not a decent stand-in

Zuo Tong's heart, which was originally in his throat, suddenly fell down rapidly, feeling cold.

"Really, it's not a secret in the mall, and he's famous, I don't think you should..."

"What do you want to say?"

Zuo Tong suddenly changed his face, stood up from the sofa, looked at Xiang Yindong, and asked word by word, "Don't get too close to him? Or don't be like him?"

"Fuck, I don't mean anything else..."

Xiang Yindong didn't expect his reaction to be so intense, and he didn't know how to explain it.

He really wanted to remind Zuo Tong not to get too close to that person.

Just now at the entrance of the villa, he saw Shao Lin's eyes very clearly, it was an inevitable provocation.

He was already very upset at that time, but he didn't have an attack.

When he remembered that that person turned out to be Shao Lin, a well-known prodigal son who only liked men, his uneasiness became even stronger.

"Then what do you mean?" Zuo Tong looked at him coldly and asked, "Are you afraid... am I gay too?"

When he said this, Zuo Tong's mind was buzzing, and he didn't even know what he said.

In the past few days, unreasonable speculation has made him a little nervous, and he urgently needs to find an outlet to vent: "Xiang Yindong, if I really like men, don't you want to stay away from people like me?"

Xiang Yindong was obviously taken aback when he heard the words, and quickly explained: "Why, isn't Yan Yi also... I just think that that person obviously has plans for you, and you won't like it..."

"not necessarily……"

Zuo Tong interrupted him, clutching the hair towel tightly in his hand, and said haughtily, "I may not dislike men, but...you don't have to be so afraid, I won't fall in love with you..."

Xiang Yindong frowned, feeling furious for no reason.

What do you mean, I would rather admit that I like men than admit that I like me?

"What do you mean? Don't tell me, you really had an affair with him..."

Xiang Yindong's words were almost squeezed out between his teeth, his eyes seemed to be burning with fire.

"It has nothing to do with you. If you really feel disgusted, stay away from me..."

Zuo Tong turned around and walked to his room, but Xiang Yindong grabbed his arm and shouted: "Don't like him!"

The sudden force made Zuo Tong's arm hurt, he threw Xiang Yindong away, and said coldly: "What qualifications do you have to say such a thing?"

The eyes of the two people met in the air.

Xiang Yindong was startled by the coldness in Zuo Tong's eyes, and relaxed his grip.

Zuo Tong broke free from his hand, walked into his room, and closed the door with a bang.

Xiang Yindong stood there stupidly, unable to utter a word, not knowing how things turned out like this.

In fact, he just wanted to say: You don't like him, you like me...

At this time, he finally realized a problem, he could accept Zuo Tong liking himself, but he couldn't accept Zuo Tong liking other men.

In fact, he would rather Zuo Tong like a woman than watch him like another man.

Shocked by the thoughts in his heart, he sat down on the sofa weakly, staring at the closed door in a daze.

Since when, he has regarded Zuo Tong as his own property, self-righteously arranging the best life for him, but dare not admit what he wants.

But at this moment, Zuo Tong in the room lit a cigarette with trembling fingers.

Obviously, the outbreak just now was unexpected to him.

All along, he has hidden his thoughts very well, but this kind of self-deception, which is almost masochistic, finally made him overwhelmed.

He originally thought that even if Xiang Yindong knew something, he would always pretend to be stupid.

And as long as that person doesn't say anything for a day, he will also act stupid along with him.

That's why when Xiang Yindong suddenly questioned his sexuality just now, he said those words without restraint.

Those who want to preemptively strike, often end up trying to cover up.

The strong smell of tobacco made Zuo Tong cough, and a self-deprecating smile curled up on the corner of his mouth.

It's just that the smile is uglier than crying.

Xiang Yindong stood outside the door for a long time, stretched out his hand several times to knock on Zuo Tong's door, but finally put his hand down.

What could they talk about now?

Before he had figured out what he was going to do, any consolation or even an explanation would only make things worse.

In the end, he had no choice but to pack up the unfinished takeaways and left Zuo Tong's house alone.

On the way back, he drove in circles on the road, all the past flashed in his mind.

From childhood to adulthood, they were noisy but depended on each other. They were brothers, friends, and people who trusted each other the most.

That kind of deep-rooted trust and bond, it can be said, has already surpassed gender.

Therefore, if he really wants to break all this, unless he can be fully sure that he can become the person Zuo Tong wants.

Thinking of this, he turned the car around and drove in the direction of the "White Night" bar.

"White Night" is a gay bar introduced to him by Yan Yi, and it is quite famous in the circle.

The music in the bar is very loud, and under the flickering lights, the dancing crowd is lively and enthusiastic, no different from other bars.

The only difference is that the customers here are almost all men.

Xiang Yindong went to the bar and sat down, asked the waiter for a glass of wine, then leaned against the table and looked around curiously.

Soon, he discovered that countless pairs of eyes were also looking at him.

