heart by heart

10 Shen Han Extra Story- Progressive Love

In this life, from the beginning to the end, in just a few decades, during the years, he was fighting for power, or fame and fortune, always busy with the vain beauty of fame and fame.People live for a lifetime, biting beasts in the shackles and cages of the predecessors, even if they turn from bright to dark, from charging to retreating and camping, step by step and step by step.I thought that no one could escape such worldliness.

One way, the result of gathering eyes and not daring to neglect at all, was exhausted again by the roundabout mud after all.The more rigorous, the more resolute, the more resolute, the more fragile, the more fragile, the easier it is to break.

It always seems that there are huge crowds of people, and the crowds come one after another, but at the end of the count, there is still a lonely person.I'm afraid it's because a lonely heart can't tolerate others.

Fate, under such embarrassing circumstances, made an exception.

Escaping from the secret passage, this damn weak body was finally caught up in the Forest of Disillusionment. Xu Jing, an old thief, was more peaceful when his father was alive. I didn't expect that now he is getting more and more courageous. Don't let me live. If God blesses you not to die today, but in the future, you will not be able to survive, nor will you be able to die.

Betrayal is the last favorable evidence and the only condition of proof that all masks are torn off.Hypocrisy, a necessity that no one needs to live in groups, has been carried since childhood, and will only be replaced when another higher kind of goodwill appears.And the moment of alternation is another scratch.I am like this, watching you keep upgrading tirelessly until you become an impenetrable high wall, that is your so-called castle, and you become the king of the people who cannot be seen through at a glance.

The birth of a new king is the reward of a regicide final blow.Now, you need such a reward even more, can't wait?

Thinking back like this, those obvious details become so glaring. Maybe when my father was there, he could just say that he would not be so bold, so he could generalize it. However, once such a natural idea is also destroyed, In front of the facts, it is nothing more than a beautiful meal for the courtiers surrounded by flattering and flattering interests once again.

The last supper, as if unity was only the weight of those few gold coins, was an attempt at the last bargaining chip that the suffering believers lacked.

What is struggling is the interaction between life and death, and the rest is nothing more than starting over again like moths flying to a flame.Human nature, what has been experienced is not to forget, and if you forget, you will be eroded.Grasping the only thing I can't forget is that person at that time, that day, that scene, that person who can hold all my past, that most critical person.

Years, I can't stand the torture like this, maybe, I will take that afternoon, watching the sun's iridescent brilliance and clouds above when the swing is raised, every time, I will be one step closer to that warmth.

what is the end?The first person to leave....

Supporting his body with a knife, his vision began to blur, and it seemed that the medicine had worked.It's ironic, it broke into me at the most critical time of my practice, causing me to almost go mad, and my body shrinks sharply.

Such a secret was leaked again, and it seemed that they were going to kill them all.And my heavy injury again is not the oncoming enemy, the feeling of heartbreak, but that's it.

What's ridiculous is that I have exhausted all my strength to resist the pain in my heart, but I still have to face the other party's naked torture without any cover.This kind of nasty thing is somewhat contemptible, but if it is aimed at me, it has a clear purpose.It's just to let my majesty be swept away, but I don't feel at ease in the face of a 10-year-old child who has completely lost his martial arts, and even sprinkled that lowly scent. If I am usually not afraid of such obscene things, but now ...

So, does he know?Or is the heart inherently so evil?People who have been watching since birth may have many gaps that cannot be filled by thinking.

I am speechless for what time cannot give me.It's just that I have followed his way, is it God's will, I am not reconciled!

Let's end it, that's it, go back to the beginning, it's good to end it like this.At least, I don't have to think about that crack, at least I don't have to remedy that gap.She is like a person who smashed all the good things I erected, standing silently on the top of my head with a hammer, quietly watching the future that her mother weaves for her on top of my head Bloom the most eye-catching flowers for her, and when she doesn't like it anymore, with just one click, all this vain beauty can be turned into withered fireworks, for the devil's smile that kills chickens and takes eggs.

After all, I am a person who cannot be completely black, so be it.That's it.

Desperate thoughts, when thinking of her, have the effect of a flood like a bankrupt.

I thought everything was fixed, but suddenly felt the breeze floating, and a figure floated over, was it dazzled? Seeing that the group of people who were arrogant and domineering just now have no signs of life, I hope it is not a dream. A touch of bright crystal, and then fainted.

Whose clarity is this?Is it hers?In the end, my heart was swaying violently. Am I wrong?Did I just blame her wrong?

Hearing the crackling sound of flames, it turned out that he was really alive.It turned out that I was just someone who would deny everything when I died.It turns out that I am just like them, and my beliefs and promises are just empty talk.At this moment, I was lonely in my heart. I thought it would be different. After holding on for such a long time, the other party didn't even hold a shining sword. Did I just turn my back?That's the way it is, and I'm like that too.

