friend, you're messing around

Xiao Jing could imagine that a person like Su Mo would continue his ambitions and dreams if nothing happened and his temperament changed drastically.No matter how good he will be, it is not impossible to run side by side with Ji Hao'an in the mall.

For men, even if they are not together, they have the same dream and work hard together.It's more fun than being together.

This point, he can't catch up no matter what.

Xiao Jing has never compared himself with Su Mo, and he never feels that he is inferior to Su Mo. Although Xiao Jing doesn't think he is good enough, he never underestimates himself. He is also working hard to live for his dream It is also working hard without leaving room.

It's just that he doesn't know if Ji Hao'an can see this side of him.

"Later, he got into a car accident. I couldn't get away with it." Ji Hao'an's voice became particularly emotional this night.

This Xiao Jing knew that if it were him, he would not evade this responsibility.Even if the other party always said that he didn't mind, the grand plans and ambitions that were good were ruined because of himself, and there was no way for an individual to get rid of them.

"After his accident, I feel that everything has changed..." Ji Haoan hugged Xiao Jing tightly, "He has no one to rely on, and the only person he can rely on has become me. We were originally equals, but suddenly changed He sees me no longer as admiration and approval, but only that I can always help him in his most difficult times. He never blames me, nor will he complain that God is unfair to him.”

Xiao Jing nodded, even if Su Mo fell into the dust, he would still be able to live well.He can blend himself into any environment.

Changing from a man full of vigor and vigor to a man who seems mediocre but only willing to protect his own little happiness, for Ji Hao'an, it is definitely not a shock.

Eager to be able to stand on top of the world together, but find that the other party is getting farther and farther away from themselves.

It's not that life is not good enough, but that each other's understanding of happiness is different.

Su Mo can never catch up with Ji Hao'an's world, and Ji Hao'an will never understand Su Mo's understanding of happiness.They ran in opposite directions and went further and further away. Even if Ji Hao's Anxiangfang society treated Su Mo well, he couldn't enter his world.

This is the saddest thing.

However, compared with their stories, is Xiao Jing more tragic?

"He looks weak, but he doesn't need me. I think he is attached to me, but I feel that this kind of relationship is not what I want." Ji Hao'an's tone is very soft, as if he is telling a distant story. Part of it is an understatement, "I tell you this, not to erase this feeling. This is just my one-sided idea. He really doesn't feel the slightest bit about me. For him, if he really If he is willing to consider being with me, it can only be possible if he and I stand in the same position."

On this point, Xiao Jing agrees.Since Su Mo became what he is now, it is impossible for him and Ji Hao'an to be equal.

"This gap makes us more and more strangers. I can't force him, and then he met Xiao Ke." Ji Haoan pressed against Xiao Jing's ear and touched it lightly, "And I met you. "

Xiao Jing's body trembled slightly, he really wanted to know what Ji Haoan would say next.

In the end, Ji Hao'an didn't say anything, but held his hand and played with it, "Am I being selfish?"

"Yes! You can't get what you want, so what's the next best thing!" Xiao Jing originally expected him to say something more, but he changed it to this sentence. He was very upset. Looking at the slender fingers in front of him, he slammed Grabbing it, putting it to his mouth and biting hard, Ji Hao'an frowned in pain.

After biting Xiao Jing, he still felt uncomfortable, and wanted to stand up from the bathtub, but was pulled back by Ji Hao'an, and the splash of water splashed his face.

Ji Hao'an grabbed him and turned around, with a smile on his lips, he reached out to wipe off the water stains on Xiao Jing's face, "If I want to settle for the second best, it's really not your turn."

"Yes, yes, yes!" Xiao Jing became a little impatient, and wanted to get out of Ji Hao'an's arms, "You have many choices, but I have no choice. If I can, I don't want to be so entangled with you."

These words obviously made Ji Hao'an a little angry, he turned over and pressed Xiao Jing under him, blocking his way.

Xiao Jing knows that these words are a bit hurtful, but...he can't control himself, Ji Hao'an's attitude is too calm, he seems to be able to handle this relationship with ease, he knows what he wants, and he also knows what he thinks in his heart what is it.

But the knot is still there, and no one can get rid of it or get around it.

This made Xiao Jing very unhappy, and he was not mature enough, so he kept talking.

Ji Haoan pressed Xiao Jing with scary eyes, "I've said so much, but you still don't understand what I mean? But you only want to leave me?"

Xiao Jing didn't dare to look into Ji Hao'an's eyes, and lowered his head secretly to avoid his overly hot eyes.

Ji Hao'an lowered his head to search for his lips, and pressed them almost rudely, his voice was full of dissatisfaction, "I don't allow it!"

"You are not allowed to leave, and you are not allowed to have this idea." Ji Haoan bit Xiao Jing's lip, and clasped Xiao Jing's shoulders with both hands, "I'm not sure, so don't even think about leaving."

"Will you leave after you get tired?" Xiao Jing seemed keen to challenge Ji Hao'an's bottom line.

"Did you underestimate my attachment to feelings?" Ji Hao'an grabbed Xiao Jing from the water with a lot of strength, and walked out with one hand.

Xiao Jing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he was also bored, and his behavior pissed people off again.If he really wanted to leave, he wouldn't be here with him.

Ji Hao'an threw Xiao Jing on the bed, turned him over, and tied his hands under pressure, using the tie he left behind in the bedroom.Xiao Jing couldn't break free, was pressed into the pillow, and shouted: "What if I don't mind all the time?"

"I'll take care of it, you just have to trust me." Ji Hao'an had already leaned down and pressed against him, with his hands free on his body, "You brought it to the door yourself in the first place, so you can't blame me!"

