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You Wei tried his best to adjust his facial muscles to force himself to calm down, and then followed Felix back to the small round table. He tried his best to control the doubts in his heart from being too superficial, but the hand holding the fork still trembled uncontrollably. I can only cover up the turmoil in my heart by eating.

The first love that ended without a cause in the third year of high school had a great influence on You Wei, so much so that before starting a new relationship, he always thought about it and wished he could list all possible future situations and calculate them with mathematical formulas. Can you bear the worst outcome?But for some reason, once he meets Gao Yun, the emotional rationality honed by his first love will be destroyed by itself.Youwei once firmly believed that he and Gao Yun belonged to two worlds, and there would be no intersection between them, let alone any intersection, but the later development became more and more out of control, and he knew that he would eventually disregard Everything fell into it.Just like X+Y=Z, X is a constant quantity, Y is a variable in this formula, then the value of Z will always depend only on Y, and Gao Yun is the most difficult variable to control, as long as When he changes, everything changes with him.

You Wei had no intention of eating at all, but his heart could not be completely calm. He could only use a fork to stuff food into his mouth mechanically, trying to divert his attention, but he ate the whole plate of snacks in front of him in a short while. It's over.

Felix couldn't sit still anymore. He pointed his slender index finger at the table and frowned, "Xiaowei, I see that you look bitter and bitter. If this snack doesn't taste good, you don't have to force yourself. You can't eat it." No one will embarrass you just because of this."

Only then did You Wei realize that no matter how hard he tried to cover up, he still couldn't escape Felix's blazing eyes, so he simply put down his fork, controlled his gaze not to glance at Gao Yun, and asked Felix with trembling lips: "Brother Wang, Lin Ran and Gao Yun What is the relationship between Yun?"

Felix and Lou Yin were both taken aback when they heard the words, they turned their heads to look at Gao Yun tacitly, and then they were not surprised to find Lin Ran standing beside Gao Yun with a happy face.

It was the first time Lou Yin saw Lin Ran, but with his vicious eyes, he recognized at a glance who among the group of people was Lin Ran who made You Wei feel threatened.Lou Yin scrutinized Lin Ran with a scrutinizing gaze, with unpredictable emotions in his invisible eyes.

A few sudden gazes fell on him, and Lin Ran quickly noticed that he didn't feel embarrassed at all. Instead, he gave Lou Yin and Felix a friendly smile, and raised his wine glass to respect them from a distance. Felix knew Lin Ran, but now even he was a little confused.

Lin Ran's action immediately caught Gao Yun's attention. When Gao Yun turned around and found that it was Felix and the others, he just smiled and turned back. The whole movement naturally had no flaws.Only the three people on the other side of the round table saw Lin Ran's undisguised domineering gaze on You Wei the moment Gao Yun turned around, which seemed to be mocking You Wei for being overconfident.You Wei was caught by that gaze, and even though he was a little guilty, he immediately returned Lin Ran's courteous glance. Lin Ran shook his head with a smile, then turned his eyes away and continued talking to the group of people.

Felix and Lou Yin quickly exchanged glances when they turned their heads. Felix frowned and thought for a while. Lou Yin patted Felix's thigh with his hand under the table and nodded to him.

Felix hesitated for a moment, and said as calmly as possible: "Xiaowei, Gao Yun's private life was indeed chaotic before, but after being with you, he became much more honest. I think you can feel this too."

Felix's words did not comfort You Wei in the slightest, but seemed to be an acquiescence. He bit his lip, pondered the provocative look in Lin Ran's eyes just now, and took a deep breath to calm himself down: "So today Lin Ran is innocent. Came here to celebrate Gao Yun’s birthday? But he wasn’t on the invitation list.”

Felix wanted to say something more, but Lou Yin held him down, turned to You Wei and said, "You Wei, have you forgotten our agreement?"

You Wei raised his eyelids and looked at Lou Yin, and shook his head firmly after a while: "I haven't forgotten."

"So if Lin Ran is Gao Yun's ex-boyfriend or Gao Yun hasn't broken up with Lin Ran after confirming his relationship with you, then what are you going to do?" Lou Yin raised his eyebrows and said calmly, " Are you going to break up with him? Are you sure you will?"

You Wei thought about it, and said cautiously: "At least I have to confirm their current relationship first."

"Of course, this is your right." Lou Yin smiled, "But as far as I know, the only partner that Gao Yun admits after returning to China more than five years ago is you."

You Wei opened his eyes wide, subconsciously turned his gaze to Felix to ask for confirmation, and Felix also smiled: "I don't deny that Gao Yun is romantic, but I can also guarantee that you are the second person he has put his true feelings into so far."

"the second?"

Felix nodded: "Yes, the first one is his first love, his foreign teacher in high school."

first love?You Wei frowned reflexively when he heard this word. He will never forget the words Gao Yun used to describe his first love. What kind of a person is capable of making someone like Gao Yun fall in love with him? At the same time, he was so determined and wounded that he was riddled with wounds. Although Gao Yun's body has been free for more than ten years, there may not be a day when he does not live under the shadow of that person.

You Wei couldn't help but think of the pale pink scars on Gao Yun's left wrist. Although the wound healed, it left traces that could never be erased. It was the traces that the person "leaved" on Gao Yun.

This alone made You Wei feel that he might not be able to catch up in his lifetime, which made him hate and be curious about the person he had never met.

Felix saw what You Wei was thinking, and felt that since they were already together, there was no need to hide it anymore. After all, You Wei would still know, not to mention, he also had the right to do so.

