friend, you're messing around

Everyone has their own pursuits in their careers, some for fame and others for profit.

Xiao Jing joined ctk when he left society, and grew up under the care of the editor-in-chief. He has never experienced any of the so-called hidden rules in the workplace. His world seems to have never experienced ups and downs. Even now that the editorial department is disbanded and the work The ups and downs fluctuated greatly, and he didn't think there was anything unacceptable.Not everything he experienced was without cause and effect. As for those things that don't belong to him, he can't force them, so it's better to go slowly and steadily.

So he didn't understand why Song Yan was so obsessed with "red", instead of going the right way, he had to go the wrong way.

In his impression, although Song Yan is not very popular, he still has a certain reputation in his circle. Accepting print advertisements, usually working as a Taobao model, the income is also considerable.If it weren't for his frequent need for so-called management, his income could fully support him to develop a second career.

This is something that Xiao Jing is far inferior to.But he was never satisfied, obviously he could have a good life, but he insisted on taking a road that tens of millions of people couldn't get on.

There is a price to be paid for Hong, Song Yan has never thought about it, sometimes even if she pays the price, she can't get what she wants?

Xiao Jing asked Song Yan, "Is red so important? More important than life?"

Song Yan nodded, gritted her teeth and said, "Either become popular or die."

"In that case!" Xiao Jing couldn't use his own thoughts to ask Song Yan, Song Yan is also an adult, and he should be responsible for himself, "I will never ask about your affairs again in the future."

"Xiao Jing!" Song Yan called him, her tone slow, "You don't care about me anymore?"

Xiao Jing smiled a little ugly. He couldn't accept Song Yan's appearance like this. In his impression, Song Yan still stayed in the green appearance of the student days, because she was very good-looking, and she was also a famous person in school. In his eyes Then he became an unattainable figure. He never thought that he could get so close to him, let alone live with him after graduation.

Song Yan, who had always been high in his heart, suddenly fell into the mud. He didn't feel sad, but felt sorry for him. He could have always been so beautiful, but he was willing to become dust in the mud.

"Song Yan..." Xiao Jing asked him in turn.

"Ok!"

"Do you know that I like men?" Xiao Jing had imagined countless occasions where he would express his feelings to Song Yan, but now that he thinks about it, he finds it a bit ridiculous that he would reveal his sexuality on such occasions.

Song Yan lowered her head and whispered, "I know."

Xiao Jing felt a little wanting to laugh and felt a little helpless, but he didn't say anything further. He always thought that the simple Song Yan actually lived like a human being, and the other party probably already knew what he had been carefully hiding.

Song Yan's tone was still weak, and she supported her body to explain to Xiao Jing, "...Because you never said..."

"Don't talk about it." Xiao Jing didn't want to say any more. In fact, even at this time, there was still a small flame hidden in his heart. He hoped that Song Yan would be subdued and add a glimmer of hope to his sad relationship.

"Xiao Jing...will you leave me!"

Xiao Jing smiled bitterly, did not answer this question, but went straight out of the ward.

Family members cannot stay in the hospital at night, and he doesn't want to stay there, not even for a moment, he doesn't know how to describe his current mood, how will he face Song Yan?angry?Resentment?

What does it matter if you like others?

You have never pierced this layer of paper, so how can the other party reject you?The relationship he carefully cared for, but the other party enjoys it willingly and takes advantage of it. Xiao Jing doesn't know if he thinks so will be too mean, but the feeling Song Yan gives him now is just that bad.

After leaving the hospital, Xiao Jing bought a bag of beer and took it home, drank all night, and was still distracted when he went to work the next day.

But no matter how sad he felt, he went to pick up Song Yan after get off work and left the hospital.

Song Yan's complexion improved a lot. The doctor took medicine for him and told him to go back and take the medicine on time, and he will recover after a long time.

The two of them didn't speak a word along the way. After getting off the bus at the gate of the community, Xiao Jing put his arms around Song Yan, who was still unable to move. Song Yan resisted a little, but Xiao Jing ignored him. Deliberately keeping the distance, he would only feel that it was too hypocritical.

There was always a bit of resentment in his heart.

As soon as the two of them entered the community, Ji Haoan's car came in. He saw Xiao Jing from a distance, and of course he also saw the man who had been leaning in Xiao Jing's arms. He suddenly stepped on the accelerator and flew directly in front of Xiao Jing and Song Yan. Pass.Xiao Jing was taken aback, and after seeing the person clearly, he lowered his head in embarrassment.

When he thought that he called Song Yan's name when he was with Ji Haoan, he didn't have the guts to let Ji Haoan see Song Yan.

Unlike Xiao Jing who was evasive, Song Yan stared openly at the car passing in front of her, her eyes locked on Ji Hao'an until the car disappeared from sight, and then asked Xiao Jing, "Is that person Ji Hao'an?"

"Well, the boss of our company." Xiao Jing didn't think too much about it, and he didn't think it was strange that Song Yan knew Ji Hao'an. Ji Hao'an was quite famous, probably because he made a lot of money, so he often appeared on some programs. , the company sometimes does some large-scale activities, and he often appears.Occasionally, he would attend some award ceremonies, so he would occasionally be seen on the entertainment news. It is not surprising that people like Song Yan who follow the entertainment circle all the time know him.

