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Zeng Rou's big gift to Shen Ze is an opportunity to meet Director Zhang.

Director Zhang has been obsessed with movies all his life, and he is still alone at the age of fifty. His eyes that always droop his eyelids do not know how many times he has seen love and hatred under the lens.He is always in a state of drunkenness, and his unclear pupils indifferently pass through the ups and downs of life in and out of the story.Zeng Rou, as his old friend's apple of the eye, was born clever and clever, and was very popular with his old man, so Director Zhang raised Zeng Rou half as a student and half as a daughter when Zeng Rou went out to study. Zeng Rou came out and said there was a script That's right, I hope that the godfather will check the quality, and Director Zhang will naturally not disrespect her.

Of course, it's also because Zeng Rou has always been very measured in what she says and does, and it's rare for her to act as a mediator in ordinary people.

Hearing this, Shen Ze clenched his fists excitedly, stepped forward to give Zeng Rou a grateful hug, and whispered thank you in her ear.

This scene definitely couldn’t escape the paparazzi’s camera. From time to time, a group of photos of the two embracing each other was posted on the Internet, and fans lined up on Weibo again, howling: “My fan’s CP is giving out candy!” "As long as you insist on squatting in a cp pit, you will always get food."

Lin Zijun from another city is sitting cross-legged in front of a computer desk, gnawing on chicken feet, with a small flowery mouth spitting out bones in an indecent manner, and a mountain of bones is piled up on the mouse pad.

She gouged out a look at Shen Ze, who was smiling so captivatingly, and condescendingly dialed the number for He Gaowen with the only little paw that was not stained with oil.

"Are you going to plan that guy's birthday party?"

He Gaowen responded with an "ah" in the fast-moving traffic.

"Ah what? Before leaving, which pig told me that he didn't want to see him in this life? It's only been a few years since the scar healed and forgot the pain?"

"Old sister, I haven't forgotten."

Lin Zijun looked at how he came here in the past few years, and heard about the bastard things Shen Ze did back then. In her heart, Shen Ze was a scum who equated with "extravagant and lustful", so no matter how Shen Ze approached her to please her , she revealed that He Gaowen said that he wanted to visit the monk temple.

This dispensable message was regarded as a favor, and she didn't want to owe a favor to some scum.

Lin Zijun gnawed on the last chicken foot, sucked his fingers with endless aftertaste, and said, "Wenwen, isn't the old lady a bitch? I know you still have him in your heart these years. But... forget it, this matter You have to make up your own mind, and I hope you have someone by your side." Finally, he let out a long sigh, not sure if it was regret that he gnawed the chicken feet too fast or because of He Gaowen.

The fingers holding the steering wheel tapped subconsciously. He Gaowen hung up the phone silently. He changed direction neatly after breaking out of the encirclement. The receptionist at the company's front desk saw that Director He turned back again, and was so frightened that the nail polish was crooked. .

It seems that some impulses are outdated.

On his way back, he was reminiscing Lin Zijun's words that warned him, feeling a wave of "I'm stupid" self-contempt.As a result, the burning flame in his chest disappeared suddenly, and he concentrated on loathing Shen Ze again.

Yes, too cheap for him.He Gaowen drove the car close to the ground on the gradually smoother highway, and the flame seemed to sigh at the end, flickered weakly, and then darkened.

Mr. Zhang likes to practice Tai Chi the most when talking with people, especially when he finds that the other party wants something from him, he can perform that set of Tai Chi several times.

This person is probably sick.

The birthday party is coming to an end, and Shen Ze can't pry open the mouth of Mr. Zhang, whose hair is full of eyes. He is not in a hurry, annoyed, or questioning, and he doesn't ask Wang Ziheng; but he can't find anyone if he looks for it. Both Shao and Xie Chen disappeared, and they didn't want to know where they hooked up again to do bad things.He didn't intend to go to He Gaowen's company to look for him, he knew that those who should meet would always meet.

At work the next day, Assistant Zhou came in with a bouquet of yellow roses.

The eight yellow roses were neatly wrapped in a piece of dark green crepe fan-shaped paper, and tied around the waist with a piece of light green satin, which made people feel calm.

Assistant Zhou handed the flowers to He Gaowen.

