don't make her fall in love with him

If you can, ah" she stopped talking, then shook her head and said, "Forget it,"

"what,"

"nothing"

"There is no half of the story"

"I," Xiaowei clutched the hat tightly, and said, "I have a boyfriend."

"What??"

"Our class..."

"Okay, okay, let's stop at this point," I didn't dare to listen any further.Qian Duoduo may have made the right choice.

If she hears this sentence, then she will collapse.

"She doesn't need your reply." I stood up, feeling a little uncomfortable, feeling a little sad for Qian Duoduo, as if I was broken in love, "She just came to tell you what she wanted to say."

"Feel sorry…"

"Please, what are you sorry for? You are the one who is loved. You have no obligation to bear anything for the one-sided crush, so don't take it to your heart." The loss and anxiety in my heart were mixed together, and the store played The brisk music made me a little bored, and my heart was paralyzed when I thought of the mission of Chen Jinting mentioned by the girl in black shirt.Chen Jinting, oh Chen Jinting, what are you going to do?

The author has something to say: This is a new position (crying) There is no internet for three days, and I saved a few chapters on the road and wrote it to the end ==! , Now go home and revise it, and post an article every few hours, and it will be updated all at once!

☆、There are too many things I want to ask you

Qian Duoduo left, and after sending Liu Rui back home, I slept for a whole Sunday. When I got up, I checked the calendar. Tomorrow will be the last week.

After eating and watching the news for a while, I fell on the bed, hoping to fall asleep quickly, but I was completely sleepy and couldn't fall asleep.

Messy thoughts were entangled in my mind, and more and more thoughts came out. The regret that Chen Jinting said could not be completed was pressing down on my heart like a boulder, and I didn't know how to face it.

Chen Jinting, have you never planned to go back from the beginning?

The next morning the news was broadcast, because the water pipes in the west prison burst due to the rain these days, and the prisoners were to be transferred collectively. Could something happen during the transfer? I was eating bread and thinking, what would happen to me if I could reckless Do you want to stop the prisoner?Will you remind the escorting armed police?It turned out that even if I knew the result, there was nothing I could do.

In fact, I had more questions to ask the girl in black shirt that day, why was it me, how did the accident happen, did Chen Jinting remember the mission, why Qian Duoduo said so much but nothing happened to stop her, but that woman disappeared Too fast, just give me a chance to pause time.

I pulled up my sleeves and saw the watch. There is only one button on the watch, which can only be used once, and can only be paused for 1 minute. What can I do with this.

I went to school with my schoolbag on my back, took the No. 68 road with Bai Kangan, looked at the surrounding scenery and retreated, and saw Sun Zhipeng and Liu Rui waiting for the car in front of the KFC store on the corner of the street. After arriving at the school, Bai Kangan went to buy pancakes. In the classroom, Qian Duoduo’s place is empty and has been moved to a corner. The mouse joked that it was as if the old man had gone. The mouse sat down and fiddled with the earphones, put the earphones in the school uniform, and then listened with one ear. It's too easy to be spotted. The mouse is listening to Xu Song's song. The physical education teacher walks in and gives the mouse a form. The boys around come over. I sit in the back seat and listen to their chat. It turns out that the senior high school minister quit the group because of the sprint for the college entrance examination. , so let the mouse apply.

"Let's break into the whole country!" The mouse shouted with a smile, and the boys around him laughed at his fake Yingmuhua and said.

Bai Kang'an entered the room with pancakes, but the mouse stopped him and encouraged him to join the basketball team. Sun Zhipeng and Liu Rui entered the room one after the other. Sun Zhipeng nodded and listened to Liu Rui's words. Liu Rui was complaining about the poor attitude of the boss of the breakfast shop just now.

The class monitor was writing the timetable. Chen Jinting entered the class with Xiaowei carrying her schoolbag. She looked up and saw the class monitor saying good morning. The monitor called Chen Jinting to the corner and handed her a ticket. I was handing in my homework. When I saw this scene, I stopped Xiao Wei, asked her "what is the monitor doing?"

"There's a new movie coming out, the class monitor asked Tingting to watch it," Xiaowei said while opening it.

