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Chu Fan looked at the persistence on Cheng Yang's face, and wanted to take the child away. Cheng Yang seemed to understand his intention, and stretched out his hand to hold the child firmly.

Holding his arm, he begged: "Brother Chu... If you don't talk to me, I will come here to see Chu Xia every day."

Come to see Chu Xia every day?

This threat is fine.

Chu Fan glared at Cheng Yang, and sat on a chair with Chu Xia in his arms, "Okay, I'll talk to you, but I want to give Chu Xia

He made a phone call and took Chu Xia back. "

Feeling Chu Fan's gaze, Cheng Yang felt his heart skip a beat, and explained in a panic: "Brother Chu, I didn't threaten you,

He is also my son and I want to see him more. "

Chu Fan couldn't bear Cheng Yang's tender eyes on him, lowered his head, took out his mobile phone and called Chu He

.

Just after the phone call, he lowered his head and saw Cheng Yang feeding Chu Xia ice cream, Chu Xia said pink ball, Cheng Yang

Yang digs pink balls for him, and Cheng Yang digs green balls for him when he says he wants to eat green balls. At the same time, he holds a tissue to wipe Chu Xia

The ice cream juice on the corner of the mouth, showing what it means to be in a hurry.

"I still want pink!" Chu Xia looked at the pink balls in the bowl that had been eaten up, and stretched out her little pink ball unhappily.

The hand patted Cheng Yang's arm.

"I'll buy it for you."

Just as Cheng Yang was about to stand up, Chu Fan said, "Sit down."

So for the first time bringing a baby, Cheng Shaogang, who would satisfy all his son's wishes, left the chair's butt and stuck it back again.

on the chair.

Chu Fan snatched the ice cream from Cheng Yang, scooped up a scoop and brought it to Chu Xia's mouth, "Isn't there something else?

Taste?Didn't dad teach you not to waste? "

Chu Xia looked at Cheng Yang aggrievedly, and opened her mouth.

Cheng Yang wanted to say that it’s okay if his son likes to buy another one, but when he saw Chu Fan’s cold face, he didn’t say anything.

I dare not say it.She had no choice but to turn her eyes back to Chu Xia's face and shook her head.

Chu Xia pouted her small mouth and looked at Cheng Yang, one by one, the other was wronged.

Chu Fan lowered his head and focused on feeding Chu Xia. He did not know how much better than Cheng Yang in raising a baby.

It was also feeding his son ice cream, Cheng Yang, what Chu Xia would eat was all over his clothes and mouth.Chu Fan

Hey, Chu Xia is clean, neither dirty nor wasted.

Cheng Yang stared at Chu Fan without blinking, and Chu Fan fed Chu Xia gently with a frown and a smile

All very gentle.Cheng Yang's heart was beating violently. It turned out that Brother Chu, who took care of the child, was like this, not because he was cold-hearted at himself.

The right appearance is not the appearance of being tough and strong to the villagers, but soft, which makes my heart beat so much that I want to embrace it

Arms.

"Brother Chu...why didn't you take the medicine?" Cheng Yang stared at Chu Fan's face intently, and moved his hands from his mouth.

He took out a tube of burn ointment from his bag, which was exactly the same as the tube he bought for Chu Fan yesterday.

When he bought it, he bought two tubes. He was worried that Chu Fan would forget to bring them during the live broadcast, so he kept a tube here.

Tube, carry it on your body all the time, it really comes in handy.

Cheng Yang squeezed out some ointment, leaned over and carefully applied it to Chu Fan's burnt area.Since Chu Fan is in

Hey Chuxia ice cream, both hands are occupied, and it is inconvenient for people to make big movements, so they did not strictly reject Cheng Yang

, just quickly turned his head away.

The next moment, Cheng Yang pinched his chin and turned his head back.

The two were very close, Chu Fan looked at Cheng Yang's face so close, and even breath blended together.

Cheng Yang's eyes were focused and serious, as if he was treating a precious and fragile item with care and tenderness.

Two years ago, Chu Fan would never have believed that he could see such emotion on Cheng Yang's face.

Cheng Yang applied the ointment on Chu Fan, but once he touched this person, it seemed that nothing was enough.

He didn't let go, but placed his palm on Chu Fan's forehead.

"Brother Chu..." Cheng Yang held Chu Fan's face in both hands, and pressed his forehead against Chu Fan's, acting affectionately.

