Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

The next day, just after dawn, Chu Nan couldn't wait to wake up the sleepy-eyed two people, got into the carriage, and hurried to Beijing.

Along the way, Chu Nan's expression was ugly and he remained silent all the time. The atmosphere in the carriage was a bit awkward.

"Brother Chu, did you sleep well? Could it be that the weather has been erratic these past few days and you're sick?" Murong Chenghe stretched out his hand to feel his pulse, but found nothing.

"I'm fine, it's just that there were too many people in the inn last night, so I didn't fall asleep until the middle of the night." Chu Nan rubbed his drowsy temples perfunctorily.

"Oh, then... then you should take a rest now, anyway, it will be several hours before you go to Beijing." Murong Chenghe knew that he was duplicity, but he did not expose him.A year has passed, and he has some understanding of this seemingly gentle but indifferent man, but the deeper he understands, the more infatuated he is.

Chu Nan didn't answer, but leaned against the carriage and closed his eyes, as if he was really sleepy.

But in fact he couldn't sleep at all.He didn't sleep all night last night, thinking over and over again of those distant pasts like previous lives, those people who once brought him warmth.He once thought that he would never step into the palace again in his life.

The faces of Jingyang and Anping kept appearing alternately, bombarding his fragile nerves.

Until the afternoon, Chu Nan was in such a gloomy mood that he almost went crazy. He looked at the scenery outside the carriage and tried his best to identify the direction.Finally, his impatience made him unbearable.

"Stop the car." Chu Nan yelled loudly, completely ignoring the suspicion on the faces of the other two.The carriage stopped, and Chu Nan stepped out of the car door.

"Brother, you take this money, it's the hard work of the journey," Chu Nan fumbled for some more money from the kit. "In addition, these are for buying your carriage." After finishing speaking, he pulled the rein and ran away, regardless of whether he wanted it or not.

"A'nan, Anan, slow down...ahah..." Ah Jiu supported the wall of the carriage with one hand and Murong Chenghe's wheelchair with the other, and was thrown away by the extremely fast turn of the carriage and hit the window of the carriage.

"Ah Jiu, are you alright?" Murong Chenghe watched Ah Jiu being thrown around, but still clung to his wheelchair, his heart was very moved, but he could only look at him anxiously.

"I'm fine... Ah... Chu Nan, you lunatic!!" Ah Jiu bumped into the wall of the car again, cursing in pain.

"Brother Chu, slow down, the road is too uneven, Ah Jiu has a bump on his head." Murong Chenghe was also a little angry, Brother Chu, what kind of madness is this!

However, no matter whether the people inside were begging or insulting Chu Nan, they all turned a deaf ear and just drove.Faster, faster...

Finally, the scarred two and the tired and out of breath Chu Nan arrived in the capital before closing the city gate.

As the Mid-Autumn Festival approaches, the capital city is full of colorful flowers. There are merchants and customers bargaining everywhere, so it is very lively.Chu Nan had no time to look at these, but drove the carriage to the palace gate without stopping.

At night, the four doors of the imperial palace are heavily guarded and closed, as if they are out of tune with the outside world.

A golden imperial list was posted on the city wall, which hurt Chu Nan's eyes.

It must be that you are too tired from the journey, otherwise why are your eyes sour?

Chu Nan walked up to touch the emperor's seal carefully.In two years, I have never been so close to him.Even just a little connection is enough to warm his heart.

But after a while, Chu Nan withdrew from his memories because he remembered the purpose of his trip.

It turned out that Ah Gui hadn't lied to others, the eldest princess was really critically ill.It was written clearly on the imperial list that Chu Nan could no longer deceive himself and others, that flowery girl was about to wither.

"Brother Chu, it's getting dark today, let's find an inn to rest first. And I haven't eaten all day..." Murong Chenghe didn't know the relationship between Chu Nan and this imperial city, but he learned from his Sadness was seen between the brows.

"The Wangyue residence at the south gate is very clean, and the cooks are good." Chu Nan said lightly, without turning his head.

"Then let's go to Wangyue Residence, I happen to be hungry too." Ah Jiu stepped forward to push Murong Chenghe's wheelchair.

"Then let's go." Chu Nan led the way towards the south gate, his eyes gleaming under the bright moonlight, as if some liquid was brewing.

night, late at night.

An azure figure walked towards the direction of the former Chu Mansion, looking very lonely under the moonlight.

Chu Nan hesitated for a while in front of the Chu Mansion's door. There was a seal on the door, which had been pasted since he "died". The pure white paper had turned slightly yellow, and it rustled in the night wind.

Finally, as if he had made up his mind, he climbed up the wall and walked quietly towards the courtyard.

