[Notes on Tomb Raiders] Return to Wushan

The little brother’s injury is not serious, there is no serious injury, but there are many wounds. We worked hard for a long time to treat his wounds, and gave him another injection of antibiotics. The little brother’s breathing gradually became stable and strong, and the fever slowly subsided. .

We camped on the spot, moved my brother into the tent to rest, and the three of us sat in front of the smokeless stove and ate dry food. The fat man set up a pot to scoop up some water from the pool and boiled it, and then threw some compressed food into it to cook. The little brother prepared it, the fat man sighed

"Brother is just a little brother, even dragons and tigers can't keep him, he is really awesome."

"It's not the first day you know little brother, don't you know what he is capable of?" Tian Zhen glanced at the fat man.

"You're out of control now, right? Just now, I don't know who was so anxious that they lost their souls and acted as an afterthought."

I know why the fat man has such emotion. We have experienced the siege of piranhas, but a few piranhas can make the three of us into such a mess. The little brother will only face more fish than us, so When I haven't found my little brother for a long time, I will panic so much. After all, my little brother is also a human being. He will be injured, bleed, and die. In the water, it is no different than on the ground. The little brother's skills are subject to many restrictions. Unable to fully deploy.

But the little brother quickly told us with facts that your uncle will always be your uncle.

After eating, we took turns to rest. My younger brother was still in a coma. I volunteered to participate in the vigil. Naive didn’t refuse, and asked me to guard the first shift, and told them to wake up if I couldn’t hold on.

The rainforest in the evening is very quiet, and when I look up, the sky is full of stars. Sitting alone by the smokeless stove, I feel a bit poetic. Speaking of which, I studied liberal arts in high school, and I am buried in a large pile of books every day. My mind was so bloated that I just memorized it, so after I was admitted to university, I decisively chose a science-oriented computer major. After a year of study, I found that I thought too much. Writing and punctuation marks, my English is extremely poor, and professional courses once became my nightmare.

Now it is September, my school has already started, and I will go back a few months later, I guess the only thing waiting for me is expulsion. illiterate?

When I think about it, I feel depressed. I worked so hard for three years in high school, and I didn’t even dare to talk about love. !

I picked up a branch nearby, poked it on the ground, and drew some meaningless lines. In fact, after experiencing so many things, I re-examined my heart and found that my desire to go back was not as strong as before. Reluctant to be naive, they are one thing, the most important thing is that I don’t worry about Mu’an, he has been wandering alone in this world for so long, it’s hard to have a relative like me, I can see that he needs me , although he never took the initiative to mention it to me, he definitely hoped that I could stay, but he gave me the right to choose.

In Lin Xianyi’s tomb, Mu’an told me about his past, and I had made a secret decision at that time. If the situation allowed, maybe I would choose to stay here and spend this life with Mu’an in this world. I know it's cruel to my original family, but I know them, Huanhuan and I are like my mother, our personality can't be more free and easy, neither of us will be sad for one thing for too long, it's called transparent , To put it bluntly, it is heartless.

In the year when my dad just left, my mom used to shed tears every day when she was sad, but after the sadness passed, she quickly came out of the negative emotions. At that time, we were all young and didn’t understand I also found an opportunity to ask her about her mental journey when I grew up. I remember my mother smiled very brightly, and she told me

"Lele, blindly being sad can't change the status quo. Losing a life partner is certainly a painful thing, but life must go on. As time passes, you will gradually learn to accept things that you thought were unbearable before. There is no sadness. It is eternal, and your dad is a very good person. He certainly does not want our life to stop because of his departure. It is the same for other things. You must remember this in the future, no matter what happens, You can be depressed, you can cry bitterly, but you must go to the end, and you can’t let yourself fall into the abyss of emotions and can’t extricate yourself. You have to learn to get up by yourself and face everything. Setbacks are not as terrible as you imagined, as long as You step on it and walk over it, and you are born again."

At that time, I half-understood and half-understood, and said in a very unsightly way

"It must be that you don't love Dad enough. I don't believe that people can really come out so coolly."

My mother's backhand is a brainstorm

"How to say, yes, I just don't love your dad enough, because I still love myself, and your dad loves me as well. Everyone loves themselves, but some people love more selfishly, so these people I am different from them. I not only love myself, but I also love your father and you in the same way. I am turning a small love into a big love. You don’t know that it’s easiest to love yourself Do you shine? If you don’t even love yourself, who else can you love? Love is a kind of ability, not everyone has this ability, because it is difficult to achieve a balance between self-love and love for others, but I Yes, it is because your dad discovered this that I become special in his eyes. Let me tell you, when your dad proposed to me, do you know what his proposal was? He said he thought I This person's real and unaffected appearance is very pleasing. He wants to see what I will look like after I get married. My God, as soon as he finished speaking, the atmosphere immediately became awkward. He also found a bunch of people to be witnesses , I was too kind to marry your father, really."

