friend, you're messing around

Before opening the door of the house, Xiao Jing still hesitated.

But after opening the door, he suddenly became calm, probably because he really took this step, he became very calm!

After entering the door, he called his parents first, and the two people who were busy in the kitchen came out. When Xiao Jing saw two of his closest relatives, his eyes turned red.Xiao's father and Xiao's mother are preparing delicious food in the kitchen and waiting for him to come back.

When Xiao's father saw Xiao Jing coming back, he hurriedly dried his wet hands and came over to help him drag the suitcase in.Xiao's mother went to pour water for him. Today's weather is not too cold, but looking at Xiao Jing's thin clothes, she couldn't help complaining, why didn't she wear more clothes, and she lost weight again.

The family of three was a little embarrassed. Xiao Jing’s family has always been cooked by Xiao’s father. He sat on the sofa with his son for a while, smelled the smell of the kitchen, and ran away. Xiao’s mother was left sitting on the sofa to chat with Xiao Jing. .

I don't know if everyone is avoiding that sensitive topic on purpose. Xiao's mother has been talking with him about work and his daily life, but not about that aspect.

Xiao Jing also knew that it was not appropriate to talk about this sensitive topic before meals or at the dinner table, so he followed Xiao's mother.He hasn't come back for more than half a year, and there are so many things to talk about. Before he came, Ji Haoan prepared a lot of things for him to bring back, but he refused, thinking that if he went home this time and fell out, it would be too much to throw out all the things. Embarrassed.

Just said: "You have prepared so many things for me to take back, will my parents hit me in the face when they get angry? It is very convenient to use, isn't it?"

Ji Hao'an had no choice but to say, "This...is considered etiquette!"

"No need, anyway, if...it's suitable, you will come to the door yourself in the future."

Having said that, Xiao Jing couldn't help but feel a little shy. He never thought of bringing a partner to the door, and he was a little shy when he said it.

Xiao Jing talked a lot with Xiao's mother. He has been transferred several times this year and met many interesting people. He also talked about his participation in the shooting of the model competition, and finally Song Yan.

Xiao Jing's family knew Song Yan. Song Yan also came to his house during the holidays. Xiao's father and Xiao's mother liked Song Yan very much, because Song Yan was good-looking and would please the elders. Xiao's mother always I still remember his beautiful friend, and when he called back occasionally, Mother Xiao would ask him, how is that beautiful friend doing recently?

He didn't tell his parents what happened to Song Yan this time, he just felt that the relationship between everyone was so embarrassing, and there was no need to involve too much.

Hearing that half of Song Yan's face was destroyed, Xiao's mother exclaimed in shock, and Xiao's father in the kitchen rushed out when he heard that, thinking that something had happened.

After hearing what happened to Song Yan, Father Xiao also had a look of regret, a bit sad, and didn't talk much, and went back to work again.

Before eating, when Xiao Jing went to the bathroom to wash his hands, he secretly sent a message to Ji Hao'an, and the call came quickly from there, Xiao Jing was startled, and answered in a hurry.

Ji Hao'an's voice also sounded a little nervous, "How's it going?"

"It's okay, it hasn't started yet!" After Xiao Jing finished speaking, he felt that the person on the other end of the phone seemed to be relieved.

"Haven't started yet? Are you going to fatten you up and kill you?"

He was still in the mood to joke, it seemed that he was much more relaxed than himself, how could he have a part in this matter, he dared to relax.Xiao Jing was very upset, "Yes, yes, remember to come and help me collect the body later."

Ji Hao'an chuckled, and suddenly changed his tone and asked him, "What are you going to say? Are you confessing? Or are you lying?"

Xiao Jing already had the answer in his heart, but when it came to the truth, how could it be so easy?It can be seen that Ji Hao'an is also very disturbed by his decision.

"What about you? What do you want me to say?"

Ji Hao'an was silent over there. Most people of this type chose to hide it from their family members in order to live a stable life and not to hurt their family members.But who doesn't want to be together to receive the blessings of the family in an open and honest manner.Ji Hao'an has no difficulty in this regard, because he is strong enough, and he is also strong enough to protect Xiao Jing, but he has no way to make decisions instead of Xiao Jing.That was Xiao Jing's family. If Xiao Jing broke with his family because of this incident, he would rather hide with him all the time.

Suddenly I felt really sad, "Tell me, how did I end up in this situation?"

Xiao Jing smiled wryly here, "Whoever asked you to get together with me, it would be great if you changed someone, and there is no trouble in this regard at all."

"You should be glad that I'm not by your side now." Ji Hao'an was about to gnash his teeth, "I think Chi Xi's method is quite good."

When Xiao Jing heard this sentence, he thought for a while, his brain was going to be dulled by these stupid things, and after he realized what Chi Xi's method was, he was in a bad mood.

Outside the door, Xiao's mother was calling him for dinner, so Xiao Jing hurriedly hung up the phone and went out.

Xiao's father cooked a table of dishes, which were very rich. Xiao Jing felt very uncomfortable looking at the table of dishes.Xiao's mother prepared all the meals for him, and also took the chopsticks. He just needs to sit down and eat.

Papa Xiao asked him if he wanted to drink.

Xiao Jing responded, Jiu Zhuang is cowardly, drink some and wait for the showdown.

The father and son drank at the dining table, and Xiao's mother kept adding food to Xiao Jing.

Xiao Jing was very depressed. Although his parents didn't say anything, he could feel that they were all suppressing their emotions now, and the meal was very uneasy.

He carefully poured wine for his father, but Xiao's father didn't look at him, but drank it with a glass full of wine. Xiao Jing didn't dare to speak and could only drink along.