The Chu Mansion without the owner was already in a mess. No matter where he walked in from the gate, the weeds had almost grown to the height of Chu Nan's neck, and those stray cats and dogs regarded this place as a safe haven.He smiled wryly, and walked towards the green bamboo forest.

Next to the green bamboo forest is his Tingfeng Xiaozhu, where he once spent an unforgettable time with Jingyang.Chu Nan was already mentally prepared, thinking that it might have collapsed beyond recognition.However, to his surprise, Tingfeng Xiaozhu is still the same as when he was there.

Clean and elegant.

There was even a little glimmer of light inside.

Chu Nan felt that his breathing became short of breath.

Who, who hasn't left the Chu Mansion yet?

Is it Feixue?Is that infatuated woman still waiting for his long-awaited return?

Chu Nan could no longer hold back the emotion in his heart, and warm tears rolled down his lips.

It turns out that even though time has passed, there will still be people who will remember him.

He walked softly to Tingfeng Xiaozhu's door, raised his hand to knock on the door, raised it several times but still put it down.What should I say?I'm back?I'm alive?

At this moment, he was actually a little nervous.

However, before he could knock on the door, the door opened from the inside with a "squeak".Chu Nan quickly dodged and hid in the shadows.He still hasn't figured out how to face this sudden reunion.

"Anan?" A hoarse voice came, which made Chu Nan's heart stop beating. This person was actually Jingyang. "A'nan... I clearly saw him, why did he disappear?" Jingyang staggered out and looked around, obviously drunk.

Chu Nan looked at the man in front of him sadly, almost shouting his name out of his voice.Where is this still Jingyang?I saw that his face was pale, his eyes were sunken, and he was holding a flagon in his hand.He is only 24 years old, and his temples are covered with streaks of hoarfrost...Jingyang, how have you been here for the past two years?

He imagined the reunion with him thousands of times, but never imagined such a scene.He stood in the moonlight hoarse, while he hid in the shadows shivering.Two different faces have the same sadness.

"Your majesty, you are drunk." A gentle voice sounded, it was Feixue.

"No, I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk, I obviously saw Anan." Jingyang said angrily, turned and ignored her and walked towards the green bamboo forest.

"Alas... I don't know how long this night will last..." Feixue's voice was full of worry, as if such a scene had been played out countless times.In the end, she just sighed and went back to Tingfeng Xiaozhu, and after a while, she asked about the fragrance, presumably she made hangover soup.

Enduring the severe pain in his heart, Chu Nan also walked into the green bamboo forest.

Nothing has changed, even the unfinished game of chess in the pavilion is still there, but at the moment there is only Jingyang in the pavilion.

Jingyang held the sunspot in his right hand, and said with a slight smile, "A'nan, you're about to lose, don't hurry up and surrender." Then he dropped a stone, and took another sip of wine.Not long after, he picked up the white stone with his left hand and dropped another stone.There is always a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth.

Standing deep in the bamboo forest, Chu Nan covered his mouth with his hands to stop his sobs.It turns out... Anan is gone, this is how you play chess.

After a while, Jingyang seemed to feel that playing chess was boring again, so he staggered into the depths of the bamboo forest, and Chu Nan hurriedly avoided.

"A'nan, look, I brought you wine again, don't you like this blue sky?" Jingyang stopped at one place, knelt down and spilled all the wine in the jug on the ground.Chu Nan was very surprised. When he took a closer look, it turned out to be his clothes tomb... In front of a small mound stood a stone tablet inscribed on the tomb of Chu Nan. He was very familiar with that font, and it was Jingyang's own handwriting.

"Anan... Two years have passed, why haven't you come back?" Jing Jing sat down like a child, leaning on the stone tablet and muttering to himself. "Why do I just believe you'll come back. You'll come back, won't you?"

"Yes, I'm back..." Chu Nan replied in his heart, but he couldn't say a word.What about coming back?Still a pain.In this case, you should regard Anan as dead!

"Anping's illness is getting worse and worse. Anan, it's all my fault. I blamed him because of you. I haven't said a word to her in the past two years. That girl must be thinking about it... It's all my fault. What should I do? Those quack doctors can't save her..." Jingyang's voice began to choke.Only in the dead of night, only in front of Anan, can he be his true self, not the aloof emperor.

"Do you think I'm useless?" Jingyang caressed the stone tablet, his eyes full of despair. "As an emperor, I couldn't protect the one I love first, and now even my only family member has to leave me... Tell me, am I the most useless and ridiculous emperor in the world?"

"No..." Chu Nan shouted silently, he never blamed him.The only thing to blame is that they are both boys, and that Chu Nan fell in love with the wrong person in the first place.

"Anan...I miss you." The fragile man finally shed tears.Chu Nan finally broke down and came out from the depths.

"Jingyang." He walked over and hugged the person who was thinking about it day and night, "Anan is back."