Tangdi

It took him a little longer than other people who came for treatment, which is why Chiyu chose to go in last.

Gu Yuan lay on the sofa and fell asleep while waiting outside. On the Baidu page of "what disease depends on psychiatry" was displayed on the mobile phone. move.

When the small door opened, Gu Yuan had already woken up and turned around, touched his mouth, shook his head, and regained consciousness.Chi Yu seemed to have relaxed a lot, the file bag in his hand didn't seem to have been changed, it was still the one with the frayed edges, but the old man still looked cheerful, and he didn't know what he was laughing at.

Looking at Gu Yuan for a few times, Gu Yuan felt that his skin was about to come out with goosebumps, could it be that he had seen through his petty thoughts of lateness?No, this is psychiatry, not clairvoyance...

"Brother Yuan, let's go." Chi Yu's voice was not as hoarse as before. Gu Yuan came back to his senses and went out with him. up

Gu Yuan thought in his heart: "Little friend, do you have a lot of question marks???"

"Ahem--then what--" Gu Yuan followed Chiyu, and had already boarded the elevator. At this time, there was almost no one there. "You--"

"I have bipolar disorder, don't worry about the rest." Chiyu said, "He remembers me because I'm a little less cooperative than others."

"Oh oh oh" that's how it is. "Then have you—better?" Gu Yuan asked cautiously with a little tentativeness

Chi Yu smiled softly, the corners of his mouth curled up, "It's much better, Dr. Guo said that my bipolar disorder is much better." Even his voice was smiling

Seeing that he didn't shy away from this question, and that he had obviously improved, Gu Yuan relaxed, and teased him, "Then your symptom is to use a box knife?" Gu Yuan saw that he carried a box knife with him, probably To increase your sense of security?

Chi Yu was silent for a second, then nodded

Gu Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, he is no longer happy, but excited.Although the current Chiyu still has the habit of carrying a utility knife, he rarely uses it to threaten others. This can be regarded as a small change.Gu Yuan thought in his heart

By the time I got on the bus back to Huazizui, it was already a bit late, and it was getting dark in winter, so I received a call from my grandma in the middle of the delay.Grandma actually knew that Gu Yuan was by her side and asked him to answer the phone. For this, the index of grandma's kindness in his heart reached a new height.

It was not as boring as when he came here, but he seemed relatively relaxed when he went back. Gu Yuan kept talking to Chi Yu and asked him a few words from time to time, that is to say, Chi Yu's temper was getting better, and Chen Feifei would definitely have to frown. He pursed his lips and said, "Brother Yuan, why do you talk so much?" Generally, this kind of situation does not exist, and Gu Yuan has always maintained a cold image of Chen Feifei.

Chi Yu also wanted to sew his mouth shut, but he didn't have the tools and couldn't bear it.

For example, now, Gu Yuan is holding Chiyu's arm with excitement, "Yu'er, when did you have bipolar disorder?" It's his style to break the casserole and ask the end

Chi Yu leaned on the glass window with his right hand, and brushed the blue curtain with his hand, "It was probably when I was in elementary school."

"Why so small?" Gu Yuan was puzzled.

"My parents don't have a good relationship, and I like to quarrel and it will affect me over time." Chi Yu's voice was faint, and he didn't seem to be too much affected by the memory

Gu Yuan nodded thoughtfully. He didn't know about his mother until he was in the third grade of elementary school. At least his mother was very kind to him. His parents never quarreled, mainly because they didn't have the conditions to quarrel. .

Thinking of the cold eyes I had endured, and thinking that Chiyu only lives with grandma and Garfield now, he figured out the joints in a flash, and felt a little sad and distressed.

Gu Yuan put up his hat, retracted his hands into his sleeves, and pulled up his collar, leaving only two bright eyes outside. Chiyu didn't pay attention to him, so Gu Yuan took advantage of his loopholes .

Gu Yuan threw himself into his arms all afternoon, wrapping his arms around Chiyu's waist, "We, Chiyu, still have brother Yuan." Just like a few days ago, he was pretending to be a sweetheart, and Chiyu laughed at him. Nuannuan, I feel that I really like a ever-changing Sakura, and Chiyu feels that I can't be more coquettish than Gu Yuan, but it's so fucking cured

Chi Yu hugged Gu Yuan's head like the last time Gu Yuan coaxed him to sleep, and patted his back with his hands. After a few minutes, there was a sound of even breathing from his back legs.

Chi Yu was speechless.This dog played himself to sleep, who could be better than him?Delayed emotion disappeared in an instant, and he wished he could slap him on the back, making him howl, but he still didn't make up his mind.

Chi Yu leaned his head on the back of the chair, tilted his head upwards, let out a big breath, and recalled what Grandpa Guo had said to him later.

For the first time in so many years, Dr. Guo looked at him with a smile after the assessment, instead of looking at him with a sad face and bitter hatred.

He said, "Ah Chi, I'm really happy to see you recover." He took a sip of his wolfberry soup, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes told Chiyu that he was really relieved

Chi Yu smiled, "Just figure it out."

"Have you figured it out?" The old man always had doubts about this matter. "I just think you should let yourself go."

