After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Everything in front of me is so unreal, like a dream, when this dream is over, Cheng Yu will still lie here, will open his eyes, and will ask him with a smile, "Did you scare you just now?"

But no, his face was as pale as paper, and his chest no longer heaved. It was obvious that he was still sitting here just yesterday, fiddling with the game helmet and occasionally laughing.

After the initial shock, Sheng Bainian's reason gradually returned to his mind, or in other words, what returned to Sheng Bainian's mind now was not reason, but luck.

Cheng Yu told him before that he would not die, and even if he was injured, he would recover soon. Is he recovering now?

Just like that time when they were exiled on an isolated island together, maybe Cheng Yu will slowly recover during the time when he was unconscious.

Sheng Bainian raised his hand, touched Cheng Yu's cold face, and asked him: "I just left for a while, why did you make yourself like this?"

After his words fell, the room fell into dead silence again. The pale light drove away all the darkness in the room, but fell into an even more terrifying darkness. The blood on the edge of the bed sheet was about to dry up, Ask him: "When will you get better?"

Cheng Yu still didn't respond, and he would never be able to respond to Sheng Bainian again.

Sheng Bainian may not be fully aware of this at this time, he stared blankly at the scene in front of him, unable to speak, and could only comfort himself, Cheng Yu will always wake up,

However, the fear in his heart continued to expand, he always felt that Cheng Yu had completely left him, and up to now, he still didn't remember Cheng Yu.

"Cheng Yu..."

He called his name softly, hoping that he would suddenly open his eyes, like before, with the corners of his eyes raised, with sarcasm, and call him Teacher Sheng.

"How long are you going to lie like this? I'll wait for you for a while, just for a while," Sheng Bainian sat on the ground with his back against the bed behind him, blood soaked Sheng Bainian's shirt, as if it was burning red The coal was burning Sheng Bainian's back, Sheng Bainian looked up at the roof, and he said to himself, "You should wake up later, right? I will be scared by you like this a few times, sooner or later One day my heart will be scared out of my mind by you..."

Sheng Bainian clutched his chest, his heartbeat has not been normal since the accident happened on the road, time passed slowly, he closed his eyes, Cheng Yu seemed to appear in front of him again, standing beside him In front of him, he only needs to stretch out his hand, and he can touch it.

But Sheng Bainian didn't dare to touch him, he was afraid that if he did it again, he would disappear again, he just wanted to see him for a while, and wanted him to smile at him, even if he scolded him, as long as he didn't Lying on the bed motionless and cold like now.

Sheng Bainian opened his eyes, and what he saw was still the snow-white wall opposite. His voice was full of pleading, and he said to Cheng Yu, "Cheng Yu, don't scare me, okay?"

"Stop making trouble, I'll count to three, two, one, will you wake up?"

"Three, two..." He paused for a long time, and finally spit out that one slowly.

Sheng Bainian turned his head back stiffly, Cheng Yu was still lying on the bed soundlessly, without breathing, without heartbeat, in a trance, as if he had been dead for many years, but his body had not rotted.

"You slept for too long this time..." Sheng Bainian's voice was trembling, "If you don't wake up, I'll call Yanyan."

No matter how much Sheng Bainian begged and threatened, the young man who had died on the bed for many years was still indifferent, he couldn't hear anything, and he wouldn't respond to him.

Maybe it will take some time for Sheng Bainian to understand all this.

Sheng Bainian got up from the ground, sat by the bed for a while, looked down at the young man on the bed, he had accumulated a lot of words in his heart and wanted to say to Cheng Yu, but now he couldn't say anything, as if he suddenly lost his voice , became a mute.

His palm caressed Cheng Yu's face, the skin under his hand was colder than before.

He watched Cheng Yu closely, hoping that Cheng Yu in his eyes would change a little, even just a little bit, but he waited for a long time but nothing happened.

How long will it take?How long will it take Cheng Yu to wake up again?

Sheng Bainian raised his head and stared in mid-air for a moment. There were several surveillance cameras installed in corners that Cheng Yu didn't know about. Sheng Bainian turned on his phone and found out the surveillance cameras tonight. He wanted to know What happened in the short time that I was not there, not even an hour.

The surveillance shows that not long after he left, Cheng Yu returned to the house, sat on the bed, held a pen in his hand, and lowered his head to write something in his notebook. Sheng Bainian didn't dare to fast forward, for fear that he would miss something important s things.

