If I were Bai Yueguang ABO

Li Songlan searched for the name given by Zhou Nanxing, read it from beginning to end, and said that the content of gland replacement is indeed not much, most of the time they are in love, and they don't know much about gland replacement.But Li Songlan was quite interested in reading this. He only watched this type of love with his classmates in junior high school, and read more classics at other times.

By the time Li Silan finished reading it, it was already three in the morning.

Li Gulai was fast asleep, he yawned, he was a little hungry, and planned to go down to find something to eat.The whole villa was quiet, everyone seemed to be in a deep sleep, except for the occasional sound of frogs in the pond outside the villa, there was no other movement.

There were still shrimps cooked by the servant last night in the refrigerator. After thinking about it, Li Songlan took out a handful of noodles and put water in the pot.

A small light was turned on in the kitchen, Li Songlan was leaning against the sink, and suddenly found a shadowy figure outside the huge French window in the living room, Li Songlan almost thought it was her eyesight.

He hesitated for a moment, and took a closer look, and sure enough, there was a person sitting in a rocking chair.

It's Gu Shangbai.

He is still not asleep?

Li Songlan was a little strange, but he didn't intend to disturb the other party, and turned around to look at the fire. Gu Shangbai seemed to have sensed something, and suddenly turned his head to meet his eyes.

Li Songlan could see the fatigue in the other party's eyes at a glance - he frowned.

Gu Shangbai was also taken aback for a moment, then reached out and knocked on the glass, signaling Li Songlan to come closer.

"You haven't slept yet?"

Although Li Songlan couldn't hear Gu Shangbai's voice clearly, she guessed from the shape of his lips that it should be these words.

Li Songlan shook her head and asked him, "What about you?"

Gu Shangbai said, "Come out."

Li Songlan shook his head again, and was about to speak, when suddenly there was an inexplicable burnt smell in his nose, he paused, and suddenly remembered that he had not turned off the fire, how could he care about Gu Shangbai's expression, and immediately turned his head Run to the kitchenette.

The water had been boiled dry, and he didn't know how long he stood there looking at Gu Shangbai's background just now.

Li Songlan sighed, lost the mood to eat supper, and turned off the fire.

"Not cooking?"

Gu Shangbai's slightly hoarse voice suddenly sounded again.

Li Songlan was stunned: "Why did you come in?"

"This is my home, I can't come in?" Gu Shangbai took some water, poured it into a bowl, turned on the fire, and asked him, "What are you going to do?"

"...Noodles." Li Songlan shook her head, "Suddenly I'm not very hungry anymore, so I don't need to cook it."

"I'm a little hungry, cook it for me." Gu Shangbai said.

Li Silan really wanted to complain why he made it for him to eat, but seeing Gu Shangbai's face, Li Silan suddenly couldn't say anything.

He was really busy during this period, and his complexion had changed quite a bit, the dark circles around his eyes had intensified, and the once delicate and radiant person seemed to be unable to lift his strength at this moment.It's just that the back is always straight, without any intention of bending, standing upright like a green pine.

Li Songlan suddenly softened his heart, he sighed and said, "Okay."

Gu Shangbai was a little happier, and sat aside to wait for him.

Under the scorching gaze, Li Songlan first waited for the water to boil, thought for a while, then put a poached egg in it, put in noodles for two people, and finally ordered Gu Shangbai to wash some vegetables, he thought Gu Shangbai Unable to move, unexpectedly Gu Shangbai only said: "I want to eat Chinese cabbage."

"As you wish." Li Songlan turned her head to look at him.

Gu Shangbai went to get some cabbage and washed it under the faucet, which was quite neat.

The two cooperated tacitly, and after a while, two bowls of steaming noodles were cooked. Li Songlan asked Gu Shangbai to divide the prawns he had just peeled into each bowl. All the prawns were scratched into their own bowls.

He asked him, "Aren't you going to eat?"

"Don't eat." Gu Shangbai said, "Don't you like to eat this thing very much?"

Li Songlan couldn't tell what was going on in her heart for a moment, she was silent for a moment before saying, "Thank you."

The lights in the restaurant were turned on, and the two sat at the two ends of the dining table. They were relatively silent for a while before lowering their heads to eat noodles.About a minute or two later, Gu Shangbai raised his head and asked, "It's so late, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Oh," Li Songlan replied, "Nan Xing introduced me to one. It was quite interesting. I couldn't hold back and finished it in one sitting."

"what?"

"It's called..." Li Songlan gave the name, and observed the other person's expression calmly, "There is a very novel saying in it, called gland replacement."

With a sound of "Dang--", the fork in Gu Shangbai's hand slammed into the porcelain bowl, making a crisp sound.

"What's wrong?" Li Songlan looked at him without blinking.