"Let me go?" Chiyu murmured to himself, read it again, and asked himself

"Do you still have the behavior of self-mutilation when you get upset now?" The old man smiled, but stared at him closely, not letting go of the slightest change on his face

Chi Yu shook his head from the bottom of his heart, "Not much," and finally asked, "Do mint leaves have a calming effect?"

"I see that the knife wounds on your legs are almost light, and they should be very few." The old man thought for a while again, "Mint leaves? At most, it's just refreshing." He pondered for a while, "It's effective for your bipolar disorder." not big"

Chi Yu understood, it was because of the person who gave the mint leaves.

"Ah Chi, if this continues, your—um—condition will get better soon." The old man pondered, "It mainly depends on your own cooperation, do you understand?"

Chi Yu nodded, and the old man heaved a sigh of relief. Sure enough, he had something to do with the boy outside the door, but as long as he gets better, it doesn't matter.

Chiyu unscrewed the door, the boy outside the house was falling asleep, and the old man's last words sounded behind him

"Chiyu, why do you always think of one person to bear the pain? If there are two people, maybe the pain will no longer be pain."

Chi Yu turned to one side and listened.But he turned around and closed the door, because the man on the sofa struggled a bit on the sofa, and the boy he liked was about to wake up.

"Two people?" Chi Yu repeatedly chewed this sentence in the car, and finally smiled.

I have said that maybe the pain won’t be the pain, maybe it’s just, I don’t want him to be unhappy because of other things, even if it’s a small probability event.

Why?Because he hasn't lived much better than me in the past 17 years, and I love him more than myself.

The car staggered through the bustling streets, crossed the empty long bridge, and Chiyu heard the north wind whistling outside the window, just like the howling of a wild wolf.The inside of the car was extremely warm, he fell asleep on his lap, Chiyu took off his hat and put it on his head lightly, shielding him from the slight noise.It was too warm in the car, like the illusion that the little match girl saw after lighting the match.

Chiyu pinched his index finger with his thumb, and it hurt a little.He looked down at the person in his arms, his hands were still around his waist, he tightened his hands tightly, and pulled him into his arms.

Chi Yu thought, this moment is also true.

After bumping for several hours, the two boys who had fallen into a dream didn't wake up until the big brother of the driver yelled. Gu Yuan was still a little embarrassed, and got out of the car with his head down all the way, cursing himself for being a fucking thing in his heart What to do and what not to sleep No.1.

Coaxing people to feel warm and finally falling asleep?What the hell is this?It was rumored that it was threatening Huazizui's reputation as the number one handsome guy.

Gu Yuan rubbed his forehead angrily.

The car that Chi Yu got off behind him looked a little numb, and almost fell down when he got out of the car, but fortunately, Gu Yuan reacted quickly and helped him up.Gu Yuan had no choice but to scold himself again in his heart, "If it weren't for you, a bastard, would my legs be numb?" Fuck! ! !What a fucking dog! ! ! !

Gu Yuan had the urge to shoot himself to death.

The driver brother happened to see this scene, took a sip of tea with a smile, and joked with them, "These two twin brothers have a good relationship, ha ha."

Come on, your brother, with such good eyesight, are you twins wearing the same style of clothes?Why don't you talk about young couples?It's the same as that bastard Chen Feifei, without any sharp eyesight.But these words cannot be said, otherwise he will suffer cruel beatings from social experience.

Chi Yue couldn't leave, so he had to stay where he was, and the elder brother got excited, "Which of you is the elder brother?"

When Gu Yuan was about to say "I am the big brother" with pride, which was a special second-year line, Chi Yu said lightly beside him, "I am older than him." Gu Yuan was dumbfounded, so his birthday is over? "I'm a day older than him"

Gu Yuan "..."

The driver brother "Oh! I'll just say it! You look a little taller than him." He slapped his thigh, and Gu Yuan could clearly see that his thigh was trembling. "Then you have really good eyesight." Gu Yuan slandered

But Chiyu said he was one day older than him?real or fake?Gu Yuan glanced at Chiyu, Chiyu reacted faster than he expected, "Really, I saw your ID card last time."

Gu Yuan shut up and thought for a while, "That time?"

It's too late to "buy a ticket this time"

Gu Yuan said faintly, "Oh—" Thousands of unwillingness to be reconciled, condensed in this one word, it can be seen how broken the heart is

But I couldn't stop my heart from being strong enough to bear it, and I quickly reacted, ""Then we can celebrate our birthday together during the winter vacation?"It just so happens that Ye Xiaolu, Chen Feifan and the others can come out together." Gu Yuan asked him

"Okay, just at night." Chi Yu said, "Add Yang Huihe too."

"Is it because she might be like you?" Gu Yuan asked

"Yes, I think she has depression" Chi Yu answered him

Gu Yuan nodded, not realizing that Chiyu was talking about depression, not bipolar disorder.

Gu Yuan also felt that Yang Huihe could be supported, she was really lonely, except for Shen Geluo who talked occasionally, she basically talked to the three of them, and two of the boys couldn't get too close, so they just talked Ye Xiaolu could speak well, didn't the teenagers and girls in high school make a lot of friends when they go out?

To be honest, Gu Yuan is also quite uncomfortable, he doesn't want to see a copy of Chi Yue again, as if seeing Chi Yue's past, his heart hurts as much as Sister Rong's pinching Ziwei, tsk.