rice story

Cheng Yunpeng clasped his hands and sat on the bench outside the ward with his head down. Thinking back on what happened these days, he couldn't help but sigh...

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and he took it out to take a look - it was Zhao Dami's message "Baby, why haven't you come back yet?".

Cheng Yunpeng smiled, and immediately held the phone in both hands, and quickly replied: "Remember to pick me up, the plane tomorrow morning."

After finishing the reply, he put the phone back into his pocket, leaned his head back, leaned against the wall behind the bench, and fell into deep thought again...

……

In many cases, time and truth are often incompatible...

Cheng Yunpeng thought of the years when he first came to the United States.

At that time, he followed his mother and lived in the home of his mother's boyfriend at the time.

The American man was quite polite to Cheng Yunpeng, his stepson, with a modest and polite attitude. He discussed everything with Cheng's mother on weekdays, and occasionally listened to Cheng Yunpeng's opinions on some big or small decisions, which gave Cheng Yunpeng a feeling of self-confidence. Feel fully respected...

At that time, Cheng Yunpeng had just transferred to a national high school. Although his English level was not bad when he was in China, he still couldn't accept it for a while when he really came to this kind of environment with an all-English context...

Therefore, his study was a bit difficult, but he couldn't let go of the pride of being a top student since he was a child, so he began to doubt himself a little...

No matter how strict Cheng Yunpeng looked on the surface, he was only a teenager at that time.When he fell into those emotions that may not seem like a big deal now, but they seemed like a big deal in his youth, and he couldn't extricate himself...

His stepfather, pushed open the door and walked into his room...

After several months of contact, Cheng Yunpeng did not dislike this kind-hearted American man.Compared with his own mother's attitude towards him as before, Cheng Yunpeng felt inexplicably comfortable every time this stepfather cared about him intentionally or unintentionally...

So, without any precautions, he let the man pull him to sit on the bed, and listened to the man ask him how he was doing in school recently with concerned eyes.Do you get along well with your friends?

Cheng Yunpeng answered them all truthfully...

"Cheng...", the man imitated the Chinese name his mother called him.

"You're cute...", he said.

Cheng Yunpeng just finished talking about some things that happened to him at school, and was sitting on the corner of the bed.

Suddenly, he was thrown onto the bed by a huge figure from nowhere...

When the strong strange smell from the white man rushed straight to his nose, there were bursts of eager and disturbing gasps in his ears.Cheng Yunpeng suddenly realized what the phrase "cute" he heard just now meant...

But at that time, he was imprisoned by that huge body in the narrow gap between the bed and that person, unable to move his whole body, he couldn't help feeling a little flustered...

Finally, at the moment when the tangy smell was getting closer and closer to him step by step, Cheng Yunpeng's only free hand suddenly touched the base of the bedside lamp in a frantic wave...

So he didn't have time to think about anything, he just picked up the desk lamp vigorously, waved his hand, and slammed it hard on the back of the man's head...

The normally sanctimonious lunatic finally lost his strength and collapsed on Cheng Yunpeng's body...

Cheng Yunpeng immediately lifted his body and jumped off the bed.He packed some books and utensils on the table, and took out some money from the piggy bank, then pulled out the drawer, stuffed it together with the dirty mooncake box into the schoolbag, and then shook the schoolbag On the shoulder, he strode out the door...

Standing in the night, Cheng Yunpeng looked at the dimly lit house in the attic window, spat, and walked away without looking back...

He found a cheap place near the school and lived there for many days... For so many days, he still went to school on time every day, but no one came to him...

He also used to go to the newsstand every day to read social news, and he also paid attention to the verbal news of those gossip students in school...

He wondered if that person was dead, and his mother was imprisoned because of being implicated...

Cheng Yunpeng also thought that maybe that person was not dead, maybe he couldn't find himself when he woke up, so he frantically killed his mother who was still asleep...

He thought of many reasons, and tried to find ways to prove them...Cheng Yunpeng was alone in that small hotel and couldn't sleep all night...He was not afraid of becoming a murderer or anything else, he just couldn't figure out why his mother did not come to him...

All the speculations and rebelliousness in his youth are innumerable. At that time, Cheng Yunpeng actually tried to extract a little bit of untraceable care from that always indifferent mother...

However, he did not wait for any results...

Since then, the woman he hasn't called his mother for many years has never appeared in his following life...

The money Cheng Yunpeng carried with him soon ran out, and he had no choice but to walk into a bar that was singing and dancing late at night on the advice of a classmate...

At that time, he had just turned 18 years old, but he had to start struggling to survive in such a place for his own livelihood...

The head waiter of the bar seemed to admire this stubborn and arrogant oriental boy. When he first saw Cheng Yunpeng, he didn't ask any questions, and after promising to pay him what he wanted, he let him take the second day to work...