Gu Shangbai took a sip of the soup with a calm expression: "I accidentally bumped into it."

"Really." Li Songlan looked at him meaningfully, and quickly revealed the topic, he already knew what he wanted to know, "It's pretty good, I think the protagonist's emotional experience is very interesting."

"You like this type, but I have a lot of them, all from Yangqi before..." At this point, Gu Shangbai's words suddenly stopped, he realized something, and even raised his head to look at Li Songlan.

Li Songlan smiled faintly: "I know, Gu Yangqi prefers to watch this kind of thing."

Gu Shangbai lowered his eyes and said nothing more.

Seeing Gu Shangbai embarrassed, Li Songlan felt a little funny in his heart, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but Gu Shangbai acted like a ghost.Li Songlan changed the subject mercifully: "And you, why don't you sleep at night?"

"Insomnia." Gu Shangbai finished the last mouthful of noodles in the bowl, leaned back, hugged his hands, looked at Li Songlan with a little relaxation, and said, "I had a dream at night, and suddenly dreamed that my parents died. During that time, it was like entering a maze, and I couldn’t get out no matter how I walked.”

Li Songlan paused: "And then?"

This is the first time Gu Shangbai mentioned his past to him.

Gu Shangbai twitched the corners of his mouth, and said flatly: "What can there be? After that, he walked out and woke up."

"Oh." Gu Shangbai didn't continue to mention it, and Li Songlan couldn't hide his disappointment. He sighed, and was recalled by Gu Shangbai, "Actually, my impression of my parents is very vague."

Speaking of which, there are also similarities between Li Songlan and Gu Shangbai, both of whom have lost their parents.It's just that Gu Shangbai is luckier and less fortunate than him. Gu Shangbai also has a grandfather and a huge Gu family. At least he doesn't have to worry about food and clothing, and he doesn't lack money, but he also bears greater responsibilities.And as far as Li Songlan knew, his parents died when he was in his teens. At that time, he was no longer young, and he had more memories with his parents.

But Li Songlan is different, Li Songlan's parents died when he was very young, except for those in his dreams, Li Songlan has no memories of being with his parents.He was very short of money when he was a child, and the Li family just gave him enough money to eat out of love and face, and even lived in a small house left by his parents.He has been working outside by himself since he was in high school.The Li family seldom contacted him, almost as if he didn't exist, but later because of the Gu family, they started to have a good relationship with him again.

In the end, he was pushed into such a dragon's pond and tiger's den.

It is true that Li Songlan was willing at that time, but as the Li family and his elders, it was a bit too cruel.

He didn't have much impression of his parents, which directly caused Li Songlan not to miss his parents, so he couldn't understand Gu Shangbai's mood at the moment.

Li Songlan smiled and said: "In fact, I can remember a very small thing, that is, when I was young, I rode on my father's neck, and he took me to buy ice cream. Although I don't know if this happened for real. Yes, it was just a dream I had."

Gu Shangbai looked at

He sighed and said, "Aren't you sleepy?"

"Ok?"

"Go and rest if you're sleepy." He stretched out his hand and patted his head, and said, "Leave the bowls for me to wash, you go up and rest."

He looked like he didn't really want to discuss this topic any more.

Li Songlan didn't say that it was mandatory to listen to Gu Shangbai's words. He knew that it was impossible to continue with Gu Shangbai's personality, so he nodded and walked upstairs.

At the last second of closing the door, Li Songlan saw Gu Shangbai smoking a cigarette standing by the huge French window. Bo should be very lonely at the moment.

It's ridiculous that Gu Shangbai also feels lonely, and what's even more ridiculous is that Li Silan actually feels it.

Li Silan knew that his mood was a little dangerous at the moment, probably because he had just finished watching a movie about love, and also because late-night people's emotions were always easily defeated. He couldn't deny that he felt a little bit sorry for such a Gu Shangbai.

But obviously Gu Shangbai didn't say anything sad about him.

Li Songlan bit the tip of her tongue to wake herself up, and then opened the door and walked in.

Gu Shangbai put out the cigarette in his hand, and when he heard the sound of the door closing gently, he turned his head and took a look.Sure enough, the door was closed tightly, and Li Songlan probably went in to sleep.

He suddenly vented his anger, threw away the cigarette in his hand, sat on the sofa and rubbed his temples heavily.

Growing up so big, what Gu Shangbai hates most is exposing his fragility in front of others, which will make him feel that he has no control over his emotions.So just now, when he realized that he was about to expose his vulnerability, he very strongly restrained his urge to confide, and sent Li Songlan away.

But sitting on the sofa now, Gu Shangbai was also a little bit disappointed - if he said it, what would Li Songlan's reaction be?