Tangdi

When Chi Yu came home, grandma was having dinner, before she even saw anyone, Chi Yu had already entered the room and locked the door behind her.He lay on the bed he hadn't seen for a long time, thinking about what Gu Weimin said, which was very hurtful, very sad, and very objectionable.This is the view of the world, maybe this matter was known by the grandma, and the grandma may also have the same view and comment, but she will not hurt others like Gu Weimin.

Chi Yu has never doubted the relationship between Gu Yuan and him. From the beginning to the end, he still feels that he and Gu Yuan can go on together because of the tacit understanding between the two of them alone.But Chiyu really didn't know what to do now, he thought about it, and then fell into a deep sleep, he was so tired.

At night, I was woken up by knocking on the door, followed by grandma's warm voice, "Is Ah Chi awake? Are you coming over for dinner 54-4?"

Chi Yue got up from the bed, took a look at the phone next to the bed, it was already seven o'clock, but Gu Yuan didn't send him a message.He randomly scratched his hair, which made his hair even more messy. Chi Yue was a little annoyed, but he still patiently replied to grandma with a calm "Come here."

In the evening, the porridge cooked by grandma was accompanied by two small dishes. Grandma did not have the habit of eating dinner, so it was obvious that it was specially made for him.Grandma adjusted the wheelchair higher, put her hands on the table, and watched Chi Yu sip the porridge dully.Asking him side-by-side, "Is Xiaoyuan back too? Why didn't you bring it home for dinner?"

Chi Yu paused for a moment, didn't speak, he was bored when he had almost eaten, and those who didn't come said, "I'll go to the studio for training tomorrow." He didn't ask too many questions, the future is the most important thing now. "Are you really going tomorrow?" Grandma was puzzled, and asked Chi Yue again.

"Yeah." Chiyu nodded and made a final decision.

Chiyu drank the porridge and went back to the room directly. Now he just feels depressed and irritable. The dryness rising from the bottom of his heart swept his whole body and swallowed his brain. Chiyu opened the easel, took a folding bucket and acrylic The paint began to be adjusted, and the mint leaves in front of the shutters were set off like those coming out of the oil painting. They were very beautiful and full of vitality.

The color Chiyu picked out appeared on the paper in a short while, but the color of the mint rhizome was a little bit biased, turning into grayish green, and the vitality was instantly covered by this place, Chiyu suddenly thought of Gu Yuan's father said.

"I feel disgusted when I see you."

"Isn't it amazing to be an adult! How old are you! Can you recognize the good and the bad? You are looking for excitement! You are sick!"

"You put it lightly. I'm afraid it's Gu Yuan who was seduced by you, a foxy girl. What kind of long hair does a boy wear? Are there any normal boys with long hair?!"

"If you lack parental discipline and love from an early age, it is indeed easy to cause problems. It is normal to be sick."

"What kind of love are two men talking about? You make me sick, please leave Guyuan and leave my house immediately, you are not welcome here."

A sentence is like a three-dimensional surround sound recorder. In his mind and in front of him, circles are formed into small circles, enclosing him alone. There is no escape, nowhere to go.Gu Weimin's voice and expression became more ferocious, as if a movie was being played frame by frame in front of him, Chi Yu hugged his head, feeling extremely uncomfortable, his frowning made him look uneasy.

Chiyu hugged his head and wanted to erase those words and pictures, but made them more vivid. He threw away the brush in his hand, clenched his slender hands into fists, and beat his temples, but it still didn't help .

He stumbled and kicked the easel over again. He endured the pain and did not speak. His lips and teeth were almost overflowing with blood. The trend of the easel collapsing brought down the folding bucket that was originally placed next to the easel, and all the water mixed with paint in it spilled out. , the movement was a little loud, and the sensitive Garfield let out a "meow" in surprise when he leaned against his grandma to sleep. The grandma in the dream patted Garfield's body and smoothed his hair, and within a few seconds, He retracted his stretched neck again, and fell asleep quietly on his stomach.

Chi Yu lost his strength, and he found that the more he resisted, the more obvious he was, and the more he refuted, the weaker he was. He simply lay on the floor covered with a puddle of sewage paint. The paint water dyed his clothes blue and purple, and his clothes were white. The T-shirt was stained with dirt, and Chiyu was lying on the ground in a large font, looking at the ceiling, watching the room flickering, full of life or pale, bright and cheerful or dull.He was raising his head, he closed his eyes tightly, and fell into a deep sleep in the sewage.

It was late to sleep until dawn, the outside was still dark blue, the street lights were still on, the middle-aged man in shorts and T-shirt had been running round and round with his dog, and he heard the dog barking It's time to wake up.

His hair was dirty, he went to take a shower, stood in front of the bathroom mirror, looked at his colorful T-shirt, took a picture, and saved it in his mobile phone, then he took off his clothes and stood naked in front of the mirror, his There are also traces of paint soaked on the body, a faint, imperceptible cyan color.

