I dug a good hole in my previous life

Lin Chuan ran quickly on a country road.If you look closely, you will find that his immature face is full of tears, and his slightly pale lips are opening and closing, but he forced himself not to make a sound.

Lin Chuan cried aggrievedly, letting big tears flow down his long eyelashes.From time to time, he raised his sleeves to wipe away his tears and snot, as if destroying evidence, stubbornly refusing to let anyone see his fragility.

At this time, the image of the last dying relative kept appearing in his mind: the emaciated grandma lying on the kang, coughing heavily from time to time, as if her lungs were about to be coughed out.

She seemed to know that she was going to die, and she held onto Lin Chuan's little hand with great effort. Tears were already running down her face, and she muttered in her mouth: "My poor... grandson... is still so... small, but...why? live..."

Lin Chuan also held his grandma's hand tightly, really tightly, with all his strength, as if this way, grandma would not abandon him.

He was afraid, afraid that he was the only one left in this world.He thought, he can go out to borrow money again, if people refuse to lend him, he will kneel down and beg him, as long as he has money, he can hire the best doctor and buy the best medicine for grandma, and she will be cured. disease.

Now he only wants grandma to live, even if she is lying on the kang and cannot move, as long as grandma can open her eyes to look at him from time to time, he will be satisfied.He will not go to school in the future, he will go out to pick up junk, even if he goes out to beg for food, he will try his best to pay back the money he borrowed.

Lin Chuan held on to grandma's hand, unwilling to let go for a long time, he was afraid that grandma would be gone after letting go.He whimpered like a trapped animal, covering his mouth, but he didn't dare to cry out loud, for fear that if someone heard it, he would take away grandma's body, and he would never see her again.

But in the end, Lin Chuan still failed to overcome his illness and keep his last relatives.

A month ago, the dependent grandma finally left with her sick body that had been tortured for a long time.She survived the long and cold winter, but stayed forever in this coming spring.Perhaps it was a relief for the poor grandma, but for Lin Chuan, it was like the sky falling and the earth falling.

Yes, a 9-year-old child has become an orphan and lost the last pillar. Isn't it like the sky is falling apart? How will he live in the future?

Lin Chuan's grandmother and grandfather came to Xiaozhuang Village after fleeing from far away places, and they have no relatives for a long time.Not long after her grandma gave birth to Lin Chuan's father, her husband was swept into the raging river in a flash flood and could never be rescued.

Grandma is a strong woman who is both a father and a mother, raising her son.Not long after her son married his wife, she gave birth to a grandson, which made her laugh from ear to ear.The son and daughter-in-law are filial, and now they have a grandson, and life is getting more and more enjoyable.

Just when grandma thought all the hardships were coming, something happened to Lin Chuan's parents.

Nowadays, the life in the countryside is much better than before, and finally there is no need to worry about food and clothing, which also makes the villagers have higher pursuits.Some thoughtful young people go out to work during the slack season to earn some pocket money, and some simply work outside all year round, handing over the farm work and children to the elderly at home, and come back to build new houses after earning money.

Seeing that people in the village who were not as good as themselves had built new houses, Lin Chuan's parents were naturally envious, and they were no longer willing to guard the family's one-acre three-point land.

Together, the young couple, if they want to make a lot of money, they have to go to the city, and if they stay in the countryside all their lives, they will be poor.Even if you don't think about yourself, you must always think about your son's future.With money, they can send their children to school in the city, receive better education, and let the old lady enjoy the blessings, and they can live the life of city people.

Afterwards, the two entrusted the child to the old man and went to work in the city. At the end of the year, they took a lot of money and returned it to the old man.Grandma is very happy that her son is promising, and she looks forward to the day when she can go to the city with her son to enjoy life.

However, at the end of the next year, the bus that the couple came back on had a rollover accident due to severe overloading, and none of the couple could be rescued, leaving only Lin Chuan and his grandmother to depend on each other.

In recent years, grandma has taken care of her grandson while doing farm work. Although life is hard, this strong old lady doesn't feel it.She thought that since she was able to bring up her son, she would naturally be able to raise her grandson now, and she would let her grandson go to college in the future.She is still confident about the future!

It is said that children from poor families are in charge of the family early, and Lin Chuan has been sensible since he was a child!This kid has known from as long as he can remember that he is different from other kids. He has no parents, only grandma. Their family is very poor, so he can’t be like other kids who can eat whatever they want and buy whatever they want. , If you don't buy it, you will cry and play, lying and rolling on the ground.He has no right to act coquettishly.

Lin Chuan would do his best to help his grandma with some housework when he was very young.When he was six or seven years old, he was able to cook independently. Although the taste needs to be improved, he was still very happy to let his grandma eat the rice he cooked directly after returning from farm work.

