rice story

After entering the third year of high school, Zhao Dami gradually felt a little overwhelmed by the heavy pressure of his studies. During that almost the busiest time in his life, he suddenly and unstoppably had frequent dreams about something that seemed to have long been lost. The ones in deep memory come.

That person's white skin, light smile, dark eyes, faint whispers, and a cute look that turns red to the ears when excited, suddenly squeezed into Zhao Dami's dream one day, and never left. ..

The laughter and slapstick in that short time;

And a whole summer slowly waking up with each other back to back or face to face;

The smooth touch of fingers touching the skin in a small hotel;

Experience the fulfillment and satisfaction of being hugged tightly when parting;

and that soft breath on my shoulder;

And those grievances that cannot be imagined;

And endless depression...

Everything is mixed with a faint smell of milk tea, and it keeps getting into Zhao Dami's crowded dream...

For a whole year, Zhao Dami tried to persuade himself to accept the back view of that person who refused to leave.

Until the morning when I woke up with a white and smooth body and gentle but heavy breathing in the dream.

One day, less than 100 days before the college entrance examination, Zhao Dami dreamed of the soft body and sobbing cries of a boy who had asked him to call him by his nickname on one of the most ordinary nights without warning.

The moment Zhao Dami woke up suddenly, he knew that he was finished. He tightly covered his eyes, and he didn't even dare to touch his underwear that was wet by some kind of liquid.

In that early morning that still seems vague when I think about it, Zhao Dami completed an unstoppable growth because of Cheng Yunpeng.

And from that day on, Zhao Dami not only officially grew up, but also suddenly let go of everything!

Zhao Dami never thought that when he decided to pick up the pen, he would still be able to blurt out the address that seemed to be buried in a corner of his memory.Zhao Dami has always lacked confidence in his memory, so he was shocked by his subconscious obsession with this address.

Zhao Dami held the pen holder for a long time, and a stream of damp sweat gradually formed in his palm. He raised the pen tip to the top of the postcard, and then slowly dropped it despite a slight tremor, and finally wrote on the blank space.

"Don't be angry, I'll go to Shanghai to find you, okay?"

As the postcard fell into the mailbox with a "bang", Zhao Dami suddenly resented himself who broke off contact with Cheng Yunpeng because of an indescribable guess and anger.

During that long and fruitful time, Zhao Dami was annoyed suddenly and belatedly because he refused to invite Cheng Yunpeng to join him.

Zhao Dami is different from Cheng Yunpeng. Although he often carelessly ignores what he is looking for, he has never tried to escape his sincerity.

The almost similar native families of the two gave them completely different attitudes towards the world.

A person who tries his best to enclose the land, is cute, gentle, fragile and afraid of getting hurt;

The other is racking his brains to catch all the good things even if they are fleeting.

They used to be equally vulnerable and insecure, and they once hugged each other for warmth.But they also separated without warning.

Until the end of the college entrance examination, Zhao Dami did not wait for the due response.

But he still filled all the universities in Shanghai in the college entrance examination volunteer without hesitation.

He finally knew where his indescribable fondness for Shanghai came from. It wasn't the Bund or the Oriental Pearl Tower, but that boy named "Pengpeng" who had disappeared from his life for a long time.

After another period of waiting, Zhao Dami finally got the opportunity to study a not-so-best major at the best university in Shanghai.

As he dragged his suitcase and boarded the train to Shanghai, he began to uncontrollably think of the boy whose face was splashed with milk tea, and the puppy who was never found.

The first half of Zhao Dami's life seemed to be divided into two completely different sections by that train from that moment on.The first half is full of entanglement and mania, but the second half unexpectedly has sunshine and ideals.

Zhao Dami suddenly wanted to go back to that time and hug that puffy, dirty boy with ticking coconuts on his face.He wanted to seriously remember that boy's beautiful appearance, hug his sunny body, touch his white and tender cheeks, even cheekily lick his round ears, and then step back and look at him because Shy and flushed whole head...

Zhao Dami is looking forward to everything, looking forward to the upcoming reunion he thought.

But he never expected that when he rushed to the two-story building again, he was told by the new owner that the building had changed hands a year and a half ago...

Zhao Dami suddenly and completely lost the only clue to connect with his little boy.

Had to go back to a step-by-step life.

Compared with high school life, college life is more complicated and casual.

