As the Minor Gay Rival in Het Novels

Five years later.

Zhao Yuhao walked into this cemetery again. It was midsummer at this time, and the sun was scorching his heart, but his heart was as cold as water - as long as he stepped here and got close to that boy, he felt extremely happy and peaceful.

In the past five years, he often came here, when he was happy, when he was sad, and when he was drunk.

The photo on the tombstone is a black and white profile photo, which is still shockingly beautiful. The only flaw is probably that he can't see his bright eyes that seem to be talking, and his angelic smile.

This boy doesn't like to take pictures, this is what he learned from others later.Such a perfect face does not want to leave any traces in the world. Why, he can't figure out the reason, just as he can't figure out why he chooses to leave this world in such a way, so decisive, so cruel, it makes people feel heartbroken.

Mr. Zhao, who has always been noble and elegant, sat blankly beside the tombstone, gently placing a bunch of daisy flowers he had carefully selected on the ground, the sadness in his eyes could hardly be concealed.The boy left forever in that blossoming spring, but he never got out of the memory of meeting him in that early spring.

In the eyes of this boy, he is just a stranger who has met once. He will never know that the moment he appeared in front of him like an elf, he never left his heart. .

At that time, he regarded him as a girl and fell in love with him at first sight.The boy showed a sly smile as if laughing at his stupidity, and called out "Brother" to Gu Qi behind him. At that time, his always smart mind went blank for a full minute.

For the first time in his life, he paid the wrong partner. He should be angry, but he couldn't do it. This boy has such a magic power, as if no matter how bad he did, he should be forgiven. It seems that being angry at him is just a sin.

When holding that soft and boneless little hand, he felt the strong malice from Gu Qi, but he was stubborn and refused to let go, even for a second, it was the first time he had such a strong feeling towards something. attachment.

The boy didn't notice his complicated emotions, but smiled at him, and said, "Please give me more advice in the future, Brother Yuhao."

Until that moment, he knew he couldn't let it go anymore.

It doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, as long as the boy is willing to smile at him, call him "Brother Yuhao", and stay by his side, he is even willing to give up everything, even to fight against the whole world.

The noble prince Zhao Yuhao, who was flawless in everyone's eyes, would turn into a wretched and perverted stalker and voyeur. He said things that even he himself couldn't believe, but he actually did it.

Follow the boy to and from school every day, watching him carefully holding his brother's hand, secretly showing a happy smile; watching him quietly look at the elder brother who doted on him with shy but full of admiration; Most of the time, his eyes are sad, with an indescribably gloomy look, as if there is no hope in sight.

He knew the reason, falling in love with a man, who was also his elder brother, this kind of inhuman love is not something anyone can bear, let alone he is just a pure and innocent 16-year-old boy.

This boy chose a road full of thorns, no one can walk for him, only he walks alone, even if he is scarred by sharp thorns, he is unwilling to shrink back.Stubborn, stubborn, yet captivating.

How much he wanted to tell him, since it is so hard, give up, stop looking at that person, look back at me, as long as you want, I can give up everything, just for your smile.But he can't, that boy is sensitive and fragile, more precious than ceramic dolls, he can't pierce his hard shell, otherwise his world will collapse and his soul will be broken, this is the boy he loves, he knows of.

Later, he didn't pay attention to him anymore. The boy's love was too desperate, even just looking at it made him feel unbearable. He couldn't imagine the pain of the boy who was deeply involved.

He needs to get himself out of the labyrinth named Gu Yuan, and stop being absurd.

It was an accident to meet Qiu Mimi. She is a kind and strong girl. Although sometimes people feel unreasonable and the Virgin is too much, but her innocent eyes are somewhat similar to the boy he can't let go, so he He let her get close to him, let her break into his own world unscrupulously, maybe deep in his heart, he actually hoped that this girl could rescue him from that boy's spell.

But Qiu Mimi didn't succeed. The more he got along with her, the more clearly he felt the difference between her and the boy he loved.

Later, Gu Yuan left forever, and his love died completely with the boy's departure. He could no longer act on the spot, could no longer force a laugh, and he couldn't even cry, because He doesn't have that position, he doesn't have that qualification.

—they are just strangers.

