It's okay to sit

Each season has a different taste.What belongs to autumn is frost air, leaf air, and a little pine fragrance blowing from the tops of pine trees far, far away, which is bitter but not sweet.

Yes, the sky is so high in autumn, so naturally it should have a heroic atmosphere to set it off.

During the more than a month that Tang Yunzi has been working, nothing major has happened in the court—it may have happened, but I don't know.I watched the light in Tang Yunzi's eyes gradually dim from the glare at the beginning, and I wanted to say a few words, but I didn't know what to persuade, so I just didn't speak.

When he was transcribing official documents again that day, it happened that Young Master Meng came to ask me for the questions of the previous exams.I also saw that Tang Yunzi was unwilling to copy, so I detained Meng Wenwen—"Come here, help Uncle Zhao copy something. Yunzi, go and hand this over to Gu Shangshu of the Ministry of Punishment."

Meng Wenwen sat down, loosened his wrists, lowered his head and began to write.

"Uncle Zhao, you don't miss me either. You asked me to work when I first came here."

Meng Wenwen is the good-for-nothing youngest son of my superior Guozijian Jijiu Meng Peiren—this is really not scolding him, it was his own fault.Meng Peiren himself didn't want his youngest son to go into an official career, so he only cultivated his good handwriting when he was a child, and the rest was taught to eat, drink and have fun.To say that those engaged in education are courageous and advanced in thinking.After Meng Wenfan has been free-range for more than [-] years, the results are really good.He is a very clever child, who knows etiquette, advances and retreats, and is kind and gentle.Anyway, with me, among the children of the Meng family, I like him the most.

I poured a pot of tea and drank it slowly, and Meng Wenwen talked to me casually.

"Uncle Zhao, when will my father plan to retire? Has he mentioned it to you?"

I thought about Meng Peiren's appearance, and my whole body shuddered.

"No."

"Hey...Actually, I've been annoyed recently too. My wife, isn't she a child of Qingliu's family, she's always on guard against me and doesn't agree with me."

"What about her?"

"I think I'm uneducated. I think my father belongs to Mr. Song."

I thought about it, too.Meng Peiren and I are both students of Song Yuan. In the eyes of Zhang Jingxiu and the others, the Guozijian has long been a mess.

Meng Wenfan wrote for a while, and I found copies of the papers from previous sessions and gave them to him, and he left.Tang Yunzi didn't come back for a long time, I was bored, so I planned to go home for dinner.

While packing up, Tang Yunzi came back.

I'm actually very cowardly.I actually don't know what to say to Tang Yunzi every day.

Tang Yunzi wore a dark blue robe, which made him whiter.He rolled his eyes, "Master Zhao, you have to go."

"Yeah...how about...uh, have dinner together?"

Tang Yunzi thought about it and nodded.

Ah, I am a firework, I am in the sky.

I have eaten countless meals with Tang Yunzi and my old friend Haoer, probably as much as he knows his father, he knows as much as he knows me.But I still can't communicate with Tang Yunzi smoothly like I used to eat with my old friend Hao'er.My hands trembled, my mouth was full of sweat, and my palms holding the chopsticks were covered with sweat. I answered every sentence of Tang Yunzi with trembling voice, a hundred times more serious than when I took the imperial examination.

Tang Yunzi smiled like a chef, and I was like a piece of tough beef, but he patted it loose with the back of a knife from the beginning to the end.

I was almost done eating, and he made me drunk with every sentence.My eyes were blurred, my face was hot, but my mind was unprecedentedly clear.

Tang Yunzi finally stopped carrying it. He sighed helplessly and hid half of his words, "Uncle Zhao, what do you say...how do you..."

Yeah...how do I, how do I...

I tightly closed my eyes, and when I opened them again to look at him, it was still the drunk Zhao Shuli.

I smirked, "Me? What's wrong with me?"

What a villain I am, and my feelings are bothering this kid and putting him under stress that he shouldn't be under.

I am really too much.

"Yunzi, give me some time."

Tang Yunzi was stunned for a moment, and didn't continue the conversation, but pointed to the sedan chair parked outside the window and said, "Uncle Zhao, I don't know if you still remember. You took me out to play when I was seven years old, and then," he said lightly. With a chuckle, "Then I'm on your shoulder, the same way, pointing to a sedan chair and saying, look, Uncle Zhao, it's so tall."

"Yeah..." I put down my wine glass and looked in the direction of his finger.

The green music at night, the whole place is full of harmonious lights.The sedan chair stopped silently, and behind it was the even more silent wooden door of the rice shop opposite, and two red lanterns swaying in the wind.

