If I were Bai Yueguang ABO

The next day Li Silan went to be Gu Shangbai's personal assistant.It also gave him more limitations, and his time became less free.

However, the work in the first few days was very simple, basically just follow Gu Shangbai's side.Gu Shangbai will go wherever he goes.

It was not easy for Li Songlan to find a chance to meet with Zhou Nanxing—some things were only on the phone, so I couldn't make it clear.

Zhou Nanxing was also very anxious about his matter, and asked as soon as he came, "What happened to you that day?"

The scene of that night flashed through Li Songlan's mind, he shook his head with an uneasy face, and shook the picture out of his mind, before saying: "Anyway, I didn't run away that day, and I was discovered by Gu Shangbai .”

"Found it?" Zhou Nanxing was taken aback, "What do you mean, he knows you..."

"Yeah." Li Songlan nodded helplessly, "He knows I'm Li Songlan." Although Li Songlan has been stubborn and refused to admit it, but judging from Gu Shangbai's performance during this period, it is obvious that he is directly using him as Li Songlan .

Zhou Nanxing patted the table: "Are you sure?"

"I didn't admit it." Li Songlan said, "But Gu Shangbai... basically no one can change what he believes. Although I didn't admit it, I can't change anything."

Zhou Nanxing took a sip of tea, stared at him quietly for a while, and finally could only sigh: "This way, it will be even more difficult for you to run away."

"And now Li Gulai is completely in his hands," Li Songlan said, "I can't even get close to him now. Gu Shangbai arranges his side full, and there are eyeliners and hands everywhere."

"Otherwise..." Zhou Nanxing hesitated for a long time, but didn't say his suggestion.

Li Songlan said: "Just say what you want to say."

"Forget it." Zhou Nanxing smiled wryly, "I'm also making a blind suggestion, and you definitely won't accept it."

Li Songlan's eyes flickered slightly, and said, "I know what you're going to say, you want me to leave Li Gulai alone, don't you?"

Zhou Nanxing lowered his head, although he didn't admit it, it was regarded as acquiescence.

Li Songlan pursed her lips, tightened her hand holding the cup slightly, and her fingertips turned white. He closed his eyes and remained silent for a long time before saying, "I can't do it."

Zhou Nanxing had an expression of "I knew it a long time ago".

Li Songlan continued: "Gu Shangbai doesn't like that child. Since he was born, Gu Shangbai hasn't even hugged him once, and the number of times he went to see him is very few - at least in my impression. If I Without taking him away, I can almost imagine his future."

Li Songlan paused for a moment, and lowered his voice a little: "I'm dead, and the seat next to Gu Shangbai is vacant. He will definitely marry again. If he gets married again, he will have another child. Gu Shangbai's love for Li Gu If it is not good, his future wife will definitely not treat Li Gulai well. He...will not have a good life."

When it came to the end, Li Songlan's eyes were a little red, but she didn't shed tears after all, and he suppressed it by force.

Zhou Nanxing was speechless for a moment.

Li Songlan thought too many possibilities in his heart, Zhou Nanxing didn't think so much, he just thought that Li Songlan might not be willing to give up Li Gulai, but he didn't think about this reason.

Now it is even more difficult for him to persuade Li Songlan.

Li Songlan would rather have a bad life than let him watch her child have a bad life.

"But what do you do?" Zhou Nanxing frowned slightly, and asked with a sigh, "Could it be that you have been entangled with Gu Shangbai?"

"I can't find a breakthrough for now." Li Songlan said, "I can only take one step at a time."

Zhou Nanxing sighed.

"Also," Li Songlan raised her head suddenly, and looked at Zhou Nanxing seriously, "When I was talking with Zhou Beijin yesterday, I found out that Zhou Beijin seemed to be involved in my death—even though he didn't do anything, but He must know something too."

"How is it possible..." Zhou Nanxing frowned into the shape of "Chuan" and shook his head slightly, "I understand Zhou Beijin,

Although he is flirtatious and can't control his lower body, but apart from lust, he is very timid. It is impossible for him to kill people. "

Li Songlan said: "Then he probably never thought about killing people."

"Have you asked?" Zhou Nanxing glanced at him.

"I haven't had time yet," Li Songlan said, "but can you check for me? The reason why we couldn't find anything before was because we didn't know which direction to go. But now we have a direction."

"...Well, I'm afraid I can't help you." Zhou Nanxing smiled wryly, "I'm just an ordinary laborer with no power and power. The things I checked for you before were all with the power of the Zhou family. But I can't help you. Maybe use the strength of the Zhou family to investigate Zhou Beijin, after all, he is now the successor of the next generation of the Zhou family. Even if I really investigate, I can't find anything."

Li Songlan looked a little dazed.

"I'll try my best to find out for you." Zhou Nanxing said, "You'd better spend some time on your own."

"Understood." Li Songlan pursed her lips, "Then... I'll leave first. Gu Shangbai didn't know I sneaked out."

Zhou Nanxing said goodbye to him.

Li Songlan kept thinking about Zhou Beijin on the road, and was almost hit by a car several times. After finally entering the office in a trance, she found that Gu Shangbai had returned early at some point.

He paused and closed the door carefully.

Gu Shangbai turned sideways to glance at him, and said, "Two ten minutes."

Li Songlan was taken aback: "What?"

"I've been waiting for you for 10 minutes." Gu Shangbai pulled back a chair expressionlessly, sat down, and asked in a flat tone, "Where did you go?"

"...to meet a friend." Li Songlan said.

"Friend?" Gu Shangbai squinted his eyes halfway, and let out a low snort, "Zhou Nanxing?"

Li Songlan shook her hand and looked at him in disbelief: "You..."

