[Notes on Tomb Raiders] Return to Wushan

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I think this chapter has a private setting, because the countdown to the end is over, I put some words that I personally want to say to the characters.

Some content comes from Zhu Yilong's drama version of Wu Xie's character song "Go", the lyrics kill me T^T, Amway!

Little angels who are worried about ooc can just watch the beginning and the end, and the middle is chattering.

Fatty's words sounded weird, what does it mean that debut is the peak, whoever wants to debut will be a thief, no, such a scolding seems to scold everyone into it.

Naively agreed

"Brother has never taken any apprentices on the road. Girl, you are not at a loss. I wanted to learn this before, but I can't bear the waist, and it is easy to protrude the waist disc. Your girls' ligaments should be softer than men. Did you learn it when you were young?" dance."

"When I was five or six years old, I learned folk dance for two years. My mother followed suit and sent me there. Seeing that I was not interested, I stopped learning."

While speaking, I took a painful breath, and Tianzhen handed over a pot of water, and I shook my head to express that I didn't want to drink it.

The viscera are throbbing in the body, and there will be severe pain from time to time, and the vomiting of blood will stop slightly, but the throat is always filled with a strong bloody smell. I gradually get used to the frequency of this pain, and I can feel my vital signs , is disappearing bit by bit with the blood flow.

Although the will to survive was somewhat awakened by my little brother, this kind of damage is irreversible. With only willpower, I can't hold on for too long.

Seeing how painful I was, Mu An asked my younger brother if he could knock me unconscious. The younger brother said that once I lost consciousness, the probability of death would increase exponentially, so I could only stay awake and endure.

Their progress is extremely fast, almost twice as fast as before. Tian Zhen and Fatty kept chatting with me to prevent me from fainting from the pain. There is an inexplicable green freshness on my body. I don’t know where it came from. I remember the last time I've also smelled that reassuring scent while sleeping on his lap.

I thought about it and said

"I wanted to leave you a message."

Fatty refused when he heard it

"Don't mess with these vain things, naivety also loves to do this, why make the scene so miserable, today the fat man said he wanted to save your life, it's useless for the king of hell to kowtow, you can rest assured It's over."

The way the fat man expresses his emotions is always very joyful. I looked at the fat man and said,

"It's not a last word, it's just something from my heart. I'm afraid that if I don't say it... I will regret it."

Naive can understand my mood, he patted the fat man

"Let her talk. It's uncomfortable to hold back in your heart. You don't want to hear what the girl wants to say to you. You have been wandering around in the sea all these years, and it's been a long time since you talked to the girl."

The fat man wanted to refute, but Mu An turned around and said

"You don't want to hear, I want to hear, stop talking."

I blinked at the fat man and begged him with my eyes, the fat man was defeated

"Okay, whoever called Fatty, I'm a fucking pity, but let me say first, sister, you are not allowed to blow my nose and bubbles, and if you want to talk, you have to speak happily, and you can't speak in frustration."

I nodded, sorted out my thoughts a little bit, and looked at Tian Zhendao first.

"Brother Tianzhen, in fact, you are very similar to what I imagined, but you are a bit different. You are soft-hearted and kind, just like the nickname that Brother Fatty gave you, innocent and innocent."

"You are also very tenacious. Every time you die in the fight, you can escape from a desperate situation. You respect life and treat everyone around you well. No matter whether that person has offended you or not, you never Will put anyone in danger regardless, I think the name Grandpa Wu gave you is really good, you are like a commentary on all the good things in this world, but it was not until I really got in touch with you that I realized that you still have something wrong Okay, your obsession is too deep. From the third uncle in the past to the current little brother, as long as you believe in something, you will admit it and keep going. If you break through the south wall and don't look back, in the eyes of those who care about you, it will probably be It's a headache."

"However, what I like most about you is this. Your persistence has saved many people, including me, invisibly. You refuse to give up even when others give up. It seems that you have an inexplicable belief in your body. Supporting you, in the midst of countless desperations, breaking through a glimmer of life, you know, many times when I see you, I think you will shine, I really hope that I can become a person like you."

Naively scratching his head in embarrassment

"Are all of you liberal arts students so eloquent? You still shine. Why do I feel that what you're talking about is not me, but a Bodhisattva?"

What the hell, what's going on in Tianzhen's mind, such a heart-touching scene, with a single sentence from Tianzhen, it becomes a cross talk scene.

"...Little Third Master, you are enough." I said silently.

Then I turned my head to look at the more comedic contestant Fatty

"Brother Fat, do you think that my whole heart is devoted to brother Tianzhen and little brother, just because they are attractive to women, today I want to tell you seriously, yes, that's it—"

"Okay, don't say it before it's too late, why are you giving rainbow farts to the naive, and then you start to attack me personally, I provoked you." The fat man cursed.