When Lin Chuan was 7 years old, his grandmother sent him to school even though the family was very difficult.On the first day of school, his grandma told him that he should study hard and that he would have to go to university in the future.

Lin Chuan is grateful to grandma, but at the same time loves her very much. He was bent by the burden of life when he was only in his 50s.Because of the difficult life, grandma's body collapsed early, and she was entangled with ruthless illness.Although he borrowed a lot of money to help his grandma see a doctor, in the end, the disease took the life of his only relative in the world.

The kind-hearted villagers helped Lin Chuan take care of grandma's funeral and buried her in a beautiful place.Lin Chuan would go to see grandma first after school every day, talk to her as usual and then go home, as if grandma had never left.

The village head summoned the villagers to send some food to Lin Chuan, and the school also waived his tuition and miscellaneous fees, and the neighbors would also send him some food from time to time, or let him go to eat at home, or leave their children without clothes. clothes for him to wear.

Lin Chuan is grateful to those people. With them, he will not go hungry or cold, but sometimes he also resents the injustice of the sky, why other children can happily act like a baby in the arms of their parents, but he can't even have his only grandmother. Can't keep it.After complaining, this sensitive and strong child still lives hard.

But there are always some small troubles in life that make people unhappy.Just when school was about to leave, the teacher was not in the classroom. Lin Xiaopang, who was sitting behind Lin Chuan, suddenly yelled loudly: "My eraser is gone, who stole my eraser?" Lin Chuan rummaged through his schoolbag.

All the students in the class looked over, and a few students left their seats and ran over to watch the excitement.

Lin Chuan said angrily: "Why did you look through my schoolbag when you lost it? Return it to me quickly!" He said while grabbing his own schoolbag.

Lin Xiaopang's real name is Lin Feng, but because he is seriously overweight, everyone calls him Xiaopang.Fatty is much taller than Lin Chuan, who is malnourished, and his hands are stronger, so Lin Chuan can't beat him naturally.

After a while, Lin Xiaopang actually found an eraser from his schoolbag, and said triumphantly: "Look, I knew you must have stolen it. You are the only one in the class who has no money to buy stationery, and I don't have any." Will definitely steal from others, you thief!"

Lin Chuan argued angrily: "I didn't steal it, I bought it myself." He is poor, but he has a backbone, so how could he do such petty theft.

At this time, teacher Li, the head teacher, and Zhou Qi, Lin Chuan's deskmate, came in.Zhou Qi knew Lin Xiaopang was bullying Lin Chuan again as soon as he saw Lin Chuan's complacent look, and immediately stood in front of Lin Chuan to protect him; while Teacher Li looked at the messy classroom and asked what was going on very unhappy .

Lin Xiaopang said: "Lin Chuan is a thief. He stole my eraser. I found it out of his schoolbag."

Teacher Li was in a hurry to get off work, and thinking of the situation at Lin Chuan's house, he felt that it was very possible for a child to steal someone else's because he didn't have one, so he ordered him to apologize to Lin Xiaopang.

Lin Chuan naturally refused, and why did he apologize if he didn't steal it? If he really apologized, wouldn't he admit that he was a thief.

Zhou Qi said, "This eraser is new, Lin Xiaopang, haven't you already used your eraser? I clearly saw you wiping the eraser vigorously on the notebook this morning."

Seeing that Xiaopang stopped talking, he continued: "Do you go to school every day without your brain? You provide jokes for everyone all day long. Is your main role only to help your family eat and consume food?" I can see how hard you work every day by looking at your figure, I feel really sad for you!"

All the students in the class burst into laughter, and some people knocked on the table.

Teacher Li also knew that Lin Chuan was wronged, but she didn't show any embarrassment about her misjudgment. She directly said lightly that Lin Xiaopang might have made a mistake, and asked him not to take it to heart, and then asked Xiaopang to give Lin Chuan After Chuan apologized, he asked everyone to leave school.

Lin Chuan ran out with his schoolbag on his back, angry at Lin Xiaopang for wronging others casually, and disappointed with the teacher's attitude in handling this matter.In a panic, he ignored Zhou Qi's voice calling him behind him, and ran away with a burst of anger, venting his grievance and unwillingness.

Does he have to be despised because he is poor?Does being poor mean being suspected of stealing?

After running for an unknown amount of time, the shouts behind him were no longer heard, and he finally stumbled and fell in the middle of the road due to lack of energy. His forehead hit a big rock, and he also passed out.

The blood on Lin Chuan's forehead gurgled out, meandering down his cheeks, and flowing down his neck to his heart. It slowly gathered and finally condensed into a blood-colored lotus. The lotus shone with dazzling light and enveloped him live, and eventually disappear in this land.

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