Luo Fan still remembers the last time he saw Chu Shaofeng before he woke up, it was on TV, he saw Chu Shaofeng and Xu Wei standing together intimately, his heart felt as if he was hit hard by something, everything in front of him began become blurred.
Then he received a call from the staff of the nursing home, telling him the news of his mother's death.
Just like when people are unlucky, drinking cold water will get stuffed between their teeth, all bad things always like to follow one after another.
In the past few days, Luo Fan was completely in a daze, dealing with his mother's funeral, so busy that the sky was dark, and he didn't close his eyes for several nights.Before the funeral, he stayed overnight in front of the mourning hall, crying so hard that he lost all strength.He also didn't know when he lost consciousness, but since then...he never saw Chu Shaofeng again.
Now that he opened his eyes, looking at Chu Shaofeng who was looking at him with a concerned face, Luo Fan was stunned.I don't understand why Chu Shaofeng looks at him so hotly.
He sat up weakly, only to realize that his body was very tired, so tired that he needed all the strength in his body to speak a word.
He opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Chu Shaofeng grabbed his hand and said, "Do you feel better?"
Luo Fan froze for a moment, he felt a little thirsty.Convenience: "Water..."
After hearing this, Chu Shaofeng hurriedly poured a glass of water and brought it to Luo Fan's mouth.
The water was warm, and Luo Fan felt a little better after drinking it.He raised his eyes and looked at Chu Shaofeng in front of him, still in a daze.He didn't know why after he woke up, he returned to Chu Shaofeng's place and was treated so tenderly by Chu Shaofeng.
He was not used to Chu Shaofeng's gentleness, especially when his hand was still tightly held in the palm of his hand. He wanted to pull it out uncomfortably, but he heard Chu Shaofeng gasp.
Luo Fan looked carefully, only to find that Chu Shaofeng's palm was wrapped with a bandage, and a little blood was still oozing from it.
Are you injured?
Luo Fan's heart trembled, how did he get hurt?With a look of concern in his eyes, Luo Fan really wanted to ask Chu Shaofeng why his hand was injured, but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth.
What right does he have to ask?Who has the right to care about Chu Shaofeng?
Many intimate images of Chu Shaofeng and Xu Wei flashed in his mind, his hands froze, and his heart instantly cooled down a lot.
Laughing wryly, Luo Fan didn't want to make fun of himself, or be sentimental anymore.
At this time, Chu Shaofeng hadn't noticed Luo Fan's abnormality, and he was relieved to see that Luo Fan was awake and his fever subsided.Even if Luo Fan refused his approach again, he didn't feel anything.Slowly letting go of his hand, Chu Shaofeng smiled, and did not force Luo Fan any more.
At night, Chu Shaofeng came to feed Luo Fan as usual.Holding the bowl and the spoon, he scooped up a mouthful of rice, then carefully cooled it down, and brought it to Luo Fan's mouth with meticulous and considerate movements.
Luo Fan looked at Chu Shaofeng's series of actions with surprise.
He opened his mouth in a daze, swallowed the mouthful of food, and then heard Chu Shaofeng say: "You have been sick for the past few days and haven't eaten properly, so eat more tonight."
With that said, another spoon full was handed over.
Luo Fan refused to eat this mouthful.
Chu Shaofeng coaxed softly, his tone so gentle and patient that he had never even seen Luo Fan in his previous life.
The frightened Luo Fan raised his hand, pressed Chu Shaofeng's big palm, and said in a trembling tone: "Chu...Chu Shaofeng...you don't have to do this, I can do it myself..."
After finishing speaking, he took the rice bowl from Chu Shaofeng's hand, and quickly took a mouthful of rice, his mouth was bulging, and he didn't notice the rice grains stuck to the corner of his mouth.He gobbled it up, and he was really hungry. While eating, he raised his eyes to look at Chu Shaofeng, for fear that the person in front of him would come to feed him mouthful again.
He didn't know why Chu Shaofeng was so upset, why he was so gentle to him all of a sudden?
Shouldn't Chu Shaofeng's tenderness in this life be given to Xu Wei?