"Hey" Liu Rui suddenly dragged me over and quietly asked me "Has Qian Duoduo confessed?"

I scratched my head, "I don't know,"

"What, you really don't qualify for a light bulb"

"Please miss, I'm not a light bulb!"

"Okay, go back to your seats and sit down." The head teacher entered the class with a stack of papers. I glanced at the weather outside. It was gray. It was morning, but it was the same as night.

"There will be heavy rain from time to time this week, so the school decided to start early release this week"

"yeah!!!"

"Quiet," the class teacher continued, "Also, New Year's Day rehearsal"

"I want to perform cross talk!" the mouse shouted.

"We decided to sing together"

"Hey???"

"That's it, chorus Qilixiang, listen to it these few days, practice privately, and don't worry. For New Year's Day, just rehearse a few days before New Year's Day,"

"Hey hey huh???" There was a burst of protest from the audience.

"Quiet" the head teacher patted the podium, "This is the arrangement for this week, go home and ask the parents to sign the receipt." The head teacher began to distribute the notices.

After getting it, the mouse shouted in surprise, "Teacher! Are we going to the museum this Saturday??"

"Well, there will be interviews from local TV stations. When the time comes, I will dress myself up and wear my school uniform. I will gather at the gymnasium and leave at [-]:[-]. Do you understand?"

"Understood~" The whole class was boiling, this week was early release and going out to play, the whole class shouted long live the rain.

I held the notice and looked at the date, November 11st, as if something had hit me hard, I couldn’t breathe, I looked up at Chen Jinting, Chen Jinting was chatting with the girl next to him, did this guy remember the mission? , Why is the expression so calm at this moment, if you think about it, you should be very anxious.

After class, Chen Jinting and Liu Rui went downstairs to buy water.

"Chen Jinting, I have something to tell you." I stopped Chen Jinting, Liu Rui looked at us and then called Sun Zhipeng, asking Sun Zhipeng to accompany her to buy water.

"Why?" Chen Jinting asked me.

How can I tell if the person in front of me remembers 2016?

"Go to the museum this Saturday, don't you have any ideas?"

"Huh?" She asked me suspiciously.

"the what"

"Rang Rang" Two boys came up from downstairs carrying a table, we stood at the entrance of the corridor, Chen Jinting leaned towards me, I was pushed against the wall, Chen Jinting watched the two boys come up with the table, he didn't care at all Now that she is so close to me, I can clearly see the blood vessels on Chen Jinting's neck.

After the two boys walked over, Chen Jinting turned to look at me. When she turned around, I almost kissed her. Her eyes were obviously flustered, and then she looked at me blankly. But I remembered that in the future, in the company, She told me to modify these, and then I just lowered my head to draw, and suddenly turned around, the distance is also so close, her breath and her fragrance are exactly the same.

"You..." I held her shoulders with both hands, and I wanted to say a thousand words to her, but I couldn't say a word. I leaned my head on her shoulders, "What should I do, tell me."

She raised her hand and stroked my back lightly, "Just do what you want."

This made me a little dazed, because Chen Jinting once said this to me in the future.

I looked at her, wondering what she was thinking.

"What are you two doing?" Liu Rui came over with water, I hurriedly moved aside, Chen Jinting replied calmly, "Mu Yining doesn't seem to be in a good mood"

"Not really." I returned to my seat and lay down on the seat, fragments about Chen Jinting emerged intermittently.

After sorting it out, Chen Jinting is my boss and the main investor of our company. I met her at the Mouse Bar. She pays attention to details, so she always accompany me to edit and work overtime. The more time I spend alone with her There are more and more, and I find it funny after sorting them out, so what kind of ordinary boss and subordinate is this?friend?Girlfriend?Why should I come here for her.

It started to rain outside, and our physical education classes were suspended between classes. We were in history class, and the teacher was elated while talking about it, and we were drowsy below.

"Zhang Hao!" The history teacher called the mouse while he was asleep, and he stood up reluctantly.

"How can you sleep in class!"

