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Fingering the script, he said speculatively, "If you want to make a name for yourself, the first movie you shoot may not be a routine."
Li Zheng nodded slightly, agreeing with Su Yan, "It's a gay movie."
Su Yan paused as he struck the script, and a very absurd guess appeared in his mind.As soon as this idea came to mind, it seized all of Su Yan's thoughts so aggressively that he had to joke half-truthfully, "Mr. Li, could it be that you and I are the heroine?"
After Su Yan finished speaking, he felt a little nervous again.Would the president of Tangtang Studio be so free as to make same-sex movies with a third-tier male star?
To Su Yan's surprise, Li Zheng admitted unequivocally: "Well, I discussed it with Yue Xiaoshan this morning, and I plan to use the kiss photo that Xie Fei broke out as a promotional poster."
"Aren't you worried that you won't be able to press down on the kissing photo?" Li Zheng reached out and brushed Su Yan's hair that was too long on his forehead, "Don't cut your hair, leave it to shoulder length, it just fits the personality."
Su Yan, whose hair was gently tossed by Li Zheng, suddenly reached out and grabbed Li Zheng's wrist. He raised his head, and met Li Zheng's eyes impartially: "Mr. Li, I have something to do. I've wanted to ask for a long time."
Probably because of the smooth progress of the work, Li Zheng seemed to be in a good mood. He was not angry when Su Yan locked his wrist almost offendingly, and even had a slight smile in his deep voice: "You ask."
Su Yan stared into Li Zheng's deep eyes, and said word by word: "I want to ask, how did Boss Li know my nickname?"
The clear eyes were contained in the somewhat slender eyes at the end of the eyes, and Li Zheng easily saw his own reflection in those dark pupils.
Li Zheng raised his hand, and the warm fingertips gently rubbed around the beautifully shaped eyes.Immediately afterwards, as if unable to bear it, Li Zheng's palm trembled slightly.
Su Yan's eyes were very clean, so clean that there was nothing but doubts.
"He still hasn't remembered." Li Zheng lowered his eyelids, thinking calmly and indifferently.In an instant, he felt a deep fatigue, like a traveler who has been walking alone in the desert for a long time, and finally saw a lake, but when he got closer, he found it was a mirage.
For Li Zheng, Su Yan's words that Li Zheng is his boyfriend is no less than a traveler in the desert discovering the lake.The surprise came so quickly and suddenly that Li Zheng couldn't help himself, and blurted out Su Yan's nickname.
However, Su Yan's question just now was a blow to the head, waking up Li Zheng who was immersed in a mirage.
The hasty encounter more than ten years ago, in the end, only Li Zheng himself has the deepest memory, day and night, he dare not forget each other.
"It's not what others said," Li Zheng said, "When you think about it, you'll know."
After finishing speaking, Li Zheng quickly withdrew his hand from Su Yan's hand, even his footsteps seemed to be in a hurry.
"I still have things to deal with. If you don't want to stay in the embers, you can ask for more money to send you back to the villa."
The lingering sound at the end of the sentence and the cold fragrance floated in the air, Su Yan looked at the closed door and fell into deep thought.
As for Li Zheng, as soon as he came out of the lounge, he received a call from Li Jun.
"Yue Xiaoshan called me." Li Jun took two deep breaths, as if barely suppressing the emotions that were about to explode, "Are you going to act in a gay movie?"
Compared to Li Jun who was about to blow his hair, Li Zheng seemed much calmer, and he responded with empathy: "En."
"Are you crazy?" Li Jun roared in a low voice on the other end of the phone, "You want me to be cut to death by the old man, aren't you? Let me tell you that the kissing photo is nothing at all, no one will remember it after a long time, Were there few revelations about those film kings and queens back then? Do you think how many people have mentioned it now?"
"Tuantuan is just a star! But you are different. Your every move not only represents you personally, but also represents the old man! As the child of the leader, you are already the most extraordinary one in all generations!"
Li Zheng was silent for a long time before he said: "But he is not happy, I don't want to embarrass him."
Li Jun Haoxuan was not mad at his younger brother, he took a breath, and finally couldn't hold back his curse: "I can't bear to embarrass him, can I just embarrass me?!"
Li Zheng didn't speak.
Li Jun, who was dazzled by anger, repeatedly reprimanded Li Zheng, but the more he reprimanded, the more angry he became, and finally said the taboo without thinking: "I don't think you were PTSD at all, but deliberately tossing!"
Li Zheng hung up the phone.
Listening to the busy tone from the phone, Li Jun's rationality, which had been taken over by anger, finally recovered. He reacted belatedly, and when he called again, Li Zheng's phone had already turned off.
Major General Li, who caused the catastrophe, stroked his hair violently, turned around twice like a trapped animal, finally swallowed, and called his old man bravely: "Hey Dad, that, I will put Li Zheng made me angry..."
Li Zheng, who had suffered from his sweetheart and was reprimanded by his biological brother, first listened to Wu Hen's report and confirmed that the netizens' attention was all on the matter of Meng Zhaoping's cheating on his aunt and the double actor coming out of the closet. After nothing happened, Anne was brought in again, and she calmly asked the secretary to cancel the evening work arrangement.
After that, Li Zheng picked up his coat and went out.
Coming out of the embers, Li Zheng hailed a taxi and went to a large supermarket.Half an hour later, Li Zheng, who was carrying big bags and small bags, took a taxi again to an orphanage in the suburbs.
The Star Orphanage is an old orphanage. Although the buildings and facilities are all newly built, the road signs erected outside the iron wall have long shown signs of erosion.
As soon as Li Zheng got off the car, a sharp-eyed brat saw him and immediately yelled, "Brother Li is here! It's Brother Li!"
The brats who were playing in groups of three or four were climbing the railing and immediately left their companions and ran towards Li Zheng.When he arrived in front of Li Zheng, he said hello crisply, and at the same time glanced at the things in Li Zheng's hand,
The dean who rushed over to inquire and greeted Li Zheng: "Are you here?"
Li Zheng responded and handed her the things in his hand.
"Bought so many toys again?" The dean opened the bag to take a look, and said in a rather reproachful tone, "They're going to spoil you, they didn't even look at the old toys donated by Longcheng Elementary School last time. "
After finishing speaking, he waved to the bear kid who had been squeezing towards her, "Go, go, go in line, everyone can only get one, especially you, Xiaoyan," the dean pointed to a bear who was very skinny. The child said, "If you take two more, there will be none next time."
Hearing the name, Li Zheng couldn't help leaning forward slightly, "Is he also called Xiaoyan?"
"It's the inkstone of the inkstone, not the words of the language." The dean said without looking back, and after telling the life teacher, she turned to look at Li Zheng, who was alone, "After so many years, people still don't think of it." you?"
Li Zheng, who was caught in the middle of the matter by a word, let out a hum. He looked at the group of bratty brats fighting for toys with a peaceful expression. His gaze seemed to pass through them, through the years, and cast his gaze on the special on thin children.
"My name is Su Yan, what's your name?" The thin child raised his head and looked at Li Zheng with big and round eyes.
Li Zheng saw himself back then, standing there expressionless, and even when Xiao Suyan was trying to reach out to pull him, he suddenly pushed him away.
At that time, the orphanages hadn't all been paved with plastic tracks, and it was summer again. Xiao Suyan fell to the ground, and was immediately pierced into his arm by a sharp stone, and blood flowed down on the spot.
Under the cries of the children next to him, this series of actions finally alarmed the adults.The dean hurried over, and the old man who hadn't climbed to the top pulled Xiao Lizheng, and apologized to Xiao Suyan repeatedly: "I'm sorry kid, my little brother is a little too aggressive, can you forgive him?"
Xiao Suyan frowned from the pain, but when she heard the apology, she looked up at the dean's face, then pursed her lips, and pretended to be generous and said, "Well, I forgive you."
