After Fan Yu saw Xia Houyi walking with his cousin, he bought some materials for making agaric powder and went home. At first he forced himself not to care about anything, but it didn't take long. I couldn't help but couldn't help but think of some things that I didn't have. It seems that most of the men in this place tend to like women. How can I find a few who like them? Those who do hard work, except for those who are particularly outstanding to be favored by others, the rest of them have worked hard all their lives to grow old, just like Ren Bo and Rong Bo, most of them are also due to their living environment, The personnel environment was harsh, and before they even lived to be seventy, they slowly developed an irreversible illness, and then died of illness, and the few remaining ones had to be led up the mountain to die.

From this point of view, most of them did not end well. Those who were over [-] in this city could still be taken back to his yard on the mountain by him, doing some casual work within their ability while supporting the elderly. There is a place to live, and it can be regarded as a quiet end in the end, not to say that the corpses were left in the mountains, but this is not the end of these old people in other cities.For them, although they are all old and weak, they are gathered together on the mountain, which is also a small force. At least they live together, and when they look at each other, there is a bottom line in their hearts and a kind of comfort. At first they were all scattered in their respective master's houses, but the more bleak the evening scene was, the more they counted the days of the end of their lives in fear and dread.

They live together like this now, and their lives are much better. Generally, if there is nothing wrong with their bodies and they live slowly, there are still more than [-] years for them to live on.

People in this world generally live to be 30 or 20 years old. Maybe during the period of growth before the age of [-], they are as fast as the people in the place where Fan Yu stayed before, but after the age of [-] to the age of [-] For a while, it seemed that everything slowed down, and it was much harder than the people in the place where Fan Yu stayed before.So it can be seen that most of the children here will not even live to be [-], then it means how bad their living environment is.

After Fan Yu came back from the street, he first thought about these things that made him feel nostalgic for his life experience, and after thinking about it for a long time, he also thought that most of the men among the common people in this place also want to marry a woman to go home In this way, people who have no choice but want to marry a woman to live in a family and carry on the family line, not to mention those who can choose someone, such as Xia Houyi, must want to marry For women, after all, women are beautiful and fertile.Most of them don't have any good water and rice to nourish them, and they all have pale faces, which makes people uncomfortable. How can anyone want to marry and put them in the house? Not all of them are born like Like Zu Xin, Zu Xin is a very special one, who is not even comparable to the women in this city. Of course, men like that will like it.And Fan Yu looked back at himself again, but he didn't feel that he was outstanding. Although it seemed that the longer the better, but because he often looked at Zu Xin, if he passed by the bronze mirror, When I see myself in the mirror, I really feel ordinary again.Maybe it's because I'm used to watching Zu Xin every day, and with that comparison, I immediately feel that it's not very good when I look back at myself.At least that's how he sees it, and I don't know if Zu Xin was born too good, or he himself is really ordinary.

He thought about such a bunch of things, his mind was very complicated, and he couldn't figure out a clue in the end, and in the end he didn't even know what he was thinking about, but he knew it was very sad, and he knew that his heart was chaotic. of.

Later he wondered if Xia Houyi would come to see him and go to his house for dinner.Because he hasn't eaten at Xiahouyi's house for a long time, so if he calculates it, he hasn't been to Xiahouyi's house for a month in a row to eat the dinner that he usually has every day.When he didn't go to Panchong City, he first avoided going at home for seven or eight days. After seven or eight days, Xia Houyi came over in person and asked him if he wanted to go to his house for dinner, but he said As he said, he went, but on the following day, he rode his horse and swiped his whip, drove the pure white horse of the family, and led two strong men from the house, and went to Panchong City in a cool and unrestrained way.

But as soon as he came back, seeing such sad things, he didn't even want to admit it, his heart was really sour.It has been a month since he went to that man's house, and he didn't go after the man asked himself if he would go, so it's not good to just run over abruptly and eat again .That definitely won't work, and there is no connection, and there is no elaboration.

