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Gong Zhenghe insisted that Cai Si Nian rest for a week.

On the morning of the resumption of work, Cai Sinian had the misfortune of encountering Gongzhenghe who got up early for a meeting and broke into the room. He almost woke up when Gongzhenghe sat down next to him. Falling back on the pillow, the voice was hoarse: "Morning, what's the matter?"

"Going to the studio today?" Gong Zhenghe asked.

He recently discovered that staying with Chase Nian is very pleasant, even if he doesn't talk or do anything, just being in one space can make him feel light and happy.This kind of experience is unprecedented. He can easily find the pleasing qualities in others, but it is difficult to turn a person into an existence that he "especially likes". Therefore, he has a deep understanding and feels that it is worth cherishing. In front of Cai Sinian, he becomes more and more Be cautious.

Cai Sinian was afraid that he would continue to "under house arrest", so he quickly said that if he didn't work, he would grow hair again.Gong Zhenghe felt it was a pity, and while looking at him helplessly, wondered if he should arrange a company to be his bodyguard.

Fortunately, there is nothing wrong with the subsequent shooting tasks, and it will be finished soon, entering the stage of post-production,

In the later stage of the plot, in order to ensure his own safety, Prince Ludwig had to ascend to the throne and forced his brothers to death one by one. In the end, he sat alone on the king's throne, watching his last brother tied up and kneeling at their own feet.

He was condescending and decadent, smiling but icy cold: "Brother Huang, I will abdicate and cut myself off. How about giving up the throne to you? After all, we have no brothers to kill, so you can be safe."

Brother Huang's mouth was gagged and he couldn't move, he could only express viciousness and hatred with his eyes.

Ludwig whispered: "I can't kill him, I can't kill him, if I kill him again, I will really become a king, but what do I do as a king, I just want my brother to be emperor, and I can live a life of freedom On the day of my life, I have loved ones to care for me, and my lover to accompany me..."

But his relatives all persecuted him and betrayed him, and his lovers clung to his power, cultivated their own power in the court, and even tried to make their family king.

He looked at the gorgeous and sacred carvings and murals on the dome of the palace, and murmured: "You can't be kind, people are deceived by others. You can't ask for extravagance. Some things are priceless and simple, but if you can't get it, you won't get it."

"Go down." Ludwig said to the former eldest prince and now the prisoner of treason, and asked people to put him back in prison, and then walked slowly to the bedroom.

The promenade is as long, and the slow retrospect is like life.

The footsteps are so heavy, like being in a swamp, like passing through smoke and dust.

He finally understood that there are some things that cannot be expected. Laughter, harmony and harmony are nothing but illusions. In the depths of everything, everyone is for themselves. In the face of the temptation of power, people are not people, they are demons.

And myself is only myself.

Lonely, alone.

His demons urged him to end himself quickly and go to that blissful paradise, where there is no struggle and power, and meet his relatives, can he also let go of hatred, let go of fighting, and enjoy the holy warmth of everyone?

go quickly.

He was urged on.

Go to hell.

He wrapped the white silk around his neck.

Get out of here and go to the ideal land.

He kicked off the chair, and the whole person was suspended in the air.

He saw his father, mother, concubine, elder brother and younger brother, the girl he once loved, and he saw everyone laughing and reuniting, as if they were enjoying themselves.

Why are humans so good at camouflage?Why is happiness always like quicksand, difficult to penetrate, lost in the fingers with time?

why?

"Card!"

With tears in his eyes, Director Hoffman rushed forward and hugged Cai Sinian: "Si Nian! My prince!" Beside the fallen chair, holding the white silk in his hand, he couldn't come back to his senses.

Is life so miserable?

He is used to being alone in the end, and never really thought about relying on others. His family has already passed away, and he knows that his life has fallen into the abyss, into the ice cave, and he has never longed to be loved and be with others. Live an intimate life.

Is the fate doomed to be lonely more terrible, or the life of extravagant love is more desolate?

He couldn't explain clearly, couldn't figure it out, he just felt a dull pain in his heart, he pushed himself close to a dead end, and forced himself into the dead end.

Hoffman said next to him: "The next scene is the last scene. Ludwig can't die, he came back to life, because he has the responsibility of the whole country on his shoulders, and he can't die before the deadline. He will never be loved, and no one dares to love him except his dog."

"He must be like a ghost, day after day, on the throne to continue to survive, the sun sets, the sun rises, and he can only spend day after day alone."

He finally sighed: "Oh, how sad."

Cai Sinian suddenly came back to his senses, frowned and asked him: "Is life really so sad? Human beings cannot maintain long-term intimacy with others because of their own pursuits. Everything will fade away and pass away. We may stop pursuing, Or just myself?"

Hoffman, much older than Chase, was the first to calm down when he realized that the kid was being affected by the play.