The owner of the house may have gone home.

Who is in my family now?

Old bastard Zhao Jili?

And the silly Jiang Huan?

Tang Yunzi was also half-drunk, and looked at me with full eyes, "Uncle Zhao, what is your name? Is it a province that saves money, or a province that saves me three times a day?"

I was just about to answer, but suddenly realized that I don't need to answer his question.

He talked about the old days, the past, my name, his father, and my friendship with Tang Fei.All this is just to tell me that I am his uncle, and I can only be his uncle.

In fact, I really want to say something, I like you, I knew from the very beginning that this was a long and bitter unrequited love.I never expected to live with you, did I?Why do you have to cut off all my thoughts like this?

The night breeze blew into the lobby, the hanging gauze on the ceiling was moving, and the wine in my glass was also rippling.

So be it.

I remember when I was 35 years old, I fell in love with a little boy from Ruyilou.He is a down-and-out kid from an official family, and like Tang Yunzi, he doesn't look down on me at all.But he spoke more clearly, he pointed at my nose and called me a slanderer.That night we sat opposite the candles, and I asked him, but he didn't speak, he just scolded me.I also knew from that time that my image in the hearts of the grassroots people had been corrupted to such an extent.

I said stop scolding, I am tired even if you are not tired.

He said no.

I said then you continue.

After a while, when he drank tea to moisten his throat, I asked him if he had seen "Red Horse", but he didn't make a sound.I think most of the children of the aristocratic family grew up in theaters since they were young, so they have to understand, so they babble on their own.

"There is a section in it, Wujiapo. There are a few words: The young man is old in the world, and the pink beauty has two temples. The third sister doesn't believe in the water chestnut flower photo, and her appearance is not like that in front of the colorful building."

He was dazed, but soon changed into that hateful expression: "Slanderous minister."

Choked me enough.

I am a person who thinks a lot and talks a little.Sometimes I really want to pull someone to talk about my thoughts for so many years.That was one of the few times I really wanted to talk about my thoughts with an outsider, but I didn’t think about it. The person didn’t understand me, and he didn’t have the patience to listen to me, a slanderous minister.

Either way.

I looked at Tang Yunzi, who was sitting across from me, and smiled dryly, "Uncle... Uncle's name is Zhao Xing, the province of three provinces."

His eyebrows moved, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

When they got home, Ji Li and Jiang Huan were sitting in the yard shaking the dice.Seeing my wobbly gait, he probably wanted to cheat me for some money, so he hurriedly asked me to play.

"I'll be the referee for you."

"No, your old man's eyes are blurred." Ji Li said sarcastically.

"Then don't eat rice from the old man's house in the future." I walked over and sat down, "Hey, it's so cold." After I finished speaking, I grabbed a cushion under Zhao Jili's buttocks, only to find that it was my pillow.Seeing that the general situation was not good, Zhao Jili left his teammates and ran away, but I was caught on the spot with a pillow around his head.

"Brother, brother, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong! Jiang Huan, come and stop him!"

I clamored to kill him, but I didn't use any strength with my hands. In addition to the pillow, it was even more light. I don't know what the hell Zhao Jili was yelling.

Jiang Huan spread his hands: "Brother, just hit him, I think he just wants to fight."

I gave Jiang Huan an approving look, and I wondered if he would receive it in such a dark day.

"Look at Jiang Huan!"

"He's also sitting on a pillow!" Zhao Jili ran around in circles, Jiang Huan almost broke his neck to watch the grand occasion.

Jiang Huan raised his hand: "Brother, I'm sitting in Ji Li's seat!"

The moonlight is like silver, its light is cool and pure.

I was really tired from chasing, so I lay on the rocking chair beside me and watched them rock.The sky is getting darker and darker, and the surroundings are getting quieter and quieter.

I didn't feel cold, and my mind was buzzing as if ten thousand ducks were arguing, and it seemed as if someone was singing an opera.For a while, it's my sister and our idle love that kills you, and for a while, it's the water and the wind, the water and the wind, and the summer is long.Then when I was in school, my husband nodded at my forehead and said that Mo Wenping’s business is not a good idea, that little boy scolded me as a slanderer, it was when I was the number one scholar in high school, and I was on the brim of my hat, I insisted Added a crabapple.

Hey, I'm already 44 before I know it.

so fast.

Cen Ru and Tang Fei are also half friends because of my relationship. When I heard that the old man ignored me, Cen Ru was very worried, so he organized a meeting for the three of us.

