If I were Bai Yueguang ABO

"Mr. Gu, the young master is tired. He was exhausted for days and didn't take a lot of rest, and he was frightened for a while, so he fainted."

This is what Li Songlan heard when she opened her eyes.

The incandescent lights in the room were astonishingly bright, and the surrounding furnishings were all strange. There were figures dangling in front of his eyes. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

In the dream, Li Gulai called him "Father", the little child was covered in blood, and he couldn't even open his eyes. Li Songlan reached out to grab him, but he could only catch a piece of nothingness.

Li Gulai was the name he gave to the child who hadn't been able to see the world. He thought that Gu Shangbai would definitely not let his child be named Gu, so he chose the name for him early on.He even made up his mind to stay in country Y for a year, give birth to the child there, and register the child's nationality in country Y, and find a nanny to look after him. He often goes to country Y to look after him and raise him secretly .

He also thought about it, after 18 years, when Li Gulai became an adult, Gu Shangbai might not even know about the existence of this child.

But he couldn't even see the last side of the child.

Li Songlan looked at the ceiling blankly, while Gu Shangbai sat beside him and held his wrist and called his name: "Xiaoqi?"

Li Songlan woke up suddenly, quickly withdrew her hand, looked at Gu Shangbai in horror, and muttered indiscriminately: "I don't want to see you, get out...I don't want to see you..."

"Xiaoqi?" Gu Shangbai held onto his wrist and did not let go, and finally became a little impatient, and forced his head into his arms, and his voice sank, "Xiaoqi, stop making trouble !"

The smell of fir trees enveloped him, and the smell of roses had dissipated long ago. Li Songlan's emotions suddenly calmed down and returned to his composure.

He looked up at Gu Shangbai, and when he saw his stubbled chin, he suddenly laughed out loud.

He laughed so weirdly that Gu Shangbai couldn't help but pause: "What's going on with you lately?"

Li Songlan looked at him fixedly, and asked, "Brother, are you not sad at all?"

Gu Shangbai fell into a rare silence.

Li Songlan continued: "Li Songlan is dead, and he has been with you for eight years. Your son is also dead, that is your own flesh and blood. You don't seem to be sad at all."

Gu Shangbai's face became more gloomy, and Li Songlan couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, it was too complicated.

But Gu Shangbai didn't say anything to Li Songlan's questioning, but said: "Go to bed early."

He turned and left almost in a panic.

"Aren't you going to answer me?" Li Songlan followed Gu Shangbai's back and asked, "Li Songlan has been with you for eight years, and there is no credit but also hard work. Do you dare to say that the Gu family has no part for him? But you How did you treat him these eight years? Abandoned like a shoe, like a pawn, it’s fine if you don’t love him, it’s fine if you mess around outside, but you don’t even know he’s pregnant, your son is dead You will know it!"

"Shut up!"

Gu Shangbai suddenly turned his head and looked at Li Songlan coldly, his eyes were gloomy, and his words were even colder: "He is dead, what does it matter to you? You never regarded him as a member of the Gu family when he was alive, but he died. I am here to seek justice for him, Gu Yangqi, when did you give him justice?"

Li Songlan laughed even happier. He looked at Gu Shangbai and said word by word: "Gu Shangbai, what Gu Yangqi did is all because of your indulgence, and you are the culprit."

Gu Shangbai shuddered all over, and grabbed the door frame with his raised hand, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged.He took a deep breath, as if he was holding back something.

Li Songlan lifted the quilt and stood up: "I want to change rooms."

Gu Shangbai looked at him: "Where are you going?"

"I want to sleep in Li Songlan's room," Li Songlan said, "Gu Shangbai, I'm different from you, I have a conscience. I want to live in Li Songlan's room and tell myself how miserable he died in a foreign country, two lives .I have to remind myself all the time, I want to atone for my sins.”

Before Li Silan had time to rush out, Gu Shangbai grabbed his wrist, grabbed his wrist and pushed him in, and fell down on the bed.

Gu Shangbai looked at him coldly: "You just stay here for me, I think you are crazy, you need to calm down."

Gu Shangbai went out the door and locked it behind his back.

With a "click", Li Songlan was the only one left in the room. Looking at the surrounding furnishings, he suddenly remembered that this was Gu Yangqi's original room.

Li Songlan and Gu Shangbai have been sleeping in separate rooms.

Originally, marriage was just a means, a transaction. They shared the same bed with different dreams, and they were not real couples. They should sleep in separate rooms.It's just that what Li Songlan has never thought clearly is that, except for Gu Shangbai marking him for life for the first time, Gu Shangbai doesn't care about Li Songlan's estrous (estrous) period in the future.

After all, the person tormented was only Li Songlan.

But this room, on the contrary, often became the place where Gu Shangbai and Li Songlan vented during their (estrus) periods.

Almost every corner has memories shared by the two of them, even though the memories are not very good.

Although the room has not been lived in for a long time, the servants in the house have been cleaning it all the time, so it is very clean.Li Songlan's room is the same as his own, clean and tidy, with very few things.He doesn't release anything unless necessary.