, asked softly: "I have a little fever, have you taken antipyretics?"

Chu Fan hurriedly looked at Chu Xia, and was relieved to see that Chu Xia didn't notice the excessive behavior between them.

He warned in a low voice: "What are you doing, in this place..."

Cheng Yang stared at Chu Fan with bright eyes, rolled his Adam's apple, and approached Chu Fan, "Brother Chu, you

It smells good. "

"What are you talking about, you..." Chu Fan's eyes widened suddenly.

Cheng Yang held Chu Fan's face in his hands and kissed Chu Fan's fair face.

As if it wasn't enough, he quickly took off his mask, and while the dazed Chu Fan wasn't paying attention, he got closer and kissed

Touch Chu Fan's soft lips.

"sorry."

Cheng Yang's heart was beating like thunder, and he buried his head in Chu Fan's neck, smelling Chu Fan's smell, and expressed his heartfelt words: "I know

I shouldn't have done this, you haven't forgiven me yet, but I miss you so much, I can't help myself.Brother Chu, I always

Every moment I want to be able to hug you again and kiss you. "

Chu Fan suddenly wanted to smoke, and with Chu Xia around, he tried his best not to get angry.

He reached out and pushed Cheng Yang away, "Enough."

At this moment, Chuhe came.

He recognized Cheng Yang in full armor at a glance, gave him a hard look, pulled Chu Fan aside and whispered

Said: "Uncle, what's going on with you?"

Chu Fan handed Chu Xia to Chu He, "I'll talk to him."

"What's there to talk about, a person like him should let him not even explain to you, suffocate

he. "

When Cheng Yang saw the appearance of Chuhe's green tea, he didn't say anything good.But looking at Chu Fan in front of Chu Fan

It's not easy to have an attack, but it pissed him off.

The two chatted for a while, before Chu He reluctantly took Chu Xia away.

Chu Fan came back and sat down next to Cheng Yang, and just as he took out the cigarette case, he saw a sign saying no smoking in the shopping mall

.

He hesitated for a moment, and put the hand holding the cigarette case into his pocket, when Cheng Yang suddenly grabbed his hand, "Go out!"

Let's talk. "

Chu Fan nodded, and said "Yes."

After Chu Fan left the shopping mall, he walked aimlessly on the road.I don't know where to go, just walk and walk

When he came to a secluded path, Cheng Yang followed Chu Fan all the time, and he didn't ask where Chu Fan was going.

where to go.

Chu Fan lit a cigarette, pinched the smoke with one hand and puffed out the clouds, while the other hand was exposed to the cold wind, Cheng Yang injected

Noticed it was a little red.

He immediately grabbed Chu Fan's hand, just like when Chu Fan grabbed his hand in the county town to keep him warm and put it in his pocket

Similarly, he also held Chu Fan's hand tightly and pulled it into his pocket.

Chu Fan glanced sideways, and quickly withdrew his hand, "No, I'm not cold."

Cheng Yang sighed slightly.

Chu Fan finally stopped in a secluded park. He came to a bench and saw that the chair was full of accumulations.

Snow, there is no sitting.

Cheng Yang saw Chu Fan's thoughts carefully, took out a tissue, and wiped off the snow on the chair bit by bit.

Chu Fan looked at Cheng Yang who was becoming more and more attentive to him, was silent for a while, and said, "How do you know

Can I have a baby? "

Cheng Yang hesitated whether to confess He Hongsheng, saying that he was not loyal, but not saying that he was afraid of Chu Fan's anger.

Chu Fan breathed out a puff of smoke, and said what he guessed in his mind: "He Hongsheng?"

Cheng Yang's hand, which was wiping the chair, paused for a moment.

With such an obvious reaction, Chu Fan also understood, "That's all he can say, it's not enough to succeed, but it's more than failure."

Meaning. "

Chu Fan lowered his favorability towards He Hongsheng again, which can be said to be negative.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, and he couldn't help kicking the tree next to him.

Along with the rustling snow on the branches, another broken branch fell down. Chu Fan didn't pay attention, but Cheng Yang did not pay attention.

The sharp-eyed saw it, and hugged Chu Fan into his arms with one hand, and blocked the branch with the other.

The branch was unexpectedly heavy, and Cheng Yang happened to be using his injured arm, and he was in so much pain for a moment.

His face was pale.