There were still a few dust spots on her snow-white and delicate face, but she tried her best to pretend to be stable.
Little Lizheng felt that his heart seemed to be scratched by something. Seeing Xiao Suyan being taken down to treat the wound, he subconsciously took a step forward.With this step, everything seemed to be going smoothly.He followed Xiao Suyan step by step. When the wound was smeared with alcohol to disinfect, he stretched out his hand carefully, touched Xiao Suyan's frown lightly, and comforted him clumsily: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it's very painful." It will be ready soon."
After all, he is a child, and he forgets within 3 minutes of holding a grudge.Xiao Suyan, who had bandaged the wound, took Xiao Lizheng's hand, and the two hid in the shade of a tree, preparing to share a piece of jelly secretly.
"This is the last one." Xiao Su said, "After eating this, there will be no more."
"I'll buy it for you again."
Xiao Suyan shook her head, and clenched the jelly in her hand, "It's different, this is what my mother bought for me."
"What about your mother?"
"They said that my mother died, and she died in a car accident with my father." Xiao Suyan looked up at the thick branches and leaves above her head, and said distressedly and puzzled, "When I died, I went to a place far away, as far away as me. Never see them again."
"This is for you to eat." Xiao Suyan suddenly handed over the jelly in his hand.
Little Li Zheng pointed at himself dully, "Give it to me?"
"Here," Xiao Suyan nodded vigorously, "but you have to eat it in front of me."
After all, he was still young, Xiao Suyan gave it, and Xiao Lizheng ate it.When tearing open the package, Xiao Lizheng ate the jelly without saying a word even though he found Xiao Suyan staring at him.
"Is it tasty?"
Little Lizheng nodded, feeling that the jelly he ate just now was extremely sweet.
"Then are you happier now?"
"Ah."
"When I was unhappy before, my mother always said that it would be good to eat jelly, but it caused me to have tooth decay." Xiao Suyan complained vaguely, "Later, I was afraid of the pain, so I cried all the time. Mom said Tuantuan..."
"Who is Tuantuan?"
"Tuantuan is my nickname, what about you? Don't you have a nickname?"
"I have."
"What's it called? I told you, and you should tell me too."
"My nickname is..."
Li Zheng, who was immersed in memories, felt that someone pulled the corner of his clothes. He came back to his senses and found that it was the child named Xiao Yan.
"Brother Li, the dean asked me to call you for dinner."
Li Zheng stretched out his hand and rubbed Xiao Yan's head, "No need, you tell the dean, I will come to see you some other day."
After leaving the Xingxing Orphanage, Li Zheng, who was in a much better mood, finally turned on his phone. Numerous missed call reminders and a single text message occupied the notification panel.
Li Zheng opened the text message and found that it was from Su Yan.
Tuantuan: Go home, Brother Pear.
The author has something to say: I have modified a little detail, which does not hinder reading~
PTSD stands for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.It's related to Li Zheng's childhood experience =-=
Li Jun: You can't blame me for being angry, you don't know that every time Li Zheng did something wrong since childhood, the old man just beat me, saying that I, a brother, didn't set a good example!Obviously I was born a few minutes early, why should I bear such a heavy burdenε(┬┬﹏┬┬)3
☆、chapter28
Su Yan sank into the soft sofa with his back against the back of the sofa, and his usual lazy sitting posture was rarely corrected.He lowered his eyelids, his long eyebrows slanted into his temples, and the warm yellow light refracted by the crystal chandelier sprinkled evenly from the top of his head, and cut across the straight bridge of his nose, dividing his perfectly curved side face into light and dark halves.
Half an hour ago, while taking a shower, Su Yan touched the wound on his right arm bitten by Li Jun.A neat circle of teeth marks surrounded a scar that was so small that Su Yan was about to forget it.
Standing in the steamy bathroom, it took Su Yan half a minute to finally remember the origin of the scar.
Adding up the two lifetimes, Su Yan has experienced a total of three car accidents.
The first time was when he was six years old, when it was pouring rain, Su Yan's parents brought Su Yan back from the Children's Palace.On the way home, when his mother asked Su Yan what he had learned softly while tearing open the jelly package for him, a tired bus driver mistakenly used the gas pedal as the brake and kicked down, resulting in Had a series of car accidents.
The overturned bus crashed into the car driven by Su Yan's father. Su Yan's father died on the spot, and his mother died of serious injuries. She passed away on the way to the ambulance, but Su Yan, who was tightly held by her mother in her arms, was unharmed. .
The screeching of police sirens and ambulances mingled together in the wet and heavy rain.Six-year-old Su Yan stood outside the yellow cordon, among a group of family members who were also victims, and his grief-stricken cries almost drowned out a child who hadn't had time to draw.The heavy rain drenched his whole body, and the rain slid down his wet hair from his forehead and dripped into his eyes, so the whole eye socket began to ache.
Su Yan raised his arm and wiped his eyes, tightly clutching the small soft leather plastic bucket that his mother handed over before the car accident, which was full of jelly of different colors.
Now standing among a group of adults, Su Yan, who was not as tall as an adult's waist, stood on tiptoe and stretched his neck vigorously, trying to see clearly where his parents were being carried from the gap between the figures of the rushing nurses.
Grandpa Su Yan, who rushed over after receiving the call, burst into tears when he saw the appearance of his only grandson.With trembling hands almost, he hugged the only grandson into his arms.
The nearly seventy-year-old grandfather brought Su Yancai to finish the funeral of his son and daughter-in-law, and the wife of the driver who caused the accident came to the door with the whole family.A babbling baby, a toddler, two gray-haired elderly people, and a pregnant woman with a big belly all kneeled neatly at the door of Su Yan's house.
Unable to pay compensation, the desperate wife of the driver who caused the accident kowtowed her head.
And that uncle, who Su Yan hadn't seen a few times since he was born, heard that something happened to his younger brother's family and he could get a large amount of compensation, so he returned to his hometown A city excitedly at this time.As a result, as soon as he went up the stairs, he saw such a thing, and was so frightened that he picked up the light and insignificant boxer, and ran away.
After sending the driver's family away, the grandfather who tried his best to support him finally fell ill and passed away before spring.
So far, a car accident ruined Su Yan's carefree childhood, as well as all his relatives.
Su Yan was sent to the orphanage and began his long life.
Thin and slender fingers were stacked on the thigh, together with the small half of the wrist that exposed the sleeve, it was pale as if recovering from a serious illness.Su Yan lowered his head slightly, his light-colored thin lips were pursed into a line, and his sharp and tight chin was retracted into the shadow of his collar, as if he also retracted the dark and rainy day when he was six years old.
Six-year-old Su Yan came to Xingxing Orphanage half a year later, and met Li Zheng who followed his father to visit the orphan.
Su Yan slowly raised his hand, his knuckle-knuckle fingers hesitated for a while in the air, and then landed on the tooth marks on his arm.
The scar in the middle of the tooth marks is too small, so small that even Su Yan before his rebirth doesn't have much impression.After all, boys are used to beatings, so it's normal to have a few scars on their bodies. No one will specifically remember where there are scars, at most they just know the approximate location.
But Li Zheng knew it. Not only did he know it, but he knew it clearly.It was so clear that the left tooth marks just circled the scar in the middle, and it didn't deviate by a precise millimeter.
Memories are really interesting things, and there are always traces to follow.Even if it has been dusty for a long time, it can also follow the clues that have been revealed inadvertently, and draw out the cause and effect.
Su Yan remembered that the scar was left because of a fall when he was a child, and a small stone got stuck in his flesh.And the reason why he fell was because someone pushed him... By analogy, Su Yan finally remembered the person he had met in a hurry when he was young.
