My boyfriend thought I was a coquettish slut after rebirth

When Luo Fan woke up, his head was still a little dizzy.The sky outside the window darkened, and the bright lights in the room pierced his eyes. He patted his head in frustration, thinking how he could fall asleep.

After taking off the blanket on his body, he sat up from the sofa, still in a daze.

How can I still dream of that day?

That day was worse than a nightmare.

He woke up from the hospital bed, and the moment he opened his eyes, he saw Chu Shaofeng who had lost his voice.But before he had time to make him happy, he discovered that something was wrong with Chu Shaofeng.

Although the person in front of him tried his best to pretend that nothing was wrong, his slow movements, hesitant steps, and empty eyes still made Luo Fan's heart sink little by little.

He grabbed Chu Shaofeng's hand and asked, "Shaofeng, what's wrong with you?"

Chu Shaofeng turned around, smiled at him comfortingly, and wrote lightly: "It's nothing, it's just temporary blindness."

Luo Fanzheng stood there in a daze, unable to recover for a long time.

He looked at Chu Shaofeng in front of him, obviously lost a lot of weight, and his spirit was not very good, he could clearly see the black shadow under the corner of his eyes.Compared with Chu Shaofeng when he left Haicheng, there is a big difference.However, the biggest difference was that those eyes, which were always bright and energetic, now only remained dim.

Even though Chu Shaofeng's eyes were still full of love.

Luo Fan's heart ached so much that he couldn't speak at this moment.

His hands couldn't help shaking, he really wanted to ask Chu Shaofeng, what happened?Why didn't you show up?Why did it suddenly disappear?Why can't the eyes see...

Silence spread between the two.No one spoke in the ward, only Luo Fan's suppressed crying.Perhaps because he was afraid of being heard by Chu Shaofeng, he cried very lightly, but even so, Chu Shaofeng still heard it.

Sitting on the head of the bed, Chu Shaofeng raised his hand and hugged Luo Fan into his arms.Hot tears wet his chest, he just frowned slightly and hugged him even tighter.This hug has been missed since the day he left Haicheng.I thought it was just a simple separation, but it almost became life and death again.

Fortunately, God still favored them and gave them a chance to start again, so they didn't really lose each other.Nor did the car accident take his life.

So what if I can't see it?At least he still has these hands that can hug the person in his arms.He still has this beating heart, talking sweet words to his beloved.

So... He was already very lucky.

Chu Shaofeng patted Luo Fan's trembling shoulder, and slowly talked about everything that happened during these days.

A knock on the door brought Luo Fan back to his thoughts. He wrapped up his clothes and walked over to open the door.At the door was the servant of the Chu family who brought a bowl of medicine, and Luo Fan reached out to take the bowl of medicine.He said to the servant at the door: "I'll send it in, thank you for your hard work."

After all, he closed the door.

Today is the Lantern Festival, Madam Chu brought Chu Shaofeng back from the hospital to celebrate this festival.No one expected that the Chu family's Spring Festival this year would be so dismal.The old man passed away years ago, but this year has not been a serious one.As for Chu Shaofeng's accident, they kept it a secret from everyone in the Chu family. Others thought that Chu Shaofeng had gone to Haicheng again, and they didn't know that he was lying in a certain hospital in the capital.

Seeing that the year is almost over, Mrs. Chu thought about it, and took him home to spend the Lantern Festival well.As for Luo Fan, although she didn't verbally support him being with Chu Shaofeng, she didn't object either.He just said: "I have no other requirements. No matter what method you use in the future, I want to have a grandson."

As for adoption or surrogacy, just let them go.

When Chu Shaofeng heard this, his face was full of smiles.After Mrs. Chu left the ward, she pulled Luo Fan into her arms and gave her a good kiss. "Mom said let's have a baby as soon as possible."

Luo Fan blushed, glared at him and said, "I want to give birth to you."

But Chu Shaofeng smiled and pushed the man down on the hospital bed, kissed Luo Fan's collarbone, felt the slight tremor of the man in his arms, and said, "Why don't we start creating people now?"

Luo Fan bent his leg and kicked him lightly. "Stop making trouble, this is a hospital."

Chu Shaofeng was noncommittal, after all, it was a VIP ward, so why not do what he wanted?