But I am afraid that Chu Fan will say that he is hypocritical. Originally, his image in Chu Fan's heart is very princely.

No matter how bad his impression was, he just held back and didn't make a sound.

Chu Fan came out of Cheng Yang's arms, sat on the bench, and motioned for Cheng Yang to sit down, his tone softened a bit

, "Sit down, what do you want to talk about?"

Cheng Yang sat down. He obviously had a lot to say. It has been hard to take care of the children in the past two years, and he also wants to take care of them together.

Gu Zi, wanting to take responsibility, has countless words in his heart, but suddenly he doesn't know where to start.

"If you don't tell me, I'll leave."

"Brother Chu, don't go." Cheng Yang took Chu Fan's hand, took a deep breath, and asked, "Brother Chu, did you

Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? "

Chu Fan swallowed the clouds slowly, with vicissitudes hidden in his eyes, "I told you at the time, do you believe it?

"

Cheng Yang was about to answer, but he waved his hand immediately.He didn't want to hear Cheng Yang say that he would believe that kind of nonsense, because he would definitely

Cheng Yang didn't reply.It was because he knew that Cheng Yang didn't believe that he was pregnant with empty words at the time, so he wanted to go to the hospital to get it.

After getting the inspection report, he told Cheng Yang, but he didn't expect that Cheng Yang didn't wait for him at all, he was so hypocritical the night before,

He even lied to him with a power bank that it was a flashlight.

"I'm not going to hide it from you. I wanted to tell you at the beginning. I was in the hospital that day. If you wait another 10 minutes,

I'll show you the report card. "

Cheng Yang was stunned, "You said you would give me a gift..."

"Yes, it's a child."

Cheng Yang shook Chu Fan's hand violently, and his face turned pale again.

How much did he miss...

Chu Fan pulled out his hand, "Don't move."

Cheng Yang was stunned for a while, and then he said with difficulty: "I'm sorry, Brother Chu, I know I've done a lot.

What hurt you so much, I will never do that again from now on, and I don't want to ask for your forgiveness, because I know

It's hard for you to forgive me.But I hope you give me a chance to pursue you again, okay? "

During this period of time, Cheng Yang thought a lot, and every time he recalled the things he had hurt Chu Fan, he felt regretful.

already.He had fought with Chu Fan before, and he was attracted by this person a long time ago, so he hugged this person again and again, and had a close relationship with Chu Fan.

Chu Fan is lingering, makes him want to stop, makes him obsessed, but at the same time he is afraid and confused.

His feelings for Chu Fan and the fear of staying on Pengying Island forever occupied him first.

In fact, he knew that he would leave quietly for two years, which would be a thorn in the side of Chu Fan.

The thorn was stuck in Chu Fan's heart, so he didn't dare to mention it, for fear that Chu Fan would recall the past two years.At the same time, it also made him feel at a loss.

I wanted to pull out the thorn, but I was afraid that the wound would still be there if the thorn was pulled out.

Now he is willing to give everything to Chu Fan, only hoping to melt the thorn in Chu Fan's heart, and only hoping to soothe the pain in Chu Fan's heart.

Ping Chufan's wound.

It's just that Cheng Yang didn't expect, what he didn't dare to mention, but Chu Fan took the initiative to say: "Do you know? Before leaving

One night I fantasized about what you would look like after you knew I was pregnant, and the happy life with you.but you abandoned

Me, I don't want to make myself look like a resentful woman, you look down on me and think I haven't seen the world, lie to me that the power bank is

Flashlight, I think it's nothing now when I think about it, I can live alone.just why don't you

Continue to insist on yourself, do you insist on disrupting my life?Two years seems short, but it is a long time to me, in my heart

Where were you when I was having trouble with my children, and when I couldn't sleep at night?That phone call, I thought

Fight for it, but how do you do it?I've been chasing you all the time, and I'll get tired too.So I

I can't forgive you, Cheng Yang. "

When Chu Fan said this, he paused, feeling his eyes were very dry, he rubbed his eyes subconsciously, and said again: "If

You rejected me earlier, don't give me so many hopes and fantasies, the child will not have, and I will not have pain

. "

Cheng Yang saw that Chu Fan's eyes were red, he didn't want to make the person he likes cry because of his fault,

Chu Fan's expression and Chu Fan's words also made him extremely painful.