Fan Yu was thinking, alas, this time I don't know if that person will come to ask him to go to eat again, if he comes to ask him to go again, he will have a step down.

So, Fan Yu waited anxiously at home this time.Although I didn't wait, I still took care of some business matters, such as making the agar powder that can be used to make pudding, soft cakes, etc., but I was always anxious and empty in my heart. Still a little dazed all the time, distracted by thinking about whether that person would never come to ask him to go to his house for dinner.

Fan Yu waited all the way like this, because when he bumped into Xiahouyi and his cousin on the street that day, Fan Yu didn't know that Xiahouyi had also discovered him, and because he didn't know that Xiahouyi had missed two people early in the morning. To keep an eye on him, he thought maybe Xia Houyi didn't know when he came back.So he waited at home like this for four or five days, after thinking about it, he went to ask the old man in the house if any people from Xiahou's mansion came to him during the days when he left, the old man said no, after he heard it, My heart was empty again, thinking that because Xiahou Yi said that he went to dinner and didn't go to dinner, he would think that he was deliberately alienating him, and then he would no longer have a look of "sticking a hot face". "Cold shelter" look, and no longer come forward.

Thinking of this, Fan Yu didn't know what kind of thoughts he should have in his heart, he only knew that sadness was certain.

He was like this, and after another four or five days, even the agaric powder was made for him.He was still vaguely looking forward to that Xia Houyi and wondered if he would come to see him for dinner someday, and he still thought in his heart that if that person came, he would be the first to hold a two-point color, and then he would be sure. Yes, there will never be someone who has said he will go but will not go in the end, who knows that the person did not come in the end.

His heart was always cold, and after another four or five days, even his pudding had been made for him, but the man still didn't come to the door.Just so exhausted, I don't know what kind of thoughts that person has.In the past few days, Fan Yu sometimes looked back and thought that that person must have never cared about him, otherwise he would not have been like this, how could he be awkward because of some extremely objective factors? After a while, they never came to the door or communicated with each other again.His awkwardness at that time was not intentional, his awkwardness was really an extremely objective existence, and it didn't mean that he was born with a lot of petty tempers and nowhere to use him, and he was always angry.At that moment, he suddenly realized the existence of this incident, realized his existing physique and psychology, and originally he wanted to bear this new physical condition and new state of mind like this , how can it be adjusted so quickly.In this way, it is natural to have some awkwardness. Who would have expected that person to be so ungrateful that he would never come to the door or communicate with him anymore.

In this way, tell him how to deal with him in the future, he is a man, if he doesn't take the initiative to come to the door, it is possible that he will post it in reverse.

Fan Yu actually thought about it in the past two days. If it is really not possible, it is better to let him come to the door, and pretend that nothing happened, saying that he has something important to do that day, so he went to the city to fill the city. , I didn't bother to inform him before leaving, but now that I'm back, I just want to visit him and see how he's been doing.

Fan Yudu even made such a plan, thinking that he could take the opportunity to go over and see him again, so that he could catch up with him again, so he pretended to be an old friend instead of showing any disrespect for him. It's just a matter of thinking.From his point of view, it is all right to take the initiative to hook up with that person again. After all, he was originally such a man with a rough heart in some aspects, and he was also used to the way of making money. He liked to flirt when he was free. He is also used to such behaviors as pulling the way and using some tricks.

But when he really put it on the specific matter in front of him, he found that he couldn't do that at all.Because he can't hide it from anyone, but he can't hide it from himself. If he has thoughts about people, he has thoughts. If he comes to the door with such thoughts, then he is not going to make friends, he is going to post back.Once he thought of it like this, he couldn't do it again.

He thought about it, but he felt that the person must have no intentions towards him, otherwise he would not have been like this, and he would not have come to the door for many days after he left Yunu City for Panchong City that day. After that, I must have been annoyed by him breaking his promise that day, and obviously agreed to come to have dinner together but didn't go in the end, and then think about whether people like him don't make friends, then there must be a bunch of confidants who are like him. With women like pink jade surrounding him, he had no time to care about him at all.

