If I were Bai Yueguang ABO

Gu Shangbai suddenly became very interested in such a small and soft guy, and even wanted Li Songlan to teach him how to hold a child.It's a pity that Li Silan was immersed in the sadness of not getting a "father" after taking the little guy for so long, and didn't want to talk to Gu Shangbai at all.

Gu Shangbai released his pheromone more intensely, Li Gulai struggled to get out of Li Songlan's arms, and wanted Gu Shangbai to hug him.

Gu Shangbai's usually expressionless expression revealed a bit of gentleness.

Li Songlan hesitated for a moment, but still sent Li Gulai to Gu Shangbai's arms, her voice was very low, "Put this hand here, don't use too much force, children are more fragile."

Gu Shangbai didn't speak, but his movements did relax a lot.

Li Songlan stood aside to protect Li Gulai, seeing that Gu Shangbai's hugging posture was correct, she raised her eyes to look at Gu Shangbai's expression.He froze slightly, staring at Gu Shangbai without even moving his eyes.

Li Songlan never thought that Gu Shangbai would have such a cautious expression - but he did see it again.

Li Songlan was fascinated, and a thought suddenly flashed in her mind - they are now like a couple raising a child together.

The heart seemed to be tightly clenched, and Li Silan couldn't breathe for a while.He wondered if... If he hadn't died, would he have given birth and returned to China? Could they really do that?

But when Li Songlan thought about it, that was unlikely.He knew that Gu Shangbai didn't like children, so he wouldn't take any risks to bring Li Gulai back to China.

So if he didn't die, Gu Shangbai might never know that there is still a child of his in this world.

"Li Songlan?"

Gu Shangbai's slightly amplified voice sounded, Li Songlan woke up suddenly, and looked at him in a panic: "...what's wrong?"

"He seems to be hungry." Gu Shangbai raised Li Gulai carefully and said, "What does he eat?"

"...Oh." Li Songlan stood up, "I'm going to make milk powder."

Gu Shangbai followed, hugged the baby and watched Li Songlan put the milk powder into the bottle, and then shook it from side to side. Li Songlan reached out to take Li Gulai, but Gu Shangbai refused, and motioned Li Songlan to pass the bottle to him.

Li Songlan looked at Gu Shangbai strangely: "What's wrong with you?"

Gu Shangbai raised his eyes and glanced at him, and said lightly, "My child."

Although Gu Shangbai only spoke half of what he said, Li Songlan also understood what he meant.But Li Songlan still couldn't figure it out—why Gu Shangbai suddenly became so close to Li Gulai.

Li Songlan thought that Gu Shangbai would treat Li Gulai indifferently for the rest of his life, not very kind to him, but he would not starve to death.

After all, the child has already been born, so it is impossible to really ignore it.

If the baby is still in the womb, there is no chance of him being born.

It's not that Li Songlan is overly cautious, it's because there are lessons learned from the past.About four or five years ago, Gu Shangbai actually had a child, but the child was not in his womb.

Every time Gu Shangbai was with him, he would be very careful to avoid sexual intercourse, but those people outside were different. As far as Li Songlan knew, there was a little Omega who accidentally conceived Gu Shangbai's child before, and finally The results were of course dire.

Not only is the child gone, Gu Shangbai asked Li Songlan to solve it.

He took that weak little Omega to the hospital, paid the money, and accompanied him outside the operating room.

When he was pregnant, he was not happy at the first moment, but thought of the little Omega who came out of the operating room, smiled at him indifferently with a pale face, and said while laughing: "My child has become a lump of blood. But Li Songlan, don't be too complacent, you just occupy Gu Shangbai's name, do you think that if you have a child, he will let the child stay?"

"No matter what, you and I have the same ending."

Little Omega was discharged from the hospital, and Li Songlan visited him twice, but the third time he didn't see anyone, he moved away, I don't know where

No, since then Li Songlan has never seen him again.

Afterwards, Li Silan didn't think about it again—until he got his pregnancy report, and suddenly remembered what little Omega said.

At that time, Li Songlan asked Gu Shangbai, saying that it was his flesh and blood after all.

Gu Shangbai was dealing with official business, when he heard Li Songlan's questioning words, he raised his head, pushed his watch, and said indifferently: "If I want to have a child, there will be countless people willing to help me give birth, why should there be such an accident?" ?”

Li Gulai was just an accident.

After all, no matter how cautiously one avoids life and death, there is no guarantee that nothing will go wrong.

So after getting the report card, Li Songlan arranged everything as quickly as possible, and left the country on official business before showing her pregnancy. Even Zhou Nanxing didn't know about his pregnancy.

Seeing that Gu Shangbai would treat such a little life with such care at first glance, Li Songlan was quite shocked.

Gu Shangbai fed the milk clumsily, and fell asleep in satisfaction surrounded by Gu Shangbai's pheromone.Li Songlan took the child and put him on the bed, wrapped his body with a quilt to avoid the cold, then said: "Go out, I'll watch him."

Gu Shangbai said, "I don't have work to do today."

Li Songlan: "..." He stopped talking to Gu Shangbai, sat down by the bed, and took out his mobile phone to shake.

Gu Shangbai seemed very unaccustomed to being ignored by Li Songlan, so he sat down in front of Li Songlan and asked, "Why does he sleep every day?"

"You should ask the doctor about it." Li Songlan looked at him nonchalantly, "Can you leave me alone?"

Gu Shangbai's face turned ugly.