Cheng Yang hugged Chu Fan again, his eyes were sore, he wished he could rub him into his flesh and blood, his brain was also

Messed up, talking incoherently: "I'm sorry Brother Chu, besides saying I'm sorry, I really want to make up for you, I want to treat you

OK, I don't want to hurt you.I couldn't refuse you when I was on the island, because I liked you at that time, my

Sometimes my mind is always full of you, I want to get you and want to possess you, but I don't want to understand that kind of feeling, so I just get confused

It's painted like that.I was really in pain the day I left.It's all my fault, I want to make it up, miss you

Forgive me, I want to be with you even more, you can't do without me, I can't stand it, I can't stand it.Brother Chu,

Please, come back to me, I would like to go back to the island with you.Without you, my life for the past two years is really too much

Oh no. "

Hearing Cheng Yang's sad voice, Chu Fan's heart ached.He found it useless, he and Cheng Yang

Talking, no one is willing to give in, one pursues and the other refuses, and when it comes to the end, it is nothing more than tearing up the scars of the past.

He felt uncomfortable in front of them, and so did Cheng Yang, so why bother?

Chu Fan pushed Cheng Yang away cruelly, "Stop talking, no matter what the reason is, no matter how much you regret it, really

We can't anymore.Tell me about returning to the island with me, what about your relatives and your work?

Life on the island is boring, day after day, you couldn't hold on back then, and you can't hold on for long now

.Life is not enough for you to say you love me. You slept with me when you were bored on the island.

yes?I am so much more than you, the ordinary days, the aging me, there will always be a day when you can't hold on,

At that time, you still pat your ass and leave like before, what about me?What do you want me to do? "

"No, no, I'll never get tired of you and I'll find something to do when I get to the island."

"What can you do? You don't know anything, you are afraid of the cold, you are afraid of the sun, you dislike the environment, the medical conditions are not good, the Internet is not good

Well, these are the realities in front of you, not if you say you can’t, this is the real life. "

This is the first time that Chu Fan has expressed his thoughts to Cheng Yang in such a long time.

, how could it be possible to endure loneliness?

How long can you last for a momentary love?

"Brother Chu... I really don't know how to do it, you trust me..."

Chu Fan interrupted him: "That's enough, let's talk about this, this time it's really all that needs to be said, don't worry about it."

Answer me so quickly, you think about it.Tomorrow I will be live with you one last time.It's almost too hot, I

In the future, I will broadcast alone. Thank you for introducing me to work. Let’s go. "

Cheng Yang's face was frighteningly pale, and Chu Fan sentenced him to death all the time.

Back at the Chu family, Chu Fan was also in a state of confusion. He tried to calm himself down, and was about to open the door when he was suddenly caught by the hand.

The red on the top catches the eye.He opened his hand to look, and the palm was bright red, it was blood.

But it wasn't his. He recalled that when he finally touched Cheng Yang's arm, he felt wet at that time, but

I didn't pay attention because I was in a bad mood.

This blood... belongs to Cheng Yang.

Chu Fan closed his eyes, feeling even more unable to calm down now.

He pretended to be calm and returned to the room. Chu He was playing with Chu Xia with toys. When he saw Chu Fan come back, he was nervous.

Staring at the expression on Chu Fan's face, he asked: "Uncle, don't be soft-hearted, he might just be fascinated for a while.

If you get confused, if you are with him again, you will get hurt. "

"I know." Chu Fan went to the table and poured a cup of hot water.

Chu He was silent for a while, then said: "Uncle, in fact, I can take care of Chu Xia with you, if

if you will. "

Chu Fan almost didn't choke, "If you have such a heart, I won't treat you in vain, just take care of Chu Xia, don't

I thought I didn't know what kind of annoyance you were getting from Chu Xia. "

"I……"

"Besides, you have to go out sooner or later, don't stay on the island, you should know that you have been in Beijing for so long

I don't know how much better the outside world is than the island. "

"No, uncle, the island is my home, and I won't leave."

"Then you want to be a bachelor for the rest of your life?"

"So what?"

"You are too young now, so you always feel that there is something that can last forever." Chu Fan went to the bed and sat down

Come on, "Be obedient, you also know that the decision I made will not change, Chu Li will stay with me, and what do you want to do, or

Or you can find your biological parents, and Shangwang will help you. "

"You..." Chu He felt that he really couldn't tell Chu Fan clearly, "Little uncle, you are always like this.

Use your own ruler for the good of others! "

Chuhe didn't know where the fire came from, he stood up suddenly, and slammed the door out angrily.