Under the shade of the locust tree, the thin child turned his head and asked the half-grown boy beside him: "Tuantuan is my nickname, what about you? Don't you have a nickname?"
At first glance, he looked like a pampered half-grown boy, but his reaction seemed to be a little slow. He stared at the child motionlessly for a long while, and then nodded, "I have."
"What's it called? I told you, and you should tell me too."
Probably because he had been expressionless for many years, the boy moved the corner of his mouth with difficulty, showing a barely sly smile: "My nickname is Brother Li."
"Brother Li?" The child repeated as if he didn't hear clearly. He wrinkled his nose and muttered to himself, "What a strange nickname."
Now that I think about it carefully, I'm afraid what Li Zheng said at the beginning was not Brother Li at all, but Brother Li.
Just as Su Yan was immersed in his memories, there was a light click, and the sound of the door hinges turning fell into his ears.Su Yan seemed to be startled, and turned his head suddenly, just in time to meet Li Zheng's eyes looking up.
Neither of them spoke, as if neither of them wanted to break the silence first.Su Yan watched as Li Zheng took off his coat and handed it to Wang Ma as usual, and then declined Uncle Yang's suggestion to drink a bowl of hot soup to dispel the cold.
The long legs moved, and the knees touched the ironed suit trousers, leaving one mark after another.Li Zheng's steps were very steady, obviously walking in a leisurely manner, but it seemed that every step carried a weight of strength.The sound of the hard soles hitting the solid wood floor was like the tide, trapping Su Yan in the small world of the single sofa in an instant.
"Come with me." Li Zheng stood still in front of Su Yan, and stretched out his hand towards him.
Su Yan put his hand into Li Zheng's palm, and when he stood up, he heard a crisp sound on his shoulder.If you stay in one sitting position for too long, your body will always protest.
Li Zheng led Su Yan up to the second floor.
On the left side of the second floor, there is Li Zheng's study room, a small fitness room, a converted audio-visual room, and a room that is always locked.
Su Yan had never seen the door of the room opened, and even when Wang Ma cleaned it, she would automatically skip it, as if the few people in the villa thought it didn't exist.Such a silent ban made Su Yan subconsciously regard that room as a restricted area, never approached it, and never asked Li Zheng about it.
So when the door opened in front of Su Yan, it was hard to describe how he felt at that moment.
In the house, on the walls are all photos of the same person.From left to right, from child to adult.Su Yan shook his head at a middle-aged man and woman; Su Yan and a group of children were standing at the gate of the orphanage waiting for the school bus; One time when I went to boarding, I poked at the school gate with a huge backpack on my back, and waved vigorously at a bus that was fading away; there was Su Yan...
Each photo is of the same subject, and each photo is accompanied by a note.
The words on the note were densely packed, dutifully writing the time and place where the photo was taken, and what happened.The handwriting is also from the same person, just like the protagonist in the photo, as time goes by, it gradually changes from immature to mature.
Su Yan looked all the way down and found that the photo was broken on May 2010, 5.
Unlike the big cakes and big smiling faces every year on this day, there is only a blank space reserved for 2010, and the note below is only scribbled with a date.
Su Yan stretched out his hand to touch the handwriting that scratched the page. After a year, he seemed to feel the anguish of the owner of the handwriting penetrating through the back of the paper.
May 2010, 5 was the day last year when Su Yan borrowed his birthday and confessed to Lin Nan drunkenly.
Su Yan withdrew his hand, and his eyes slid across the photos in the room one by one.Looking at the photos of different sizes, Su Yan suddenly understood as if enlightened.
In the previous life, Su Yan had a very smooth life until his 22nd birthday, even though he had experienced the tragic loss of his father and mother in his childhood.
No one had ever bullied Su Yan, and no one had laughed at his abnormality of having no father or mother because of his ignorance.What Su Yan saw was the kindest and warmest side of the world.
The dean who took good care of Su Yan since he was a child, the teacher who cared about him very much, and the classmates who were united and friendly... Even if he met anyone on the road, he would not hesitate to show a smile to Su Yan.
Besides, when he was in the orphanage, someone kept trying to adopt Su Yan.
It stands to reason that generally adopted couples would not choose a child who already had their own memories, but Su Yan was unexpectedly lucky.Almost every three months, someone would come to the orphanage, sometimes it was a young couple, sometimes it was a couple over fifty years old, and they all fell in love with Su Yan without any surprise.
It's just that Su Yan refused all these good intentions.
Later, when he went to elementary school, junior high school, and junior high school, Su Yan didn't do very well in the exam because of a cold before the senior high school entrance examination.But despite this, Su Yan still received the admission letter from the top high schools in City A that he was thinking of.At that time, Su Yan couldn't believe it, thought he had made a mistake, and went to ask the dean, who gave him an excuse that there was a bonus policy for orphans.
And tuition.
The funds allocated by the government to the orphanage are not much, or even very little, and the life in the orphanage is very tight all year round.Only Su Yan, thanks to the support of an unknown well-intentioned person, successfully completed his university studies.
Even in his senior year, Su Yan began to show his talents through the talent show, and before he won the championship, he had already signed a contract with the original agency smoothly.
But after his 22nd birthday, Su Yan's luck seemed to have run out, and everything began to go downhill.
Su Yan had talked about this with Lin Nan before, but the person who said it didn't pay much attention to it, and the person who listened didn't take it seriously.
A pair of strong arms circled around the waist, and then the warm body was pressed against the back.Su Yan, who was hugged by Li Zheng, shivered involuntarily.
Those encounters that Su Yan thought were luck, in the end he suddenly realized that everything was just a person who loved him to the bone, silently taking care of him behind his back.
No wonder Li Jun said it was good to be together, no wonder Wang Ma and Uncle Yang’s attitude towards Su Yan was familiar and natural, no wonder Yue Xiaoshan’s expression was subtle when they met for the first time...
It's no wonder that when Su Yan proposed the power sex trade for the first time, Li Zheng said that he didn't want his body, but his heart.
Being hugged by Li Zheng from behind, Su Yan couldn't see his expression clearly, had no way of guessing, and didn't dare to guess what it was like to have a crush on someone for so long, and finally watched him fall into someone else's arms.
After a long time, Su Yan asked Li Zheng in a hoarse voice, "How many years have you been watching me?"
Li Zheng hugged Su Yan tightly, and wrote lightly, "16 years."
Su Yan tilted his head, Li Zheng's calm voice was heard next to his ear.
"16 years ago, I met you for the first time in the Xingxing Orphanage. At that time, you were very small and thin, and you didn't look like a child who was about to be seven years old. You were kind enough to talk to me, but I pushed you away. Put, here," Li Zheng's fiery palm moved along Su Yan's arm, stroking upwards, and accurately touched the scar, "It's because of me."
"You were in pain, but you didn't cry, you just wrinkled your face. When the old man asked you to forgive me, he nodded generously."
Li Zheng smiled, and his deep voice echoed into Su Yan's earworms word for word.
The young man who just came to know love ignorantly at the beginning of love has no one to guide and teach him, but he learned to pity himself from a child who worked hard and forbearance without a teacher.
Su Yan closed his eyes, the feeling in his heart was indescribable.
All of a sudden, he was unexpectedly thrown face-to-face by Li Zheng with deep affection, so much so that Su Yan flinched subconsciously the first time he understood the middle joint.He held this heavy feeling blankly, as if he had returned to the rainy day when he was six years old, and witnessed his parents being carried away, but he didn't know what he could do.
And Li Zheng continued to report: "...I promised to see you again next time, but unfortunately I broke my promise. Not long after, the old man entered the central government, and we moved out of city A. When I appear in front of you again, you are no longer Remember me."
"About this past event, I didn't deliberately hide it. Tuantuan, you are very smart, and I never thought of hiding it from you. It's just that I hope you can remember me rather than telling you who I am directly."