He stood under the shower and squeezed out the shower gel, and rubbed vigorously on the stained area until the skin turned bright red, and then he stopped there. Did it really wash off?He doesn't know.

Grandma hasn't woken up yet. Garfield is a clever cat who can even open doors. He walked towards him step by step in the living room. He touched his neck affectionately after a long time, and Garfield looked up in enjoyment. Squinting his eyes, Chiyu hasn't been so gentle with it for a long time, and has always been in a state of suppressing it, Garfield rubbed his white feet, which were wearing slippers.

Chiyu took the mop, cleaned up the room, and then took out his bag and started to put his things. He didn't bring much, just two pieces of clothes, a bank card, and a turtle sleeping leisurely in a turtle shell. The little turtle that Gu Yuan bought for him.

The IELTS supermarket is not far away. It is just across the street from the neighborhood. It is still early and the supermarket will open.Chi Yu casually changed a pair of shoes and went out, stood in the bakery area to pick up bread for grandma, went to drink, brought a few packs of fresh milk for grandma, bought some vegetables and fruits casually, and put them together at home in the refrigerator.

After the things were packed, grandma just got up, Garfield hugged grandma's feet, squatted in the empty space of the wheelchair, and looked at Chiyu obediently, Chiyu almost thought it was her tipping off the news.

"Are you leaving now?" Grandma looked at Chiyu with a smile, "I thought you were leaving at night."

"I'm afraid I won't have enough time to clean up when I leave at night, so go early and finish it earlier." Chi Yu said.

Grandma thought for a moment, then nodded in relief, "Yes, then remember to take good care of yourself."

Chi Yu laughed, "My cousin and Liang Yuanzhou are here, I will take care of myself." Chi Yu thought for a while, "I will miss you too."

It seems that because the name was not called, Garfield let out a dissatisfied cry, Chiyu raised his eyebrows to look at it, and added, "I will miss Garfield too."

"Okay." Grandma nodded, "You still have to take care of yourself and be safe."

"I will."

Chi Yu went out, and the online car-hailing car at the gate of the community was already waiting. Chi Yu turned his head and looked at the nameplate of the community from a distance, but he was actually very reluctant.He logged on to Weibo, posted the picture of the T-shirt on Weibo, without words, and then directly uninstalled WeChat and Weibo.Flicking his fingers on the screen, he sent a message to his cousin Shen Duhang, "I'm here."

Gu Yuan knelt at home, from [-] o'clock in the evening to [-] o'clock in the morning, for a full twelve hours. After twelve hours, he got up from the ground, put some face on Gu Weimin, limped against the wall, and got on the bed. second floor.He was lying on the bed, and it seemed that there was still warmth from Chi Yu's sleeping with him.

Two lines of clear tears fell unconsciously from his eyes.He didn't know what his father said to Chiyu, but what his father said to him was already ugly enough, for Chiyu, an outsider in his heart, the words could only be even worse.Why didn't he think that Chiyu was so gentle and abnormal that day?He should have cared more about being late.

There was already water upstairs, so why did Chi Yu go downstairs?Is that going downstairs?That was for him to go down the mountain of swords and the sea of ​​fire.Then what was given to him was the residual warmth after the flames were extinguished, why is Chiyu so... so... sick.

Gu Yuan stretched out his hand to wipe away the hot tears from the corners of his eyes, the hot tears were hot, and he didn't know where his ideal and starlight were going.

My legs were numb, sore, and painful, as if I had been kneeling before the coffin night after night when my mother was not around.Kneeling for twelve hours and repaying his guilt towards his mother, then it is his own business to go to Chi Yue again, and he owes nothing to anyone.Even if it was his father, he admitted that his father had given him the long-lost warmth during this period, but he was not guilty. When things got to this point, Gu Yuan's heart for his father was about to die.

Gu Yuan put a pillow behind his head with his backhand, propped his body up, gently massaged and relaxed his legs inch by inch with his fists, repeated it over and over again, and then used his hands to massage the legs. Gently kneading the flesh, endured the numbness and pain, resisted forcefully, and then learned to walk normally while holding the curtains.

At the beginning, he couldn't hold his hands steady, and accidentally fell to the ground. Then he grabbed the edge of the window with his hands, and stood up with support. Finally, his legs warmed up slowly and he regained normal consciousness. and walking posture.

Gu Yuan threw himself on the bed, set an alarm clock for half an hour later, and used half an hour to make up for last night's sleep. After waking up, he didn't even bother to pack his clothes. It was too late to go down from the second floor.

"If you dare to take a step out, you will no longer be my son!" Gu Weimin stood at the door of his room with a fist-thick stick in his hand. Gu Yuan had already rushed to the door, just two meters away from him. Hearing Gu Weimin's words, Gu Yuan stopped, looked at Gu Weimin calmly, and then with a "click", the door opened, and Gu Yuan went out in front of him.

The author says:

Grandma is a very gentle person, but my father is just too paranoid now... hey