It's a pity that Luo Fan insisted on refusing, and pushed Chu Shaofeng who was pressing on him away. He put on the messy clothes and said helplessly: "You say you, you can't see your eyes, why are you still like this..."

In the middle of speaking, he shut up.

Then he slapped himself hard on the mouth.

Chu Shaofeng heard the sound and quickly grabbed his hand. "what are you doing?"

"I..." Luo Fan said softly, "I'm sorry, don't take what I just said to heart."

Chu Shaofeng was taken aback for a moment, and only then did he realize what Luo Fan was thinking about.He really didn't take it to heart, but felt that Luo Fan was too careful.He comforted: "Don't worry, the doctor said it will be fine in a few months."

"En." Luo Fan nodded, but the uneasiness still lingered in his eyes.

"If I can't see you all the time, you won't dislike me, will you?" Chu Shaofeng said half-jokingly.

Luo Fan shook his head seriously, "If you keep not seeing, then I will be your crutch for the rest of your life,"

Hearing this, Chu Shaofeng smiled.There was a strange gleam in the dim eyes.He took Luo Fan's hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, and then asked, "Does the slap just now hurt?"

"Huh?" Luo Fan didn't respond.

But Chu Shaofeng raised his hand to gently caress the corner of his mouth, "Does it hurt?"

Luo Fan shook his head, "It doesn't hurt...well..."

Chu Shaofeng leaned over and kissed Luo Fan's lips. "...to help you heal."

Luo Fan, who was pushed down, only had eight words left in his head - the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change!

Luo Fan held the medicine bowl and pushed open the door of Chu Shaofeng's room.

Chu Shaofeng was sitting on the bed listening to the news, when he heard Luo Fan walk in, he smiled and opened his hands.Luo Fan approached and said, "Drink the medicine first."

The black concoction in the bowl looked extremely bitter.Chu Shaofeng only took a sip, then frowned.If it was before, he must have been bored without frowning.But now I don't know if it is because of his blindness that he has become more dependent on others than before.Especially relying on Luo Fan.

When people leave their side for a long time, they will worry about gains and losses.

Because he couldn't see, he didn't know what Luo Fan was doing or where he went, and his inner anxiety would be magnified layer by layer.It wasn't until Luo Fan returned to his side that he breathed a sigh of relief.

Chu Shaofeng thought he was hiding it well, but Luo Fan easily saw through it.However, Luo Fan did not break through Chu Shaofeng's disguise, instead he tried to stay by his side as much as possible, not to leave for too long.

That's why he was so annoyed when he fell asleep on the sofa just now.

I don't know how long I slept, but seeing Chu Shaofeng's nervous appearance, he must have slept for a long time.

Luo Fan moved a stool, sat on the side of the bed and said, "Is it bitter? Do you want to put some sugar?"

Chu Shaofeng put down the bowl in his hand, and approached cheekily, "It won't hurt if you kiss me once."

Looking at the obviously childish Chu Shaofeng, Luo Fan couldn't help but laugh. "Okay, you drink it up, and you can kiss as you like."

"Really?" Chu Shaofeng's eyes lit up.

"Yeah." Luo Fan's eyes were full of smiles.

When Chu Shaofeng heard this, he quickly drank the medicine in the bowl, begging for a reward.Luo Fan took the bowl in his hand, put it aside, stretched out his hand to grab Chu Shaofeng's collar, raised his head and kissed his lips.

When he was in the hospital before, Luo Fan was very restrained, no matter what Chu Shaofeng did, neither of them made it to the last step.It can be said that Chu Shaofeng has been holding back for more than a month, and now that the two of them have returned to Chu's house, Chu Shaofeng refuses to let go no matter what.

He put his arms around Luo Fan's waist and pressed him tightly in his arms.The kiss was deep and intense.Because he couldn't see, Chu Shaofeng could only follow the memory of his body to untie the clothes on Luo Fan's body and search for every sensitive point on Luo Fan's body.Then he heard the panting sound in his ears, and he smiled with satisfaction: "Actually, this is quite interesting."

"what?"

Before Luo Fan could guess the deep meaning of Chu Shaofeng's words, he was overwhelmed by waves of intense pleasure.

The sound of fireworks came from outside the window, covering all the ambiguity, and some only left with deep love and no regrets.

Three months later.