"I do not have"

"I still said no! I've left my halazi behind"

"It's just unconscious, I fell asleep."

unconscious?consciousness?Wait a minute, consciousness?

I thought of the time when I mentioned the future a few times but didn't get smashed, and I thought of Qian Duoduo's confession that day and nothing happened, and what they said when they left.

"If this is a dream..."

"Such a dream..."

"It's time to wake up from the dream"

"Mouse!" I stood up, grabbed the mouse's wrist, and asked him, "Say it again."

The whole class looked at me, and the mouse was driven away by my question. He repeated blankly, "Which sentence? I fell asleep unconsciously?"

"Unconscious... Conscious..."

What is consciousness?I don't know if it's too deep, but it must be something that restricts us, and everything in the dream must be caused by consciousness.The girl in the black shirt made those rules for us. At the beginning, she was the one who manipulated me when I was smashed. Then, after that, I had this awareness in my heart, and realized that if I asked some questions, it might be wrong. I was smashed, so when I said something unconsciously and without fear, nothing would happen, so when Qian Duoduo thought that Xiaowei didn't hear it and told the whole thing, nothing happened. Thinking about it this way, here is really It was just a dream, a dream made up by the woman in the black shirt.

"Student Mu Yining?" I don't know when the history teacher came to me, and the mouse looked at me in fear. I looked down and saw that I was still holding on to the mouse's wrist. I hurriedly let go and said sorry, I didn't sleep well last night. , The teacher looked at me worriedly and asked me to go to the infirmary to lie down for a while, I said no, then sat down and tried to calm down.

After school, Chen Jinting and Xiaowei walked together. I walked over and handed her the umbrella. She said no need to return it, so I opened the umbrella and walked with her.

We walked all the way, the rain was still falling, I wanted to ask her several times, but I still couldn't convince myself that Chen Jinting had already remembered it, I had no confidence, if Chen Jinting still didn't remember 2016 in my consciousness, then I would still be called Damn it.

I stopped in my tracks, Chen Jinting and Xiaowei walked ahead and didn't notice me.

I called her from behind.

"Chen Jinting"

There are too many things I want to ask you, but I just want to ask you now,

"Do you like the monitor?"

☆、No matter where I go, I am a useless crush

The rain knocked on the umbrella recklessly, making regular noises, I was waiting for Chen Jinting to reply, Chen Jinting turned around and just answered me lightly, how is that possible, but I didn't know whether I should believe what she said.

Because I thought of Chen Jinting who was drunk in the bar and kept calling the monitor's name and saying sorry.

Back home, I took a shower and changed my clothes. My mother made meals and we ate together. My mother was talking about anecdotes and strange things she encountered when she went to Chengdu.

After dinner, I went back to the room, thinking about that unconscious thing, I started to think a lot, thinking that my brain was about to explode, I opened the window, the cold wind from outside blew in, it was a little calmer, the street outside was no longer trafficked, late at night There are only lonely street lamps left in the rain lane.

This is the last week, and it will be over in a few days, no matter whether the task is completed or not, it will be over. I thought three months was too long at the beginning, but now it seems that it is just a snap of the fingers. Mouse, Bai Kangan, Qian Duoduo Are you all awake now?Will they remember ever being in 2009?

The lives of those students in the class are also counting down, passing by every minute, but I can only watch their lives come to an end.

I'm a coward, a powerless coward.

It's different from Chen Jinting.

Chen Jinting was already prepared not to go back.

Yes, even if this is a dream, I want to do what I want to do in my dream, and try my best to turn around those regrets, because such a dream will never happen again.

I think of many things about Chen Jinting, how glamorous she is, how aggressive she is when negotiating, how she makes the other party nominate and change color, and how she resolutely goes her own way, completely ignoring other people's good intentions Whether it's malicious or not, it's as if she only lives in her world and cannot be approached.

It happened that this Chen Jinting made me meet, let me, an ordinary person with no characteristics who had no idea about the future or the present, just want to take one step at a time, I met Chen Jinting who was so determined to walk his own path. I was very envious, and when she led me and told me to proceed in this way, to attack the market in this way, when she pointed out my shortcomings word by word, and taught me step by step how to complete a project perfectly, I looked at that With an unwavering appearance, her state of mind began to change. The heart that was calm and had no thoughts or goals for the future suddenly had a goal. That goal was to become hard enough and strong enough to stand by her side. Even helping her make her depend on me.