Thinking about it, Luo Fan's eating speed slowed down, he lowered his eyes, but he didn't notice that Chu Shaofeng was raising his hand to help him wipe the rice grains from the corner of his mouth.When the warm fingertips touched his skin, Luo Fan shuddered all over. The body that had not been touched by Chu Shaofeng for a long time became particularly sensitive.
He watched Chu Shaofeng lean down, kissed the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile, "Luo Fan, are you alright?"
The smile was a little relieved.
Luo Fan froze there, not understanding what Chu Shaofeng said.What's up?What's wrong with him?Before he could ask anything, Chu Shaofeng leaned his head on his shoulder, his warm breath hit his ears, his face blushed, and he reached out to push Chu Shaofeng away, but Chu Shaofeng held him down body, said: "Just for a while, let me lean on for a while."
The voice was weary and pleading.
Luo Fan couldn't refuse.
Feeling a little sour in his heart, Luo Fan blinked, holding back the tears that were about to flow from his eyes.
He didn't know that Chu Shaofeng looked calm in front of him, but the hands around his waist were trembling violently.
After this meal, Luo Peipei brought He Shengyang in.
When the two appeared in this room together, Luo Fan was a little dazed.He looked at Lopepe, at He Shengyang, and then his eyes fell on Chu Shaofeng.
The concern in Chu Shaofeng's eyes made him finally understand why Chu Shaofeng was so gentle to him after waking up.
Because Chu Shaofeng knew... he knew that he was sick.
Luo Fan's thoughts were a little confused, and it was from this moment that he realized that he had not been asleep for a day or two, but for ten days and a half months.
He sat quietly on the bed, trying hard to recall the memory that he had blanked out.What happened in this half month?
The sound of the door being closed came from beside him, he raised his head and looked at He Shengyang in front of him, the chaos in his eyes was gradually replaced by clarity.
He Shengyang sat beside him and said, "If you can't remember it, don't force yourself."
Luo Fan could not agree with his words.
As long as he thinks about the possibility of him doing something crazy in front of Chu Shaofeng during the half month of amnesia, he feels uncomfortable all over.
He couldn't bear to see his worst side being seen by Chu Shaofeng.
He suddenly understood why Chu Shaofeng looked at him with such gentle eyes when he woke up.It turns out that there is not only tenderness in the eyes, but also sympathy and pity.
Just like when he was a child, the neighbors and villagers looked at his mother.
Luo Fan lowered his head, not daring to look up at He Shengyang, and only said: "I look crazy...is it ugly?"
He Shengyang was slightly stunned, and put his warm palm on his shoulder, with a gentle and firm voice. "Luofan, people who really love you don't care about these things."
Luo Fan shook his head, looked at his hands, and whispered: "But Chu Shaofeng doesn't love me, he must hate seeing me so ugly."
The secret he had worked so hard to keep was still discovered like this.
Discovered by the people he cares about most.
After coming out of Luo Fan's room, Chu Shaofeng went forward first, and asked He Shengyang, "How is Luo Fan?"
He Shengyang said silently: "It has improved, his consciousness has begun to wake up, he can communicate with the outside world, and he no longer closes himself up, it's just..."
"Just what?"
"... others are a little negative."
He Shengyang said, and relayed what Luo Fan said to him to Chu Shaofeng, then patted Chu Shaofeng on the shoulder and said: "Luo Fan's spirit is still very fragile, you should be careful not to stimulate him too much."
"Yeah." Chu Shaofeng put on a sullen face, pushed the door open and walked into the room without saying anything.
Seeing Chu Shaofeng coming in, Luo Fan lowered his head, not daring to look into his eyes.Chu Shaofeng gently closed the door and walked to the bed.
He stood there without saying anything, just looked at Luo Fan.After a long time, he said: "If you have anything to say, let's talk about it tonight."
When Luo Fan heard this, his hands trembled a little. "say what?"
Then he felt the bed sinking, Chu Shaofeng sat beside him, raised his hand, squeezed his chin, and forced him to look up at him.
Chu Shaofeng said: "I already know everything about your condition."
Luo Fan closed his eyes, and there was a trace of pain in his eyes.Just now He Shengyang told him what happened when he was sick, how Chu Shaofeng was worried about him, how he took care of him non-stop, and how he hoped that he would get better soon.