Li Zheng paused, as if he had the ability to predict the future, he stretched out his hand to push away Su Yan's frown again, "Don't frown, I don't want to see you frown."
"I..." Su Yan opened his mouth hesitantly, but he didn't know what to say. He pursed his lips irritably, feeling a mess in his heart.
After waiting for a long time and still not waiting for Su Yan to speak, Li Zheng turned his eyes away and pulled the corner of his lips reluctantly.
"I know you don't have me in your heart now, but it doesn't matter. I've been here for 16 years. Are you still afraid of these years?"
I don't know whether it was Li Zheng's words that were taken too lightly, or whether the unquestionable firmness in his words touched Su Yan's defenses. After experiencing the double betrayal of his lover and friend, his originally dead heart seemed to come alive, beating heavily. one time.
"How many 16 years can a person have?" Su Yan thought absently, "I'm only 23 in my life, why don't I give it a try? Even if the result is really unsatisfactory, it's just a loss. His 16 years."
Li Zheng's knuckles lightly touched the side of Su Yan's face, his heart was churning with unwillingness, and under the pressure of all he could, he slowly returned to calm.He let go of his hand and took a step back. Before he could speak, he was pushed against the wall by someone who suddenly turned around.
"Li Zheng, if you dare to betray me, I will kill you."
The author has something to say: Xiao Suyan: What is your nickname?
Little Li Zheng had an idea: call him Brother Li.
Xiao Suyan wrinkled her nose: Brother Li?
Xiao Lizheng smiled openly: hey——
Don't show your face and take advantage of others←
This emotional drama has stuck with the bad author for a long time...
☆、chapter29
The moment he heard Su Yan's words, Li Zheng was on the spot.He was stunned for a while, and finally smiled as if he had come to his senses, and then repeated Su Yan's words: "Okay, if I betray you, you will kill me."
Su Yan went crazy, and Li Zheng also accompanied him.When he spoke, his expression was calm and serious, as if what he and Su Yan were discussing were not life and death matters related to crimes.
Su Yan raised his head and met Li Zheng's bottomless eyes.There seems to be a vortex hidden in the dark pupils, so that people will be sucked into it even if they look at it.
Stretching out his hands to cover those eyes that were too sharp at the end of the eyes, Su Yan stood on tiptoe slightly and leaned over.
When the soft lips touched, Su Yan first touched them lightly, then carefully stuck out the tip of his tongue, and licked around the sharp lips along Li Zheng's lips.As soon as the tongue slipped into the warm mouth, it was immediately entangled by Li Zheng, who had endured to the limit.
The active position was reversed, and Li Zheng grabbed the back of Su Yan's head, pulled him into his arms, and then skillfully pried open Su Yan's teeth, and began to attack the city.
The ambiguous sucking sound sounded, especially in a quiet room.Su Yan groaned impatiently, the hand on Li Zheng's shoulder relaxed, and turned to grab Li Zheng's neck.
The body temperature gradually rose, and the coat was taken off first, and it was thrown directly on the ground.After that came the expensive tie, then the shirt, the belt and the trousers.The two people who met frankly hugged each other tightly, sweat slipped from Su Yan's jade-like skin, and fell into the deep depression in the back of the waist.
Su Yan straightened his neck and gasped heavily.During the ups and downs, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the veins on Li Zheng's forehead, and couldn't help but bend his body down. As a result, the simple movement caused Li Zheng to penetrate deeper into the ground.
Su Yan let out a suppressed and hasty scream, and had to give up his original plan. Panting, he spoke intermittently: "Don't...be patient...don't...don't worry about me..."
That night, Su Yan paid a heavy price for these words.After being tossed and turned like a fried fish by Li Zheng, he finally deeply realized that all the times in the past were the results of Li Zheng's forbearance and restraint.
The next day, Su Yan, who woke up at noon, supported his old waist, his eyes flicked over the lower body of the culprit as if he had substance.
"The culprit" Li Zheng didn't notice it, he lightly supported Su Yan and leaned against his arms, and then his warm palms went under the casually wrapped bathrobe, along the lines of the undulating depressions, coming To the lower back.
"It might hurt a little," Li Zheng said.
The warm palm fit tightly against the sunken waist, and Li Zheng kneaded and pressed it precisely.
Su Yan narrowed his eyes comfortably, but after less than 3 minutes, Li Zheng didn't know where he pressed, and Su Yan jumped up suddenly, moaning involuntarily.
As a result, the originally simple and pure massage activities gradually took on a charming color.
"I can't do it." Li Zheng's eyes darkened, and he grabbed Su Yan's flaming fingers, "Your body can't take it."
Su Yan, who was enduring suffering after waking up, was not annoyed when his fingers were grabbed.After all, he has other things besides his fingers.
Su Yan raised his head, his teeth gently held the stern button, and his tongue twitched nimbly, before the collar was wet, he had already unbuttoned it neatly.
That alone is not enough for Su Yan.
Su Yan deliberately exhaled hot and humid breath into Li Zheng's collar, and while unbuttoning it with his tongue, he spoke in a hoarse voice that had been crying for a long time.
"Every time I see you neatly dressed, I want to take off your clothes."
After unbuttoning three buttons, Su Yan finally stopped moving.He raised his eyelids, looking at the jaw that was as sharp as a knife and an axe, and his voice was soft and sticky.
"What about you? Don't you want to do the same to me?"
Li Zheng was indifferent.
Su Yan lowered his eyes, struggling to get out of Li Zheng's arms.As a result, the next moment, he was gently thrown onto the bed by Li Zheng.
Su Yan, who worked hard and tried his best, finally got his wish, and was held down on the bed by Li Zheng and taught him a hard lesson.
Afterwards, Li Zheng hugged Su Yan into the bathroom, and personally cleaned up his personal hygiene problems.
Su Yan leaned lazily in Li Zheng's arms, half-closed his eyes, and let Li Zheng gently wipe the water droplets from his hair.
Outside the door, the dog that fell out of favor all night was left scratching at the door relentlessly.
"Okay." Li Zheng casually threw the towel into the laundry basket, crossed Su Yan's thin back with his right hand, and put his left hand through the bend of his knees, and easily picked him up horizontally.
Su Yan hung on Li Zheng's body, and put his hand on the doorknob.
Gou Sheng, who had finally spotted the opportunity, immediately climbed up Li Zheng's trouser legs like a cannonball.When he was about to reach out his cat's paw to touch Su Yan, Li Zheng fixed his eyes on the ground.
Gou Sheng withdrew his claws, quickly turned around and made a difficult 360-degree rotation in the air, trying to lightly land on Li Zheng's left shoulder.
Unexpectedly, the calculation was wrong, and the left hind leg accidentally stepped on Su Yan's knee. At that moment, the three souls lost two souls in fright, and hurriedly dragged and climbed onto Li Zheng's left shoulder. Turning its little head, it carefully rubbed Li Zheng's neck.
Su Yan, who watched Gousheng's flowing movements like clouds and flowing water, chuckled lightly, "The Gousheng is about to become a genius."
Li Zheng hugged Su Yan and held the cat, but still walked steadily.Hearing Su Yan's joke, he answered casually: "After the founding of the People's Republic, you are not allowed to become a master."
"Huh?" Su Yan straightened up slightly in surprise, "You still know this sentence?"
Li Zheng replied as he went down the stairs, "I learned from Li Jun."
At the same time, Major General Li sneezed earth-shatteringly after receiving the new appointment notice.Holding the thin piece of paper, he was filled with unspeakable despair.
"I knew it must be me who was unlucky." Major General Li thought expressionlessly.
He quickly opened the game icon hidden in the heavy file folder, quickly entered the password to log in to the game, and sent a letter to the only enemy on the list.
After finishing all this, Major General Li straightened his military cap, ready to test the training results of the recruits.