Although I woke up early at that time, I didn't dare to act rashly.My father is a person who does not understand and does not want to understand feelings. There are many concubines, but few heirs. Maybe it is really unfeeling. I only have one elder sister, and I am not close, but her mother treats me very well. My mother Han Since she found out that she could not change her position with her father after giving birth, she always took it out on me. I was only one year old and I had no ability to protect myself. When I was three years old, I was beaten all over my body. I have taken a concubine, this is the first time, I have no strength to remember, and then I realized the moment I saw her in the garden, there really is such a tender person, she is Shen Feiyang Xinna's servant My concubine is also Shen Jun's mother, but such a good person was killed by my mother's jealousy. It's no wonder that Shen Jun has always hated me so much. I guess she has been waiting for this moment for a long time. In fact, I don't have much contact with her, especially After the age of 3, I only remember the helplessness of Shen Jun's mother when she died and her entrustment—her daughter.After Shen Feiyang's sudden death, the people below were ready to move. It seemed that Shen Jun couldn't guarantee her own loss, and finally failed her trust.

Why should I doubt, doubt my Shen Jun, doubt her present, doubt my father's decision, doubt my mother?Am I the second Shen Feiyang?If I overturn all the decisions made by Shen Feiyang during his lifetime, then am I not Shen Feiyang?At this time, who will the person I meet be?What kind of drama does this create, will she be a woman?If she is also a woman, what should I do?Shen Jun or her?When you open your eyes, what do you do next?The dilemma between the grace of saving life and the act of promise may be doomed to be inescapable...

After seeing the gender clearly, I was deeply moved. Fortunately, it was a man, otherwise, I really couldn't face two women.

What kind of existence is this person in front of me? Thinking about the weird scene in the afternoon, I can't see what hidden weapon or gun he used at all, and he can kill people in the blink of an eye. The light and light temperament is indeed real, coupled with such an outstanding appearance, even the seasoned man was infatuated when he first met. Why is such an eye-catching person so unknown? Who is he? ?

Can enemies still be friends?It is still impossible to find out the details of the other party, if they make friends, what will happen?Suddenly, I realized that I became extremely fragile. Maybe the subversive speculation before made me seriously injured. The extra precautions were just to prevent the other party from taking advantage of the situation and being easily destroyed.

Getting along with him in the future completely overturned the first impression of him. I felt that Yue Yexiao was unsophisticated and didn't know the dynasty. When he first appeared, he was wearing a grass skirt. Now he will be moved by seeing such a dish. Could it be that he lived on the mountain since he was born? , This is really going down the mountain for the first time, and saving myself is purely a coincidence, so I continued to eat after thinking about it, and I didn't bother to watch him being moved blindly.

After eating, Yue Yexiao actually planned to go to the brothel, and suddenly felt very unhappy for some reason.

When I first entered the city, I noticed a lot of people there. Fortunately, it seems that only those who were directly involved in the assassination knew that I was obsessed with retreat and shrunk down to a child. Otherwise... Fortunately, Yue Yexiao was destroyed at that time Although I am a little grateful to him, I don't think he is domineering over my head. I have been with him for half a month, but I feel that being with him is surprisingly harmonious. I must be crazy. I just came to the brothel for him. Angry, alas, don't worry, wait for another two and a half months for everything to recover, first I have to clean up this little thing.Judging from his appearance, he is only in his teens, yet he treats me like an elder. Anyway, I am already 2 now.

Finally settled here, watching him happily preparing musical instruments for the Chrysanthemum Picking Festival, very busy, how could he be so happy to show his face outside, so I couldn't hold back the impulse in my heart, seeing him playing The thing called Guzheng hastily sarcastically said,

"I've heard the idiom of making up the numbers, so I have to adjust so many strings, tsk tsk, it's really hard work to complete 21 strings."He didn't answer, turned and left.For his indifference, my heart is extremely entangled.It was unnatural to realize that this jealousy happened, and it happened like this.Everything seems to be going with the flow.

On the night of the stage, it is not an exaggeration to describe him as a fairy, but seeing him smile at those strangers, he just shouldn’t, as if he was aware of my gaze, Yue Ye looked at me, it’s really "looking back and smiling, a hundred charms", God !I really want to just hide it like this, pin it around my waist when I go out, and tie it on the bed when I go home.

Is this a continuation after that scene?And the scramble and scramble for more than ten years, the entanglements everywhere, seem to be like a dream.At that moment, he was drunk like an idiot, but now he woke up.In fact, is she alive again?

Or is it that I can no longer continue on the original path, and I need to be gentle again, and I can't extricate myself from indulging in that soft light again?

All the things about growing up happened quietly, physically being beaten back to its original shape, and psychologically returning to the past again?So, after all these years, I have been spinning around in place, unable to get out of the layers of fog?

In other words, all this was done just for a successful beginning, and for such a successful beginning, to lay a happy ending.Non-stop self-hypnosis, the appearance of everyone, just let those passers-by play a competent role in their own century, and their every move is within expectation, so when there are new people who play cards unreasonably When it appears, will you feel such a hint of surprise?

Everyone will choose the situation that is most beneficial to them, right?Some things that vanished into thin air are like fairy tales, they will always live in the legend, and then they are trapped in the children who are willing to pay for such innocence, and they have never been able to enter the Hall of Elegance.

Now, I see a different world.

(I originally wanted to use the objects of the ancients as a description, but I was too lazy to pull back, so I simply wrote in a modern tone.)