It's a pity that he didn't remember Chu Shaofeng like that at all.
He said: "I've heard what Dr. He said, these days, thank you for your care."
The tone is cold and divided.
Thinking of his most embarrassing side, exposed to Chu Shaofeng like this, if possible, he would rather that Chu Shaofeng who took care of him tenderly during his illness never existed.
He didn't want Chu Shaofeng to know that he was a lunatic, and he didn't want Chu Shaofeng to get entangled with him, a lunatic.
His mother's death terrified him.He was afraid that one day he would jump off the stairs too.
He was afraid of seeing Lopepei's tears and Chu Shaofeng's disappointed eyes.
Since his rebirth, all his obsession with Chu Shaofeng seemed to have finally disappeared. It was only at this moment that he realized that if it was really for Chu Shaofeng's good, he would leave him.
He's a madman who does hurtful things.
Being with him will be exhausting.
He said embarrassingly: "Actually, you don't have to sympathize with me, and you don't have to feel guilty about my illness, and there's no need to tie your whole life with me, a lunatic."
After the words fell, the hand holding his chin tightened a little.
There seemed to be a fire in Chu Shaofeng's eyes, which wanted to burn Luo Fan up.He said fiercely: "So what about a lunatic, in this world, I only want you alone."
Luo Fan smiled wryly, but he didn't hear what Chu Shaofeng said. "Don't forget, you still have Xu Wei."
There is obviously a better choice, so why bother, Chu Shaofeng.
But as soon as he finished speaking, Chu Shaofeng kissed his lips.As if it had been held back for a long time, Chu Shaofeng's kiss was hot and intense, he pried open Luo Fan's lips, and entangled his tongue with it.It's no longer that before he unilaterally kissed Luo Fan and didn't respond, this time, Luo Fan responded to him.
The two long-dried bodies quickly ignited the night.
Chu Shaofeng entered Luo Fan's room, and hearing the groans from the person under him, he smiled, kissed the corner of Luo Fan's lips and said, "Luo Fan, I know all your secrets."
Luo Fan froze, and then heard Chu Shaofeng tell him: "The secret of rebirth."
Then he received a call from the staff of the nursing home, telling him the news of his mother's death.
Just like when people are unlucky, drinking cold water will get stuffed between their teeth, all bad things always like to follow one after another.
In the past few days, Luo Fan was completely in a daze, dealing with his mother's funeral, so busy that the sky was dark, and he didn't close his eyes for several nights.Before the funeral, he stayed overnight in front of the mourning hall, crying so hard that he lost all strength.He also didn't know when he lost consciousness, but since then...he never saw Chu Shaofeng again.
Now that he opened his eyes, looking at Chu Shaofeng who was looking at him with a concerned face, Luo Fan was stunned.I don't understand why Chu Shaofeng looks at him so hotly.
He sat up weakly, only to realize that his body was very tired, so tired that he needed all the strength in his body to speak a word.
He opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Chu Shaofeng grabbed his hand and said, "Do you feel better?"
Luo Fan froze for a moment, he felt a little thirsty.Convenience: "Water..."
After hearing this, Chu Shaofeng hurriedly poured a glass of water and brought it to Luo Fan's mouth.
The water was warm, and Luo Fan felt a little better after drinking it.He raised his eyes and looked at Chu Shaofeng in front of him, still in a daze.He didn't know why after he woke up, he returned to Chu Shaofeng's place and was treated so tenderly by Chu Shaofeng.
He was not used to Chu Shaofeng's gentleness, especially when his hand was still tightly held in the palm of his hand. He wanted to pull it out uncomfortably, but he heard Chu Shaofeng gasp.
Luo Fan looked carefully, only to find that Chu Shaofeng's palm was wrapped with a bandage, and a little blood was still oozing from it.
Are you injured?
Luo Fan's heart trembled, how did he get hurt?With a look of concern in his eyes, Luo Fan really wanted to ask Chu Shaofeng why his hand was injured, but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth.
What right does he have to ask?Who has the right to care about Chu Shaofeng?