Felix was still moved when he brought up that past event again. He carefully considered his words and spoke very slowly: "14 years ago, Simon traveled to China and went to the high school where Gao Yun was studying as a foreign teacher. I don’t know, I only know that Simon is seventeen or eighteen years older than Gao Yun, but Gao Yun really loves him, and Simon should have loved him too, but the love is not as stubborn and desperate as Gao Yun’s. A year later After Simon finished his study tour and was going back to China, Gao Yun gave up everything in China and went back to Australia with Simon without hesitation. Since then, Gao Yun has cut off contact with his family. Even during the most difficult days in Australia, he never thought of bowing his head to his family. Admit it. The injury Simon brought to him almost ruined him. A teenage boy was covered in injuries and wandered on the streets of a foreign country. A rebellious character like Gao Yun has almost no other way to survive except stealing and robbing. Come down, and the winter in Melbourne was particularly cold that year." Speaking of this, Felix couldn't help taking a deep breath, as if to relieve the suffocation in his chest, "To this day, I dare not imagine that if I hadn't happened to meet He, I don't know what Gao Yun will look like today. At that time, Gao Yun was preparing to rob a bakery, and I happened to go in to buy croissants. I can't say how Gao Yun made me feel at that time, but I was so eccentric. I rushed up and held him down, completely ignoring the brick in his hand that could blow my head off at any time." Recalling the scene when we first met more than ten years ago, Felix couldn't help but twitch his lips, and he stretched out his hand to hold Youwei said, "Xiaowei, Gao Yun really likes you. I have never seen him like someone like this after Simon, and we also need you to help him slowly mend the tear in his heart bit by bit." Many years of wounds, this process may be very long, but if you are willing to go on hand in hand, I believe it will be a lifetime."

You Wei felt that it was difficult to breathe, and he withdrew his hand tremblingly. He only heard Lou Yin mentioned that Gao Yun had been hurt by someone he loved so much, that's why he suffered from PTSD.You Wei himself had experienced a terrible first love. It took him three or four years to get out of that failed relationship. The most direct consequence was failing the college entrance examination, but that person didn’t seem to have any Affected, he played normally at his usual level, was admitted to a well-known college, and has since half-stepped into the elite society.You Wei thought about it and thought it was ridiculous. He lost his future for that relationship, but he was so free and easy, such a trivial matter could not shake his heart at all.And Gao Yun hasn't completely broken free after 13 years. It is conceivable how important Simon was to Gao Yun. Thinking of this, Youwei is a little jealous of that person again.Of course, it was more distressing, he couldn't imagine what Gao Yun had experienced when he didn't know.

He opened his mouth, but Yuu didn't realize that his throat was blocked badly. He admitted that he was touched by Felix's "lifetime", which happened to coincide with his conception of relationships. Once a relationship started, what he made was a lifetime budget, and He seems to have believed in every word of Felix since he met Felix, so this time, will he and Gao Yun really have a lifetime?

Lou Yin also added firmly: "You Wei, like I said, you've already fallen into it before you realize it. You want to get out, but you can guarantee that you can use it in a shorter time than Gao Yun." Not to mention, can you easily withdraw? Your heart is softer than anyone else, and unless Gao Yun gives up, you will not and will not let go. "

You Wei's eyes flicked back and forth between the faces of Felix and Lou Yin. He seemed to understand the reason why Felix was so kind to him from the very beginning. Felix is ​​not so kind to everyone. He is not a good person, he is a businessman, shrewdness has always been an indelible label on the forehead of people like them.

Sensing the meaning conveyed by Youwei's gaze, Felix didn't intend to deny it: "I can apologize to you, I brought you in, but I don't regret it at all, I won't watch Gao Yun continue like that, but You are the closest and easiest life-saving straw I can see, I pushed you to Gao Yun, it is selfish, but also because I saw the place in you that can heal each other." Felix looked at You Wei's The gentle eyes are the same as before, but they cannot be ignored, "Xiao Wei, it's not just Gao Yun who needs you, but you also need him."

You didn't feel that Felix's gaze was so hot that he was about to burn him. Even though Felix approached him with a purpose, he was really in love with Gao Yun. As Lou Yin said, he couldn't get away anymore, and like him As he said, Gao Yun is the variable Y, and he wouldn't hate Felix just because of this incident. Even if it was premeditated, he would remember everything Felix did for him. He should be grateful He is not ambiguous at all.It is difficult to have a clear boundary between right and wrong. If he had to make a definition, he would rather Felix lie to him again, otherwise he would miss Gao Yun. His heart was trembling.

He let out a long breath, and Youwei felt a lot more relaxed. He looked back at Felix and said calmly, "So, can Brother Wang tell me clearly about the relationship between Lin Ran and Gao Yun?"

Surprise flashed in Felix's eyes, but it disappeared quickly, and You Wei smiled and said, "I'm not kidding, I'm also jealous and jealous."

Lou Yin laughed out loud suddenly, and put his arm around Felix's shoulder, a little embarrassingly: "It seems that we are thinking too much."

Hearing what Youwei said, the tight string in Felix's heart will not fall apart. He is always confident, but this time he is really not sure. He didn't expect You to give him such a big surprise. The hanging heart was completely relieved: "Don't worry, Lin Ran never talked to Gao Yun, Gao Yun told me this himself."

You Wei had just exhaled half of the breath that was stuck in his chest, and Felix suddenly changed his face and showed a nasty smile: "But I can't guarantee that I haven't had sex before."

Tobecontinued……

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