The latter raised his face in front of the large desk, frowned and looked at the unlucky flower and asked, "Where did it come from, did you send it wrong?"

"The front desk said to the chief planner of yesterday's birthday party, I think it's Director He."

He Gaowen's shoulders stiffened, but his chest throbbed wildly. He didn't expect his unreliable boss to sell his number to Shen Ze when he went back last night, but his boss was very reliable once.He and Shen Ze have been separated for many years, and in some respects they still retain an unbelievable tacit understanding, thinking that the other party will find him.

It's not without reason that he is so confident, Lin Zijun is far from being an evil mother-in-law, every time Shen Ze asks her about He Gaowen's news, Lin Zijun always feeds back to He Gaowen.

In fact, last year, He Gaowen went back to the original city, and walked all the way to the monk temple that he kept muttering about "going to see."

At that time, he no longer blamed Shen Ze. At that time, he was still hesitating whether to agree to Lin Xiao. At that time, the old abbot of the temple said to him: "Suffering comes from a 'begging'. If there is no desire, there is no sorrow. Love is like suffering. , you can’t get what you want. Your suffering is very similar to that of a pilgrim.”

At that time, He Gaowen could never have imagined that the pilgrim mentioned by the old abbot was Shen Ze, of course these are all later.

He Gaowen pretended to be cool in front of the eminent monk with duplicity: "Fortunately, those things have passed, let it pass, and it will probably be better in the future."

The old abbot who was lying on the silkworm eyebrows opened his big eyes to look at He Gaowen, shook his head and said, "It's like this, it will only get worse in the future."

He Gaowen's heart trembled, and he remembered a sentence: "If the past is allowed to pass, the future will only be worse!" His heart seemed to be washed by a torrent, and everything became clear: the past few years of working and forgetting to eat and sleep are not enough. Just for a better life?And doesn't his life just look forward to having him by his side?During the meal, they exchanged a few trivial things about work, and if they could go out together for a long vacation, they would take care of the flowers and plants and raise a pet. Maybe they would not be able to hold hands and hug in public for the rest of their lives, but what he cared about was "being accompanied".

And this person must be Shen Ze.

Doesn't he have the answer in his heart for what and whom he is asking for?

But at that time, he could turn a blind eye to the answer, and agreed to Lin Xiao with the feeling of "try it, maybe you will understand that Shen Ze is really the only one".

Now I want to go on a life journey, and I will go all the way to the age of 30, but I hope that person can go on with me wholeheartedly in the future.

Looking back, our Shen Daxing is not stupid. Seeing that Mr. Zhang couldn't figure out [-], he went directly to Wang Er to get the finalized plan and saw the company name on the title page.

Zhang is always one foot tall, and Shen Ze is one foot tall.

"There is still an envelope." Assistant Zhou reminded in a low voice.

He Gaowen came back to his senses, and pretended not to be surprised, nodded to Assistant Zhou to signal her to put it down.

"Oh my god! Our black-faced god is being pursued by someone!" Assistant Zhou gracefully stepped on high heels and spun out of the office. As soon as he closed the door, he turned around and exclaimed at a group of female staff.

"Did you read it wrong? I heard people say that yellow roses are for apologizing."

"Could it be that the director's former girlfriend was sorry for him, and he became sexually stimulated?"

Assistant Zhou: "How do you know he's transitioned?"

"I have a friend who works in the head office. She said that Director He was a good person before, kind and gentle, and a very good-tempered man."

"But to be honest, I've always thought that our director is very attractive, and his appearance is very seductive, but... a bit fierce."

At this moment, the rumored good-tempered man took a breath, and smiled at the yellow rose occupying the corner of the desk—He Gaowen's pride and happiness hadn't shown on his face yet, and a smile appeared on the brows.

Shen Ze, Shen Ze, can you be more upright.

The sky outside was clear and clear, and He Gaowen took out the small card in the envelope in a brisk mood. On it was Shen Ze's sharp words: "Wenwen, I miss you very much." Signed: SZ, on the back is a mobile phone number , seems to be able to see a large dog wagging its tail and guarding the phone.

He Gaowen laughed heartily. If Lin Zijun saw He Gaowen's expression at this time, he would definitely not hide his contempt for him.

