rice story

In fact, Cheng Yunpeng didn't quite understand what kind of mentality this student Xing Fei used to treat him.

But it must not be simple.

Cheng Yunpeng thought of Xing Fei's eyes looking up and down at him, and the smirk at the corner of his mouth - no matter how you look at it, it looks like a look of treating prey.prey?

"Hold!"

Cheng Yunpeng cursed furiously.

Walking around the main entrance of the hotel, I glanced around from the corner of my eye, and found that Xing Fei's figure in the lobby seemed to have disappeared.Turning back again, I found that I didn't seem to be following behind me...

It's fine if you don't follow!

Cheng Yunpeng didn't know why he was afraid of Xing Fei.I don't know if he is afraid of Xing Fei's seemingly innate self-confidence or something else.This seems to make Cheng Yunpeng feel that he is a toy, not a real person.

Cheng Yunpeng raised his hand and looked at his watch. It was already very late, and he didn't know why Zhao Dami hadn't appeared yet.

He paced back and forth in front of the hotel with his hands behind his back. Xing Fei's presence gave Cheng Yunpeng the urge to turn around and leave, and Zhao Dami's imminent arrival gave him a reason to leave...

Cheng Yunpeng felt a little anxious.

He didn't know why he would rather put up with this uncomfortable mood now and insist on seeing Zhao Dami.

In my memory, Zhao Dami's dancing, boasting, and smiling eyes make Cheng Yunpeng feel an indescribable comfort every time he thinks about it, and his chest is filled with gentle comfort.

Maybe he desperately needs this kind of comfort now.

Whether it's school affairs or family affairs, or that inexplicable Xing Fei.So many troubles piled up in Cheng Yunpeng's heart, which made him almost out of breath.

He missed that long vacation that seemed to have passed for a long time, and missed the tender feeling of sleeping until he woke up naturally and watched the sun shine on the messy quilt.

Cheng Yunpeng seems to have realized in his subconscious that in those most memorable situations, there will always be a Zhao Dami who smiles like a fool...

Cheng Yunpeng didn't know what was wrong with him, he suddenly felt aggrieved when he thought about it...

So he couldn't help but presuppose the situation when he saw Zhao Dami for a while.

Do you want to rush up and hug him directly?

Or put an apple in his mouth that opened wide in surprise?

Or poke him in the forehead and call him an idiot?

Um, or act calmer and wave "hi"?

Cheng Yunpeng leaned against the glass outside the hotel, a smile that he didn't even notice suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth...Zhao Dami, Zhao Dami...He chewed the name repeatedly with a smile, giving birth to a feeling that life is long and that he himself Nor is it the peace of mind of being alone.

But why hasn't Zhao Dami come yet?

Cheng Yunpeng looked at his watch again, planning to go directly to the parking lot behind the hotel to have a look.

He crossed a long garden corridor with long legs, then turned and walked into a narrow passage on the side of the hotel.

Cheng Yunpeng was very familiar with this hotel, so he easily found the nearest road.

The passage was a bit dark and narrow. Cheng Yunpeng walked in the middle and found a figure approaching him, who was turning sideways to make way...

But he didn't expect to be hugged by his shoulders unexpectedly, turned around and pushed against the wall--with a "bang", it hit Cheng Yunpeng's head in a daze.

The long and dark passage made Cheng Yunpeng unable to see the face of the person who came, and the sudden attack made him panic and had no time to react.But he quickly felt the heavy panting pressing down on him, and suddenly he couldn't dodge it...

This man was tall, and the hands around his shoulders were also so strong that Cheng Yunpeng was almost unable to move.Although he couldn't see clearly, Cheng Yunpeng knew that this was clearly a man.

And now, he actually wants to kiss himself! ! !

A bunch of messy things flashed in Cheng Yunpeng's mind, mixed with the heavy breath of that person getting closer and closer, it made people feel a little palpitation.

Cheng Yunpeng has always been a calm person, and always put on a habit of laughing at life and death in the world.And at this moment, he suddenly couldn't suppress the irritability in his heart...

Finally, before the opponent's lips were almost touching the tip of his nose, he broke free from the imprisoned right hand, and then punched the opponent's temple.The other party felt the pain, "Aww", and turned to one side.

Cheng Yunpeng took the opportunity to push with both hands, and pushed the man straight to the opposite wall.And then ran to the exit without looking back...

"...Cheng Yunpeng"

Someone's anxious voice came from behind: "I really like you! You might as well try it with me!"

Cheng Yunpeng ran as if fleeing, and suddenly slowed down. The light from the exit coated his body with a layer of white edges, wrapping a slender and fit silhouette.Finally stopped at the edge of the passage exit.

Cheng Yunpeng heard the man's voice during the fight.Recalling the series of actions just now, Cheng Yunpeng felt disgusted and upset, and seemed to have finally given a full explanation for the inexplicable eye contact and body contact that appeared around him during this period of time.