Time is between Su Yan's flirting with Li Zheng, and
Li Zheng nodded slightly, agreeing with Su Yan, "It's a gay movie."
Su Yan paused as he struck the script, and a very absurd guess appeared in his mind.As soon as this idea came to mind, it seized all of Su Yan's thoughts so aggressively that he had to joke half-truthfully, "Mr. Li, could it be that you and I are the heroine?"
After Su Yan finished speaking, he felt a little nervous again.Would the president of Tangtang Studio be so free as to make same-sex movies with a third-tier male star?
To Su Yan's surprise, Li Zheng admitted unequivocally: "Well, I discussed it with Yue Xiaoshan this morning, and I plan to use the kiss photo that Xie Fei broke out as a promotional poster."
"Aren't you worried that you won't be able to press down on the kissing photo?" Li Zheng reached out and brushed Su Yan's hair that was too long on his forehead, "Don't cut your hair, leave it to shoulder length, it just fits the personality."
Su Yan, whose hair was gently tossed by Li Zheng, suddenly reached out and grabbed Li Zheng's wrist. He raised his head, and met Li Zheng's eyes impartially: "Mr. Li, I have something to do. I've wanted to ask for a long time."
Probably because of the smooth progress of the work, Li Zheng seemed to be in a good mood. He was not angry when Su Yan locked his wrist almost offendingly, and even had a slight smile in his deep voice: "You ask."
Su Yan stared into Li Zheng's deep eyes, and said word by word: "I want to ask, how did Boss Li know my nickname?"
The clear eyes were contained in the somewhat slender eyes at the end of the eyes, and Li Zheng easily saw his own reflection in those dark pupils.
Li Zheng raised his hand, and the warm fingertips gently rubbed around the beautifully shaped eyes.Immediately afterwards, as if unable to bear it, Li Zheng's palm trembled slightly.
Su Yan's eyes were very clean, so clean that there was nothing but doubts.
"He still hasn't remembered." Li Zheng lowered his eyelids, thinking calmly and indifferently.In an instant, he felt a deep fatigue, like a traveler who has been walking alone in the desert for a long time, and finally saw a lake, but when he got closer, he found it was a mirage.
For Li Zheng, Su Yan's words that Li Zheng is his boyfriend is no less than a traveler in the desert discovering the lake.The surprise came so quickly and suddenly that Li Zheng couldn't help himself, and blurted out Su Yan's nickname.
However, Su Yan's question just now was a blow to the head, waking up Li Zheng who was immersed in a mirage.
The hasty encounter more than ten years ago, in the end, only Li Zheng himself has the deepest memory, day and night, he dare not forget each other.
"It's not what others said," Li Zheng said, "When you think about it, you'll know."
After finishing speaking, Li Zheng quickly withdrew his hand from Su Yan's hand, even his footsteps seemed to be in a hurry.
"I still have things to deal with. If you don't want to stay in the embers, you can ask for more money to send you back to the villa."
The lingering sound at the end of the sentence and the cold fragrance floated in the air, Su Yan looked at the closed door and fell into deep thought.
As for Li Zheng, as soon as he came out of the lounge, he received a call from Li Jun.
"Yue Xiaoshan called me." Li Jun took two deep breaths, as if barely suppressing the emotions that were about to explode, "Are you going to act in a gay movie?"
Compared to Li Jun who was about to blow his hair, Li Zheng seemed much calmer, and he responded with empathy: "En."
"Are you crazy?" Li Jun roared in a low voice on the other end of the phone, "You want me to be cut to death by the old man, aren't you? Let me tell you that the kissing photo is nothing at all, no one will remember it after a long time, Were there few revelations about those film kings and queens back then? Do you think how many people have mentioned it now?"
"Tuantuan is just a star! But you are different. Your every move not only represents you personally, but also represents the old man! As the child of the leader, you are already the most extraordinary one in all generations!"
Li Zheng was silent for a long time before he said: "But he is not happy, I don't want to embarrass him."
Li Jun Haoxuan was not mad at his younger brother, he took a breath, and finally couldn't hold back his curse: "I can't bear to embarrass him, can I just embarrass me?!"
Li Zheng didn't speak.
Li Jun, who was dazzled by anger, repeatedly reprimanded Li Zheng, but the more he reprimanded, the more angry he became, and finally said the taboo without thinking: "I don't think you were PTSD at all, but deliberately tossing!"
Li Zheng hung up the phone.
Listening to the busy tone from the phone, Li Jun's rationality, which had been taken over by anger, finally recovered. He reacted belatedly, and when he called again, Li Zheng's phone had already turned off.
Major General Li, who caused the catastrophe, stroked his hair violently, turned around twice like a trapped animal, finally swallowed, and called his old man bravely: "Hey Dad, that, I will put Li Zheng made me angry..."
Li Zheng, who had suffered from his sweetheart and was reprimanded by his biological brother, first listened to Wu Hen's report and confirmed that the netizens' attention was all on the matter of Meng Zhaoping's cheating on his aunt and the double actor coming out of the closet. After nothing happened, Anne was brought in again, and she calmly asked the secretary to cancel the evening work arrangement.
After that, Li Zheng picked up his coat and went out.
Coming out of the embers, Li Zheng hailed a taxi and went to a large supermarket.Half an hour later, Li Zheng, who was carrying big bags and small bags, took a taxi again to an orphanage in the suburbs.
The Star Orphanage is an old orphanage. Although the buildings and facilities are all newly built, the road signs erected outside the iron wall have long shown signs of erosion.
As soon as Li Zheng got off the car, a sharp-eyed brat saw him and immediately yelled, "Brother Li is here! It's Brother Li!"
The brats who were playing in groups of three or four were climbing the railing and immediately left their companions and ran towards Li Zheng.When he arrived in front of Li Zheng, he said hello crisply, and at the same time glanced at the things in Li Zheng's hand,
The dean who rushed over to inquire and greeted Li Zheng: "Are you here?"
Li Zheng responded and handed her the things in his hand.
"Bought so many toys again?" The dean opened the bag to take a look, and said in a rather reproachful tone, "They're going to spoil you, they didn't even look at the old toys donated by Longcheng Elementary School last time. "
After finishing speaking, he waved to the bear kid who had been squeezing towards her, "Go, go, go in line, everyone can only get one, especially you, Xiaoyan," the dean pointed to a bear who was very skinny. The child said, "If you take two more, there will be none next time."
Hearing the name, Li Zheng couldn't help leaning forward slightly, "Is he also called Xiaoyan?"
"It's the inkstone of the inkstone, not the words of the language." The dean said without looking back, and after telling the life teacher, she turned to look at Li Zheng, who was alone, "After so many years, people still don't think of it." you?"
Li Zheng, who was caught in the middle of the matter by a word, let out a hum. He looked at the group of bratty brats fighting for toys with a peaceful expression. His gaze seemed to pass through them, through the years, and cast his gaze on the special on thin children.
"My name is Su Yan, what's your name?" The thin child raised his head and looked at Li Zheng with big and round eyes.
Li Zheng saw himself back then, standing there expressionless, and even when Xiao Suyan was trying to reach out to pull him, he suddenly pushed him away.
At that time, the orphanages hadn't all been paved with plastic tracks, and it was summer again. Xiao Suyan fell to the ground, and was immediately pierced into his arm by a sharp stone, and blood flowed down on the spot.
Under the cries of the children next to him, this series of actions finally alarmed the adults.The dean hurried over, and the old man who hadn't climbed to the top pulled Xiao Lizheng, and apologized to Xiao Suyan repeatedly: "I'm sorry kid, my little brother is a little too aggressive, can you forgive him?"
Xiao Suyan frowned from the pain, but when she heard the apology, she looked up at the dean's face, then pursed her lips, and pretended to be generous and said, "Well, I forgive you."