It's just that these scrutinizing eyes are obviously different from those of men in ordinary bars, which makes him feel a little uncomfortable.

The waiter mixed a cocktail and pushed it in front of him.

Xiang Yindong glanced at it, smiled lightly and said, "Isn't this what I want?"

"That gentleman bought you a drink!" The waiter raised his chin behind him.

Xiang Yindong turned his head and saw a fair and clean young man sitting on the sofa not far away.

He looks very handsome, with two buttons of the white shirt unbuttoned, revealing a clearly visible collarbone, revealing a faint and neutral temperament.

He looked away, reached out and pushed the glass of wine back, "I ordered whiskey!"

Whether it is a man or a woman, he has no interest in this coquettish style at all.

The waiter shrugged his shoulders, not surprised at all, changed him to a glass of whiskey, and asked curiously, "Is this the first time for the handsome guy to come to Baiye?"

Xiang Yindong nodded: "It was introduced by a friend, come to see and see."

"Then you have come to the right place!" The waiter smiled, "With your quality and vision, I am afraid that only Bai Ye can satisfy you!"

Xiang Yindong disapproved: "Just like that?"

"Hehe..." The waiter raised his eyebrows and smiled, "You are a stranger, not everyone dares to be the first to hook up! Xiao Qi is just more courageous..."

Xiang Yindong took a sip of the whiskey, smiled and said nothing.

The experience of being hooked up by a man can be regarded as a refreshment for him.

While the two were talking, a man came by, with a slender figure and a gentle appearance, with a seductive smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Hey, Young Master Qin, what brought you here?" the waiter warmly greeted.

"I've been busy recently, I didn't expect to be so lucky today..." The man sat down beside Xiang Yindong and said with a smile, "I'm Qin Leshan, nice to meet you!"

"Xiang Yindong!" Xiang Yindong reached out and shook his hand.

"I haven't seen you before, why, this is the first time you come to Baiye?"

Xiang Yindong nodded. Although this Qin Leshan was somewhat feminine, he was handsome and his temperament was not annoying.

"No wonder, how could I have never seen a top-notch like you..."

Being called "extreme" by a man obviously made Xiang Yindong uncomfortable, but he didn't get angry, he raised his eyebrows and asked: "I am like this, do men like me?"

"Mr. Xiang is humble. You are so rare to see even in 'Bai Ye'. Whether it is 0 or 1, it must be very popular..."

"..."

Xiang Yindong was a little depressed, Qin Leshan's flattery just hit his nail.

With his past figure, who the hell would dare to guess that he is 0?

Qin Leshan was very good at observing words and expressions. Seeing him frowning, he smiled and said, "It seems that you have just entered the circle, right? Could it be that you are still confused about your own sexuality?"

Xiang Yindong nodded generously: "I came here because I really wanted to know whether I would like men."

"Hahaha!" Qin Leshan laughed loudly, "It's easy to handle, the most indispensable thing here is a man, you just find one and go home, try it in bed, don't you know?"

Hearing what he said so bluntly, Xiang Yindong couldn't help but have some "unsuitable for children" images in his mind.

Quickly took a sip of wine, suppressing his shock.

Don't talk about sleeping with any man here, I'm afraid he can't even kiss.

At this moment, Qin Leshan leaned forward, blew into his ear, and said in a low voice, "I'd like to help you with this..."

Xiang Yindong's back stiffened suddenly, goosebumps covered his whole body.

He stood up from his seat, moved a little further away from Qin Leshan, and said with a smile, "Thank you! You really helped me a lot..."

Qin Leshan was a little embarrassed, but Xiang Yindong had already turned around and left without looking at him at all.

He shrugged his shoulders and sat down on the stool: "Hey...it's Mr. Ye who loves dragons again..."

A voice next to him teased: "Young Master Qin is sometimes ignored?"

Qin Leshan turned his head, and when he saw the person coming, his expression was obviously stiff: "What does this have to do with you, Mr. Shao?"

The corner of the man's mouth ticked: "I just want to remind you, before hooking up with someone, at least bring your brain..."

Xiang Yindong hurried out from "White Night" and drove home directly.

Just thinking of the eyes of those men in the bar, he can be 100% sure that he doesn't like men.

But for some reason, when Qin Leshan spoke in his ear, he only felt discomfort and rejection.

But Zuo Tong did the same thing, but it only made him feel nervous and embarrassed.

The feeling of a blank mind was never experienced by anyone, no matter if they were of the opposite sex or the same sex.

Only when facing Zuo Tong, will my heart be entangled, cautious, and at a loss.

This trip to "White Night" made Xiang Yindong very sure that he would not like men.

But at the same time, it also made him realize that even if he doesn't like men, he still likes Zuo Tong.

This feeling was absurd, but it made his mood suddenly brighten.

Maybe he was entangled in the wrong direction at all, what is important between a man and a woman, he likes Zuo Tong, that's enough...