Fan Yu had been waiting at home on the mountain here for about twenty days. On the second day after he came back to this city, he saw Xia Houyi walking with his cousin, that is to say, since he came back For the past twenty days after this fish girl city, he has been waiting, waiting for Xia Houyi to take the initiative, even if it is good to come to ask him if he has made any new food recently , even if it is not to ask him to go to his house for dinner, but just to ask about some business-related things, it is a good thing.

But that person just didn't come.And Fan Yu passed away day by day with time, and fell ill like this.

It is not a strange thing that he got sick like this.This is like the kind of people who have frequent minor ailments all year round are less likely to suffer from serious illnesses. On the contrary, those who have always been particularly healthy are more likely to get sick sometimes.A person like Fan Yu has never been tortured by any emotional things. He has always been ignorant of the hardships of such things, and he doesn't know how "innocent" and comfortable he lives every day. Once this kind of thing happens, it will immediately become a big heart disease, and it will torture him so thin that he won't bother to move even when he lies on the bed.

He never thought he would be so useless.But anyway, he just doesn't want to move, and no one can force him to get out of bed.So he was lying on the bed in a sickly state. Zu Xin and her mother-in-law were in a hurry and wanted to find a doctor for him to come up the mountain, but he refused, and insisted on just lying down.In fact, he knew in his heart that this was a heart disease, not a physical problem. Even if the doctor came to the mountain, he might only give him a prescription to calm the mind, and it would only treat the symptoms but not the root cause.

If he refused, then Zu Xin and her mother-in-law couldn't insist on finding a doctor anymore. Although they were worried, they had no choice but to let him lie on the bed like that.

But he has been lying like this for four days, and he still doesn't get out of bed very much. During these four days, he must insist on going there in person even as usual. Things are gone.Originally, as soon as he came back, he still had to go there in person at four o'clock in the afternoon every day. When he went to Panchong City, he had someone post a new notice written by him on the stall, saying that those people Before going to his house in the east of the city, he said that someone in the house would talk to them.During the twenty days or so when he left, Zu Xin was in charge of this matter for him.Later, when he came back, he changed it to be himself in charge of this matter.

But after lying down like this for the past few days, he ignored the matter again, and asked people to go to his house in the east of the city to talk to Zu Xin about it.And he himself is lazy to pay attention to everything.

He lay down like this until the fifth day, but Zu Xin really didn't want to let him lie like this. He lay down like this for no reason or reason, and Zu Xin was also afraid.Because this time he was lying down like this, people obviously looked thinner, and it was not at all like the last time, he was also lying down last time, but last time he was just a little listless, and he did not become Very thin, and most of them just lie down at night, unlike this time, this time I lie down every day from morning to night, and then from night to morning.If this continues, I really don't know what serious illness will come out.

So on the afternoon of the fifth day, Zu Xin invited a doctor from the city to come up the mountain.That day he made lunch at the house at the foot of the mountain, and after lunch, he went to the city to discuss the matter.After taking the doctor up the mountain, the doctor saw a doctor and said something about the stagnation of qi, and he still had to prescribe a few prescriptions to soothe the liver and regulate qi, and eat first before talking.Then Zu Xin asked the doctor to prescribe a prescription, and followed the doctor down the mountain to grab the medicine.After grabbing the medicine, he boiled a small pot, helped Fan Yu up, and asked him to drink it.Seeing that he had finished drinking the medicine, he went down the mountain again, because at [-] o'clock in the afternoon he still had to stay at the house at the bottom of the mountain to see if anyone came to talk about selling candies.

On the evening of the fifth day, Xia Houyi was informed that Fan Yu had not stepped out of the gate of his courtyard on the mountain for the fifth consecutive day, and that a doctor was led up the mountain by Zu Xin in the afternoon. But I don't know which person in the house is for the doctor.Because they thought that maybe the doctor was invited up the mountain to treat an old man in the courtyard on the mountain, and Fan Yu might also be bored in the courtyard, thinking about something related to his stall. .