He also participated on the day of Fan Yuan's funeral. As Gu Qi's friend, he stood in the crowd and watched Gu Qi holding Gu Yuan's ashes. There was no expression on his face, as if he had lost his human feelings.

Mr. Gu and Mrs. Gu held Gu Yuan's posthumous photo, and wept till tears. Zhao Yuhao glanced across the boy's faint smile in the photo, and suddenly his eyes felt sore, and the always dry eye sockets were filled with tears. He was stunned and astonished For a moment, at the end it was crying bitterly.

Later, the young master of the Yu family appeared at the funeral. He was wearing a hospital gown, followed by a group of doctors and nurses. He probably escaped from the hospital. He rushed over like a madman to snatch Gu Yuan's ashes, but was slapped by Gu Qi Dazed.

In a daze, Zhao Yuhao heard Gu Qi say only one sentence.

"Who killed Xiaoyuan, don't you know?"

Then Yu Kai fell to his knees and crazily bumped his head to the ground, his forehead was bloody and bloody, but he didn't care, and kept saying "I really didn't mean it, I'm sorry..."

In the end, Yu Kai fainted from exhaustion and was taken away by members of the Yu family.

Zhao Yuhao later sent someone to inquire, and only knew that Yu Kai and Gu Yuan were classmates, and there had been disputes in the class, but nothing else could be found.

He went to the hospital to look for Yu Kai, he wanted to know the truth, how the boy he kept in his heart lost his life, he wanted to get an answer.

Yu Kai failed to give him an answer, he was already driven crazy by himself, no matter what he was asked, he would always have a nervous smile, and said foolishly: "I can change my birthday, I can change my name, if you want me to do it I'll do whatever I want, okay Gu Yuan... Yes, I'm sick, it's all my fault, it has nothing to do with you, don't be angry, I'll be obedient in the future, and I won't bother you anymore, Gu Yuan, Gu Yuan, don't go..."

Zhao Yuhao suspected that this was the purpose of Gu Qi's words that day, to make Yu Kai feel worse alive than dead without any effort.

It's a pity that he couldn't find Gu Qi to verify the truth, because after Gu Yuan's funeral, Mr. Gu and Mrs. Gu sent a white-haired person to a black-haired person. They wanted to leave this sad place. Their whole family immigrated to a foreign country. After coming back, he only asked someone to take care of Gu Yuan's cemetery on time.

Zhao Yuhao wiped Gu Yuan's posthumous photo lightly with a handkerchief, and said with a slight smile, "Do you miss your brother? He hasn't visited you all this time. Do you blame him? I don't think so. For a stubborn person like you, Like a person is a lifetime thing, no matter how he treats you, you will not be angry with him. I saw him in the newspaper a few days ago, I guess you should want to know about him, so I came to tell you One sound. He is living a good life now, has a successful career, is a world-renowned entrepreneur, and has been named the diamond king who women in the world most want to marry. It is a pity that he has never been married, and he has not even had a relationship. Oh, there are people Doubt he is gay."

"I have known Gu Qi for a long time. He has always been arrogant and conceited. He loves to laugh, play and pursue excitement, but since you left, he seems to have changed. Compared with a person, he is more like a computer. It is a precise machine that lives and works without mistakes every day, as if it has been set up. Tell me, has his soul been taken away by you, have you been reunited in another world? I, am I also You can let go."

"There is a girl, her name is Qiu Mimi, who has the same beautiful eyes as yours. Of course, she is not as good-looking as yours. She has been waiting for me for five years. I told her about you the other day, and she said she Willing to accept, so I thought, should I also try a new life. "

"Today should be the last time I come here to see you. Without my interruption in the future, will you feel lonely, will you think of me occasionally, will you miss my nagging..."

Speaking of this, he choked up slightly, and he raised his head to look at the sky, letting the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes flow back slowly.

"Xiao Yuan, you must be happy in your next life."

Zhao Yuhao bent down and kissed the photo slowly, and stayed on Gu Yuan's cheek for a moment, then he got up suddenly, and strode away without looking back, as if he would lose all his determination if he stayed for a moment longer.

Behind Zhao Yuhao, a gust of wind blew by, and the bouquet of daisy flowers he brought swayed in the wind, and the pure white petals were blown down by the wind and fluttered up, carrying them to a distant place.

The flower language of daisy flower: pure beauty, and love hidden deep in my heart.