Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

Jingyang felt someone hugging him tightly, and heard the slightly hoarse voice as if it came from the far side, but he didn't dare to turn his head.

It has been two years, and he has heard this familiar voice in many midnight dreams, but every time it is empty.

"You're here? I finally dreamed of you again." Yes, he must be dreaming again, or maybe he was hallucinating when he was drunk...

Listening to his whispering, Chu Nan couldn't say a word, his hands trembled uncontrollably, Jingyang, Jingyang!So you miss me so eagerly?

"It's been a long time, and I haven't seen you again. Is this in response to the poem "The soul never enters the dream"..." Jingyang held Chu Nan's hand, which was abnormally cold.

Chu Nan still didn't speak, since he thought it was a dream, why not let him think so, because the reality is a hundred times crueler than this.What if he really came back?Jingyang is still the emperor, and he still can't do whatever he wants.There are too many obstacles and too many helplessness. If you are destined to only look at each other in pairs, then forget each other.

Jingyang seemed a little anxious when he didn't get a response, and quickly turned around to look behind him. Fortunately, it wasn't nothingness waiting for him when he turned around this time, but the real Anan.He stepped back two steps and carefully looked at the man he hadn't seen for a long time.

Fortunately, he squatted in the moonlight well, and he still wore the sky blue clothes he used to wear, he still had that handsome face, and he still had those gentle eyes, instead of being covered in blood like the previous few times. stand in front of him.

Now he doesn't want much, as long as he can be well, even in a dream.

Jingyang finally opened his arms to Chu Nan slowly, Chu Nan's lips seemed to move, but he remained silent in the end.He had been looking forward to this embrace for many years.

He stepped forward and hugged Jingyang, both hearts were beating violently.

"A'nan, do you know how much I miss you?" Jingyang hugged the person in his arms tightly, closed his eyes and sighed.

However, what answered him was only the rustling sound of the bleak autumn wind blowing through the treetops.Chu Nan could only embrace him even harder.

He lightly stroked Jing Jing's gray temple hair, as if a glass of water had been spilled in his heart, the water had overflowed his chest, overflowed his throat, and was about to break free from his eyes.

Jingyang raised his head to look at him, turning his head away as if flustered. "Do you almost not know me now?" He stroked his temple hair, and said sadly, "Even I almost don't know myself."

Chu Nan saw the hurt look in his eyes. This mighty young emperor looked like a wronged child in front of him.

"A'nan, I..." Jingyang wanted to say something more, but was blocked by Chu Nan rudely.The soft tongue slipped in while he was speaking, but he didn't want to resist, he didn't want to resist, he just let his passionate demands dance with his tongue.

Chu Nan looked at the handsome face close at hand, and his heart ached. He didn't want to hear any self-deprecating words from his mouth. He is Jingyang, and he is the emperor. He doesn't want him to be so humble.

……

Seeing that the moon was already in the sky, Chu Nan knew that he should leave.

This time when I went back to the Chu Mansion, I just wanted to have a look around, but I had a problem on my mind, but I didn't want to see Jingyang here.He has already thought about his future path, but there is no such person in it anymore.

Jingyang was still sitting on the ground, holding his dizzy head and chattering about the changes and thoughts of the past two years, but Chu Nan quietly reached out and knocked him on the back of the head, and the person who was still talking fainted instantly in his arms.

Jing Jing, who fainted, seemed to be still smiling, but Chu Nan only dared to look at it once, for he was afraid that he would never want to leave again.

"Jingyang, Anan, I'm sorry for you, forget about me." He hugged Jingyang, kissed him lightly on the forehead, then stopped staying, and sent Jingyang back to Tingfeng Xiaozhu with strides.

Tingfeng Xiaozhu is exactly the same as before he left, without any change, which shows how careful the people who live here are.

Jing Jing lay quietly on the bed, with a contented smile on his lips, he went into his deep dream.It's just that he doesn't know if the Chu Nan in the dream still makes him feel heartbroken.Chu Nan knelt and sat on the bed in front of the bed, staring at the sleeping Jingyang in a daze, he stretched out his hands and groped his face inch by inch, as if he wanted to engrave him firmly in his heart.

The watchman yawned and beat the drum while yelling "It's the third watch..." The sound dragged on for a long, long time.

Chu Nan took a deep breath, stood up and prepared to go out quietly, but he couldn't help turning his head again and again, finally he came back, and gently lowered his head to cover those soft lips, which was as sweet as in memory. Feelings spread throughout the limbs and bones, too sad to taste them before.

He pried open Jingyang's teeth and greedily sucked the soft tip of his tongue, and his fingers moved around someone's waist until Jingyang moaned softly in his dream... the sound almost made him fall.

Trembling, he raised his head to look at the person who haunted him in his dreams, his handsome face twisted in pain because of the imminent parting.

"Jingyang, Anan is leaving," he kissed him affectionately again. "Just treat it as if you were having a dream." After speaking, he rushed out quickly.

He closed the door carefully, fearing that the autumn wind would blow into the house, but stood there blankly the moment he turned his head.

"Feixue..." Chu Nan looked at the increasingly beautiful woman in front of him, speechless.

"Brother Chu..." Feixue threw herself into his arms with tears streaming down her face. "I knew you would never die."