"I don't know," he said, "maybe everything will disappear, and love will turn into indifference. But you have to keep pursuing what you want, maybe it's like the Chinese say that Kuafu chases the sun, and you may not be able to keep chasing. Reached, but impossible to obtain without reaching out."

"Life has to go on, even if you give up sometimes, just lie on the ground for a while, and then go on the road when you have some energy again, people will be afraid, and you will lose your mind if you keep doing it. The things you are chasing exist. Just chase."

Cai Sinian looked at him distrustingly, immersed in his own emotions, it was hard to extricate himself.

"You're a good actor," Hoffman said. "You're a natural actor. Come on, when this show airs, most of your stigma will be washed away. The prodigal son can still come back, especially if you are already very old." Success, step by step, keep chasing, always get a fair evaluation."

Cai Sinian nodded, remained silent all the way, and followed He Xili into the car.Seeing that he didn't speak, He Xili didn't dare to speak himself, so he played a light music and watched his expression carefully from time to time.

Cai Sinian suddenly met his gaze, and He Xili was taken aback for a moment, then he suddenly felt that he was never Ludwig, he was never alone, his friends might not be able to give him much, but they were not Self-absorbed, his joy in being around people, and the occasional concern he feels are evidence that he is not alone.

Especially in the last life, someone died for him, and he also died for others. Maybe Ludwig was destined to be lonely, but he was not. He had a very deep bond. Part of it is rewarding. You need to ask for what you want. It is irrational to expect too much.

So, before getting out of the car, he patted He Xili on the shoulder very hard, and when he got home, he began to sit in the lobby and wait for Gong Zhenghe.

Many of his fancy skills in his previous life were at the full point, such as bartending and tea making, all at the master level.He estimated the palace administration and the time when he would return, made a pot of tea, filtered the tea soup over and over again, looked at the green tea, and felt calm.

As soon as Gong Zhenghe returned home, he was attracted by the fragrance of tea.

Seeing that Cai Sinian's waist was straight, his expression was peaceful, and he was poking tea with the lid of the teacup in a professional posture, he suddenly felt panicked, wondering if Cai Sinian was waiting for him.He walked over as if nothing had happened, picked up the teacup to the tip of his nose, and praised: "Good tea."

Cai Sinian looked up at Gong Zhenghe, his eyes were always blurred and his attitude was casual, but now he was a little focused, as if he was waiting for Gong Zhenghe to say something.

Gong Zhenghe was stunned for a moment, the endless chatter in the previous scene was like a waterfall being blocked, he was a little speechless, and suddenly thought: How does Si Nian feel to me?What would he do if I kissed him now?

But Cai Sinian suddenly spoke, and he said solemnly: "Mr. Gong Zhenghe, I think you treat me well, and I treat you well. Now I have discovered some problems in your life and mine, so we must talk about it."

Due to the change in mentality, Gong Zhenghe was still more cautious towards him, but now he became more and more nervous, frowning and trying to interrupt him.

"Some people want to kill me, and some people want to kill you."

"Someone killed your brother and maybe your sister-in-law."

"You may be afraid of my fear, so you just blindly increased my defense, and didn't tell me what kind of crisis it is." Cai Sinian suddenly thought about it from his perspective, and said, "You are under a lot of psychological pressure, right? .”

He bears all the hopes of a family alone, bears the heavy responsibility of a country's legislation, and bears the terror of being assassinated and dying at any time.Cai Sinian made an analogy to how he felt when he was alone and had no one to rely on, and had to avenge the devil for his family and comrades-in-arms. He felt that the two were equally stressed.

"You can tell me." Cai Sinian said, "Since I am already a part of all this, I don't want to secretly investigate by myself. You can tell me about your pressure and fear. If you don't object, I can bear it with you." , and check with you, you don’t have to carry all the things by yourself.”

"I am afraid that you are the closest I am in this world, and I believe in you. If you want, you can also believe in me."

Gong Zhenghe stood straight with a cup of tea in his hand, a little dazed by his words.

"You probably don't like to trust others," Cai Sinian laughed, "Can I gain some trust from you?"

Gong Zhenghe has no choice at all. Now that Cai Sinian has found out, hiding it from him is no longer protecting him, but distrusting him. He has always been silent and takes care of everything by himself, so that some people say that I am willing to understand you. He can't help you bear part of it, even if it's just psychological pressure, he has huge incompatibility and unaccustomed.

But where to start?

Gong Zhenghe looked at him with difficulty, and suddenly realized something.

Cai Sinian is taking the initiative to understand him, does it mean something?

Thinking about it this way, his mentality changed completely. Gong Zhenghe straightened his clothes, took Cai Sinian to the balcony, and poured a glass of red wine in front of the blue light in the room.

Holding the red wine, Cai Sinian thought to himself: The atmosphere of this person sharing his thoughts...it's really romantic.