Song of Complaint: The Emperor's Heart is Unpredictable

The sun in spring was bright but not glaring, and Chu Nan woke up in this beautiful morning.

Breathing the fresh morning air, he completely forgot what happened last night.It wasn't until he felt that the bed seemed to be getting smaller that he belatedly looked to the side.

Jingyang's breathing was steady, he thought he slept soundly, the sunlight came in from the window, and even the fine hairs on his face were clearly visible, Chu Nan was not surprised that the emperor was sleeping next to him, as if the emperor was sleeping next to him that day. He had already rehearsed it thousands of times in his mind.He didn't want to break this quiet and warm morning, but...Jingyang was about to miss the morning.

He stretched out his hand and touched Jingyang's face greedily, his eyes were full of tenderness, as long as this moment passed, he would never have the courage again.

He closed his eyes and sighed softly, and when he opened them again, he became the expressionless Chu Nan again. If he wanted to love Jingyang, he had to wear this mask, and that was the price.

"Your Majesty..." He whispered in Jingyang's ear, but he didn't expect how ambiguous this scene was, which made people's imagination run wild.

In his dream, Jingyang heard a whispering call from his ear, opened his eyes a little hazyly, and saw Chu Nan's suspicious face, he yawned big, sat up and looked at Chu Nan, Thinking of my gaffe and madness last night, I felt a moment of embarrassment. "Well...how is your injury? Is it still hurting?"

"Your Majesty, what you should be concerned about at this time is the early court..." Chu Nan said with some evil humor.

"Uh...why didn't you call me earlier!!!" He jumped up from the bed and looked for shoes everywhere. He didn't look like the current emperor, he was a big confused kid.

Chu Nan lay on the bed and looked at Jingyang with a smile on the corner of his mouth, yes, that was the feeling.He thought that one day he could wake up in the morning with Jing Jing, and then watch him rush to the morning court.Then he thought about the matter of the commander of the imperial army, his eyes flickered, and he could only talk about it later.

"I'm leaving, and Xiao Xuanzi probably won't be able to stand it. You know how difficult it is to entangle those ministers. As for the matter of promotion, let's talk about it after you recover from your injury." Jingyang was already dressed and was about to escape through the window , but suddenly remembered that Chu Nan vomited blood, that kind of fright, he didn't want to have it again.He walked forward a few steps and then turned his head and said, "The imperial doctor said that you can't get out of bed and walk around, so you just lie down for me. If you disobey the order, you will be beheaded."

"I obey." Chu Nan promised with a smile, as long as Jingyang asked him to do it, he would definitely do it.

Jingyang looked at Chu Nan like this, and the corners of his mouth curled up. At this time, he no longer had the subtle affection for Chu Nan these days.

"Then you can just lie down, I... will come to see you after dealing with the government affairs." After finishing speaking, she walked out through the window.

Looking at the window where Jingyang disappeared, Chu Nan was a little lost in thought. This night was like a dream, so beautiful and fragile, he didn't want to wake up.

Until Feixue's knock on the door pulled him back from his imagination.

"Brother Chu, does your wound hurt? This is the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor, drink it while it's hot." Feixue scooped up the medicine with a spoon, blew it carefully, and brought it to Chu Nan's mouth. Feed him a drink.Chu Nan felt a little embarrassed. It's not that he didn't understand Feixue's intentions for him, but he just couldn't accept it.

"I'll do it myself. I scared you yesterday. Did you sleep well at night? Go down and rest quickly. The mansion will require you to take care of it recently. Don't get too tired." Then he took the medicine bowl with both hands .

Feixue's eyes quickly filled with tears, she gave Chu Nan a sad look, then lowered her head. "Brother Chu, I know what you're thinking. Since you regard me as your younger sister, then I have nothing to say, but, isn't it right for my younger sister to take care of my elder brother?" Yes, she has already compromised, and the compromise lies in his In love, why doesn't he give her any warmth?

Chu Nan was speechless, he didn't want to hurt Feixue, especially Feixue had helped him a lot in the past few years, and he really wanted to take her as his righteous sister, but he knew that love is a very stubborn feeling, falling in love with Just fell in love.Just like he was to Jingyang, unable to change, unable to let go.

"Feixue, I...I just don't want to hurt you, let alone trap you in the name of love. You should find someone better to love instead of wasting time on me." Chu Nan turned his face away, Said in a blunt tone.

He doesn't deserve anyone's attention, because he loves someone who is impossible.

Feixue looked at Chu Nan's side face, sniffed her nose hard, wiped away her tears with her sleeve, and tried her best to smile: "Brother Chu, I know you are doing it for my own good, when Feixue finds that person, she will definitely I told you. Now, don't push me away in a hurry, I just...want to take care of you instead of Chu Yue."

Chu Yue...Chu Nan's heart ached fiercely. Yue'er, that little girl carved in pink and jade, used to hold his neck with such delicate hands and call him brother, but he almost forgot that he still had This sister is dead, because every time he thinks of it, his heart will be stabbed.He is the only Yue'er without the blessing of his parents.However, he couldn't protect her either...

Chu Nan turned his head to look at Feixue, if Yue'er hadn't died, she should be a big girl too.

There were tears in his eyes, but he forced himself to bear it back. That night, Yue'er's tender little hands hung down, and her innocent eyes would never be opened again, and she died in his arms. inside the bend.He grew up from that moment, and he swore never to cry again.

He reached out and rubbed Feixue's hair, his eyes softened, maybe, she was really brought by Yue'er to accompany him.

He handed the bowl to Feixue, opened his mouth and waited to drink the medicine.Since you can't refuse, then really be a good brother.

Feixue took the spoon and fed it to Chu Nan bit by bit, her heart was full of sweetness, even if she was just a younger sister, she would be willing.