thoughts, and the falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring even more. It is better to pity the people in front of you.

Yu brother Chu Nan.

It's better to take pity on the person in front of you... Ah Jiu sighed deeply. Although his name was not mentioned in the whole letter, this last poem... Hehe, Anan, you really deserve to be a good brother, but it's a pity that the sky failed People wish, I'm afraid your wish will come to nothing.

He turned his head to look at Murong Chenghe who was already in tears, Anan, you are so stupid, he likes you so much, how could he still see the person in front of me...