There were still a few dust spots on her snow-white and delicate face, but she tried her best to pretend to be stable.
Little Lizheng felt that his heart seemed to be scratched by something. Seeing Xiao Suyan being taken down to treat the wound, he subconsciously took a step forward.With this step, everything seemed to be going smoothly.He followed Xiao Suyan step by step. When the wound was smeared with alcohol to disinfect, he stretched out his hand carefully, touched Xiao Suyan's frown lightly, and comforted him clumsily: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it's very painful." It will be ready soon."
After all, he is a child, and he forgets within 3 minutes of holding a grudge.Xiao Suyan, who had bandaged the wound, took Xiao Lizheng's hand, and the two hid in the shade of a tree, preparing to share a piece of jelly secretly.
"This is the last one." Xiao Su said, "After eating this, there will be no more."
"I'll buy it for you again."
Xiao Suyan shook her head, and clenched the jelly in her hand, "It's different, this is what my mother bought for me."
"What about your mother?"
"They said that my mother died, and she died in a car accident with my father." Xiao Suyan looked up at the thick branches and leaves above her head, and said distressedly and puzzled, "When I died, I went to a place far away, as far away as me. Never see them again."
"This is for you to eat." Xiao Suyan suddenly handed over the jelly in his hand.
Little Li Zheng pointed at himself dully, "Give it to me?"
"Here," Xiao Suyan nodded vigorously, "but you have to eat it in front of me."
After all, he was still young, Xiao Suyan gave it, and Xiao Lizheng ate it.When tearing open the package, Xiao Lizheng ate the jelly without saying a word even though he found Xiao Suyan staring at him.
"Is it tasty?"
Little Lizheng nodded, feeling that the jelly he ate just now was extremely sweet.
"Then are you happier now?"
"Ah."
"When I was unhappy before, my mother always said that it would be good to eat jelly, but it caused me to have tooth decay." Xiao Suyan complained vaguely, "Later, I was afraid of the pain, so I cried all the time. Mom said Tuantuan..."
"Who is Tuantuan?"
"Tuantuan is my nickname, what about you? Don't you have a nickname?"
"I have."
"What's it called? I told you, and you should tell me too."
"My nickname is..."
Li Zheng, who was immersed in memories, felt that someone pulled the corner of his clothes. He came back to his senses and found that it was the child named Xiao Yan.
"Brother Li, the dean asked me to call you for dinner."
Li Zheng stretched out his hand and rubbed Xiao Yan's head, "No need, you tell the dean, I will come to see you some other day."
After leaving the Xingxing Orphanage, Li Zheng, who was in a much better mood, finally turned on his phone. Numerous missed call reminders and a single text message occupied the notification panel.
Li Zheng opened the text message and found that it was from Su Yan.
Tuantuan: Go home, Brother Pear.
The author has something to say: I have modified a little detail, which does not hinder reading~
PTSD stands for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.It's related to Li Zheng's childhood experience =-=
Li Jun: You can't blame me for being angry, you don't know that every time Li Zheng did something wrong since childhood, the old man just beat me, saying that I, a brother, didn't set a good example!Obviously I was born a few minutes early, why should I bear such a heavy burdenε(┬┬﹏┬┬)3
☆、chapter28
Su Yan sank into the soft sofa with his back against the back of the sofa, and his usual lazy sitting posture was rarely corrected.He lowered his eyelids, his long eyebrows slanted into his temples, and the warm yellow light refracted by the crystal chandelier sprinkled evenly from the top of his head, and cut across the straight bridge of his nose, dividing his perfectly curved side face into light and dark halves.
Half an hour ago, while taking a shower, Su Yan touched the wound on his right arm bitten by Li Jun.A neat circle of teeth marks surrounded a scar that was so small that Su Yan was about to forget it.
Standing in the steamy bathroom, it took Su Yan half a minute to finally remember the origin of the scar.
Adding up the two lifetimes, Su Yan has experienced a total of three car accidents.
The first time was when he was six years old, when it was pouring rain, Su Yan's parents brought Su Yan back from the Children's Palace.On the way home, when his mother asked Su Yan what he had learned softly while tearing open the jelly package for him, a tired bus driver mistakenly used the gas pedal as the brake and kicked down, resulting in Had a series of car accidents.
The overturned bus crashed into the car driven by Su Yan's father. Su Yan's father died on the spot, and his mother died of serious injuries. She passed away on the way to the ambulance, but Su Yan, who was tightly held by her mother in her arms, was unharmed. .
The screeching of police sirens and ambulances mingled together in the wet and heavy rain.Six-year-old Su Yan stood outside the yellow cordon, among a group of family members who were also victims, and his grief-stricken cries almost drowned out a child who hadn't had time to draw.The heavy rain drenched his whole body, and the rain slid down his wet hair from his forehead and dripped into his eyes, so the whole eye socket began to ache.
Su Yan raised his arm and wiped his eyes, tightly clutching the small soft leather plastic bucket that his mother handed over before the car accident, which was full of jelly of different colors.
Now standing among a group of adults, Su Yan, who was not as tall as an adult's waist, stood on tiptoe and stretched his neck vigorously, trying to see clearly where his parents were being carried from the gap between the figures of the rushing nurses.
Grandpa Su Yan, who rushed over after receiving the call, burst into tears when he saw the appearance of his only grandson.With trembling hands almost, he hugged the only grandson into his arms.
The nearly seventy-year-old grandfather brought Su Yancai to finish the funeral of his son and daughter-in-law, and the wife of the driver who caused the accident came to the door with the whole family.A babbling baby, a toddler, two gray-haired elderly people, and a pregnant woman with a big belly all kneeled neatly at the door of Su Yan's house.
Unable to pay compensation, the desperate wife of the driver who caused the accident kowtowed her head.
And that uncle, who Su Yan hadn't seen a few times since he was born, heard that something happened to his younger brother's family and he could get a large amount of compensation, so he returned to his hometown A city excitedly at this time.As a result, as soon as he went up the stairs, he saw such a thing, and was so frightened that he picked up the light and insignificant boxer, and ran away.
After sending the driver's family away, the grandfather who tried his best to support him finally fell ill and passed away before spring.
So far, a car accident ruined Su Yan's carefree childhood, as well as all his relatives.
Su Yan was sent to the orphanage and began his long life.
Thin and slender fingers were stacked on the thigh, together with the small half of the wrist that exposed the sleeve, it was pale as if recovering from a serious illness.Su Yan lowered his head slightly, his light-colored thin lips were pursed into a line, and his sharp and tight chin was retracted into the shadow of his collar, as if he also retracted the dark and rainy day when he was six years old.
Six-year-old Su Yan came to Xingxing Orphanage half a year later, and met Li Zheng who followed his father to visit the orphan.
Su Yan slowly raised his hand, his knuckle-knuckle fingers hesitated for a while in the air, and then landed on the tooth marks on his arm.
The scar in the middle of the tooth marks is too small, so small that even Su Yan before his rebirth doesn't have much impression.After all, boys are used to beatings, so it's normal to have a few scars on their bodies. No one will specifically remember where there are scars, at most they just know the approximate location.
But Li Zheng knew it. Not only did he know it, but he knew it clearly.It was so clear that the left tooth marks just circled the scar in the middle, and it didn't deviate by a precise millimeter.
Memories are really interesting things, and there are always traces to follow.Even if it has been dusty for a long time, it can also follow the clues that have been revealed inadvertently, and draw out the cause and effect.
Su Yan remembered that the scar was left because of a fall when he was a child, and a small stone got stuck in his flesh.And the reason why he fell was because someone pushed him... By analogy, Su Yan finally remembered the person he had met in a hurry when he was young.
Under the shade of the locust tree, the thin child turned his head and asked the half-grown boy beside him: "Tuantuan is my nickname, what about you? Don't you have a nickname?"
