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Looking at Cheng Yang's figure in the dark night, Chu Fan only felt that his reluctant spirit was slacking off again.The eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he slowly closed his eyes.

On the third day, Chu Xia was discharged from the hospital.

These few days, Cheng Yang has been by his side to take care of him, and even the entertainment media has caught on and put Cheng Yang on the trending searches. Netizens guessed that Cheng Dingliu turned down several jobs during this period because he was seriously ill.

Chu Fan didn't lose his temper with Cheng Yang during this period, because he couldn't find a place to lose his temper, it was like punching the cotton with his fist, and there was nothing he could do about Cheng Yang.Obviously two years ago, the emotional pull between them was still the opposite of what it is now.

Cheng Yang drove Chu Fan to Chu Xia, and Chu He, whom he despised, returned to the Chu family. During this period, Cheng Yang was always looking for a chance to talk to Chu Fan, but because of Chu He's light bulb, he couldn't find a chance. explain.

Chu Fan sat in the back seat by the window, silently watching the busy traffic outside the window with a calm face.

Cheng Yang looked at Chu Fan from the rear car mirror from time to time, Chu Fan's expression was always very calm, making Cheng Yang unable to guess what he was thinking.

He drove the car absent-mindedly, a little worried that his performance these days was not good enough to disappoint Brother Chu?

But he has worked very hard to learn how to take care of children. Being a father for the first time, he couldn't figure it out, and he was afraid that he could not do enough.

The car slowly stopped at the downstairs of Chu's family. Chu Fan got out of the car with Chu Xia in his arms, and Chu He followed closely behind.Chu Fan came to the rear compartment, and there were clothes Chu Xia changed and washed in the past few days.

Cheng Yang opened the rear compartment, and handed the change of clothes to Chuhe, "Take it."

Chuhe didn't want to listen to Cheng Yang's order at all, but my uncle was holding the child, who else would take it if he didn't?He glared at Cheng Yang angrily, and reluctantly picked it up.

Chu Fan didn't pay attention to the hidden raging anger between them. After all, whenever the two of them met, they would always be angry.He kept looking at the stack of parenting books in the corner of the trunk, the top pages of which were turned out, apparently having been turned countless times.

No wonder he could always hear the sound of pages being turned when he fell asleep at night.

Chu Fan lowered his eyes, looked away, and said to the two adults next to him who were still fighting secretly like children, "Chu He comes with me, Cheng Yang, you go back too."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the building. Cheng Yang stretched out his hand, grabbed Chu Fan and shouted, "Brother Chu..."

Chu Fan aimed at Cheng Yang and grabbed his hand. Cheng Yang looked at Chu Fan's indifferent eyes, and let go with a shake of his hand.

Chuhe couldn't close his mouth with pride.Chu Fan just took two steps, Chu Xia turned her head and looked at Cheng Yang without blinking her big eyes, and shouted, "Brother! Brother! Hug!"

Chu Xia twisted her body while screaming, Chu Fan seemed not to hug her.He had no choice but to stop, and Cheng Yang strode over to hug Chu Xia from the silent Chu Fan's arms.

Chu Xia tightly hooked Cheng Yang's neck with her little hand, and asked, "When will brother come to play with Tuantuan?"

Cheng Yang looked at Chu Fan with a smile, and shook his son's little hand, "It depends on your father."

Chu Xia turned her head and looked at Chu Fan eagerly: "Father, I want to play with my brother."

Chu Fan smiled and stretched out his arms to hug Chu Xia: "Okay, I have time to play."

He turned around and walked to Chuhe's side, put Chu Xia in Chuhe's arms, and said, "You take the child home first, I still have something to do."

"Uncle," Chu He looked at Cheng Yang, whose eyes seemed to grow on Chu Fan's body, turned his gaze back to Chu Fan's face, saw Chu Fan's calm expression, and asked for an unknown number of times, "You can Don't be softhearted."

Chu Fan smiled, "Okay, go back quickly, don't freeze my son."

After Chuhe left, Chu Fan turned around.

Cheng Yang rubbed his cold hands and breathed out. Seeing Chu Fan walking towards him, he subconsciously put down his hands.There was a light in his eyes suddenly, he didn't expect Chu Fan to come back.

"Don't get me wrong." Chu Fan stopped in front of Cheng Yang, looked at Cheng Yang who had been wearing sunglasses since this morning, and said, "Thank you these few days."

As he spoke, his addiction to cigarettes fell again. He touched his pocket, only to remember that he hadn't brought cigarettes with him in the hospital for the past few days.

Cheng Yang understood the intention of Chu Fan's action, and he took out a cigarette to Chu Fan, "Smoke mine, Brother Chu."

Chu Fan looked at the few cigarettes left in the pack. If he remembered correctly, this pack of cigarettes was newly opened by Cheng Yang last night.Cheng Yang's addiction to cigarettes was too great.

Chu Fan took the cigarette, and Cheng Yang took out the lighter and lit it for Chu Fan.Chu Fan smoked slowly, looked at the streets with people coming and going, and said, "But in fact, I don't need to thank you. Isn't it your duty to take care of Chu Xia?"

Cheng Yang fiddled with the lighter with his hand, lighting it up and then turning it off. He kept repeating this action when Chu Fan said this.

Chu Fan silently turned his head and glanced at Cheng Yang. Cheng Yang's head was half down, his face was still bright under the winter sun, and the lines of his side face were deeper and more three-dimensional than the previous few days. It was not difficult to see that Cheng Yang had lost a lot of weight.

