Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

The days seem to have returned to the time when Jingyang was not yet enthroned, he still often drank wine with Chu Nan in the imperial garden, watched the moon, discussed government affairs, and occasionally made fun of him as before.But after all it is different.

They went from twos to threes and occasionally fours.He knew that they were all afraid of the ambiguity and embarrassment of being alone.

Both of them will inadvertently avoid some sensitive topics. After all, they can't be as unscrupulous as before. Even when drinking, they try to sit as far away as possible. Both of them carefully guard against physical contact, because no one knows what will happen.

Even though Chu Nan kept telling himself not to think wildly, people's hearts are not so easy to control.

He became more and more silent, more and more reserved.

As long as the emperor didn't personally send someone to look for him, he would just sit in his room in a daze, often for a whole night.He began to suffer from insomnia more and more.Whenever he couldn't sleep, he climbed up to the roof and played the piece he played with Anping that day. He knew it was a love song. every corner.Full of the sadness of not being able to love, it makes people feel tender.

He vented his repressed emotions to his heart's content, but he didn't know how many people's inner pain was aroused by the Xiao's voice in the dead of night, and how many people shed sad tears in the lonely imperial city under the night.

Tonight is another heart-wrenching night.

Chu Nan opened the window of the house, letting the wind blow in and fill his clothes.The scent of sweet-scented osmanthus floats in the air.A full moon hung in the sky, like a cold jade plate.He looked up, but his eyes were covered by the laurel tree in front of the window, only the sparse moonlight was shining down through the branches, and he gradually became obsessed.I wonder if he is also looking up at the same sky?

Obviously two hours ago he was still working in the imperial study, and he heard his warm voice talking with Minister Kaikai, and he was still peeking at him out of the corner of his eye, obviously they were so close.Why do I miss him so much now.

He turned over and jumped out of the window. With his left hand, he clung to the eaves and a carp landed firmly on the roof.

This is the outskirts of the Imperial City, quite a distance from the Hall of Mental Cultivation.

Originally, he had a room in the side hall of the Hall of Mental Cultivation, where he usually slept in case the emperor summoned him at night.But these days, he has become more and more unable to stay in the same room with him calmly.As soon as he closed his eyes, he would think of that person's soft lips, his Adam's apple that rolled up and down that day, his slightly cool skin, those sexy and charming eyes... All this made him toss and turn, and he couldn't sleep at night.There is always a strange feeling surrounding him, eager to hug him, thinking... Chu Nan's breathing gradually became heavy, as if the blood in his whole body was boiling, but he couldn't find an outlet, making his mouth dry dry.

He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, finally calming himself down a bit.

From here, you can see the Octagonal Pavilion in the Royal Garden, the palace lanterns on both sides of the Jiuqu Bridge, and the indistinct sparkling water of Biliu Lake.The gates of the palace have long been locked, and the palace with four closed doors is like a resplendent and magnificent prison, firmly locking people's hearts and those desires that cannot see the light of day.

Suddenly his ears moved, as if there was some sound, tinkling, very pleasant.He frowned, and let go in a slumped manner.

This is the voice of Chengen Che.

The concubines in the palace are all chosen by the emperor, and then Chengenche will go to the concubine's hall to pick them up, and send them back at midnight.

I don't know who is sitting behind the curtains tonight.

A trace of loneliness flashed in Chu Nan's eyes, needless to say, it must be the new concubine Qinggui, since this month, the emperor, who has always been diligent in government and caring for the people and does not like to enter the harem, summons concubine Qing almost every night, which can be said to be extremely doting.Once morning morning was canceled.Even the ministers of the former court were a little puzzled, and secretly scolded the concubine Qing Guifei for her beauty.

He thought for a while, and lay down on the roof, looking straight at the big and round moon, like someone's shining eyes.

A black shadow flashed past above the palace in the distance. The person who came was vigorous and vigorous, and after a few ups and downs, he came to the roof where Chu Nan was.

Chu Nan was startled, and was about to sit up, but when he saw the face of the person coming, he lay back down again,

"Are you insomnia too? Me too." The visitor's face was shrouded in the shadow of the tree, and his eyebrows and eyes could not be seen clearly.But from the voice, it can be heard that it is undoubtedly Jingyang.He didn't claim to be Zhen or blame Chu Nan for his rudeness, but lay down like Chu Nan, looking up at the sky.

"The emperor also suffered from insomnia? I thought that the emperor must be very sleepy after leaving the beautiful lady just now." Chu Nan was very strange tonight, but Jingyang laughed. This was the person in his impression.

He didn't say anything, but took out a wine bottle from the side and took a sip, then handed it to Chu Nan.This is the first time in the past two months that the two have drank and talked like friends.

"This is a fine wine that was presented as a tribute when the envoys of the Jing Kingdom visited last time. It is said that it has a very special name called "Bi Luo Huang Quan".It is said that it is because the wine is extremely strong, if one gets drunk, one wakes up as if one has walked down the road to hell. "Jingyang seems to be in a particularly good mood tonight.

Chu Nan didn't answer, and took a sip from the wine bottle. The mellow aroma of the wine spread through his nose to his limbs, which was very comfortable, but the wine entered his throat as if he had swallowed a mouthful of broken glass. Sore throat.After eating, there is endless aftertaste, full of sweetness.