At first glance, he looked like a pampered half-grown boy, but his reaction seemed to be a little slow. He stared at the child motionlessly for a long while, and then nodded, "I have."
"What's it called? I told you, and you should tell me too."
Probably because he had been expressionless for many years, the boy moved the corner of his mouth with difficulty, showing a barely sly smile: "My nickname is Brother Li."
"Brother Li?" The child repeated as if he didn't hear clearly. He wrinkled his nose and muttered to himself, "What a strange nickname."
Now that I think about it carefully, I'm afraid what Li Zheng said at the beginning was not Brother Li at all, but Brother Li.
Just as Su Yan was immersed in his memories, there was a light click, and the sound of the door hinges turning fell into his ears.Su Yan seemed to be startled, and turned his head suddenly, just in time to meet Li Zheng's eyes looking up.
Neither of them spoke, as if neither of them wanted to break the silence first.Su Yan watched as Li Zheng took off his coat and handed it to Wang Ma as usual, and then declined Uncle Yang's suggestion to drink a bowl of hot soup to dispel the cold.
The long legs moved, and the knees touched the ironed suit trousers, leaving one mark after another.Li Zheng's steps were very steady, obviously walking in a leisurely manner, but it seemed that every step carried a weight of strength.The sound of the hard soles hitting the solid wood floor was like the tide, trapping Su Yan in the small world of the single sofa in an instant.
"Come with me." Li Zheng stood still in front of Su Yan, and stretched out his hand towards him.
Su Yan put his hand into Li Zheng's palm, and when he stood up, he heard a crisp sound on his shoulder.If you stay in one sitting position for too long, your body will always protest.
Li Zheng led Su Yan up to the second floor.
On the left side of the second floor, there is Li Zheng's study room, a small fitness room, a converted audio-visual room, and a room that is always locked.
Su Yan had never seen the door of the room opened, and even when Wang Ma cleaned it, she would automatically skip it, as if the few people in the villa thought it didn't exist.Such a silent ban made Su Yan subconsciously regard that room as a restricted area, never approached it, and never asked Li Zheng about it.
So when the door opened in front of Su Yan, it was hard to describe how he felt at that moment.
In the house, on the walls are all photos of the same person.From left to right, from child to adult.Su Yan shook his head at a middle-aged man and woman; Su Yan and a group of children were standing at the gate of the orphanage waiting for the school bus; One time when I went to boarding, I poked at the school gate with a huge backpack on my back, and waved vigorously at a bus that was fading away; there was Su Yan...
Each photo is of the same subject, and each photo is accompanied by a note.
The words on the note were densely packed, dutifully writing the time and place where the photo was taken, and what happened.The handwriting is also from the same person, just like the protagonist in the photo, as time goes by, it gradually changes from immature to mature.
Su Yan looked all the way down and found that the photo was broken on May 2010, 5.
Unlike the big cakes and big smiling faces every year on this day, there is only a blank space reserved for 2010, and the note below is only scribbled with a date.
Su Yan stretched out his hand to touch the handwriting that scratched the page. After a year, he seemed to feel the anguish of the owner of the handwriting penetrating through the back of the paper.
May 2010, 5 was the day last year when Su Yan borrowed his birthday and confessed to Lin Nan drunkenly.
Su Yan withdrew his hand, and his eyes slid across the photos in the room one by one.Looking at the photos of different sizes, Su Yan suddenly understood as if enlightened.
In the previous life, Su Yan had a very smooth life until his 22nd birthday, even though he had experienced the tragic loss of his father and mother in his childhood.
No one had ever bullied Su Yan, and no one had laughed at his abnormality of having no father or mother because of his ignorance.What Su Yan saw was the kindest and warmest side of the world.
The dean who took good care of Su Yan since he was a child, the teacher who cared about him very much, and the classmates who were united and friendly... Even if he met anyone on the road, he would not hesitate to show a smile to Su Yan.
Besides, when he was in the orphanage, someone kept trying to adopt Su Yan.
It stands to reason that generally adopted couples would not choose a child who already had their own memories, but Su Yan was unexpectedly lucky.Almost every three months, someone would come to the orphanage, sometimes it was a young couple, sometimes it was a couple over fifty years old, and they all fell in love with Su Yan without any surprise.
It's just that Su Yan refused all these good intentions.
Later, when he went to elementary school, junior high school, and junior high school, Su Yan didn't do very well in the exam because of a cold before the senior high school entrance examination.But despite this, Su Yan still received the admission letter from the top high schools in City A that he was thinking of.At that time, Su Yan couldn't believe it, thought he had made a mistake, and went to ask the dean, who gave him an excuse that there was a bonus policy for orphans.
And tuition.
The funds allocated by the government to the orphanage are not much, or even very little, and the life in the orphanage is very tight all year round.Only Su Yan, thanks to the support of an unknown well-intentioned person, successfully completed his university studies.
Even in his senior year, Su Yan began to show his talents through the talent show, and before he won the championship, he had already signed a contract with the original agency smoothly.
But after his 22nd birthday, Su Yan's luck seemed to have run out, and everything began to go downhill.
Su Yan had talked about this with Lin Nan before, but the person who said it didn't pay much attention to it, and the person who listened didn't take it seriously.
A pair of strong arms circled around the waist, and then the warm body was pressed against the back.Su Yan, who was hugged by Li Zheng, shivered involuntarily.
Those encounters that Su Yan thought were luck, in the end he suddenly realized that everything was just a person who loved him to the bone, silently taking care of him behind his back.
No wonder Li Jun said it was good to be together, no wonder Wang Ma and Uncle Yang’s attitude towards Su Yan was familiar and natural, no wonder Yue Xiaoshan’s expression was subtle when they met for the first time...
It's no wonder that when Su Yan proposed the power sex trade for the first time, Li Zheng said that he didn't want his body, but his heart.
Being hugged by Li Zheng from behind, Su Yan couldn't see his expression clearly, had no way of guessing, and didn't dare to guess what it was like to have a crush on someone for so long, and finally watched him fall into someone else's arms.
After a long time, Su Yan asked Li Zheng in a hoarse voice, "How many years have you been watching me?"
Li Zheng hugged Su Yan tightly, and wrote lightly, "16 years."
Su Yan tilted his head, Li Zheng's calm voice was heard next to his ear.
"16 years ago, I met you for the first time in the Xingxing Orphanage. At that time, you were very small and thin, and you didn't look like a child who was about to be seven years old. You were kind enough to talk to me, but I pushed you away. Put, here," Li Zheng's fiery palm moved along Su Yan's arm, stroking upwards, and accurately touched the scar, "It's because of me."
"You were in pain, but you didn't cry, you just wrinkled your face. When the old man asked you to forgive me, he nodded generously."
Li Zheng smiled, and his deep voice echoed into Su Yan's earworms word for word.
The young man who just came to know love ignorantly at the beginning of love has no one to guide and teach him, but he learned to pity himself from a child who worked hard and forbearance without a teacher.
Su Yan closed his eyes, the feeling in his heart was indescribable.
All of a sudden, he was unexpectedly thrown face-to-face by Li Zheng with deep affection, so much so that Su Yan flinched subconsciously the first time he understood the middle joint.He held this heavy feeling blankly, as if he had returned to the rainy day when he was six years old, and witnessed his parents being carried away, but he didn't know what he could do.
And Li Zheng continued to report: "...I promised to see you again next time, but unfortunately I broke my promise. Not long after, the old man entered the central government, and we moved out of city A. When I appear in front of you again, you are no longer Remember me."
"About this past event, I didn't deliberately hide it. Tuantuan, you are very smart, and I never thought of hiding it from you. It's just that I hope you can remember me rather than telling you who I am directly."