The meal was very boring, he didn't know what to say, he could only keep drinking, so did Xiao's father, neither of them talked much, it was Xiao's mother and son who were talking about Xiao Jing's work. , Xiao's father listened and echoed, and occasionally Xiao Jing said a few words, which could also coax Xiao's father to show a little smile.

After the meal was over, Xiao Jing had already started to faint. His father drank white wine, and he drank so faintly that he got off the table and leaned on the sofa, and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up in a daze, I heard my parents whispering at the dining table.

Xiao's mother said, "I can't open my mouth. How can I ask this? Our Xiao Jing is definitely not that kind of person. Don't listen to those people's nonsense. It is not illegal to spread rumors these days."

"Is it true? You'll know if you ask." Father Xiao was smoking a cigarette, his voice a little hoarse, "You can't open your mouth? You don't want to accept it."

"How do you ask me to speak? This kid hasn't been at home for half a year, and he finally came back once. Will there be a fight? If the quarrel is not pleasant, he turns around and leaves. It will be difficult for us to see him in the future. "

It turns out that when the children grow up, parents will also have such concerns. This sense of powerlessness makes them a little afraid of this matter.

Xiao Jing's eyelids were trembling a little, and the tears welling up at some point would push his eyes open. Although he drank a lot tonight, he was very clear-headed, and he could hear every word his parents said. It is very clear and knows what they really think in their hearts, and they are very worried about him.He was still covered with a small quilt, probably because his parents were worried that he would catch a cold while sleeping on the sofa.

"That can't be ignored!" Dad Xiao coughed violently, as if he was choked by the smoke, "No matter how hard his wings are, he is still my son, and I take him for granted."

"You said it lightly, so why don't you say it yourself?"

Both were silent.No one is willing to say this, probably because neither of them wants to get the answer that they don't want to accept.

Xiao Jing opened his eyes and looked at his parents sitting at the dining table, each holding their heads, feeling very distressed.

They didn't want to believe it, but they knew it had already happened.

Xiao Jing coughed lightly, his parents looked over, he gritted his teeth and admitted, "The news is false, I'm not a mistress, but...I like men...it's true."

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother froze there, and Xiao's mother burst into tears. She looked at Xiao Jing and opened her mouth several times, but she didn't say a word.

The air seemed to be frozen, Xiao Jing stood up and walked over, but before he reached his parents, Xiao's father suddenly swept the glass on the table to the ground, and the sound of glass breaking seemed to disperse the frozen air.

"Bastard!" Papa Xiao trembled angrily.

Xiao Jing stopped in his tracks and called softly, "Mom and Dad..."

Father Xiao didn't look at him again, but sat there with his head down, without saying a word.

Xiao's mother had already started to cry, she sat there with her head propped up, unwilling to look at Xiao Jing, and kept saying, "What's the matter! It's so good..."

Xiao Jing couldn't help crying too.

Everyone was speechless, Xiao Jing didn't know what to do, and stood in the middle of the room, not only moving.He didn't expect this kind of reaction from his parents. He really would rather they beat or scold him, at least everyone would feel better after venting.But they looked uncomfortable, but they were unwilling to vent this discomfort.

His parents have been very tolerant of him since he was a child, and they will not force him to do anything. He has never stopped him in what school he wants to go to or what major he wants to study.When he was young, he didn't want to learn special skills, and his parents didn't force him. Whenever he was on holiday, his father would take him out to play. If he had the opportunity, he would take him to see around the city.In fact, a large part of his current hobbies come from his father, because only such parents can have such a him.

They both know each other very well. Although they are not often together, this understanding has never faded. In the eyes of parents, a child is always young, but in the blink of an eye, he not only grows up, but also becomes a little strange .

In the war between parents and children, parents are always losers, unless they don't love.

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother have devoted their lives to him, how can they not love him?Can't hurt him, can't accept it.I could just sit there silently, at a loss.

Xiao Jing really wanted to kneel down and cry, but he couldn't do it. This was undoubtedly forcing his parents to accept his sexuality at this moment.We all need time, understanding and acceptance take time.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao's father got up and went back to the room, without even looking at Xiao Jing, he left an ashtray of cigarette butts on the table.Xiao Jing knew he was angry, very, very angry.Since he was a child, his father would smoke when he was angry, and he would not scold or beat him. He was sullen all by himself.Xiao Jing asked him when he grew up, and he never scolded or beat him when he asked why, and his father always said to him kindly.

"What do you know as a child? If you did something wrong, it must be because I didn't teach it well."

Although he doesn't think he was wrong now, he also doesn't think his father didn't teach him well.This kind of helplessness makes people at a loss.

Xiao's mother also got up, and when she walked to Xiao Jing's side, she sighed, her voice choked up, "It's getting late, you should rest first. Let's talk tomorrow if you have anything to do. Tomorrow I have to go to your grandpa's house."

As soon as Xiao Jing heard the words "grandfather's house", his heart turned cold.

The author has something to say: a small theater with no responsibility (don't take it seriously)

When I was little

Xiao Jing: I was a free bird when I was young.

Xiangli Ji Hao, An Chixi and others: ...

Xiao Jing: How were you when you were young?

Xiangli: My mind is full of cram schools, specialty classes, and various tutors.

Chi Xi: Same as above

Ji Haoan: Same as above

Xiao Jing: How pitiful, you must have been abused terribly when you were young, right?I played every day when I was a child. I also played with things that other children have played with, and I also played with things that others have not played with.

Xiangli (sneering): So...now...we are all richer than you...

Xiao Jing died!