They asked Xia Houyi if he wanted one of them to go to the doctor who was invited up the mountain tomorrow morning to ask which one of them in the house was sick and asked him to go up to treat the illness.In fact, Xia Houyi was already panicked after hearing the words of the two stalkers. Hearing their question, he said, "Go and inquire about it tomorrow morning."

That whole night, Xia Houyi was a little anxious, thinking that something really happened.He had been somewhat complacent in the past [-] days, thinking that Fan Yu, who had given him a lot of face before and failed to invite him three times and four times, was secretly eating until he was full. Well, he wants to see whether he can bear it or that Fan Yu can bear it.It's been so long since that Fan Yu came back, but he just didn't go to him, and because he knew that the man was jealous that he ran into him walking with his cousin, so he didn't come to the door even more. Going to that person is to suffocate him.He didn't know that the man who looked so strong and tough on weekdays might not be able to withstand the torment of heart disease. Maybe the doctor went up the mountain to treat his illness. If this is the case, then he is really aggrieved After such a short period of time, I just lay down on the bed and couldn't get up.

Although this matter has not been confirmed, the more Xia Houyi thinks about it, the more likely it is, so he didn't sleep well all night, and he was tossing and turning.When it was dawn, I immediately asked the servants to wake up the follower, and told them to go to the doctor to ask for clarification. They also said that it was already at this time, and the doctor should have woken up earlier, and said that if they knew it earlier, they would let them go to bed last night. I went to ask, anyway, most of the doctors in the medical huts in this city are doing night consultations.

The two had to go early, and because they didn't know which family the doctor was from, they had to visit the medical huts in the east of the city one by one, but they couldn't find them before. The doctor on the other side had to keep one person to continue searching, and then asked the other person to watch the movement of Fan Yu's courtyard on the mountain.The person who continued to search searched for about an hour, and found it.I want to inquire, but the doctor said that people who have nothing to do with the patient can inquire about the patient's condition at will.As soon as the man heard this, he wanted to use force, but the doctor still seemed to prefer death rather than surrender, with the dignity of a doctor.After all, that person was just pretending before, and he didn't really want to fight, so he begged the doctor to tell him who was sick in the courtyard on the mountain, whether it was the old or the young or the young. If the doctor didn't say anything, he wouldn't say anything, and he said that unless he could prove that he and the patient were relatives, he wouldn't say anything.

He was so angry that he couldn't say a word.He had no choice but to go back and report to his master.Xia Houyi was furious when he heard it, he wanted to say that you wouldn't give him a good beating, to see if he was still stubborn, but then he thought that the people in his house have never been domineering.Since he couldn't ask this question, he had to go to the courtyard on Fan Yushan in the afternoon. Great, get an early cure.And if Fan Yu is sick at this moment, it is probably a heart disease, so he can no longer just think about teaching him a lesson here.

It was so easy to wait until just after lunch in the afternoon, Xia Houyi arrived at the gate of Fan Yushan's upper courtyard at the right time, knocked on the door again and waited for someone to open it for him.Not long after, an old man from a courtyard came to answer the door. The old man opened his front teeth a little, poked his head out, and saw that it was a man. The man reported himself that he was Xia Houyi and that he wanted to see Fan Yu.So the old man was the same as the old man last time, saying that he wanted to ask if we could see each other again, then he shrank his head and closed the door first.

The old man knocked on the door of Fan Yu's room and said that a man named Xia Houyi wanted to see him.Fan Yu was lying flat, but when he heard this, he tilted his head excitedly, looked up at the old man, and wanted to say something.But when he hooked his head like this and his neck was away from the pillow, he found that he had nothing to say after all.He lay back heavily again.

During the few days he was lying there, he really didn't think about how he would respond if Xia Houyi came to him at this time.In the few days after he came back, when he was waiting for Xia Houyi to come to have dinner with him again, he kept thinking of many, many kinds of situations and postures and how he would respond if he came. What he said, after waiting for the left and waiting for the right, he has been sick in bed for several days now, and he really didn't think about how he would deal with that person if he came.

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