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"One day, you thought of some people for no reason. They once made you have expectations for tomorrow, but they didn't appear in your tomorrow at all."

——"Goodbye Jinhua Station"

Just like now, someone is sitting in the last row of the auditorium, listening intently to a speech by a young man in prime of life on the stage, remembering that the book turned page by page and the way another man joked: the corner of his mouth is With a shallow smile, the eyes are two bright crescent moons, like thousands of stars floating, moving and dazzling.

Most people didn't see this side of Shen Ze. Although he smiled a lot, he only showed such a defenseless and willful smile around He Gaowen.Uncle Li told him a long time ago that someone may take 24-degree sneak shots 360 hours a day, as long as the pursed smile turns into a skin.So he practiced a smile without dead ends, from smiling so hard that his face almost lost consciousness to the expression that really became skin attached, the process was really painful.

At that time, He Gaowen listened to the "compulsory smile order", showing his distressed face, touching his small chest and muttering to himself: "It's a good thing you don't smile so much when you sleep, otherwise I won't be scared to death when I wake up and see it."

After Shen Ze heard that his worry was not on him, he immediately rushed over and bit him a few times to express his dissatisfaction.

But speaking of it, fortunately, the transition to the devil-like smile training was very clever, otherwise Shen Ze would probably have cramps from laughing.

He Gaowen, who was sitting in the last row, lost his mind for a moment and then forced himself to withdraw his mind and continue listening to the speech.After the end, he waited for the people in the auditorium to leave, and left without haste, still talking to the young people in the stands and several elders.Although he was sitting far away, he was facing the podium. The young man saw him as soon as he raised his head. He cast his eyes from afar, and smiled softly and affectionately. He nodded to him, saying wait a minute, soon just fine.

He Gaowen looked at his watch. There was plenty of time. He made a reservation for the restaurant, drove there for 15 minutes, and then finished eating at about eight o'clock. He went to watch a movie with the other party or go to his small suite. The day was finally spent.

If you still have distracting thoughts, go back and take a sleep aid, and you will have no dreams all night, and you will not think of that person.

But if you miss some people, it doesn’t mean you have forgotten it. Just like we need to find something urgently, and we can’t find it after digging three feet, it doesn’t mean it’s lost. As long as a certain appropriate time comes, it will automatically appear.

Not thinking about it, unforgettable.

Just like now, when He Gaowen relaxes and listens to a speech, when he sees a tall and straight person on the stage who talks and laughs freely, he can't help but think of Shen Ze.

The young man walked towards him with an excited and bright smile on his face.

"Let's go, I'm getting hungry."

He Gaowen naturally helped him get the ingredients, and walked out side by side with him: "I have ordered everything, and I can eat it as soon as I arrive...Hey, why are you still sweating, is it hot?"

"You know I'm afraid of heat. Although it's only April, I'm too hot to suddenly wear such formal clothes."

He Gaowen smiled, ruffled his hair, and finally stroked his head.

They seem to be the same height, but He Gaowen may be two centimeters taller.He Gaowen strode ahead, his wrist was grabbed by the man, a force forced him to turn around, soon, he was pressed behind a pillar, and a soft kiss came down immediately.

He Gaowen pushed him away with a smile, and wiped his wet lips: "Aren't you afraid of being seen by your professors?"

"It's a blind spot here, and no one can see it."

"Let's go, we have agreed to invite you to dinner and celebrate the first successful speech in your life."

"Brother...you have to remember to promise me..."

"Lin Xiao! Are you hungry?" He Gaowen walked out quickly.

The young man named Lin Xiao chased after him with a smile. He saw He Gaowen blushing.

Lin Xiao called He Gaowen "senior brother" because He Gaowen was a senior in the same department in the previous year. When He Gaowen was working and studying at the graduate school, Lin Xiao helped him with some things, such as sorting out the lecture materials, and sometimes He Gaowen took over as a substitute for what he needed. Lin Xiao is also in charge of the materials.

Lin Xiao is considered a famous figure in school, he can be seen active in any top ten singers, party hosts, or sponsors for some departmental activities.There is a saying in their school: "Senior Lin Xiao can get funding by just showing off his face."

It was spread by the schoolboys and schoolgirls. Maybe it wasn’t that amazing, it was a bit exaggerated, but Lin Xiao was indeed good-looking. Judging from his usual food and clothing expenses, he could judge that his family was well-off; he also had a good temper, and his reputation in school was quite good.Such a boy would probably be very popular with girls in any school. He Gaowen still remembers seeing a confession before leaving school. With the help of her roommate, a girl placed a huge candle with candles downstairs in Lin Xiao's dormitory. A heart with Lin Xiao's name in the middle.

When the boys' dormitory burst into applause and everyone shouted "Lin Xiao! Lin Xiao!", Lin Xiao appeared downstairs. He didn't know what he said to the girl. Xiao walked in front, and the girl followed behind out of everyone's sight.