Many intimate images of Chu Shaofeng and Xu Wei flashed in his mind, his hands froze, and his heart instantly cooled down a lot.
Laughing wryly, Luo Fan didn't want to make fun of himself, or be sentimental anymore.
At this time, Chu Shaofeng hadn't noticed Luo Fan's abnormality, and he was relieved to see that Luo Fan was awake and his fever subsided.Even if Luo Fan refused his approach again, he didn't feel anything.Slowly letting go of his hand, Chu Shaofeng smiled, and did not force Luo Fan any more.
At night, Chu Shaofeng came to feed Luo Fan as usual.Holding the bowl and the spoon, he scooped up a mouthful of rice, then carefully cooled it down, and brought it to Luo Fan's mouth with meticulous and considerate movements.
Luo Fan looked at Chu Shaofeng's series of actions with surprise.
He opened his mouth in a daze, swallowed the mouthful of food, and then heard Chu Shaofeng say: "You have been sick for the past few days and haven't eaten properly, so eat more tonight."
With that said, another spoon full was handed over.
Luo Fan refused to eat this mouthful.
Chu Shaofeng coaxed softly, his tone so gentle and patient that he had never even seen Luo Fan in his previous life.
The frightened Luo Fan raised his hand, pressed Chu Shaofeng's big palm, and said in a trembling tone: "Chu...Chu Shaofeng...you don't have to do this, I can do it myself..."
After finishing speaking, he took the rice bowl from Chu Shaofeng's hand, and quickly took a mouthful of rice, his mouth was bulging, and he didn't notice the rice grains stuck to the corner of his mouth.He gobbled it up, and he was really hungry. While eating, he raised his eyes to look at Chu Shaofeng, for fear that the person in front of him would come to feed him mouthful again.
He didn't know why Chu Shaofeng was so upset, why he was so gentle to him all of a sudden?
Shouldn't Chu Shaofeng's tenderness in this life be given to Xu Wei?
Thinking about it, Luo Fan's eating speed slowed down, he lowered his eyes, but he didn't notice that Chu Shaofeng was raising his hand to help him wipe the rice grains from the corner of his mouth.When the warm fingertips touched his skin, Luo Fan shuddered all over. The body that had not been touched by Chu Shaofeng for a long time became particularly sensitive.
He watched Chu Shaofeng lean down, kissed the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile, "Luo Fan, are you alright?"
The smile was a little relieved.
Luo Fan froze there, not understanding what Chu Shaofeng said.What's up?What's wrong with him?Before he could ask anything, Chu Shaofeng leaned his head on his shoulder, his warm breath hit his ears, his face blushed, and he reached out to push Chu Shaofeng away, but Chu Shaofeng held him down body, said: "Just for a while, let me lean on for a while."
The voice was weary and pleading.
Luo Fan couldn't refuse.
Feeling a little sour in his heart, Luo Fan blinked, holding back the tears that were about to flow from his eyes.
He didn't know that Chu Shaofeng looked calm in front of him, but the hands around his waist were trembling violently.
After this meal, Luo Peipei brought He Shengyang in.
When the two appeared in this room together, Luo Fan was a little dazed.He looked at Lopepe, at He Shengyang, and then his eyes fell on Chu Shaofeng.
The concern in Chu Shaofeng's eyes made him finally understand why Chu Shaofeng was so gentle to him after waking up.
Because Chu Shaofeng knew... he knew that he was sick.
Luo Fan's thoughts were a little confused, and it was from this moment that he realized that he had not been asleep for a day or two, but for ten days and a half months.
He sat quietly on the bed, trying hard to recall the memory that he had blanked out.What happened in this half month?
The sound of the door being closed came from beside him, he raised his head and looked at He Shengyang in front of him, the chaos in his eyes was gradually replaced by clarity.
He Shengyang sat beside him and said, "If you can't remember it, don't force yourself."
Luo Fan could not agree with his words.
As long as he thinks about the possibility of him doing something crazy in front of Chu Shaofeng during the half month of amnesia, he feels uncomfortable all over.
He couldn't bear to see his worst side being seen by Chu Shaofeng.
He suddenly understood why Chu Shaofeng looked at him with such gentle eyes when he woke up.It turns out that there is not only tenderness in the eyes, but also sympathy and pity.