Zhao Dami was crushed to the point of being powerless in a not-so-great major at that great university.He began to resent the school, resent the Shanghai that he had been thinking about for a thousand times, and resent the gray weather and noisy crowds of this complicated and random city.

Just because of the absence of one person, Zhao Dami is like a sailor who plunged into the deep sea without sufficient preparation, and began to fall into an irretrievable abyss the moment he entered the water.

Although he had also expected that he would rub shoulders with the person he wanted to meet at a certain corner in this international metropolis.But he has never been so lucky.

Zhao Dami has never been a lucky person—although his thoughts and mood have matured, and the number of times he lost his wallet has become less and less, it still does not prove that he has become a person who can easily get lucky since then.

So, in the early morning of a struggling junior year, he resolutely found a counselor and proposed the idea of ​​suspending school.

Almost half of Zhao Dami's college life was dedicated to his rural countryside outside Shanghai, and he couldn't stop the red lights that were hard to turn off when they were lit.

Zhao Dami has joined the entrepreneurial activities of college students organized by several seniors since his freshman year. They are full of passion and creativity. Finally, after receiving the first angel investment, they resolutely settled down a large piece of farmland and opened organic farm.

After graduation, several brothers quickly developed this seemingly small-scale entrepreneurial activity, registered the company, and kindly added Zhao Dami's name to the list of partners.

Zhao Dami felt that this was almost the luckiest thing he had encountered in his entire university.

This luck not only gave me the most fulfilling experience of college life for several years,

It also gave me the prospect of working after graduation.

Even at a moment unknown at the time,

I also brought myself the person I was looking forward to the most...

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Zhao Dami had envisioned the scene of encountering someone countless times——

Either the two of them are indifferent, or embrace each other passionately, or hesitate to speak, or are heartbroken...

Zhao Dami is full of countless presuppositions about the ending that may or may not exist.

He even thought about seeing that person picking up his child in the kindergarten; or the scene where the two were both very old and finally met in the nursing home.

He is more and more afraid of expectations, and more and more accepting of expectations.

Good or bad endings, worn and filled with time over the years.

Zhao Dami is all ready to accept it completely.

As long as we can meet again...

No one knows how Zhao Dami has gone through so many years alone with such unfounded expectations.

As his secretary Xiao Li said, Zhao is always a storyteller.

It's just that everyone is curious about who the "girl" is.

Only after hurting this outstanding and charming man, can he still be remembered by his heart and never forget it.

The company's gossip is always endless, and the legendary "woman" behind Mr. Zhao is always the one that is often mentioned and still full of mysterious atmosphere.

Zhao Dami is not unaware of those twittering office chats, but he is always used to turning a deaf ear and being noncommittal.

After all, even he himself couldn't explain clearly what the mysterious person who left him many years ago did, so that he could not forget it so much.

Occasionally, Zhao Dami felt that the rumors about him became more and more sensational, almost unstoppable.

He didn't deliberately look for anything, he was just used to waiting, and filled this pile of waiting with more things.

The word "waiting" is so hanging, it is particularly easy to be deified by a certain period of time.However, Zhao Dami clearly realizes that the so-called waiting is nothing more than a state of refusal to accept the new.

There will always be no one sitting blankly, just like that, thinking about nothing, doing nothing, and waiting intently.

Zhao Dami asked himself, during the five years of "waiting", he still gained a lot.

The scale of the company is getting bigger and bigger, and it is gradually expanding to the central region. Many bases and supporting processing enterprises have been established. In just 5 years, it has already begun to take shape.

As the vice president in charge of the technology and logistics department, Zhao Dami voluntarily devotes his energy after "waiting" to work more often.

The company began to plan for the next project to introduce new agricultural facilities.It is preparing to go to the farms on the outskirts of the city for the first batch of pilot projects.

As the main person in charge of this project, Zhao Dami needs to personally meet the experts invited from American scientific research institutions this afternoon.

When receiving the resume of an expert from a scientific research institution handed over by secretary Xiao Li, Zhao Dami was suddenly stunned on the spot.

All the endings of "waiting" that he had preset were all shattered at this moment.

He made all the plans about reuniting again, and decided to accept all possible and impossible situations.

But I never thought that when this day really came, I would not even have the qualifications to express acceptance to the other party on the spot...

The author has something to say: This chapter is very messy, but it is very important~~~

The two have finally grown up~~~

My mother said that I can't wait to open the sweet wow wow wow! ! !