Li Zheng paused, as if he had the ability to predict the future, he stretched out his hand to push away Su Yan's frown again, "Don't frown, I don't want to see you frown."
"I..." Su Yan opened his mouth hesitantly, but he didn't know what to say. He pursed his lips irritably, feeling a mess in his heart.
After waiting for a long time and still not waiting for Su Yan to speak, Li Zheng turned his eyes away and pulled the corner of his lips reluctantly.
"I know you don't have me in your heart now, but it doesn't matter. I've been here for 16 years. Are you still afraid of these years?"
I don't know whether it was Li Zheng's words that were taken too lightly, or whether the unquestionable firmness in his words touched Su Yan's defenses. After experiencing the double betrayal of his lover and friend, his originally dead heart seemed to come alive, beating heavily. one time.
"How many 16 years can a person have?" Su Yan thought absently, "I'm only 23 in my life, why don't I give it a try? Even if the result is really unsatisfactory, it's just a loss. His 16 years."
Li Zheng's knuckles lightly touched the side of Su Yan's face, his heart was churning with unwillingness, and under the pressure of all he could, he slowly returned to calm.He let go of his hand and took a step back. Before he could speak, he was pushed against the wall by someone who suddenly turned around.
"Li Zheng, if you dare to betray me, I will kill you."
The author has something to say: Xiao Suyan: What is your nickname?
Little Li Zheng had an idea: call him Brother Li.
Xiao Suyan wrinkled her nose: Brother Li?
Xiao Lizheng smiled openly: hey——
Don't show your face and take advantage of others←
This emotional drama has stuck with the bad author for a long time...
☆、chapter29
The moment he heard Su Yan's words, Li Zheng was on the spot.He was stunned for a while, and finally smiled as if he had come to his senses, and then repeated Su Yan's words: "Okay, if I betray you, you will kill me."
Su Yan went crazy, and Li Zheng also accompanied him.When he spoke, his expression was calm and serious, as if what he and Su Yan were discussing were not life and death matters related to crimes.
Su Yan raised his head and met Li Zheng's bottomless eyes.There seems to be a vortex hidden in the dark pupils, so that people will be sucked into it even if they look at it.
Stretching out his hands to cover those eyes that were too sharp at the end of the eyes, Su Yan stood on tiptoe slightly and leaned over.
When the soft lips touched, Su Yan first touched them lightly, then carefully stuck out the tip of his tongue, and licked around the sharp lips along Li Zheng's lips.As soon as the tongue slipped into the warm mouth, it was immediately entangled by Li Zheng, who had endured to the limit.
The active position was reversed, and Li Zheng grabbed the back of Su Yan's head, pulled him into his arms, and then skillfully pried open Su Yan's teeth, and began to attack the city.
The ambiguous sucking sound sounded, especially in a quiet room.Su Yan groaned impatiently, the hand on Li Zheng's shoulder relaxed, and turned to grab Li Zheng's neck.
The body temperature gradually rose, and the coat was taken off first, and it was thrown directly on the ground.After that came the expensive tie, then the shirt, the belt and the trousers.The two people who met frankly hugged each other tightly, sweat slipped from Su Yan's jade-like skin, and fell into the deep depression in the back of the waist.
Su Yan straightened his neck and gasped heavily.During the ups and downs, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the veins on Li Zheng's forehead, and couldn't help but bend his body down. As a result, the simple movement caused Li Zheng to penetrate deeper into the ground.
Su Yan let out a suppressed and hasty scream, and had to give up his original plan. Panting, he spoke intermittently: "Don't...be patient...don't...don't worry about me..."
That night, Su Yan paid a heavy price for these words.After being tossed and turned like a fried fish by Li Zheng, he finally deeply realized that all the times in the past were the results of Li Zheng's forbearance and restraint.
The next day, Su Yan, who woke up at noon, supported his old waist, his eyes flicked over the lower body of the culprit as if he had substance.
"The culprit" Li Zheng didn't notice it, he lightly supported Su Yan and leaned against his arms, and then his warm palms went under the casually wrapped bathrobe, along the lines of the undulating depressions, coming To the lower back.
"It might hurt a little," Li Zheng said.
The warm palm fit tightly against the sunken waist, and Li Zheng kneaded and pressed it precisely.
Su Yan narrowed his eyes comfortably, but after less than 3 minutes, Li Zheng didn't know where he pressed, and Su Yan jumped up suddenly, moaning involuntarily.
As a result, the originally simple and pure massage activities gradually took on a charming color.
"I can't do it." Li Zheng's eyes darkened, and he grabbed Su Yan's flaming fingers, "Your body can't take it."
Su Yan, who was enduring suffering after waking up, was not annoyed when his fingers were grabbed.After all, he has other things besides his fingers.
Su Yan raised his head, his teeth gently held the stern button, and his tongue twitched nimbly, before the collar was wet, he had already unbuttoned it neatly.
That alone is not enough for Su Yan.
Su Yan deliberately exhaled hot and humid breath into Li Zheng's collar, and while unbuttoning it with his tongue, he spoke in a hoarse voice that had been crying for a long time.
"Every time I see you neatly dressed, I want to take off your clothes."
After unbuttoning three buttons, Su Yan finally stopped moving.He raised his eyelids, looking at the jaw that was as sharp as a knife and an axe, and his voice was soft and sticky.
"What about you? Don't you want to do the same to me?"
Li Zheng was indifferent.
Su Yan lowered his eyes, struggling to get out of Li Zheng's arms.As a result, the next moment, he was gently thrown onto the bed by Li Zheng.
Su Yan, who worked hard and tried his best, finally got his wish, and was held down on the bed by Li Zheng and taught him a hard lesson.
Afterwards, Li Zheng hugged Su Yan into the bathroom, and personally cleaned up his personal hygiene problems.
Su Yan leaned lazily in Li Zheng's arms, half-closed his eyes, and let Li Zheng gently wipe the water droplets from his hair.
Outside the door, the dog that fell out of favor all night was left scratching at the door relentlessly.
"Okay." Li Zheng casually threw the towel into the laundry basket, crossed Su Yan's thin back with his right hand, and put his left hand through the bend of his knees, and easily picked him up horizontally.
Su Yan hung on Li Zheng's body, and put his hand on the doorknob.
Gou Sheng, who had finally spotted the opportunity, immediately climbed up Li Zheng's trouser legs like a cannonball.When he was about to reach out his cat's paw to touch Su Yan, Li Zheng fixed his eyes on the ground.
Gou Sheng withdrew his claws, quickly turned around and made a difficult 360-degree rotation in the air, trying to lightly land on Li Zheng's left shoulder.
Unexpectedly, the calculation was wrong, and the left hind leg accidentally stepped on Su Yan's knee. At that moment, the three souls lost two souls in fright, and hurriedly dragged and climbed onto Li Zheng's left shoulder. Turning its little head, it carefully rubbed Li Zheng's neck.
Su Yan, who watched Gousheng's flowing movements like clouds and flowing water, chuckled lightly, "The Gousheng is about to become a genius."
Li Zheng hugged Su Yan and held the cat, but still walked steadily.Hearing Su Yan's joke, he answered casually: "After the founding of the People's Republic, you are not allowed to become a master."
"Huh?" Su Yan straightened up slightly in surprise, "You still know this sentence?"
Li Zheng replied as he went down the stairs, "I learned from Li Jun."
At the same time, Major General Li sneezed earth-shatteringly after receiving the new appointment notice.Holding the thin piece of paper, he was filled with unspeakable despair.
"I knew it must be me who was unlucky." Major General Li thought expressionlessly.
He quickly opened the game icon hidden in the heavy file folder, quickly entered the password to log in to the game, and sent a letter to the only enemy on the list.
After finishing all this, Major General Li straightened his military cap, ready to test the training results of the recruits.
Time is between Su Yan's flirting with Li Zheng, and
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