Cheng Yunpeng has tried countless times to justify Xing Fei's behavior. Maybe it's a bully mentality, maybe it's jealousy, maybe it's because he can't get used to himself... Cheng Yunpeng doesn't know why he always deliberately avoids Xing Fei's behavior in those speculations. Opened up one of the greatest possibilities...

In the end, he had no choice but to "hum" inaudibly, turned his head to the dark passage, and replied faintly.

"Xing Fei, I'm not that kind of person."

After a farce, Cheng Yunpeng finally completely lost the mood to continue waiting for Zhao Dami.

He walked to the intersection, reached out to stop the two taxis, and returned home without looking back.

He stared blankly at the skylight of the attic for a long time in the attic, recalling Xing Fei's breath on his face just now, and the feeling of being imprisoned by his hands grasping his shoulders, he felt nauseated in his heart.He hugged his shoulders with his hands, rubbed the goosebumps that popped up through his clothes, and shivered.

like me?snort!

I am a man, and you are a man too!How do men like each other?Why do you like me?

Cheng Yunpeng had the urge to question Xing Fei "who are you?"

He paced up and down the attic frantically, and finally stopped in front of the bookcase.His eyes scanned the books on the bookshelf, and finally landed on the moon cake box full of postcards, staring at it for a long time.

Cheng Yunpeng's boredom and innocence all came to mind at this moment - he seemed to suddenly realize that he was not as calm and peaceful as he imagined.

It turned out that all along, his indifference, desire and desire, indifference to the world, and calmness of water were all pretended... His fragility and irritability were suddenly exposed at this moment...

He suddenly felt ashamed as if he had been stripped naked and thrown in front of everyone.

Cheng Yunpeng leaned against the edge of the bookcase with his arms folded, and slid down on the carpet, a little dazed and at a loss.

I just want to rush to Xing Fei and yell at him—even if I like a man, it can't be you!

Cheng Yunpeng subconsciously picked up the mooncake box at hand and held it in front of him, trying to lift the lid while restraining his trembling fingers due to anger...

His fingers trembled uncontrollably because of the mixed feelings in his heart, and the box rattled with the intentional or unintentional taps of his fingertips.Cheng Yunpeng stared at his hands for a long time before suddenly regaining consciousness and recalling the crazy context in his heart——

"Even if I like men? Even if I like men!"

"Who???"

Cheng Yunpeng kept repeating those two sentences in his heart, and was suddenly overwhelmed by an indescribable despair...

"Zhao Dami?"

Cheng Yunpeng was taken aback by the answer that came from nowhere.Unknowingly pinched the edge of the mooncake box.

His heart went from despair to entanglement, from entanglement to bewilderment, from bewilderment to trance, and from trance to anger...

Then he finally raised his hand furiously, and slammed the mooncake box onto the floor!

"Bang" sound!

Postcards scattered all over the place, covering the entire floor.

Cheng Yunpeng stared blankly at the most recent one with its back facing up for a long time.

Finally unable to control it, he covered his mouth tightly and cried out suppressedly.

"Idiot Cheng, do you still remember who I am?"

At dinner time in the evening, Cheng Yunpeng returned to the hotel where Zhao Dami stayed.In the cafeteria on the first floor of the hotel, the two looked at each other from a distance, Cheng Yunpeng's heart suddenly "thumped", watching Zhao Dami rushing to his side from surprise to laughter...

Cheng Yunpeng was holding an empty disk, and with a feeling of avoidance or other unspeakable emotions, he turned sideways slightly, avoiding Zhao Dami and Dapeng's arms that tried to hug him.He wasn't sure if he saw an imperceptible dimness in Zhao Dami's smiling eyes at the moment when he turned sideways.

Because soon his shoulders were climbed up by the cheerful Zhao Dami.

"You're finally here! I just searched for a long time and couldn't find you!"

Hearing Zhao Dami's familiar voice leaning against his ear, Cheng Yunpeng felt a little uneasy and palpitations when he smelled the warm and warm scent from Zhao Dami's body.

He used to covet and depend on this kind of warmth very frankly.

And after experiencing the moment when the moon cake box broke, Cheng Yunpeng suddenly felt like a pervert who molested his best friend! A pervert like Xing Fei...

Cheng Yunpeng gently pushed Zhao Dami's hand away amidst Zhao Dami's laughter and muttering as always.Facing Zhao Dami's innocent and harmless eyes on him, Cheng Yunpeng felt the shame of wanting to tear himself into pieces...

The fingers that pushed Zhao Dami's arm away still retained his real temperature and touch.

Cheng Yunpeng suddenly lowered his head and stopped looking at him.

The restaurant's subdued lighting languidly shines on the appetizing-looking assortment of food.

Cheng Yunpeng seemed to be stabbed by the audible and palpable happiness...

He stared at the figure of Zhao Dami who had just left him and ran towards the steak, and felt infinite pain in his heart.

I just want to escape quickly...