Cheng Yu wrote for a while, stopped, and pressed his forehead, as if he was thinking about what he should write next, and then he continued to write after a while. After writing intermittently for more than half an hour, he finally finished writing, Cheng Yu Putting down the pen in his hand, the notebook was opened like that, and placed on the bedside cabinet. After that, he seemed a little tired, lay down on the bed, and closed his eyes.

Only seeing this, Sheng Bainian couldn't imagine how Cheng Yu's wounds and the blood that flowed out were caused.

But soon Sheng Bainian knew the answer. He watched the young man lying on the bed in the surveillance. At a certain moment, huge bruises and wounds appeared on his body, but in a blink of an eye, the blood had disappeared. Seeped through his thin clothes.

Cheng Yu still felt no pain, his lips moved slightly, as if he said something, Sheng Bainian couldn't hear it.

He also didn't hear it five years ago.

Big tears rolled down from Sheng Bainian's eyes and landed on the screen of the mobile phone. He wanted to touch the dying young man through the screen, but soon realized that he was actually Behind him, Sheng Bainian turned his head, looked at Cheng Yu on the bed, and asked Cheng Yu with a hoarse voice, "What are you thinking about?"

He suddenly remembered that Cheng Yu had been writing in the notebook for a long time in the video, and he quickly looked up at the bedside cabinet. The notebook was there, and it had not been closed, but it was pressed under the cake that Sheng Bainian bought.

Sheng Bainian's notebook was pulled out from under the cake, and when he held it in his hand, he didn't dare to read it anymore, as if there were some things that he didn't face, as if they never happened.

When did Sheng Bainian fall to the point of deceiving himself and others.

He lowered his head and looked at the text left by Cheng Yu in the notes. The beginning paragraphs of the first few lines with the title Mr. Sheng and Mr. Sheng were all crossed out by Cheng Yu. He didn't know what he had in mind when he wrote these words. In the mood, he finally chose to call him Sheng Bainian with his first name and last name.

"Sheng Bainian, I don't know when you will see this letter, but by the time you see this letter, I should already be gone, this time I am really gone, and you don't have to wait any longer I woke up, so you can deal with this corpse as you like. I'm sorry for not telling you the truth, and I'm sorry for letting you see this scene on such a day...

"I've been thinking about it for a while. Maybe I shouldn't have met you when I was in Pinghai. I know that my time is running out, but I still paranoidly hope that you can remember me. Occasionally, I feel very Selfish, but sometimes I feel that you owe me this, that you left me five years ago... Forget it, let’s not talk about it, it’s meaningless to say it, it’s already at this point, I still have to worry about the past Trivial things are a bit unreasonable, and they are meaningless. Five years ago, we didn’t actually have any touching love stories about the combination of mountains and mountains, just like every ordinary couple, so you don’t need to worry too much. You can definitely meet new lovers, and you don’t have to hold on to those old memories, but no matter who you will be with in the future, Yanyan is still your child after all, I’m gone, how much can you help me Watch him a little bit.

"Thank you for accompanying me through the bad years five years ago. I am really grateful that you can appear in my life. For me, I am more lucky. Without you, maybe in six years I would have made bigger mistakes before, and I don’t know what I want to say to you incoherently now, looking back at what I wrote, it seems that I didn’t write anything, but you have to forgive me, of course , If you don't forgive me, there is nothing I can do.

"If possible, I hope Cheng Jiayan can learn about my death later, please.

"I'm really sorry, but I still hope you don't feel too sad, forget about me, and find a new lover.

Cheng Yuliu"

When Sheng Bainian read all the letter left by Cheng Yu, he looked back at Cheng Yu who died on the bed, and called him, "Liar."

Sheng Bainian smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, and then said inexplicably: "I am also a liar."

Tears welled up.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and the sound and light between heaven and earth were swallowed by a huge monster.

Sheng Bainian raised his hand and caressed Cheng Yu's cheek, two lines of tears flowed silently on his face.

In many cases, the most tragic grief is not the moment when you know what happened, but the coolness that penetrates into your bones every day after that, and you will become more and more aware of what you have lost. , never see him again.

The monsters hiding underground suddenly heard a long and piercing sound, which seemed to travel through billions of light years, and turned into a cruel arrow of light, and the monsters fell to the ground in pain.

In Cheng's villa, Cheng Jiayan, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, suddenly opened his eyes. He turned over and wanted to hug his father, but his arms were empty.

His father is not here,

But where is his father?

By the way, Dad said he was going to explore in the desert, but there is no signal in the desert, how can he find his dad?