"It's just a guess." Gu Shangbai said lightly, "Don't worry, I didn't find anyone to follow you. There is no need for that."

Li Songlan took a deep breath: "That's not what I meant."

Gu Shangbai raised his eyebrows: "What does that mean?"

"..." Li Songlan didn't want to confront Gu Shangbai here, so she pursed her lips and was about to go to the small office, "I'm going to work."

"Wait." Gu Shangbai disrupted his pace, and threw the bomb in a flat tone, "What do you want to check, you can come to me for help, don't bother others. I can give you the answer quickly and accurately. "

Li Songlan's steps suddenly stopped, a feeling of being suppressed appeared in his heart again, he turned his head away, and said almost gnashing his teeth: "President Gu, are you free?"

Gu Shangbai raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Huh?"

"A company as big as Gu's Enterprise is waiting for you to manage it. Why do you insist on killing me?" Li Songlan said, "What's so interesting about me?"

"Interesting..." Gu Shangbai tapped the table with the tip of his pen, and said with a smile, "There are so many interesting things. For example, resurrecting a dead body... This kind of thing is rare in medicine .”

Li Songlan gritted her teeth and said, "This belongs to theology. It's impossible for this kind of thing to happen. I'm Gu Yangqi, not Li Songlan."

"Oh." Gu Shangbai looked at him casually, "Really?"

Li Silan suppressed her voice and did not speak.

Gu Shangbai suddenly bent the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile: "I hope so. But you've already shown too many lies."

"Okay." Li Songlan took a deep breath, turned around and walked in the direction of Gu Shangbai, approaching step by step, and said word by word, "Just if——I am Li Songlan."

"I use the dead body to resurrect my soul." Li Songlan looked at Gu Shangbai with no expression on her face, and said, "Then you should let me go even more?"

Gu Shangbai looked at him.

Li Songlan laughed lowly, and said with a self-deprecating tone: "How did Li Songlan stay with you? Because of calculations. You have always hated

It was calculated that time, but Naihe has a lifetime mark, with a 99% match rate, you can't control your body, you are attracted to him-after all, he died. "

Li Songlan looked at Gu Shangbai without blinking, and repeated word by word: "He is dead, you are liberated. You will no longer be driven by instinct, isn't it good? Even if I change to the present This body of mine, if I guess right, my match with you is very low, you can completely control it and not be driven by instinct, why on earth do you still want me to stay by your side?"

Gu Shangbai's face changed suddenly, and he suppressed a kind of tranquility before the rainstorm in an instant.

After Li Songlan's loud questioning ended, the office fell into a dead silence.

The rhythmic tapping on the table also stopped, and Gu Shangbai's pen froze in mid-air, and finally stopped tapping.

He seemed to be at a loss as to how to respond to Li Songlan's words.

Even Zhao Qin had said it once—but it was different.

This time, it was Li Songlan who was asking him.

In fact, Gu Shangbai has been thinking about this issue for a while, but he hasn't figured out what is going on with the persistence and stubbornness in his heart.He didn't even know why he didn't like to see Li Songlan with anyone, especially Zhou Beijin - even if he just stood together, he felt it was an eyesore.

Possessive perhaps.

Gu Shangbai didn't have an answer in his heart, so he didn't bother to think about the answer. He just planned to hold on to something he didn't want to let go, no matter what method he used.

During this time, Gu Shangbai has always thought so.

But when Li Songlan asked again, he hesitated again.

Those questions that he subconsciously left behind came back to his mind again.

"Why didn't you answer me?" Li Songlan's mood returned to calm, he took a deep breath, and suddenly chuckled, "Gu Shangbai, don't you have an answer? You are such a powerful person, how can you not have an answer? "

"Shut up." Gu Shangbai finally interrupted him.

"Turning from embarrassment?" Li Songlan sneered, "I thought Mr. Gu would be sure of success in everything he did in his life, and there would be no emotional ups and downs."

Gu Shangbai looked at him sullenly: "I tell you to shut up."

"Then let me guess." Li Songlan said, "Mr. Gu has no empathy and no feelings. It can't be because he fell in love with me. Then there is only one possibility—possessive desire, isn't it? Even if you don't Love should also be held tightly in the hand, right?"

Gu Shangbai's whole body froze suddenly, and the pen in his hand fell on the table with a "snap", and there was a soft sound, but it was like the gust of wind that pushed away the clouds, making Gu Shangbai's heart clear again , Shocked again.

Li Songlan is still guessing: "Or, is there anything else in me that you can use?"

"Li Silan," Gu Shangbai called his name, looked up at him deeply, and suddenly asked subconsciously, "Why can't it be because I fell in love with you?"

Li Songlan was taken aback.

Gu Shangbai stared at him without turning his eyes.

"Huh?" Li Songlan laughed suddenly, tears came out of the laugh, he touched the tip of his nose, laughed for a long time, and then said, "Why, do you think I will be so naive as to believe this is the reason?"

The smile on Li Songlan's face suddenly stopped, she looked at Gu Shangbai expressionlessly, and said softly: "Gu Shangbai, I'm not 16 years old anymore."

He sighed, facing Gu Shangbai calmer than anyone else, but when he turned around, his eyes turned red.

Li Silan met Gu Shangbai for the first time when he was 16 years old, in his high school.As an outstanding alumnus, Gu Shangbai returned to his alma mater for a symposium. Li Songlan only glanced at him from the audience, and felt that he was the only one left in his heart.

From the age of 16 to the age of 20, he was secretly in love. From the age of 20 to the age of 28, he hid his love in his heart. He didn't even know if Gu Shangbai knew that he liked him.

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For 12 years, nearly half of his life, Gu Shangbai was the most important person.

But not anymore.