I covered my head and listened to a lot of my mother's crackling words. I felt so speechless. My mother is very young and even argues with her daughter when she talks about things. She is optimistic and cheerful. Most of Huanhuan and I My personality is basically inherited from my mother. It is precisely because of these considerations that I feel that even if I really don't go back, they will not be sad for my departure for too long.

As for Mu'an, let alone, my mother said that Mu'an and my father's stinky temper are seven or eight similar, dull and boring. Fortunately, Mu'an has been genetically transformed by my mother, and has a more sunny and outgoing personality than my father. , but he is different from me and Huanhuan in essence, although he will quarrel with us or joke with us, but more often I can feel a kind of indifference in his emotions, which is a bit similar to my little brother, he is our The person in the family who is least bound by feelings.

My mother's most comments on my father are words like "boring", "boring" and "cold". Huanhuan even desperately asked why she was with my father in this case. My mother smiled and said affectionately. We are like sisters. She said that things are rare and precious. The more indifferent a person is, the harder it is to give his sincerity. Once someone is lucky enough to get his sincerity, it will be easier than ordinary people to live happily. I think so, my mother The reason why I still have a "childlike innocence" is not unrelated to my father's care, and it is precisely because my father appeared briefly in my mother's life that she can go on with such a beautiful heart.

At this time, I suddenly thought, Mu An and I in this world are half blood relatives, so my blood doesn't come from my father, and my father's line is the descendants of the Lin family?I didn't expect my dad's ancestors to be such a scheming group of people, dear dad, if you are alive, please say hello to them, so that they don't make things difficult for me who is weak, pitiful and helpless, I really I can't bear it any longer.

When I think about things, it is always easy to drag my thoughts thousands of miles away. I think of the naive sentence. If I want to be worthy of someone, I must always be sorry for other people. They are also relatives. No one is more important and no one is not. It is important to say that the standard I measure can only see who needs it more.

But now the world is uncertain, things may not go according to my plan, let's go and see.

I threw the branch aside and patted the ashes on my hands. There was movement from the direction of the tent. I turned my head and saw that my brother had woken up. He came out of the tent lightly and sat on the side of the smokeless stove. , His face still looked weak, I reheated the dry food cooked by the fat man.

I wanted to reach out to check my brother's temperature to see if he still had a fever, but I didn't dare, so I could only ask

"How do you feel? Do you still have a fever? Is there any discomfort?"

The little brother shook his head, his expression didn’t seem to want to talk, I shut up wisely, and handed him water and dry food, I thought it was almost time for Naive, so I went in to wake him up after saying hello to him, and lay down by myself. Go into the tent and sleep.

Through the swaying firelight outside, I saw the innocent hand resting on the younger brother's shoulder, the two of them were talking about something, the atmosphere was inexplicably warm, I closed my eyes and fell asleep quietly.

This sleep without dreams, falling asleep, innocence woke me up, I opened my eyes and looked at him in a daze, it was still dark outside, and there was no dawn, innocence was like a gesture of silencing, my mind was jolted awake, There is an unexpected situation!

The fat man next to him was also awakened innocently. The three of us sat in the tent, and innocently said

"My brother and I heard someone talking in the jungle, don't sleep, we have to leave here immediately if there is any danger."

The fat man and I put our ears on the tent cloth and listened. There was no wind at night, and there was no rustling of leaves. In such a quiet situation, the strange sound would be very obvious. I heard a small whisper outside. Whispering sounds, as if many people were talking in the depths of the jungle, but if you listen carefully, you can't make out what they are talking about.

I rubbed my eyes, turned around and continued to listen with another ear. This time the voice was clearer. Although I still couldn’t hear the specific content clearly, I could confirm from the voice line and tone of voice that it was undoubtedly a human voice. My arm was unconscious. A layer of goosebumps appeared, and he looked at the two of them in horror.

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The author has something to say:

What was said in the previous chapter was swallowed again.

The third uncle said in the interview that the younger brother only hurts himself, not others.Every time I write about the scene where my little brother was injured, I feel so distressed that I almost can't write any more...

This chapter writes more about the heroine’s family. In fact, I personally like the two characters of the heroine’s mother and Mu’an. These two people are like a chiaroscuro. [-]% mother, the hostess' entanglement will be perfectly resolved later

Finally, thanks to the babies for their nutrition and collection~