Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

At the time of the garrison, the group finally arrived at Caesar.

Zheng Yizhe, the county governor of Xize, had already received the news that all the people of Xize had spontaneously greeted the emperor at the gate of the city.Zheng Yizhe hosted a banquet to cleanse the emperor.Along the way, he will pass through several counties and counties. Jingyang's trip also means to investigate the people's sentiments by the way, so he is not in a hurry.

After the banquet, Zheng Yizhe placed the emperor and others in the largest inn in Caesar, and withdrew after explaining properly.

At this time the night was already very deep, there were no pedestrians on the street, Jing Jing sat on the couch after taking a bath, held a wine glass in his hand and put it to his lips, but did not move for a long time.His gaze fell through the open window on the empty street, unreal.The palace maid had already left, and only Xiao Xuanzi was left in the room to wait on her.

"Your Majesty, it's time to settle down." Little Xuanzi knew that Jingyang didn't feel sleepy, but he still bit the bullet and said.

"I...can't sleep, come here and play chess with me." Jingyang came back to his senses, raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, but was choked and coughed again and again.

Xiao Xuanzi hurried over and stroked his back to help him calm down.Having followed the emperor for four years, Xiao Xuanzi can see his every move, as long as he looks at him, Xiao Xuanzi can see his emotions.He remembered his expression when he and the emperor heard the Xiao sound at the Jiuqu Bridge, so focused, so...gentle.If Lord Chu was here at this time, wouldn't the emperor be so disappointed?

"Your Majesty, the wind is hurting you badly at night, you'd better go to bed. Besides, the slave's poor chess skills will only make the Emperor laugh at him." He walked over and closed the window, and said calmly.

"I don't want to sleep, you go out with me for a walk." Jingyang Shun got angry, and didn't care if Xiao Xuanzi followed, he stepped out of the door and went downstairs.Xiao Xuanzi hurriedly took his cloak and chased him out.

Caesar was very quiet at night, only the bustling lights could be seen jumping in the closed window, the dim yellow light dyed the whole window into a warm color, which was not found in the palace.

Jingyang walked forward on his own, and his mood slowly recovered.I don't know how far I walked, but I turned into a small alley. The dark alley looked very mysterious at night.Jingyang hesitated at the entrance of the alley for a moment, then resolutely walked into the alley.When he was in the middle, he suddenly stood still, his eyes were shining brightly, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Xiao Xuanzi followed closely behind, but at this moment he had no choice but to step forward and remind, "Your Majesty, it's already very late, and we have to leave tomorrow."

"I met Anan in such an alley." A slightly sad voice murmured, and was blown away by the wind before it could be heard clearly.Xiao Xuanzi followed his gaze and saw that there was nothing but darkness, a total chaos, only the eyes of the people around him suddenly brightened.

"At that time, I was just an unfavored prince who sneaked out of the palace to play during the queen mother's birthday, but didn't want to meet him." Jingyang's heart softened because of the memory.But Xiao Xuanzi still didn't answer, he knew the duty of being a slave, you can listen to some things, but you can only listen.Simply Jingyang also just wanted someone to listen to him, not really want him to say anything.

"At that time, Anan was not like the wood he is now." Jingyang couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth, as if the boy was standing opposite him six years ago, holding the pipe of jade in his hand.

"Under Chu Nan, I came to find Xiongtai and return the lost things. I didn't want to but let Xiongtai misunderstand."

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Chu Nan got up, put on his court clothes and walked out of the house. The weak sunlight could not stop the footsteps of autumn, and the weather was already a bit cold.

He walked quickly to the Chaoyang Hall. Today's Chaoyang Hall can be described as sparsely populated, with only a few eunuchs cleaning the steps and not as serious as usual. "Elder-in-law, isn't the emperor going to court today?" Chu Nan felt more and more that he must have forgotten something.

"Master Chu, don't you know? The emperor led the nobles in the palace to Jinxiu Manor, and it will be the autumn hunting in a few days." The little eunuch looked stunned, the whole palace was packing up last night, how should he know the most Master Chu will appear in the palace?Still asking such a strange question?

"Qiu Shou..." Chu Nan muttered to himself, and a person in his mind said softly, "In a few days, Qiu Shou, I will leave the palace for a few days, you...don't have to go."

Ha ha... Is he afraid that he will follow?He forgot that he was the emperor, and that Chu Nan was just a small bodyguard.Chu Nan smiled, but his eyes were cold.He was ready six years ago, wasn't he?It's just one last gamble.He lost.From now on, there will be no extravagance.

He turned around and went back to the guard's room, every step he took was extraordinarily strenuous.

He didn't have many things in the first place, and he had to leave cleanly.

He picked up his sword, the sword that had been with him for 22 years, and stroked it gently.

"This sword has a unique name called "Cutting Thoughts". As a teacher, I hope you can cut off the delusional thoughts in your heart, and your heart is like a mirror. "The master's words are still in his ears, but he doesn't know, but he can't go back, his heart is like a mirror.

He took out the jade Xiao again and groped in the palm of his hand, extremely reluctant to give up.It should be here, returned to its original owner.

It turned out that he had always been alone, alone.No one will always be by his side.

Walking to the palace gate, Chu Nan walked more and more slowly, did he really just leave like this?disappeared into his world.He turned his head and glanced at the resplendent palace reluctantly. If he came back and found that he had left without saying goodbye, would he be sad?Will they search for him all over the world?Could it be that at that time he suddenly felt that he liked him?

Chu Nan hesitated when he shouldn't have hesitated. Two months ago he had fainted in his arms, they were still lying on the same bed and sleeping together, and he secretly kissed his hand... Why did it change? Is it like this?

It's just because of his greed, greedy wanting more.

Chu Nan's heart trembled. Is the love he has held on for six years going away like this?

"Huh... Isn't this Master Chu? Is Master Chu going back to the residence?" the guard at the palace gate asked when he saw him approaching.

"Yes, ah, no...I..." Chu Nan was in a state of confusion, not knowing whether to leave or stay?

"What's the matter? Isn't Lord Chu going to leave the palace?" The guard looked at Chu Nan's hesitant expression and asked in confusion.

"Yes, I'm going out of the palace." Chu Nan gritted his teeth and secretly warned himself that he couldn't go on like this, as long as he wanted to hide, that person would never find him even if he turned the world upside down.Maybe, he won't find him either.

He finally stepped out of the palace gate.

Jingyang, farewell.He said goodbye without words in his heart.

He will not go back to the Chu Mansion either, it is not his home after all.What he wants is nothing more than a wish to have a heart that will never be separated from each other. Why can't anyone give it to him?

He touched his chest habitually. Yu Xiao, who was supposed to be there, was lying quietly on the still warm bed, silently waiting for his master.

He has forgotten something, his heart has been forgotten in this exquisite cage, how will he find it back...