I looked at this woman, she was in 09, she was in 16 years, she has never changed, her eyes have never hesitated, she is as firm and reliable as ever, but the more resolute she looks, the weaker she is in her heart, so weak that she will fall apart when touched To be broken, every time someone accidentally mentioned the corners and corners of the accident, her determination would be shaken at once, she closed herself too deeply.

Memories flooded back uncontrollably, I remembered the scene when I accidentally found antidepressant drugs in her office, and the scene where she was drinking alone at the bar until she was unconscious, and she took the glass shards deep The shocking scene where I cut myself deeply, I saw the woman who was determined was so extreme when she was sad, the extreme hurt and closed herself, when I got close to her and saw her true heart, when I looked down at the door of the emergency room When I was looking at my blood-stained white shirt, I promised to protect this woman and let her go on in a cold and lonely way.

However, the promise that I promised to protect myself from outsiders may be just a disguise for myself to be a useless crush.

I was still so timid, I didn't dare to ask anything, I didn't dare to do anything, I just secretly groped for her heart, when she called out the boy's name after she was drunk, I decided that it was the reason why she hurt herself so much.

So when I expressed such regrets, did she think I was ridiculous with the complex look in her eyes?

I don't even know if that regret is her regret or not.

I don't know anything about her, from beginning to end.

I sat in front of the window and thought about all this, the rain kept falling, the patter was heavy and now small, the lights on the street began to be turned off one by one, the sky began to brighten, and one night had passed while I was thinking about everything about Chen Jinting.

I just sorted out my thoughts in one night. How could I figure out things that I haven't figured out for so long.

just thinking of myself,

A useless crush.

It's the same everywhere.

"You didn't sleep?" Mom opened the door and came in, she looked at me in surprise.

"Ah, no, I just woke up" I looked at her and asked, "What's the matter?"

"You seem to have a coat of mine in your closet. I'll come over and get it. I'm going out later."

"Where are you going?"

"To interview a singer, because of the schedule, I specially transferred it to the morning,"

"Then you remember to eat breakfast"

"You too." She opened the closet door and found a gray coat. This coat was bought for her by her father. Even after they separated, she always loved to wear it.

"One by one?" She called my name.

"what?"

"Are you worried?"

"No." I stretched and stood up.

"You didn't like to talk to us too much since you were a child, and you solved everything by yourself," she sat on my bed with her coat in her arms. "Mom is very worried about you. You are not doing well recently."

"Is there?" I sat on the chair, rubbed my neck and said, "Maybe because the exam is about to take place, and I have been focusing on studying recently."

"Really?" She still seemed worried about me, I went up and gently helped her up, "Okay, okay, I also want to change clothes and get ready for school, you go to work quickly" She was pushed by me to go quickly When she arrived at the door, she said as she walked, "Yiyi, Mom still hopes that you can discuss something with Mom. After all, Mom has experienced more things than you, and maybe she will help you."

I stopped, as if I never asked anyone for help.

"You are very similar to me." I remembered what Chen Jinting once said to me, when I was biting the bullet and rushing to work by myself.

The same is true for Chen Jinting, who never asks anyone for help. If it were me, who had such regrets and traveled here, what would I do?

You must not ask anyone for help to solve the task alone.

"One by one? One by one?"

"Hurry up to work, I'm going to go to school" I sent my mother away and closed the door, I was amazed at myself, I guessed what Chen Jinting was thinking, I knew nothing about Chen Jinting but I was very fond of her so familiar.

I know her regrets, I know her thoughts, so what should I do next.

I put my head against the door, this woman who keeps me awake, I can't keep her in 2009, I can't make her stupid, I want to take her back.However, the problem is...

How do I wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep?

Today Tuesday, everyone was so excited because of today's early school dismissal, they discussed where to go after school, completely ignoring what the class teacher said about going home early.