There is only one bed, one wardrobe, and one desk.There are a few scattered books and a pen on the desk.

Gu Shangbai didn't turn on the light, and sat on the side of the bed, his eyes didn't know where to fall.

The drawer of the bedside table was tightly closed, and Gu Shangbai pulled out a small section randomly, and there was actually an upside-down photo frame inside, Gu Shangbai took it out, but there was no photo in the photo frame.

Gu Shangbai couldn't tell what it was like, but he started looking for the photo that should have been in the frame.He searched many places, and finally came across a picture in a book that had been torn in half.

That was the only photo of Li Songlan and him together, it was taken in Li Songlan's first year of high school.

It was only then that Gu Shangbai suddenly remembered that he and Li Songlan had known each other earlier than he had always realized.

The first time he met Li Songlan was when he was 16 years old. Gu Shangbai donated a library to his alma mater and returned to his alma mater to give a speech. After the end, he stepped off the stage and bumped into Li Songlan who was in a hurry backstage. Holding the camera shyly, he asked if he could take a photo together.

Gu Shangbai is not a person who likes to take pictures, he forgot why he was in such a good mood that day, but he took a photo with Li Songlan, and it was the only photo in so many years.

The photos are all yellowed.

Li Songlan didn't know when he tore this photo in half, but the shoulders separated by a small gap happened to be the place where Li Songlan tore the photo, and the two of them were divided into two halves.Gu Shangbai didn't know what happened afterwards, and Li Songlan didn't completely destroy the photo.

Gu Shangbai felt inexplicably uncomfortable and couldn't breathe.There is a stuffy fir smell in the air, which does not make people feel relaxed, but only makes people feel heavy.This room doesn't seem to have any smell of Li Songlan anymore, the smell of rotten wood that once made him very upset.

Gu Shangbai raised the photo in his hand, and actually smelled a very faint smell of rotten wood in the photo.The stinging glands in the back of his neck were relieved for a rare moment. He took a deep breath greedily, and his body gradually relaxed.

It's strange, Li Silan is dead, so the lifelong bond between him and him should disappear.

But it seems not yet.

Gu Shangbai stared at the photo.

There was a knock on the door suddenly, and Butler Wu's voice caught my ears: "Master, there is a call from the company."

Gu Shangbai lowered his eyes. He adjusted his mood, stood up quickly, and opened the door. Butler Wu was forced to take a step back by the smell of fir trees in the room. Asked: "Young master, do you need to take inhibitors?"

Gu Shangbai's expression was irritated: "No need." He raised his leg and was about to leave, when he suddenly thought of something, "This, take this and help me reattach it."

Butler Wu glanced at the photo, paused for a moment, and was about to take it, but Gu Shangbai suddenly withdrew his hand and said, "Forget it. I'll do it myself."

Butler Wu's eyes flickered slightly: "Okay, young master."

"Yeah." Gu Shangbai glanced back, "Remember to send breakfast to Xiaoqi's room tomorrow morning. Don't let him out of the room for the next three days."

"understood."

"Li Silan's room..." Gu Shangbai paused, "Lock it, and don't let anyone in."

"understood."

After Gu Shangbai explained everything, he went downstairs.

Butler Wu watched him leave, and then turned around to look at Li Songlan's room, which was empty, except for the smell of fir trees released by Gu Shangbai, there was no smell of Li Songlan's pheromone anymore.This person seems to have completely disappeared from life.

Butler Wu closed his eyes, sighed deeply, shook his head and said softly, "It's a pity."

His mood was quickly put away, and when he closed the door, Butler Wu locked the door with a "click" and turned to leave.

Unlike Li Songlan's room, Gu Yangqi's room is full of the smell of pheromones belonging to Gu Yangqi.Also as an Omega, if Li Songlan is the Alpha of Omega, then Gu Yangqi is the Omega of Omega, he is a very typical Omega.

Gu Yangqi's pheromone taste is like a cocktail, and after smelling it for a long time, it is easy to make people intoxicated.

But Li Silan slept here, but she just had one nightmare after another.In the dream, sometimes Gu Yangqi grabbed his neck and asked him to return his body, and sometimes Li Gulai cried bloodily and called him to save his life.When Li Songlan opened his eyes, his forehead was sweating profusely.

Gu Shangbai didn't intend to let him out, but he didn't intend to sit still.

He was the only one with Li Songlan's body, the child must have been taken out, Li Songlan wanted to know where Li Gulai was.

He didn't want his grave to be without a bouquet of flowers.

Li Songlan glanced out the window, Gu Yangqi's room was on the third floor, and if he jumped from here, there would be no problem with Alpha at all. If it was the original Li Songlan, there would be no big problem.But the key point is that he is using Gu Yangqi's body now.

Gu Yangqi has been squeamish since he was a child, and he complained that he was tired after walking a few more steps. Li Songlan was not sure if he would break his leg if he jumped.

Li Songlan frowned.