He Gaowen was living in the special dormitory area for graduate students at that time, facing Lin Xiao's dormitory building. After reading it, he felt that the candles in this place were a waste of money.

Later, He Gaowen asked Lin Xiao about this matter, Lin Xiao smiled and said, fearing that the other party would be embarrassed, he took the girl away from the scene and comforted the girl.

When they had these conversations, He Gaowen was hospitalized, and Lin Xiao came to see him the day after he had just undergone appendicitis surgery.He Gaowen's hand was held by him, gently but firmly, He Gaowen couldn't struggle, so he could only look at him with a helpless smile.

Speaking of fate is really out of control.In fact, He Gaowen was reluctant to meet his former alumni, because everyone had a family, and no matter how bad he was, he would have someone to date with, but he didn't have one.Such a comparison makes him more and more lonely.

At that time, he came to the hospital for an examination before the operation, and was patted on the shoulder when he was queuing in front of the payment window.He Gaowen was a little annoyed. He had always known that he had a bad stomach. In addition, he had just arrived at the new company and was waiting for everything. He almost spent all his board and lodging in the company, let alone reasonable rest time, so this time he suffered from appendicitis. It came too suddenly.

If the assistant hadn't stayed with him to work overtime that day, it is estimated that he died in the office and was discovered by the cleaner the next day.

So I simply use the missed annual leave to rest and have an operation by the way, otherwise this hidden danger like an active volcano will remain in the body, and if it erupts during an important period, it will be terrible and delay the company's affairs.

It was Lin Xiao who patted him on the shoulder.Seeing his pale face, Lin Xiao asked in surprise, "Brother?"

He Gaowen saw that he was his former schoolboy, so he nodded with a smile on his face: "It's me, Lin Xiao."

Standing beside Lin Xiao was a girl with a fair face, and He Gaowen nodded politely.

When they parted, Lin Xiao ran up to him alone and asked a few words of concern, and asked for He Gaowen's contact information.Lin Xiaoxiao complained: "Brother's previous number can't be reached..."

It was only then that He Gaowen remembered that the number had been canceled before coming here.Before that, Lin Xiao would send greetings during New Year's Day.

He Gaowen rubbed his nose, suddenly felt guilty for the person in front of him, so he kept in touch with each other a lot, and after a few months of surgery, he became Lin Xiao's companion.

There's nothing wrong with thinking about it, after all, He Gaowen doesn't have many friends in this city.

Lin Xiao confessed to him at that time, He Gaowen remembered the girl next to him when they met for the first time, Lin Xiao said she was the professor's daughter, she said that she liked him, but he refused... He Gaowen was far from his last failed first love After three years, I met an old friend in K city again, maybe it was fate?

When Lin Zijun heard that He Gaowen was confessed, he yelled excitedly on the phone, and shouted in high decibels: "I saw the photos, such handsome boys really like boys! You have spent the love life you have accumulated over the past ten years. Have you been using it for the past few years? Promise, promise, promise! Try it and you won’t be short of meat!”

In fact, He Gaowen couldn't tell how he felt towards Lin Xiao.He is always slow to judge interpersonal relationships, and he doesn't bother to think about it. Lin Zijun complained that all his brain cells were wasted on work.So now He Gaowen has stayed in the branch company for three years, and after his performance has been rising steadily, he is ready to compete for the position of vice president.

In the past three years, he deliberately avoided any news about the entertainment industry, and he was not allowed to talk about celebrities in the office, especially about Shen Ze. All his subordinates thought that the director and Shen Ze were rivals in love.But Shen Ze became more and more popular, so popular that he could be seen everywhere.

As if not letting him go.

Lin Zijun has long been a hands-off shopkeeper, and her online store business volume has surged. She has already become a small company that has begun to take shape. There are three departments under her. Lin Zijun is in charge of the rations of dozens of people, so busy that the soles of her shoes are flying , makeup is spent.

All this is due to Shen Ze, who helped her promote her online store.

In the past, it was useless for Shen Ze to forward it every day, maybe others would laugh at him as low, but who is Shen Ze now?When I went out, a bodyguard team followed, accompanied by three assistants.As for Wang Er, Wang Er is the leader of the assistant, and Uncle Li has become the manager of the brokerage department as he wished.

A few years ago, Shen Ze's first "Electric Shock" work was very successful, and the film works he took on later were all checked by Rao Man and Uncle Li. He has completely changed himself. There, but now as soon as the work at hand is over, he flies around the world to visit famous directors or take acting classes. He no longer has scandals, and he doesn't need to take advantage of anyone to send him into the blue sky.

He is his own east wind.

It's not that he hasn't looked for He Gaowen, but when he really looked for it, he found that he didn't know much about him.

Where does He Gaowen work?what does he do?It seems to be the leader of some activity group?He had heard it before but forgot.Where is his hometown?He once talked about his family, his parents died, and he had to support his uncle's family.By the way, you can find Lin Zijun.