Li Songlan turned her head to the side, with her back to Gu Shangbai, and kept sliding down the social software with her fingers, but her attention was not on it at all.

He paid attention to Gu Shangbai's weak breathing and the strong smell of fir trees in the air.

Full of soothing pheromone flavor.

But I don’t know when, the meaning of pheromone’s appeasement suddenly changed, replaced by an ambiguous meaning of courtship. At first, Li Songlan treated Gu Shangbai’s sudden change of mood calmly—after all, he is now The degree of matching with Gu Shangbai is not high.

But I don't know why, suddenly the impulse in my heart that was severely suppressed by the inhibitor swept up like a tide.

There was a longing in the depths of his heart that was suddenly hooked and pulled upwards. He stretched out his hand and grabbed the edge of the bed, and said in a low voice, "Gu Shangbai, what are you going to do?"

Gu Shangbai's eyes swept over the glands in the back of his neck, and his tone was somewhat inexplicable: "I didn't do anything."

"You didn't do anything!" Li Songlan glared at him viciously, "But can you keep your pheromone smell down?"

Gu Shangbai leaned back, didn't speak, just looked at him.

Li Songlan stood up abruptly, opened the door and walked out, smelling the fresh air outside, took a deep breath immediately, and suppressed the turmoil in her heart instantly.

Li Songlan didn't care about Gu Shangbai anymore, and went downstairs to the backyard on his own, but he didn't expect Gu Shangbai to follow.

But Gu Shangbai had already taken the pheromone back when he went out. It seems that he just wanted to force him, not really want to do anything.

If he really wanted to do something, it would be impossible for Li Songlan to come out of that room.

Li Songlan took a few deep breaths before completely suppressing the restlessness in her heart.

Gu Shangbai followed behind him, took out a cigarette and lit it, took a deep puff, and then asked, "Can we talk now?"

"say what?"

Li Songlan looked at him in confusion.

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant." Gu Shangbai looked at him, his eyes dimmed, "You still use such a lame reason?"

"..." Li Silan didn't expect him to want to know this.

He froze for a moment, then looked away, and said vaguely:

"I do not know what you're talking about."

"You still want to cover it up?" Gu Shangbai raised his chin, "Li Songlan, don't you know that you have revealed too many lies?"

Li Songlan bit her lower lip, and looked away.

Gu Shangbai said: "You don't want to admit it, I have ten thousand ways to make you admit it, I just don't want to do it so badly."

After he finished speaking, he narrowed his eyes and said meaningfully: "If you are not Li Songlan, why should the child be so close to you?"

Li Songlan heard the threatening meaning in his words, and her face darkened suddenly: "What are you going to do to him?"

"What can I do to him?" Gu Shangbai said, "He is my son, my own."

Li Songlan's fingers trembled slightly. He knew that Gu Shangbai's expression meant that he was really angry. He looked at him calmly, like a vulture ready to hunt at any time, and he was his favorite prey.

How can he escape.

What's more, he still holds his most important things in his hands.

Li Songlan turned her back to him, and after a long silence, said, "You really want to know?"

The sound of leaves being crushed came from behind him, and Gu Shangbai took several steps forward, but didn't speak.

Li Songlan smiled: "Give me a cigarette."

Gu Shangbai withdrew his hand and didn't intend to give it away, but Li Songlan directly took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and pulled out one. He didn't have any fire, so he leaned forward and lit the cigarette in Gu Shangbai's mouth.

The tips of their noses were almost close together, and Li Songlan's nose was covered with thin sweat, which looked a bit sexy.

Gu Shangbai stretched out his hand and wiped off his sweat with the pulp of his thumb.

Li Songlan retracted quickly as if getting an electric shock, and acted generously as a shrinking turtle.

He took a puff, his face was shrouded in indistinct smoke, and he suddenly said: "Gu Shangbai, you will not keep the child."

Gu Shangbai's hands trembled and his brows frowned.

"I have been married to you for eight years. I don't say I know you very well, but I still know you when it comes to this kind of thing." Li Songlan smiled bitterly and said, "You have no plans to have children. Even if I am pregnant, you I would just contact the hospital and ask me to have an abortion. I don’t want to have an abortion, I want to keep the baby—that’s the reason.”

He raised his head to look at Gu Shangbai, but what he met was Gu Shangbai's eyes that didn't understand.

It's ridiculous that at that moment he was expecting Gu Shangbai to refute.But the fact is that Gu Shangbai didn't say anything.

He guessed right, if time goes back, he told Gu Shangbai that he was pregnant, and this will only be the ending.

"Li Silan..." Gu Shangbai suddenly called his name.

"I don't want to take any risks." Li Songlan interrupted him. Once the topic started, all the following words became very smooth, "You don't love me, even though I have the name of Mrs. Gu's president, But it's not much different from your bed partners. You don't want children for the time being, so my ending will be exactly the same as those bed partners. I can't keep this child, but I don't want to. That's why I will do that. "

He smiled wryly: "I even thought about it. When the child is born, he will not recognize you as his father. I will raise him abroad and treat him as if he has no father. So you can rest assured that I lied to you, but no Will use the child to threaten you to do something. You will never know the existence of the child for the rest of your life."

After Li Songlan finished speaking, she looked up at Gu Shangbai, but she didn't want to meet the gloomy face of the other party.

He froze for a moment, his heart sank suddenly.

Gu Shangbai took a step forward, and said in a pressing tone, "Are you not going to tell me about the existence of the child?"