"No wonder it's called Bi Luo Huang Quan. It's as strong as bad wine on the prairie, but it has an endless aftertaste. I don't know what will happen after I get drunk." Chu Nan sighed.He really wanted to get drunk, if he wouldn't feel so uncomfortable anymore.

Jingyang put his hands on his head, turned his head when he heard the words and said thoughtfully, "It's like people's hearts, right? Some things are obviously painful, but they still hold on tightly and don't want to let go."

Chu Nan's face turned a little pale because of these words, and it made people feel palpitating looking at it under the moonlight.

"That's because it's the only thing you want to grab."

"But you know that you can't catch it. You will only scratch yourself." Jingyang covered his face with his hands and said sullenly.

Suddenly, the hand covering the eyes was firmly grasped.

The world seemed to have become quiet, only two powerful hearts were beating fast and chaotically.

"Even if I scratch myself, I don't want to let go. Jingyang." Chu Nan looked directly into Jingyang's eyes, with desperate madness in his eyes.He doesn't believe that Jingyang has no feeling for his liking, he just needs to take another gamble, the last one. "I, Chu Nan, am not afraid of anything except losing you."

Jingyang's brain completely forgot to think, he was here to persuade this person, to persuade him not to be obsessed with it.But why when those scorching eyes looked at him, he forgot his original intention and just wanted to pull him into his arms.Jingyang's heart suddenly began to throb, and his whole heart convulsed.

He understood himself too well, and he asked himself over and over again in countless nights, does he not like Chu Nan?No, he didn't believe it himself.However, he cannot forget that he is the king of Moonfall.He can't have any selfish desires, he must put the overall situation first.

So he compromised, he agreed to choose a concubine, in order to make Chu Nan give up, he even called Qing Hongluan to sleep with him every night, but, facing such a beauty, he didn't have any desire.In fact, since that night, he found that he had changed. He tried to look at those young court ladies, but there was no change at all.He panicked, he was afraid, but he could only sleep alone every night.

Until that day, when he was reviewing the memorial in the imperial study room, Chu Nan was chatting with him at the side. When Xiaoxuanzi served tea, he accidentally spilled the tea all over Chu Nan, and he asked Chu Nan to go to the side hall to change it. Clothes, but it took a long time to return, and out of curiosity, he walked to the side hall, where Chu Nan was naked with his chest at a loss.He hadn't slept in the side hall for a long time, and even the change of clothes was taken to the guard's room.Chu Nan hurriedly explained, but he didn't hear anything.

The copper-colored skin was full of scars from stab wounds, and there was a particularly long wound, which slanted down from the left shoulder to the chest, which was hideous and terrifying.Chu Nan wanted to cover his ugly body, but Jingyang gently pushed it away with his hands. He never knew that Chu Nan had so many wounds on his body.And it was this ugly scarred body that made the blood in his whole body boil.Even the wound has become very sexy.He unconsciously licked his chapped lips.Forcing himself to look away, he returned to the imperial study in a state of embarrassment.

A touch of body temperature came along the clasped hands, and Jingyang felt that he was about to explode.He made himself calm down and calm down again, but the man still didn't notice anything, and continued to tease his hot body with affectionate eyes.

"From the first time I saw you, your face looking up at the fireworks has been deeply imprinted in my heart. I have waited for six years, endured for six years, and guarded for six years. Now you let me let go, How can I let go!" Chu Nan didn't notice Jingyang's blushing face, and continued to express his feelings, he had waited too long for a day.

"Do you know why my master hurt me? Because I said that I don't want anything but you, even my master. That night I took advantage of his old man's retreat and sneaked out from the mountain, but I didn't want to be in the middle of the road. I was caught up, and the old man took the risk of going crazy and went down the mountain to stop me, but... I, an unscrupulous person, even fought with him in order to see you. I am sorry for him."

"It was your birthday that year, and just a few days ago you asked me to go to Jingguo to do business, but I rushed back on your birthday. Do you know how many nights I didn't rest? I ran day and night and killed five horses. , and fainted at the gate of the palace... I just want to say happy birthday to you."

"You asked me to pick up the princess and go back to the palace, but I met someone from King Rui on the way, don't say you don't know. But I never blamed you, even when I jumped off the cliff, I just thought that I couldn't let you face a little crisis , even a little bit."

"During the two months when I was injured, I was the happiest. I would rather be injured every day, as long as you treat me like that."

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Chu Nan murmured, until later he didn't know what he was talking about.He didn't withdraw from the memory until the weight on his body made him a little suffocated.

Turning his head in a daze, he met a pair of bright eyes, which were sparkling with water, and there was a hint of joy.

"A'nan..." Jingyang looked at the person in front of him obsessively, and kissed him deeply.A gentle whisper escaped between the lips and teeth.

He didn't know how he put Chu Nan under him, he just wanted to shut up that mouth urgently, because every word he uttered made his heart tremble.He never knew what Chu Nan did for him...

Chu Nan responded stiffly to the person on him, feeling his robe being gently unbuttoned by the person, his slippery tongue poked into his mouth to search, and his hot breath scalded his lips.His hands eagerly stroked his bare skin, causing the people beneath him to tremble slightly.

Jingyang's hand slowly caressed Chu Nan's chest. The bronze skin looked extremely charming under the moonlight, which made his breathing quicken. For a long time, he longed for this body, for this person's passionate kiss.

The two forgot where they were, at this moment they could only see each other, and Chu Nan's joyful heart was mixed with a trace of pain in the confusion.Jingyang didn't respond to him.Does he really like him?