But how did Lin Zijun find him?Only Weibo.It's better to open a small account to private message He Gaowen by using Weibo to contact, but take a look at He Gaowen's Weibo, the last update was a year ago.

Lin Zijun still has a few marketing accounts in his hand, how can he read his private messages.By the time Lin Zijun glanced at the private message with compassion, he and He Gaowen had been separated for almost a year.

The ancients said that parting is common, and now the head is white. That's because it takes years to say goodbye easily.But it's strange, but the feelings at that time were deep, which is beyond the reach of today's era of convenient information.

Probably because I know that I can't see each other easily, so I remember it with my heart. Remembering it every day and night is as natural as eating and sleeping.

Shen Ze recalled every day and night under the premise that He Gaowen could not be found at all. He was like a patient with masochistic tendencies. He bought the house that He Gaowen rented before, and occasionally came to live in it. All the furnishings remained the same, but many additions were made. own stuff.

Xu Xiaoya said to Shen Ze before: "This person is definitely not invincible, because he will meet someone who can subdue him in the end."

"Will you be defeated by that person?"

"No." Xu Xiaoya hugged little Shen Ze on her lap and sat down, gently resting that beautiful face on his shoulder, "Silly son, what I mean by 'uniform' is to guard it willingly."

How can guards and uniforms be related?Of course Shen Ze couldn't understand it, he just struggled to go down and play.

Xu Xiaoya sighed unobtrusively: "It's as if I am willing to have only you."

At that time, stepping out of a wealthy family was not something that all women dared to do.

Therefore, Shen Ze has Xu Xiaoya's "crazy" in his bones, and he will gamble his whole life.

He bet on He Gaowen.

When not studying and working, Shen Ze stayed in the temple on the hill opposite He Gaowen's rented house.The temple is an ancient temple, simple and unsophisticated, with few incense sticks, and the big Buddha showed a look of compassion.It can be seen that a Buddha statue that was once a majestic and reinforced golden body is now so dilapidated that only a face is left, which can be discerned in a state of looking down on all living beings.

Shen Ze went to the temple alone, knocked on the wooden door and saw a young monk sweeping the floor, the monk stared at him for a few seconds, before Shen Ze could speak, he dropped the broom and ran away howling.Shouting while running: "Master, master! It's a big star! Shen Ze!"

Shen Ze's eyelids twitched, thinking that the monk didn't know him.

Lin Zijun said, He Gaowen said before that he would come here, so he came here, just in case we meet.

Of course there is no chance.

After the news of "Shen Ze escaped into Buddhism?!" broke out in the entertainment circle for three days, Shen Ze failed to meet He Gaowen as he wished.Did he think that the other party would never come back?He really wanted to find him, not for any reason, just to clarify some things and tell him, I miss you very much.

But Lin Zijun was able to tell him that He Gaowen said that he wanted to go to the temple, and he had already tolerated him.Lin Zijun said, "He really doesn't want to see you."

After our big star became famous, he didn't even find someone to help him. He really felt that he was a failure.

After He Gaowen and Lin Xiao had a big meal in City K, Shen Ze ate crude meals in the temple's wing room.

Lin Xiao pushed He Gaowen into the car and kissed him for the second time, but He Gaowen still pushed him away and gently refused: "I don't want to come to the car."

He Gaowen knew very well what Lin Xiao meant by "promise". The two had been dating for almost a year, and Lin Xiao wanted to have a closer relationship with him.

It's not that he has never tried hugging Lin Xiao, Lin Xiao is not bad looking, but every time he opens his eyes and sees the warmth of his embrace and the lips of kisses from another person, he is terrified for no reason and has not calmed down yet. He stretched out his hand and pushed the opponent away.

Such an instinctive refusal embarrassed him, and somewhat hurt Lin Xiao.

He suggested that we should not separate, but Lin Xiao insisted, saying that he knew that he had someone in his heart, but he didn't mind, he could accompany him and let that person go out slowly.

How easy is it to go out?He Gaowen thought in his heart.The doors are locked, and once locked for three years, how can it be so easy to get out?What's more, Shen Ze is a rambunctious person, he would come back by himself after being driven out.

The night sky is very gentle, and the work has been explained in advance, and there will be no temporary phone calls, so Lin Xiao turned off his mobile phone and he didn't stop him.

In the small villa where Lin Xiao lived, He Gaowen served a glass of wine on the balcony. Lin Xiao went to take a bath. He originally invited him to join him, but He Gaowen threw a towel at him and drove him in.

Until now, I don't know what I am obsessed with.

He didn't think of a clue at all, his waist was hugged by a pair of wet hands, two cold lips kissed his neck, and the breath from his nostrils was scorching hot.Lin Xiao whispered while kissing: "Brother, I have wanted you for a long time..."

The wine in He Gaowen's hand was taken away and placed on the balcony, Lin Xiao turned him around, and the two stood facing each other.

He Gaowen's eyes darkened, Lin Xiao lowered his head, blocked the light in the room, and sealed his mouth...