"If..." Xiao Jing was furious from being teased, and a question suddenly popped up in his mind, "I also had an accident like Su Mo..."

Ji Haoan's movements stopped, Xiao Jing took the opportunity to turn over and looked at Ji Haoan face to face, "If... I..."

Before he finished speaking, he was blocked, Ji Haoan's movements were not gentle at all, close to instinctive reactions, making Xiao Jing unable to breathe.After the kiss was over, Ji Hao'an's expression looked very frustrated, the two looked at each other, and finally he gave in, and loosened the tie that tied Xiao Jingshou a little weakly.

"I'm sorry about my past."

Xiao Jing's persistence won.

Ji Hao'an brushed her wet hair back, and leaned against the bed, feeling helpless, "You can't be unwilling to believe in my present because of my past."

"It's impossible for me to compare you with Su Mo, you are very different from him."

"If I say that I don't care about Su Mo anymore, I must be lying to you. I can obviously use lies to make you happy, so why am I not willing to do it?" Ji Haoan paused, "Probably because... …I love you!"

After saying these three words, both of them froze for a moment.

"you……"

Xiao Jing turned to look at Ji Hao'an, feeling very strange in his heart.It's not that he's happy, but it's definitely not that the words are bad, but that he felt that he finally got what he wanted to hear from the other party's mouth, but he felt distressed because of the other party's tired expression.

If I didn't care so much, I probably wouldn't be tossed like this!

Ji Haoan then turned his head to look at Xiao Jing, his expression gradually changed from surprise to a smile, he laughed at himself, "I never thought I would say such a thing!"

Xiao Jing smiled and asked him, "Do you want to do it?"

"Ah?" This time it was Ji Hao'an's turn to be surprised.

"You came all the way here, don't you feel sorry for not doing something?" Xiao Jing reached out to touch Ji Hao'an, but Ji Hao'an blocked him.

Ji Hao'an smiled wryly, "Do you think your skills are so good? I came all the way here just to have a fight with you?"

"Hey!" Xiao Jing didn't expect him to despise himself here.

"Go to sleep! You still have work tomorrow!" Ji Hao'an reached out and rubbed Xiao Jing's hair, "I just came to see yours."

I don't know why, but I always feel that Ji Hao'an looks a little sad now, and Xiao Jing can't say much, so he can only turn sideways and turn off the light.

In the darkness, Ji Hao'an hugged him in his arms, and said softly: "I'm flying tomorrow morning, I'll come back in two days, there are still things to deal with, or I will stay for a few more days. The room will not be returned Alright, if you don't feel comfortable living below, come and live here!"

"No need, it won't be good if my colleagues see it later." Xiao Jing listened to Ji Hao'an's beating heartbeat, with a smile on his lips, "You don't have to be so troublesome, I will go back in a month."

"Yeah!" Ji Hao'an coped, not knowing whether he agreed or was just perfunctory Xiao Jing.

Xiao Jing's hands became restless.

Ji Hao'an didn't know whether to laugh or cry and held down his messy hand, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

"Sleeping hair!" Xiao Jing straddled Ji Hao'an, "What you said just now is better than that, brother is burning with desire now!"

Ji Haoan couldn't help laughing, and touched Xiao Jing's waist in the dark, "I'm really tired today, why don't you do it yourself?"

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I always feel that the person lying below has a sly look on his face, pushing him down forcefully, "Then I won't be polite."

Ji Hao'an smiled helplessly in the dark, and let Xiao Jing gnaw on him indiscriminately, with such scumbag skills, he still had the nerve to take the initiative.When Xiao Jing had had enough fun, he turned over and took the initiative back.

If Xiao Jing wakes up late tomorrow, then ignore his business.

As a result, when Xiao Jing opened his eyes the next day, it was already eight o'clock in the morning, and there was no figure of Ji Hao'an beside him.This person came and left in a hurry, and it seemed that the schedule was really tight.Xiao Jing looked at the time again, and was suddenly sobered up.I hurriedly looked for clothes, but found that I didn't know where to throw the clothes last night.

But there was a clean new set of clothes beside the bed, with a note on it.

"Don't worry, I'll ask for leave for you."

Ji Hao'an's flamboyant words seem particularly reassuring.

Xiao Jing changed his clothes, went downstairs to his room and rushed towards the beach with his camera on his back. I have to say that he should have listened to Ji Haoan last night and shouldn't be so indulgent. Now his waist is still sore and he can't walk easily.

When they arrived at the scene, the models were doing physical training, and they were practicing walking down the runway in casual clothes, surrounded by cameras.When Xiao Jing passed by, the colleague who had been displeased with him just happened to see him and rolled his eyes over him.Xiao Jing avoided his sight with a guilty conscience, and quietly moved to Brother Shang's side.

Brother Shang glanced at him and said lightly, "Come?"

Xiao Jing felt guilty and apologized softly.

"Okay!" Brother Shang interrupted him, looking at him with a weird smile, "I didn't expect you to be very powerful."

"Ah?" Xiao Jing was confused.

"Ji Hao'an has been taken down by you!"

Xiao Jing swallowed a little nervously.

The author has something to say: a small theater with no responsibility (don't take it seriously)

Elementary school travel notes

Xiao Jing: I went to XX today. I watched XX with XX. It was a really happy day.

Xiangli: Why are the girls in the next class more beautiful than the girls in our class?Of course, in terms of handsomeness, this young master is still number one.

Chi Xi: Xiangli wants to kiss a little girl secretly today, hmph, I remember.

Ji Hao'an: I didn't go!