"Do you know?"

Xiao Jing was stunned for a moment, he found that as long as he said about Ji Haoan, he would be a little distracted, seeing Song Yan staring at him all the time, he hurriedly regained his senses, "It's not even acquaintance, the boss of the company is too remiss if he doesn't know him!"

Song Yan didn't say much.

After returning home, Xiao Jing changed the sheets for Song Yan. After all, he had a fever and sweated a lot yesterday.

Because Song Yan was unwell, Xiao Jing helped him take a bath again, and then cooked porridge for him, and did all this silently without communicating.

"Xiao Jing!" Before going out, Song Yan called out to him.

Xiao Jing stopped in his tracks and looked at Song Yan who was leaning on the bed. Under the light, he was very charming. In the past, Xiao Jing would have a little uncontrollable heartbeat at this time, but now, his mood is very complicated. He doesn't know why. Describe how you feel right now.

"Do you... want to do it?"

"What?" Xiao Jing didn't understand what Song Yan was talking about.

Song Yan kept staring at him without avoiding it, "I may not be able to do it physically now, but if you want... I can use... my mouth..."

Xiao Jing couldn't believe his ears. He looked at Song Yan in shock, organized the words in his mind over and over again, and really couldn't think of what to say to express his current feelings.

"I know how you feel about me, but I'm really... not this kind of person!" Song Yan squeezed out a smile, "I don't like men."

Xiao Jing almost laughed angrily, one second he said he could have sex with him, and the next second he said he didn't like men.

"I see all the kindness you have done to me, and I have nothing to repay you. If you want, I can do it."

Xiao Jing was trembling with anger, he was afraid that if he couldn't control himself, he would pick up the person lying on the bed and beat him up, "Are... are you sick?"

"Don't you want it?" Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and asked him with a very sincere tone, "I can give you everything except feelings."

Xiao Jing slammed the door and went out. He was so angry that he was afraid that he would really attack if he listened to Song Yan's words. Song Yan's current appearance probably wouldn't be able to take a punch from him.

I couldn't hold back anymore, so I had to go into the studio to wipe the camera to calm down. After wiping for a while, I still couldn't calm down, so I went out for a walk.

Originally, Xiao Jing wanted to go to the gym in the community to sweat out, but later he felt that the environment in the gym was too good, and everyone was doing their own things with high quality. Such a place with atmosphere made Xiao Jing, who was irritable, unable to vent. So he simply ran out, and kept running along the road outside the community. He didn't know how long he had been running, but he found that he had run a long, long way, and when he looked up, he saw a bar. I saw a familiar figure.

The man who was with Song Yan that day was standing at the door, only stayed for a few seconds before following him in.Without even thinking about it, Xiao Jing crossed the road and rushed to the door of the bar, but was stopped before he could enter.

"Sir, please show your membership card." The receptionist at the door stopped him.

"Membership card?" Xiao Jing didn't expect that there was a bar where people were not allowed to enter, "I... I came here to find someone, just that one."

"Are you a friend of Mr. Xiangli?" The receptionist explained with a smile: "Sorry, we only accept members here, so please allow us to confirm first?"

"No need! I have to leave first." Of course, Xiao Jing couldn't ask him to confirm that he wasn't that person's friend at all.

Now that he knew that the other party was here, Xiao Jing wasn't afraid any more. He showed his professionalism as a gossip reporter, took a bite and went back to bring the camera.He found a hidden place across the street and squatted down.

I'm not sure if I will gain something today, but Xiao Jing can't think of anything to vent his anger now, so he can only squat here. He has been squatting until twelve o'clock, and Mr. Xiangli finally Out.

Xiao Jing's shutter button has never been pressed so fast before. He doesn't know if the things he took are useful, but since he knows the name and has the photos, it is definitely not difficult to find this person.

I don’t know if the other party is particularly sensitive to the camera. Xiao Jing frantically pressed the shutter here, and the people over there have already looked this way, and immediately the two bodyguards who caught Xiao Jing a few days ago turned towards the road. Coming over, Xiao Jing instinctively picked up the camera and was about to run.

This run exposed the target, and the two people on the opposite side also rushed over, Xiao Jing felt that he was going to die, and suddenly a car stopped beside him, and Ji Haoan sat in the driver's seat and looked at him.

Xiao Jing didn't care too much and climbed into the car directly. As soon as Ji Hao'an stepped on the accelerator, he took Xiao Jing and ran away.

Xiao Jing was still in shock, Ji Haoan's phone rang, Ji Haoan didn't care about Xiao Jing's presence, and directly pressed the speakerphone, a frivolous voice came from the other side of the phone, "Mr. Ji, give me the person you took away!"

"What do you want him for?" Ji Hao'an's voice was calm.

"I've been having trouble with the paparazzi lately, and I want to see which reporter is so offended."

Ji Hao'an was also unambiguous, "My family!"

"That's it!" The people over there laughed, "Then you can persuade the little reporter not to be so overwhelmed, just shoot some little celebrity things, and don't make yourself uncomfortable."

Hang up the phone after speaking.

Xiao Jing broke out in a cold sweat, he never knew that a person could be so scary that he was sweating all over without even showing up.