"I'm just kidding, fat brother, don't be angry, in fact, you have the same position as the two of them in my heart, really, I swear, I remember fat brother, you beat the little hooligan for me, and you often took care of me in the fight, Brother Tianzhen wanted to beat Mu'an last time, but you stopped me because you cared about my feelings. I am a person who knows how to be hot and cold. I will always remember your kindness to me. It's very slippery, but I think you are the most core existence among the three of you."

"Don't think I'm talking nonsense. Brother Tianzhen is smart, but he's easy to be a donkey, and he doesn't care about anything when he gets emotional. At this time, it's up to you to make a clear judgment to correct him. If it wasn't for you last time, Brother Tianzhen doesn’t know how long he will go away with his injuries because of his stubborn temper. The younger brother has a dull personality, and he is fooling himself in life. I know you have taken care of him in Beijing for a while. Worrying about his food, clothing, housing, and transportation, and I’m dragging my feet in the fight, Brother Tianzhen is always confused, only you can stay rational and cooperate with the action of the younger brother, tell me, with so many items listed, are you the core character? Am I blowing around?"

"Sister, you are talking nonsense and telling the truth, which makes me feel embarrassed. The child is honest, please forgive me, forgive me."

The flesh on Fatty Le's face shook, and he secretly gave me a thumbs up.

I said two paragraphs in one breath, and I felt the bloody taste in my mouth was diluted a lot. When it was my brother's turn, I thought about it, moved my head away, and said to him

"Brother, I don't know whether I should say these things to you. If you don't like to hear them, just tell me, and I won't say them."

Seeing that my little brother didn't reply, I felt a little relieved.

"Brother, I don't have much to express to you, because I think you have been out of the mortal state many times, you are different from us, you are strong and calm, as long as you stand by my side, even if you have nothing If I don’t do it, I will feel safe. You are a bit like Brother Tianzhen. You are all kind. As your teammates and companions, you will never have to worry about being left behind. You are very good, but you are not good to yourself. good."

Halfway through my speech, I looked at my little brother's reaction with anxiety. He didn't stop moving and focused on the way forward. I took a deep breath and continued.

"You don't treat yourself at all, you don't care about yourself, life is just getting by, you don't cry when you get hurt, you don't seem to have any emotions, even if the worst thing happens to you, you don't care, I know , part of your strength comes from this."

"However, we don't want you to be like this. We don't want you to be a cold statue on the altar, facing all emotions with an indifferent attitude. Brother, you are a person of flesh and blood, you have a heartbeat, you can breathe, You will bleed, you will be injured, you will die, you have the right to feel happiness and joy, can you, don't lock yourself in a place that we can't touch, you exist in this world, not only responsibilities and obligations, every The first time I saw you shielding yourself from all dangers and enduring all the suffering alone, I felt sorry for you. Although I may not have the right to feel sorry for you, but at this time, I really want to help you share, Even a little."

As I spoke, I felt the urge to cry, and I didn't know whether to say these words to my little brother or to myself.

The fat man patted me on the shoulder

"Didn't you say that you don't talk about frustration? You little girl is just sentimental. Don't think about it. Little brother still has us. After these shitty things are over, he doesn't care if he wants to be a god. Don't you He looks so fairy-like, if he is a person, he would have to shit and fart, but you didn't see it."

……

My sad emotions disappeared without a trace, who wants to cry?Not me, I didn't cry.

Fatty's words are too disillusioned. Shit and fart are simply poisonous.

In the end, only Mu An was left. I didn’t have a long story to tell him. Facing his expectant eyes, I briefly said:

"We are so familiar, I only have one thing to say to you, don't keep hiding your heart, trust the person you should trust, you see how happy that Mu'an is in your memory, anyway, you are now free from that Damn place, from now on, treat people sincerely, love yourself and others, live too tired and grow old quickly, my mother Bai blind gave you such a pretty face."

I was like an elder admonishing me, saying that Mu An couldn't laugh or cry, I felt that I had finally regained my elder sister's majesty.

i glared at him

"What are you laughing at? I'm serious. Did you hear that you are always alone? Aren't you lonely? Aren't you lonely? Aren't you uncomfortable? If I die, you should arrange your own life and make friends. There is a partner here, don’t let me worry about you on the way to reincarnation, be careful that I will not let you go even if I am a ghost."

Mu'an Sour Road

"Why is this so? You cried and laughed at them, pouring out your heart and soul. Why did you become like this when you came to me? You don't have anything sensational to say to me? I even thought of lines to comfort you."

"No, that's it, everything is in the air, figure it out for yourself."

"Well, in order to show that I have listened to you, I decided to confess one last thing to you."

Mu An's expression makes people want to hit him, I said angrily

"Why do you still keep things from me? We only saw you a few times in total. You dug so many holes for me. Are we born by the same mother? Why am I so innocent and you are such a thief? If I die later, Then I just made you mad, what should I do, I really want to sever the sibling relationship with you now."