"Feixue...don't cry." Chu Nan felt sad when she hugged him, but he still didn't know what to say. To this person, he owed and couldn't bear it, but he didn't have love.

"Brother Chu, it's been two years, and I miss you so much." Feixue said sobbingly, but her eyes were filled with nervousness and guilt.

"Did you never leave these two years?" Chu Nan didn't notice any changes in her, but was immersed in the joy of reunion.

"Yes, I dismissed all the servants and lived here alone." Feixue and Chu Nan walked all the way and talked about the situation in the past two years, but they were a little embarrassed when they mentioned this. "You know, I have nowhere to go except the Chu Mansion."

"Oh... I'm sorry for you." Chu Nan was talking and suddenly remembered something, his eyes became a little strange, "You have been living here... What about the emperor? Does he come here often?" ...How much did she see about what happened just now?

Feixue's neck turned red when she heard the words, and Chu Nan's heart sank in boundless pain.

"The emperor doesn't come here very often, but every festival he will come here to visit Big Brother Chu... Sigh, the past two years have been very hard for the emperor." Feixue said avoiding the seriousness.

"I know." Chu Nan stared into her eyes, and said apologetically, "Feixue, brother, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for the past two years I... Sigh, I might have found a good husband for you. Damn it."

Feixue was suddenly speechless, and Chu Nan confirmed what she thought in her heart.He was a little uneasy after seeing Feixue so diligently busy before, but now Feixue's expression... two years, has he missed something in these two years?

"Brother Chu," Feixue suddenly gritted her teeth and knelt down in front of him. "I'm sorry, Feixue."

Chu Nan didn't help her up, but said coldly, "You are in love with the emperor." This is not a question, but affirmative.

"...Yes, I fell in love with the emperor," Feixue closed her eyes in embarrassment, not knowing how to face the person she once loved so much. "The emperor loves me too. Feixue was already the emperor's man a month ago."

Chu Nan took two steps back in embarrassment, and stretched out his hand to hold the coffin beside the window.

It's not that he can't accept Jingyang sleeping with other women, after all, he is the emperor.What he couldn't accept was that Jingyang lied to him.She keeps saying she misses him and can't forget him, but she has fallen in love with someone else, and is still listening to Feng Xiaozhu and Feixue...

"No, I don't believe it." How could he believe it!He doesn't believe it!

"Brother Chu, you can beat me or scold me as much as you want, Feixue knows that you like the emperor, but you know that there will be no results between you two." If that's the case, why did you come back!

In the beginning, she was indeed staying because of Chu Nan, but later, she saw Jing Jing being sad, suffering, and sad for Chu Nan, and she actually began to feel sorry for him, for the person she hated so much not long ago.

She used to be jealous of him, jealous that he had Brother Chu's love, but at that moment, she actually started to be jealous of Chu Nan.

Chu Nan looked at the woman he had rescued, with strong despair in his eyes.

He can tolerate betrayal, but Jue does not allow her to get involved with Jingyang.

He drew out the black long sword hanging from his waist and pressed it against Feixue's throat.His hands were trembling imperceptibly.

"Why... you clearly know that I love him." Chu Nan's voice was choked with uncontrollable sobs, like a wounded lone wolf, he couldn't help sending the tip of his sword an inch forward, piercing Feixue Delicate skin.

"Because I love him too." Sen Leng's sword energy made Feixue tremble unconsciously, goosebumps arose around her neck, and a trace of blood flowed from the punctured wound, but she still remained silent. Word by word answer. "I used to think I loved you, Brother Chu, but I have been waiting for so many years, have you ever looked at me? But the emperor is different, he is kind to me, gentle to me, why can't I love him?"

Yes, why can't she like the emperor?That is the emperor of the world, not his Chu Nan.

Chu Nan lowered his hand dejectedly, and the tip of the sword made an ear-piercing sound on the ground.

"Have you seen all this tonight?" He tried to calm himself down.

"Yes, I've seen it all." Seeing Chu Nan lowering his hand, Feixue breathed a sigh of relief, she knew that although Big Brother Chu had no love for her, he would never hurt her. "Brother Chu, Feixue actually wanted to beg you tonight. Please, please let the emperor go."

Chu Nan was startled, and looked at her in disbelief, "Let the emperor go?"

"Yes, let him go. He has suffered a lot for you in the past two years. If he knows that you are still alive, he doesn't know what he will do. If you really love him, leave him forever." Feixue knew that she was shameless, but she didn't care, she didn't allow anyone to destroy her and Jingyang. "Don't see him again."

"Yes... Maybe I really shouldn't see him again..." Chu Nan walked to the back door with his precarious body, and barely climbed up the fence. "I won't see him again."

Feixue looked at the person who disappeared into the night, and the tension in her heart finally relaxed.She knows that Chu Nan is a person who walks the talk.

She turned around and went back to Tingfeng Xiaozhu, pushed open the door, walked to the short bed and sat down, the person on the bed was still sleeping.

Brother Chu, Feixue is sorry for you.

I lied to you.

But I really love him.

Without you, maybe he will fall in love with me in a few years, but when you come back, I will never have another chance.

People are selfish in love.

forgive me.