The person who put the card on his mouth and tapped it was grinning, the corners of his mouth almost reached the tips of his ears, but the flower sender was fidgeting, and asked Wang Er several times, "Are you sure the flowers have been delivered?" He was also uneasy.Wang Er hadn't seen Shen Daxing's flickering situation for a long time, so he made a bold guess in his heart: his master has found his sweetheart.

Of course, finding and retrieving are two completely different things. If it is found, Shen Daxingxing will not be so promising at this moment.

The appointment time with Director Zhang was in the evening, and Zeng Rou arranged for the meeting place to be in an old-fashioned teahouse. Zeng Rou said that her godfather liked these "older" cultures.

Director Zhang didn't read the script either, instead he grabbed melon seeds and ate them by himself, leisurely listening to the little song downstairs and making comments from time to time.

Uneasy listening to the opera in the clouds, Shen Ze secretly felt bitter that this matter was serious, and winked at Zeng Rou, but Zeng Rou was not on the same front with him, and also listened to the opera with bated breath, Hum a paragraph from time to time.

Shen Ze thought, the certainty has turned yellow.Unexpectedly, Director Zhang brushed off the sunflower seeds on the side of his clothes, looked at Shen Ze, and asked, "What kind of story do you want to express?"

Of course he was referring to the script.

Shen Ze, who was suddenly named, was stunned for a few seconds, and quickly responded: "I think love has no fixed pattern or shape. Same-sex love is as great and precious as it is."

"Where's the box office?" Director Zhang didn't have the usual casual attitude when he asked, on the contrary, he had a cold and pressing aura.

"The box office...isn't very important..."

"Nonsense!" In Shen Ze's heart, Zhang Dao, who had always been "non-human," suddenly became a "money worshiper." He said to Shen Ze, "Remember, everything is empty talk and nonsense when you are hungry."

Seeing this, Zeng Rou hurriedly put her hand on Director Zhang's arm, and said comfortingly, "Godfather, let's read Shen Ze's script first."

Director Zhang quickly recovered, and glanced at the script with downcast eyes again: "I'll take it back and give you an answer in two days."

The other two big stars looked at each other happily, Director Zhang suddenly challenged: "Shen Ze, have you ever loved someone?"

Shen Ze's eyes darkened, and he said firmly, "Yes."

"Probably your answer just now gave me the illusion that love makes you very hard."

Love makes you work hard.

What kind of strange assertion is this?Shen Ze sent Director Zhang and Zeng Rou away, Zeng Rou was a little worried when he saw his distraught appearance, thinking that Shen Ze's mind was touched by that incomprehensible godfather, and she planned to comfort him, Shen Ze smiled lightly, let She was free to help beat the side drum to Director Zhang.

In addition to work notifications, Shen Ze's mobile phone is just text messages about sex, so there is no surprise call from He Gaowen.

In the past few years, there have been quite a few starlets who secretly wanted to climb into his bed.There is no fire in this circle, and I have heard about Shen Ze's sexuality inside the circle, so some young stars who have just entered the industry want to climb to the sky in one step, wondering if they can get good resources in exchange for climbing into Shen Ze's bed?

Shen Ze thought, depravity, depravity, back then, he, a starlet in the [-]th rank, never thought of selling his body for a good resource.

Naturally, he would not have thought that he had the excellent resource of Rao Man, so who else would he sell himself to?

While spurning the current starlet junior who just wanted to take shortcuts, he stared at his mobile phone and silently recited "Call, call quickly". Unfortunately, Shen Ze, who was chanting the spell with one mind and two minds, could never focus on it. My heart split again, and I remembered Director Zhang's phrase "Love makes you work hard."

He has always been very happy, whether it was his sloppy private life before or after being with He Gaowen, he was extremely happy.If you insist on hard work, it will be the past few years after the two separated.However, that bit of hard work can never be counted as hard work in the true sense, because while he was filming, he was studying while looking for He Gaowen, he also did charity work, and went to the temple to listen to Buddhist teachings.

Does Zhang Dao refer to the pain of finding love after losing it, or does love itself make him hard?

Shen Ze couldn't figure it out, so he simply didn't think about anything, and seriously recalled every little thing he had with He Gaowen.

Thinking about it this time, some place that he hadn't touched for a while was about to move, he pulled down his pants irritably, and solved it by himself.

If we don't get you back, my hands will callus... He thought very tragically.