At that time, Cheng Yunpeng did not feel a little crisis, but he still had to hope for luck in this desperate situation.

He couldn't help but think of the boy who worked with him in that unknown town many years ago...

This is not the first time he has fallen into such a desperate situation, but it is the first time he has felt the atmosphere of isolation and helplessness...

It was only then that Cheng Yunpeng realized what that young man who was muttering beside him back then had brought him...

Cheng Yunpeng misses him all the time, but since then, for the first time, he looks forward to the unfinished reunion with that young man in a certain day in the future.

At that moment, Cheng Yunpeng, who had been running away for so long, suddenly had a reason not to run away...

It's just a love that doesn't know where it came from. How is it different from other people's love?

……

During that time, Cheng Yunpeng went to school during the day and worked in bars at night.He did everything from serving tea and water to guiding the lobby to cleaning the toilets... Gradually, many people began to notice this hard-working oriental boy who didn't talk much.

And at all kinds of unknown moments, I found that this young man unexpectedly had red lips, white teeth, fresh and handsome, and people couldn't help but take a second look...

As a result, some people with bad intentions began to miss him.But he is vigilant for no reason. He doesn't drink wine given by strangers, don't want tips for casual courteousness, and those fake pick-ups are all rejected by him...

Cheng Yunpeng was in that crisis field, but he still tried his best to maintain his sobriety...

He was thinking, it would be great when he goes to college... and save some more money, then he can go back to China to find Zhao Dami...

At that time, he resented his mother, resented her for bringing him to this foreign country but ignoring her...

He also resented his father, resented him for ignoring him since he divorced his mother...

He even started to resent his grandpa, resenting why he left so early, forcing himself to accept growing up...

He still ruthless Zhao Dami, why he ruthless Zhao Dami has been lingering in his heart, so that he doesn't even have the courage to give up on himself...

During that time, it was almost the scariest time Cheng Yunpeng could experience.He wandered helplessly in those dangerous environments, and finally returned to the backstage of the bar once, and after taking a sip of the water in the kettle he brought, he collapsed powerlessly on the bench in the lounge...

Then Cheng Yunpeng felt that he was suddenly picked up and stuffed into the carriage. He could hear the laughter of the people around him, but he still couldn't make any resistance...

He closed his eyes in pain on the rear compartment, his heart full of despair...

It's hard to guard against!

When the ambiguous lights of the motel shone on Cheng Yunpeng's face, he finally began to wake up a little bit, so he opened his eyes and stared at the dirty men with flower arm tattoos standing in front of him...

Those people watched him wake up, and began to take off his clothes, while uttering all kinds of dirty and molesting words, and some even bullied him, preparing to start stripping Cheng Yunpeng's shirt and bow tie that were already messy...

Cheng Yunpeng wanted to wave his hand to block, but he couldn't use his strength...

So when he almost felt the heavy breathing from that person...

Suddenly heard a "bang", the door of the hotel was kicked open, several police officers with guns poured in instantly, and before Cheng Yunpeng could react in time, they pushed those perverts to the ground …

Cheng Yunpeng's heart, which was so nervous and beating wildly, finally calmed down. He tilted his head and glanced at the audience. After inadvertently catching a glimpse of a girl leaning against the door frame, he fainted powerlessly...

He later found out that it was the Chinese girl who worked with her in the bar. They both knew each other, but they never said a word...

The kind-hearted girl accidentally discovered that those bad guys had drugged Cheng Yunpeng's cup in the lounge, and she became vigilant, but before she could tell Cheng Yunpeng, the hijacking happened...

She immediately found out that Cheng Yunpeng was missing, so she immediately called the police and quickly informed the bar foreman...

Finally, under the inspection tools of several familiar people, the police were able to find the hotel where the beasts often committed crimes in the first place, and saved Cheng Yunpeng before he encountered more terrible things...

Cheng Yunpeng later found out that the Chinese girl was named Miao Ran...

Everything in the world is like this, even if it goes around countless times, it still won't return to the original point...

Cheng Yunpeng's life after that incident finally got an opportunity in an outstanding student funding plan. Cheng Yunpeng was promised by the angel investor that he had never met that he would fund his studies and daily needs until he grew up to enough to stand on your own...

Then he was successfully admitted to the University of Kangda, and successfully stayed away from the evil and dark hustle and bustle of New York City...

He immerses himself in those vast expanses of living pastoral, hides in those unconspiratorial laboratories...

Until he gradually forgot everything, as if he had been reborn...

The author has something to say: This chapter is so hard~~~

And there is no such thing as Zhao Dami~~~

In other words, Zhao Dami, as the leading actor, why didn't you step on the colorful auspicious clouds to save Pengpeng?

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