Cen Rufeng is an elegant person, so he naturally doesn't eat and drink to solve it.

He took us up the mountain.

There is a mound on the outskirts of Qingqu - I really don't remember the name, probably some important person came here to inscribe inscriptions in the previous dynasty - this important person is Cen Ru's father, so the mountain became popular.During the holidays, there are always parents who bring their children to the mountain.

There are many kinds of trees on this mountain, and when you enter Qiumen, they will be colorful and very pleasing.

It was a bit cold this morning, the grass was golden on the ground, the earth was gray, and there was a layer of frost on the ground, and the blending of the two phases was gray.There is also a blue road paved with bricks.

Tang Fei poked off a small tree fork, "Hey Mr. Cen, do you know a tree?"

Cen Ru shook his head.

He glanced at me, said nothing, and continued walking.

Cen Ru limped in the early years. She has been taking medicine for these years, and the imperial doctor has done rehabilitation. In fact, her recovery is quite good. She usually walks like an ordinary person.But climbing the mountain is still a bit difficult.

Tang Fei walked ahead angrily, and I followed behind with the help of Cen Ru.

Cen Ru smelled like mint, but it wasn't exactly mint, it was probably ice flakes.

"Brother Cen, you smell really good." Cen Ru and I have always been on the same page, sucking and sucking on his shoulder.Cen Ru felt uncomfortable walking, but she didn't push me away, she just asked, "How did you and Tang Fei know each other?"

"We two. We met when we were teenagers. We are golden and beautiful, and we are in love. He calls me old man, and I call him old friend."

"Don't talk."

"Actually, he saved my life. His family used to run a tea stand on the official road," I replied with a smile, "I'm so poor."

"poverty?"

I nodded, I believe Cen Ru could feel it, after all my head was still resting on his shoulder.

After all, he is also very tall.

"Look, Uncle Ji, I've already been ranked uncle and I'm still the eldest in the family. Why? Because my elder brother and second brother passed away. They all died of starvation. As for you, Ji Li, he is not the same father as me." It’s not a mother, it’s a child brought by me.” I felt that it was a bit far away, so I decided to drag it back, “I was poor at that time, and I fell on his table when I was cold and hungry.”

Cen Ru laughed out loud, "You did it on purpose."

"No, I really passed out. Afterwards, Tang Fei took care of me. His family was kind-hearted, and they made me clothes and gave me money so that I could finish the exam. If I didn't make it, I really passed."

Tang Fei showed half of her face from behind a big rock, holding a small branch in her hand, "Hurry up, come and chase me."

Cen Ru greeted with a smile, "You go first. I have climbed this mountain more than 800 times, and we can never get lost."

Tang Fei let out an "oh" and ran away quickly.

Cen Ru stopped, I no longer paralyzed on him, and stood on the higher stone steps.He looked up at me slightly, "Well, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it. You can lie to anyone, but you can't hide it from me. Just like you, tell me that eight generations of my family have been farming. Unless I have a bad brain You will only believe you if you know it. But I can’t force you, I just ask casually, and you don’t need to feel pressured.”

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand to straighten my hat, I half bent over, put my hands behind my back, and replied with a playful smile: "Wrong, I forgot who you are. How can I hide it."

"Isn't it?"

The two of us walked up the mountain side by side, the fog gradually dispersed, and the sun gradually rose.

When I reached the top of the mountain, I glanced down slightly.

"It's really wonderful here."

The clouds are crowded together one by one, forming an ocean.The whole Qingqu City was covered tightly, with white near and far, and there were mountains a hundred meters away, and the one under our feet stood sparsely in a circle.The sun is good, the clouds are real, and people want to step on it.

I poked Tang Fei with my head, "Old man, Haoer, you said that if you walk up the clouds, will you be considered as dead once?"

In fact, what I want to talk about is the feeling of ascending to the Heavenly Palace after death.

Tang Fei gave me a white look: "It doesn't count, if you step out from here, you are really dead."

Cen Ru came up with his attendants and watched them set up the shed.Tang Fei finally had to talk to me.

"That's not good."

Tang Fei spread her hands, "I didn't persuade you to die."

"Don't do this." I put my arm on Tang Fei's shoulder—but it's hard for me to stand properly when I have acquaintances around me, "Trust me, I won't do anything to Yunzi."

"swear?"

"I swear." I patted Tang Fei, "Don't make trouble with me because of this. Find Yunzi a good girl as soon as possible."

Tang Fei didn't speak, I looked up at the vast sea of ​​clouds and suddenly wanted to jump off.