"Cheng Yang," Chu Fan looked away, and said in a low voice, "We won't meet each other in the future. Let's just treat it as if we're both clean, you don't owe me anything, and I don't owe you anything. I've decided to forgive you, you You don't have to live with guilt anymore, your future life should continue to be bright."

Cheng Yang stopped fiddling with the lighter, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, and pressed the lighter with trembling fingertips, there was no fire in it.

"So don't say anything and follow me to the island. I have no confidence that you can live in such a place. Only when I came to Beijing did I understand why none of the crying and reluctant villagers before leaving the island was willing to come back. "

"Brother Chu." Cheng Yang, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke.

Chu Fan turned his head to look at him, Cheng Yang stretched out his hand to pinch Chu Fan's chin, leaned his head forward slightly, and pressed the burning cigarette on Chu Fan's mouth with a cigarette in his mouth.

Cheng Yang took a deep breath, and the hot fire lit up in the room between the two of them.

Chu Fan looked at Cheng Yang.Cheng Yang lowered his head halfway, his sunglasses slipped off the bridge of his nose, revealing his slightly blue and haggard eye sockets.And these eyes were also looking up at Chu Fan.

The two maintained such an ambiguous lighting action for an unknown period of time. In Chu Fan's view, this moment was very long, as if a century had passed.

It wasn't until Cheng Yang's smoke gradually lit up that he let go of his hand, stroked Chu Fan's cheek with his fingers lightly twice, and said, "Bring me a fire."

Cheng Yang straightened up and began to puff. He had been smoking very fast, and the room between the two of them was filled with smoke after a while.

"Go on, Brother Chu, I'm listening."

Chu Fan looked at Cheng Yang whose face could not be seen clearly in the smoke, quickly moved his eyes away, and continued: "You have lived in this place since you were a child, so I understand that you couldn't stay on the island back then, you couldn't stay on before, you Not in the future. And I don't want your relationship to be maintained because one party gave up everything. Cheng Yang, you are young now, you are impulsive, and you think love is the greatest. You think you can give up everything for love, and even think it is romantic. But the impulse of love is temporary. You come back to the island with me, give up your great future, and one day when the enthusiasm fades, you will see clearly. At that time, you can’t even regret it. You may not know me, In fact, I have been like this all my life. I was born on an island and died on an island. I can already see the rest of my life. But you still have a good future, and you will have someone who loves me more than me. people show up."

"Chu Fan!" Cheng Yang dropped the cigarette, grabbed Chu Fan's shoulders with both hands, and growled with red eyes: "Aren't you used to being the patriarch and thinking that everyone is from the Chu family? My surname is not Chu, and my life No need for your arrangements! Do you think you are rational when you say these words? Why don't you believe that I am true!"

Chu Fan moved his eyes away, he couldn't look at Cheng Yang's eyes full of pain, obviously these eyes were still so bright and clear when he saw them for the first time, they were his favorite eyes, and there were stars hidden in them , so that he could not help but be regarded as a god.

"After giving birth to Chu Xia, I feel that I have lost that impulsiveness, so I can think clearly about our relationship. It's your childishness, can you stop making trouble?"

Cheng Yang pinched Chu Fan's face and forced him to look at him, "What do you mean I am childish? We even have children. What are you telling me that I will have someone I love more? If you don't want me, you should think about it too." Thinking of Chu Xia, don't you want to give him a complete family?!"

Chu Fan lowered his eyes, "It's enough for Chu Xia to have me."

"Chu Fan, look at me." Cheng Yang held Chu Fan's face in his hands, feeling extremely sad. He waited for such a long time, but he waited for Chu Fan's words. He suppressed the anger surging in his heart and asked, "You Do you really have the confidence to say this? Why don't you dare to look at me?"

Chu Fan stretched out his hand to break away from Cheng Yang, "Don't do this, I'm talking to you rationally about the possibility of the greatest relationship between us, if you insist on going on like this, then I have nothing to say today, I'm leaving, let go open me."

"No." Cheng Yang put his arms around Chu Fan's waist, buried his face in Chu Fan's shoulder sadly, his arms tightened, "why why can't you trust me once."

Chu Fan gritted his teeth and went to break Cheng Yang's hand. As soon as he touched it, he was shuddered by the ice. He took a deep breath and said, "It's not that I don't believe you. I ask you to go back to the island with me. Your What about your family? Your father? Your older brothers and sisters? Have you never seen them? Even if you are so cruel, what about them? How can they forget that you are a relative? "

Cheng Yang grabbed Chu Fan's warm hand and clenched it tightly, as if he was going to crush Chu Fan's hand with great strength, "Can't I go out of the island once a year? I can visit them."

"Only once a year?" Chu Fan shook his head and sighed, "Let go of me, you will regret it if you go with me. In fact, I also regret it now. I regret falling in love with you back then. I was so naive back then. , you never mentioned your parents, you disappeared online and no one found it, I thought you had a bad relationship with your parents, so I want to give you my best, thinking that you will fall in love with me, it's only natural I think love can make you stay. If you don’t love me and I’m not tempted, I’ll let you go. In fact, you insisted so much back then that I really wanted to give up. I’ve worked hard, but I won’t force others to make things difficult for me. But now I don’t It's the same, I know you live in such a glamorous place, and you have a family that loves you, I can't let you go, I don't want to be too selfish, and I'm afraid you will regret it."

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear it, I don't care, I won't let you go." Cheng Yang reached out and pinched Chu Fan's chin, turned to himself, and kissed him hard.

The kiss was full of sadness and despair.

Chu Fan's heart ached again, and he let Cheng Yang kiss him willfully.

"Crack-"

The sound of the shutter and the sudden flashing of the flash suddenly appeared.