Chu Fan didn't realize why Chuhe suddenly lost his temper at the first time, but after thinking about it,

Jiyu Chuhe is no different from his relatives. He probably feels abandoned when he says this.

It is really unacceptable for an abandoned child to face a second abandonment.

Chu Xia had already picked up the tablet at this time, he swiped to Cheng Yang, and pointed to Cheng Yang inside.

, he looked at Cheng Yang with big eyes.

Seeing his son watching so intently, Chu Fan asked, "Do you like watching this brother so much?"

Chu Xia nodded, "Buy me ice cream..." Then she hugged Chu Fan's neck again, "Favorite

dad! "

A smile suddenly appeared on Chu Fan's face that had always been blank.

His son's desire to survive is quite strong.

Why didn't your own father learn from you?

That night, after coaxing Chu Xia to sleep, Chu Fan couldn't sleep again.

Looking at the night view of the capital city outside the window, he always felt that what Cheng Yang said today made his heart densely defensive.

There is one more gap.It is really tempting for him to be willing to go back to the island with him and take care of Chu Xia with him.

confused.

But reason told him that if the relationship between them can only be maintained by sacrificing everything on one side

Go, then he doesn't want to.

Chu Fan took out a cigarette and walked outside the door to smoke. As soon as he lit it, the door not far away opened.

A pillow flew out, and then a person was pushed out.

"Get out, I don't want to see you today, get out as far as you can."

Ren Jiaoming was still wearing a nightgown, and there were teeth marks on his collarbone that Chu Shangluo had just gritted. He had no choice but to bend down and pick up the pillow.

When he straightened his head again, he met Chu Fan's eyes.

Ren Jiaoming nodded to Chu Fan, turned around and went to another room.

Chu Fan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Ren Jiaoming to take off his glasses like this.Wearing glasses on weekdays only feels

This person is rigid and gentle, and when his glasses are taken off, he is cool and handsome. It looks like a plastic surgery. He is no less than those stars on TV.

.

"Fuck! Dog man! Don't even close the door for me!" Chu Shangluo cursed and came out to close the door, and looked at it all at once.

Arrived at Chu Fan.

Seeing Chu Fan smoking, he smoothed his messy hair and walked to Chu Fan, "Why are you smoking here?

"

Chu Shangluo was wearing the same nightgown as Ren Jiaoming, and Chu Fan was about to close the window, but Chu Shangluo shook his head.

Chu Fan asked for a cigarette and lit it, "Don't turn it off, I was so angry just now, it's good to blow some air."

"Cough, cough..." Chu Shangluo frowned and looked at Chu Fan's smoke, "Brother Fan, what kind of smoke is this?

Is it too choking?I feel like my lungs are going to explode. "

Chu Fan shrugged, "I think it's okay, I'm always talking about it. What happened to you and him? He didn't treat you

Is everything obedient? "

"How should I say this?" Chu Shangluo took another breath, then coughed twice, and finally couldn't take it anymore

Stuffing out the cigarette, "Today I just suddenly remembered those shitty things he did before, I don't have a temper like Brother Fan

You are so stable, I always have fits and starts, and when I think about it, I get upset and kick people out. "

"Since I feel uncomfortable every time I think about it, why did I forgive him in the first place?"

Chu Shangluo looked out the window, thought for a while and said: "Actually, I'm not good at saying hypocritical things, but we are together

We have known each other for more than eight years, and I can say that he is the one who understands me best in this world, and I understand him best.happiness

You can meet many happy people in a lifetime, but close friends are rare.Besides, I paid too much for him,

From a penniless person who can only be cultivated in my family at present to what he is now, it is as if he carved it with his own hands.

To the artwork, to someone else?Not reconciled.And he can do anything in all aspects, not to mention feelings, just follow

His personal ability and business ability, any boss wants such an employee, I admire him.and

......"

Chu Shangluo glanced at Chu Fan and lowered his voice: "There is one thing that I have never said before. Now there is a word that is

Is it Bai Yueguang?Jiaoming holds such a position in my heart.No matter where he is too appetizing to me, now he is good,

When I said one thing, he didn't dare to say the other thing. The only way to have a contrary opinion is in matters of work.So after a lot of tossing, I also reported

I went back and saw that he had a good attitude in admitting his mistake, so I went back again. "

"Haven't you thought about being with someone else?"