In the hospital, Luo Fan nervously watched the doctor remove the cloth strips from Chu Shaofeng's eyes, with a look of anticipation and anxiety on his face.It wasn't until those bright eyes appeared in his eyes again that he slowly breathed a sigh of relief.Going forward, he waved his hand in front of Chu Shaofeng and asked, "Can you see it?"

Chu Shaofeng in front of him did not respond.

Luo Fan froze for a moment, his eyes filled with disappointment.Just as he was thinking of saying something comforting, he heard Chu Shaofeng chuckle, then he held his hand and said, "Luo Fan, I saw you."

Luo Fan stood there stiffly, and he blinked, as if he couldn't believe it.He was wondering if this was another prank by Chu Shaofeng to comfort him?

But Chu Shaofeng in front of him raised his hands to cover his eyes, and complained: "I've been blind for too long, and I can't stand the sudden brightness."

Mrs. Chu at the side was overjoyed to see that her son could really see.He also came over and said, "Shaofeng, can you see what it is?"

"Mom..." Chu Shaofeng smiled helplessly.

It was not until this moment that Luo Fan really believed that Chu Shaofeng's eyes could really see.

He withdrew the hand held by Chu Shaofeng and took a step back.But he looked greedily at Chu Shaofeng in front of him, his eyes were slightly red.No one knows how he spent the past few months.How much pressure I have endured in my heart.If Chu Shaofeng hadn't rushed back to Haicheng for an appointment with him, he wouldn't have had a car accident, and he wouldn't have lost his sight.

He had already killed Chu Shaofeng once in his last life, and in this life, he really didn't want...he didn't want to see anything happen to Chu Shaofeng again because of him.

If Chu Shaofeng had to live in darkness all his life, then...he would rather give him his eyes than see him blind forever.

Luo Fan opened his eyes, trying to calm himself down.It's a happy thing, what's there to cry about?

Chu Shaofeng in front of him also looked up at him, and the eyes of the two finally met.Chu Shaofeng's eyes are no longer gloomy, he can finally see Luo Fan, see everything.

After everyone left the ward, Chu Shaofeng stretched out his hand to signal Luo Fan to come over.

Luo Fan wiped his eyes and walked to his side.

Chu Shaofeng hugged him into his arms with a smile, and said, "Why are you crying?"

Luo Fan was silent.

Chu Shaofeng raised his hand to stroke Luo Fan's soft hair, and sighed softly.In fact, how could he not know what Luo Fan was thinking?Just as Luo Fan can easily see through his heart, he can also understand all the uneasiness in Luo Fan's heart.

He rested his chin on Luo Fan's forehead, "Do you know? When I was in a coma in a car accident, I had a dream. I dreamed... dreamed that you committed suicide in front of me..."

After the words fell, Luo Fan in his arms trembled slightly.

Chu Shaofeng continued: "You are sitting in the bathtub, cutting your own wrist with a knife, and you can't hear me calling you by the side...Blood is flowing all over the floor, and I can only watch helplessly as you lose your breath. But nothing can be done..."

As Chu Shaofeng said, he still felt a little bit afraid.

However, Luo Fan was already shocked by what Chu Shaofeng said. He looked up at Chu Shaofeng and said tremblingly, "You went to see me?"

It turns out...it turns out that on the day of his death, the voice in his ears was really Chu Shaofeng, not a hallucination, right?

Suddenly understanding something, Luo Fan could no longer suppress his inner emotions, and cried uncontrollably.

It turned out that everything was just a circle. His suicide and Chu Shaofeng's car accident had already planted karma in the dark.

"I don't want to experience this feeling of powerlessness again." Chu Shaofeng raised his chin and reached out to help Luo Fan wipe away the tears on his face. "Promise me, we'll be fine in the future."

Luo Fan cried and nodded.

"In this life, we will definitely be able to grow old together with the unfinished life in the previous life." In Chu Shaofeng's eyes, it seems that the picture of many years later has appeared.

By that time, they are all old, and the two of them have become old men with white flowers.Sitting in the rocking chair, the sun was shining down, they didn't talk, just sat quietly for an afternoon.

"Until then……"

"Ok?"

"It's nothing." Chu Shaofeng lowered his head and smiled and kissed the corner of Luo Fan's mouth. Even if they were both old by then, his Luo Fan would still be a handsome old man.