Just like when he was a child, the neighbors and villagers looked at his mother.
Luo Fan lowered his head, not daring to look up at He Shengyang, and only said: "I look crazy...is it ugly?"
He Shengyang was slightly stunned, and put his warm palm on his shoulder, with a gentle and firm voice. "Luofan, people who really love you don't care about these things."
Luo Fan shook his head, looked at his hands, and whispered: "But Chu Shaofeng doesn't love me, he must hate seeing me so ugly."
The secret he had worked so hard to keep was still discovered like this.
Discovered by the people he cares about most.
After coming out of Luo Fan's room, Chu Shaofeng went forward first, and asked He Shengyang, "How is Luo Fan?"
He Shengyang said silently: "It has improved, his consciousness has begun to wake up, he can communicate with the outside world, and he no longer closes himself up, it's just..."
"Just what?"
"... others are a little negative."
He Shengyang said, and relayed what Luo Fan said to him to Chu Shaofeng, then patted Chu Shaofeng on the shoulder and said: "Luo Fan's spirit is still very fragile, you should be careful not to stimulate him too much."
"Yeah." Chu Shaofeng put on a sullen face, pushed the door open and walked into the room without saying anything.
Seeing Chu Shaofeng coming in, Luo Fan lowered his head, not daring to look into his eyes.Chu Shaofeng gently closed the door and walked to the bed.
He stood there without saying anything, just looked at Luo Fan.After a long time, he said: "If you have anything to say, let's talk about it tonight."
When Luo Fan heard this, his hands trembled a little. "say what?"
Then he felt the bed sinking, Chu Shaofeng sat beside him, raised his hand, squeezed his chin, and forced him to look up at him.
Chu Shaofeng said: "I already know everything about your condition."
Luo Fan closed his eyes, and there was a trace of pain in his eyes.Just now He Shengyang told him what happened when he was sick, how Chu Shaofeng was worried about him, how he took care of him non-stop, and how he hoped that he would get better soon.
It's a pity that he didn't remember Chu Shaofeng like that at all.
He said: "I've heard what Dr. He said, these days, thank you for your care."
The tone is cold and divided.
Thinking of his most embarrassing side, exposed to Chu Shaofeng like this, if possible, he would rather that Chu Shaofeng who took care of him tenderly during his illness never existed.
He didn't want Chu Shaofeng to know that he was a lunatic, and he didn't want Chu Shaofeng to get entangled with him, a lunatic.
His mother's death terrified him.He was afraid that one day he would jump off the stairs too.
He was afraid of seeing Lopepei's tears and Chu Shaofeng's disappointed eyes.
Since his rebirth, all his obsession with Chu Shaofeng seemed to have finally disappeared. It was only at this moment that he realized that if it was really for Chu Shaofeng's good, he would leave him.
He's a madman who does hurtful things.
Being with him will be exhausting.
He said embarrassingly: "Actually, you don't have to sympathize with me, and you don't have to feel guilty about my illness, and there's no need to tie your whole life with me, a lunatic."
After the words fell, the hand holding his chin tightened a little.
There seemed to be a fire in Chu Shaofeng's eyes, which wanted to burn Luo Fan up.He said fiercely: "So what about a lunatic, in this world, I only want you alone."
Luo Fan smiled wryly, but he didn't hear what Chu Shaofeng said. "Don't forget, you still have Xu Wei."
There is obviously a better choice, so why bother, Chu Shaofeng.
But as soon as he finished speaking, Chu Shaofeng kissed his lips.As if it had been held back for a long time, Chu Shaofeng's kiss was hot and intense, he pried open Luo Fan's lips, and entangled his tongue with it.It's no longer that before he unilaterally kissed Luo Fan and didn't respond, this time, Luo Fan responded to him.
The two long-dried bodies quickly ignited the night.
Chu Shaofeng entered Luo Fan's room, and hearing the groans from the person under him, he smiled, kissed the corner of Luo Fan's lips and said, "Luo Fan, I know all your secrets."
Luo Fan froze, and then heard Chu Shaofeng tell him: "The secret of rebirth."
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